Crystal Line  Book3

by Anne McCaffrey

Synopsis:

When Killashandra Ree joined the mysterious Heptite Guild to become a

crystal singer, she was well aware of the awesome responsibility .  .  .

and the consequences: little by little, her memories would be destroyed

forever.  A new technique could restore her lost memories, but is she

ready for the pain they'll bring?

sequal to Crystal singer and Killashandra

Chapter One

Killashandra shouted to herself.  Not that Lars Dahl could have heard

her over the roar of the sea crashing against the bows of the Angel and

the hurrirning tension of the wind through the sail stays and across the

sloop's main sail.

She pointed to the first star of the evening in the darkening eastern

sky and looked back at him to see if he was watching her.  He was and

nodded, his grin showing his very white teeth against his very tan skin.

She was near as dark as he was after their circumnavigation of the main

continent of Ballybran.

But Lars always looked the compleat captain, especially as he was

standing now - his straddled legs bracing his long lean body on bare

feet against the slant of the deck, strong hands firmly on the spokes of

the wheel as he kept the Angel on the starboard tack under tight sail.

The stiff breeze had ruffled his sun-bleached and salt-encrusted hair

into a crest, much like the ritual head-dress of a primitive religion.

They had plenty of sea room between the Angel and the jagged stones of

the shore but, all too quickly, they would reach the headland and the

harbour that served the Heptite Guild Headquarters.

Though the huge cube was kilometres inland, it loomed large from

whatever direction it was approached.

Killashandra sighed.  She almost didn't want this voyage to end, and yet

the voyage, therapeutic though it was, did not quite ease the surge of

crystal in her blood.  Lars, not having sung as long as she, was in

better shape but they had to strike a good lode of crystal on this trip

into the Ranges and make enough to get off-world for Passover which was,

once again, nearly upon them.  She devoutly hoped that their sled was

repaired and ready for the Ranges.

Killashandra gritted her teeth, remembering the ignominy of having to be

rescued when their sled had been buried by a rockslide!  Hauling the

crushed sled out of the Ranges had sliced a hefty hunk out of their

credit balance.  Fortunately the crystal they'd cut before the rockslide

- which had been preserved in containers sturdy enough to resist

collapse - had been sufficient to pay the huge repair bill.

There hadn't been sufficient credit left for them to take an off-world

jaunt while the refit was being done.  Once again the Angel, and the

ever-challenging seas of Ballybran, had rescued them from the ping of

crystal in their blood and the boredom of the Heptite Guild quarters.

But, by all the holies, Killashandra swore, this time they would sing

good crystals - if they could possibly find that wretched lode again.

Communication crystals were always valuable: if they could just cut one

set quickly and without foul-ups!  She wanted to get off-planet and this

time Lars was not going to talk her into going to yet another water

world.  There were other planets that could prove just as interesting.

If she didn't get to choose once in a while, she might just seriously

consider finding another partner.  There was that stocky young redhead

with weird eyes and a roguish grin - he reminded her of someone.  She

grimaced into the wind - the need for "reminders' was becoming more

common for her.  She'd been singing crystal a long time now, and she

knew very well indeed that her memory was eroding: what or how much she

was losing she didn't know.  She shrugged.  As long as she didn't forget

Lars Dahl, nor he her.

The Angel was nearly round the massive headland and Killashandra could

just see a slice of the eastern face of the great Heptite Guild cube.

The good mood that had sustained her now abruptly altered.

"Back to the old grind," she muttered.

"BACK TO THE OLD GRIND, HUH?" Lars bellowed and she rolled her eyes in

her head and gave herself a shake.

Damn!  Knowing what would come out of his mouth because they had shared

so much, so intensely, was also beginning to exacerbate her nerves.

Or maybe all she, and Lars, needed was new stimulation.  He found enough

in a sea trip and these had until just this moment - been enough for

her, too.

She grimaced again.  How long was too long?

Lars bellowed for her attention, motioning for her to join him in the

cockpit.  She made a cautious but practised way astern, balancing

against both wind and the slant of the Angel, turning her head against

spray and the occasional high wave that broke across the deck.

As she came even with him, Lars reached out an arm and hooked her to his

side, smiling down at her, contented in the elements of the

sea-wind-ship, even if the end of their voyage was now in sight.  She

let herself be held against his long, strong body.  She knew him so

well!  Was that such a bad thing for a crystal singer?  Especially when

memory began to erode.  She glanced up at Lars' profile, elegant despite

his peeling nose: Lars Dahl, the constant factor in her life!

"Hey, Killa, Lars, Lanzecki wants to see you soon as you dock," the

harbour master yelled even as he caught the line Killa deftly threw at

him.  He bent it neatly about the bollard as she ran aft, leaping

lightly on to the marina slip, stern line in hand.  "Ya heard me?" he

roared.

"Sure, I heard."

"We both heard," Lars added, grimacing at Killa.

Then, from long-established habit, Killashandra ducked down the

companionway to check that everything in the cabin had been stowed

properly, her chore as Lars had motored into the harbour.

Satisfied, she threw their duffles topside, following more circumspectly

with the bag of non-degradable trash.

Lars had shut down the engines and was checking the boom crutch to be

sure it was properly secured.

"I'll keep an eye on the boat for ya," the harbour master said

anxiously.  Singers didn't dally when the Guild Master sent for them.

This pair made their own rules but he wasn't about to receive debits for

their impudence.

"Sure you will, Pat," Lars said reassuringly, as he checked the mast

stays, "but old habits die hard.

You'll run her in," and he jerked his head towards the spacious boat

houses, "if there's a bad blow?" Pat snorted, jamming his hands

indignantly into his jacket pockets.  "And when haven't I?" Lars scooped

his duffle-bag off the deck and, leaping neatly from the Angel to the

pier, gave Pat a grateful grin and a clout for the reassurance.

Killashandra was a step behind him, adding her nod of appreciation

before she matched Lars stride for stride up the ramp to the wharf.

They took the nearest scooter and turned its nose inland, to the

Guild-hall.

By the time they had parked the scooter, entered the residential section

of the hall, taken a lift to the executive floor, nineteen people also

informed them, in tones varying from irritated malice to sheer envy,

that Lanzecki wanted to see them.

"Fardles!" Killashandra said, stressing the "f' sound against her teeth

and lips.  "What's up?"

"Hmmm, we are not in favour with our peer group," Lars said, his

expression carefully bland.

"I've got a bad feeling," Killashandra muttered for his ears only.

Lars gave her a long, searching look, just as the lift halted at the

executive floor.  "You think Lanzecki might have one of those choice

little extra jobs for us?"

"Uhhuh!" Then, in step, they swung left to Lanzecki's office.

The suite occupied a corner section but the first thing Killashandra

noticed was that Trag was not in sight.

II A slender man rose from Trag's accustomed place: he bore the fine

scars of healing crystal scores on face, neck and hands but Killashandra

couldn't remember ever seeing him before.

"Killashandra Ree?" the man asked, looking at her and then to her

companion.  "Lars Dahl?  Don't you ever turn on your ship comunit?"

"When we're in the cabin," Lars answered pleasantly enough.

"Weren't in it much, not with only two to crew her through some nasty

storms," Killa added with mock contrition.  "Where's Trag?"

"I'm Bollam," she was told and Bollam gave the odd shrug of one shoulder

and tilt of his head that told them Trag was no longer alive.  "You know

your way?"

"Intimately," Killashandra snapped over her shoulder as she strode

angrily around him and towards the door to Lanzecki's sanctum.

She didn't like Trag being dead.  He'd taught her to retune crystal

during her apprenticeship and she vaguely remembered other remote things

about Trag: mainly good.  Bollam didn't look like the sort of

personality who could manage the duties Trag had so effortlessly - and

unemotionally - executed.  If she was Lanzecki, she wouldn't trust that

dark-looking weed as a partner in the Ranges. Fardles, she didn't have

half that many scars on her arms and she'd been singing crystal for for

a long time!

Slapping the door-plate with an angry hand, she pushed through as soon

as its identifying mechanism released the lock.  She strode across to

where Lanzecki was leaning over a worktop.

"You do have a comunit aboard that boat of yours he began before she

could take the initiative.

Ship." Lars automatically corrected Lanzecki.

"When we turn it on," Killashandra said simultaneously.  "What's so

earth-shattering ?" Lanzecki tossed the stylus he'd been using to the

worktop and, straightening, gave the pair a long look.  Killa felt

something twist inside her.  Lanzecki's face looked drawn and - aged.

Had Trag's death been that recent or - - "In the 478-S-2937 system in

the Libran area of space, they've found what they think might be a new

version of crystal, opalescent, but purported to be considerably more

complex than Terran opals or Vegan firestones, either clear or opaque."

He clicked on the viewing screen, fast-forwarding it so that the

exploration ship zoomed in speedy orbit, landed and early evaluation

processes went at an ever-increasing kaleidoscopic rate.

"Ah!  Here!" And Lanzecki pressed for normal speed.  "Planet's a shell

with an immense cavern system - geologists suggest that the planet

cooled too fast."

"No oceans?" Lars asked.

Lanzecki shook his head and Killa grinned, a trifle sourly, for that was

always Lars' first question about a new planet - "Were there seas to

sail?"

"Underground deposits of ice neither drinkable nor," and then the Guild

Master added a rare display of broad humour, "sailable."

"Damn!" Lars made the appropriate response.

"Ah!" Killa said, as the vid angled up and a coruscation of what

appeared to be liquid was reflected back.  The angle altered and Killa

and Lars became aware that the liquidity was actually the reflection of

what appeared to be a band of Lanzecki's medium-blue opalescent stone.

Abruptly Lanzecki fast-forwarded to another extrusion, this time a

deeper blue in a wider band that was almost a complete rib, vaulting

from one side of the cavern across the ceiling, nearly to the floor on

both sides, seemingly spread from the "pool' in the centre of the roof.

There was a curious quality to the scene, for the colour seemed to flow

as if it was forcing itself downwards on both ends, striving to reach

the base.

"This is taken with only existing light, Lanzecki said, his tone lightly

laced with amused interest.

"The planet has a very slow rotation, taking nearly forty standard hours

to complete one diurnal revolution.  This was taped in dawn light.  Full

noon is blazing." Lars was more vocal in his admiration.

"All this one stone or a vein?" he asked.

"Well, that is another matter no one has been able to ascertain,'

Lanzecki said dryly.

"Oh?" Killa wasn't sure she liked the possibilities becoming apparent in

the situation.

"Yes, these tapes are several years old.  Every member of the

exploration team died within four months of landing on Opal."

"Opal?" Killashandra exclaimed, staving off the gorier details she was

sure Lanzecki would give them.

He shrugged, his lips twitching briefly.  "The team named it."

"Not knowing it would be their memorial?" Lars wryly.

"How did they die?" Lars asked, hitching one leg over the corner of the

worktop, settling himself.

"Not nicely.  When the deadman alarm went off, broadcasting a

contamination code, the Trundomoui who investigated took every

precaution.  They recovered the tape cassette in the airlock along with

the ship's log and a small chunk of unjiexing material which turned out

to be part of that coruscating stuff.

There were notes from the geologist and the doctor of the stricken ship

in the log entries.  They concurred in the opinion that they had

acquired a lethal dose of something on Opal, and it could well have been

contact with the stone.  The log said that to get this sample, they had

had to laser out the stone around it as they couldn't detach it in any

other way." Lanzecki paused, an interval not without some drama to it.

"The survey guys have identified the elements Cesium, Gallium, Rubidium

and lesser quantities of iron and Silicon in the sample.

There are also several radioactive isotopes indicating that at some

point the sample included a radioactive material but we found no trace

of which one.  Odd thing was that the sample did not have the

coruscating look that the parent body had.  Trag thought it had died,

being excised from the main body' "Trag went?" This time Lanzecki looked

away from them for a long moment before he answered.  Then he made eye

contact with first Killashandra, then Lars.

"The Ballybran symbiont will heal our bodies and reduce degeneration to

a very slow crawl but eventually it, too, loses its resilience.  Trag

has been on the Guild Roll a long, long time.  He knew his symbiont

protection was waning.  The Guild was asked to send a representative on

the premise that the Ballybran symbiont might protect a Heptite member.

Trag volunteered.  Presnol put him through exhaustive tests and

discovered that the symbiont was still active.

Trag insisted that he had protection enough to be safe in proximity to

the specimen." There were many in the Guild who called Lanzecki the

stone-face.  Killashandra had once made the mistake of thinking him

emotionless but events had corrected that misjudgement. The stony look

now was masking at least regret if not something deeper.

Lanzecki had depended on Trag for more than just partnership when he had

to cut crystal.

"He spent unshielded time with the stone and suffered no ill effects."

"Then what killed him?" Killashandra demanded.

Lanzecki gave a snort.  "Some damned fool respiratory ailment he caught

on the voyage back." A twist of his right shoulder indicated his dislike

of such an ignoble ending.  "Presnol did consider the possibility that

contact with the stone had reduced significantly his symbiont

protection, and tissue examination proved Trag certainly hadn't

contracted the same, or a similar, disease to that which affected the

geological ship's personnel." Lanzecki paused again.  "In his report

Trag was confident that the Ballybran symbiont would protect crystal

singers and suggested that further investigations be carried out by the

Heptite Guild.  He reported a resonance from the stone, unlike anything

he ever encountered in the Ranges: unlike but similar." Killashandra

folded her arms across her chest, ignoring the querying expression on

Lars' face.  "And you want us to explore the possibilities?" she finally

asked.

"Yes." Lars caught her eye, blinking his left eye in their private code

of interest.  Killa made Lanzecki wait.

"How much?" Lanzecki gave her a shark's grin.  "We have quoted them a .

.  .  substantial fee for the services of a Heptite Guild Team."

"Ooooh, then the powers that be are really interested." When Lanzecki

nodded, she went on, "And you have a price in mind - for us, as well as

the Guild?"

"I am able to offer you fifty thousand credits.

And you should have more than enough time before the Passover frenzy

overtakes you." Killashandra dismissed that aspect as she rapidly

considered the monetary enticement and decided the Guild must have asked

for twice or three times that amount.

"We wouldn't take less than ninety thousand for that sort of hazardous

work," and she flicked a quick glance at Lars.  Even the fifty thou

would take them anywhere in explored space for as long as they could

stand being away from Ballybran - and together that surcease could run

into two years or more since they both sang crystal.

Lanzecki inclined his head briefly, but the slight upturn of his lips

told Killa that he expected her to haggle.  "Sixty.  The Guild will have

expenses i6

"You should have asked for those above and beyond the danger money,

Killashandra said with a snort of contempt for that omission.

"Eighty-five."

"We might have to keep you in isolation on your return from Opal "Why

else have I been paying dues all these years?

And don't you trust Trag's evaluation?"

"As I always trusted him.

He was, however, only in the chamber with the stone for a relatively

short time "How long?" Lars asked.

"Three weeks."

"And you want us to believe that it didn't affect the symbiont ?"

"Presnol says not.  A simple bronchial infection killed him. Those on

the exploration ship - examined by remote probe - died of a rampant

lymphatic leukaemia which no medication available to any nonaltered

humans could combat.  There were no indications of lymphatic failure or

alteration in Trag."

"Three weeks might not have been long enough for the problem to

develop." Lanzecki shook his head.  "Not according to the data in the

log of the medic on board the exploration ship.  Initial symptoms of

fatigue, headache et cetera appeared in the second week after contact."

Killashandra kept staring at Lanzecki.

After the Trundomoui affair - a memory she hadn't been able to eradicate

- and some other little special assignments which had been reduced over

the years to feelings of annoyance rather than specific complaints,

Killashandra had an innate distrust of any Lanzecki assignments.

"Eighty buys our time and effort, she told him with terse finality "PLUS

- - -" and Lars held up his hand, entering the bidding for the first

time, "a half percent of Guild profits arising from viable merchandizing

of this as a product."

"WHAT!" Lanzecki's blast of surprise startled Lars off his perch.

Killashandra threw her head back in a burst of laughter.  "Boy, you're

learning!"

"Well, I don't see why not," Lars told her but he was watching

Lanzecki's face.  "If we're risking our asses for the Guild, we should

see some of the profits!"

"It may be nothing more than a pretty stone!" Lanzecki bit out the

words.

"Then there'd be no royalty to be p) "It could be sentient,'

Killashandra put in.

"Whose side are you on?" Lars demanded.

But Lanzecki grinned.

"Done!" And before either crystal singer could protest, he caught

Killashandra's hand - she was nearer him - and slapped it down on the

palm pad, effectively registering her agreement.  Then he extended the

unit to Lars Dahl who was grinning broadly and made a show of wriggling

his fingers before placing them down on the pad.

"We could have held out for more," Killashandra said with some

self-disgust.

Lars parted his lips in a broad grin.  Bargaining was usually her

province and she was very good at it.  He was rather pleased with his

initiative in adding the percentage: not too much for Lanzecki to i8

reject out of hand but, if the rock was useful, they could easily never

have to cut crystal unless they needed to renew the symbiont.

Still, eighty thousand credits and a royalty was enough to salve pride

and greed.

"So, if unaltered humans can't land on this planet, how do we?"

Killashandra asked.

"Brain ship's been allocated.

"Our old friends Samel and Chadria?" Lars asked.

The names titillated Killashandra's memory but produced no further

recall.

Lanzecki gave Lars a patient stare.  "Not them." Killashandra winced,

for his attitude plainly indicated that pair were no longer alive.

Killashandra wondered, but only briefly, how long ago their demise had

occurred.  Brain ships had life expectancies of several hundred years.

Could she have cut crystal that long?

"They had an awkward acddent," Lanzecki amended.  Killashandra relaxed.

"I'll inform the Agency that you've taken the contract."

"So there've been no tests or assays or anything completed on this

stone?

Even by Trag?" Lars asked.

"Discounting its effect on humans?"

"Trag felt it was sentient."

"Trag did?" Killashandra was astounded.  "Then it is.

"And you treat that as a possibility only, Killashandra Ree," Lanzecki

said, sternly waggling a blunt finger at her.

"You bet!" She began to feel better about the assignment.  If blunt al'

thick-skinned conservative Trag had felt something, she rather supposed

that she and Lars would have much better luck.  "A silicon sentience has

been postulated.

"Will it say it's sorry it killed the team?" Lars asked sarcastically,

crossing his arms over his chest.

"Does crystal?" responded Killashandra with a snort.

"At least crystal sings," was Lars' soft rejoinder.

To Lars, Lanzecki passed a flimzie and a thin tape cassette.

"That's all we have on the silicon, and the relevant log entries."

"So when do we go?"

"Your transport - the BB1066," and he held up his hand when Killashandra

started to interrupt him.

"The Brendan-Boira but Boira's on sick leave so he's willing to

undertake the journey."

"Truly a B&B ship," Lars said.

"And I suppose you expect us to depart immediately?" Killashandra asked

irascibly.

Lanzecki gave a brief nod of his head.  "Brendan's been patiently

waiting your return." He stressed the adverb.

"We just got in - - -" Killashandra protested.

"From a holiday," Lanzecki pointed out.

"Holiday?" Noting Lars Dahl stiffen on his corner of the worktop, she

grinned impudently.  "Well, from one point of view, but I'd like time to

get the salt off my skin and a bit of crystal out of my blood."

"A tub - a double one," and Lanzecki's grin was malicious, "and

sufficient radiant fluid are aboard the 1066.  With eighty thou to your

credit, you can surely see your way clear to a precipitous departure.

Everyone you might know - bar Presnol - is out in the Ranges."

Killashandra sniffed her displeasure at a 2' manoeuvre suspiciously

close to being shanghaied.

"If you'd bothered to keep in contact, you'd've had more time."

"C'mon, Killa," Lars said, dismounting from his perch and draping an

affectionate arm about her shoulders.

"I suppose our sled isn't ready?" she said, eyeing Lanzecki sourly.

"It is," and Lanzecki thwarted any suggestion of Guild inefficiency,

"and you'll earn more from this as well as easy credit from the Guild-'

"Not to mention that we're the best ones for this little errand," added

Lars.

"That, too," Lanzecki unexpectedly conceded.

"Only this time," and his pointed finger stabbed in Lars' direction, "I

want on-the-site accounts recorded in Brendan 5 memory circuits from the

moment you land on Opal."

"This time," and Killashandra smiled in saccharine obedience, "you'll

have "em.  We'll just dump our gear and grab a few personal things from

our quarters."

"Brendan's stocked your usual brands and being a B&B ship, he's amply

supplied with more than the usual trip paraphernalia.  Leave for

Shanganagh from here.  Now. There's a shuttle waiting Killashandra

unslung her duffle and launched it at Lanzecki who neatly caught it.

Lars merely slipped the webbed carry strap from his shoulder.

"Everything needs cleaning," he said.

Lanzecki nodded.  "Get out of here!" The phrase combined imperative

order as well as gruff farewell.

* * * So they left Lanzecki's office.  Being more diplomatic than his

partner, Lars nodded briefly to Bollam who stared back with no response.

"Once in a while Trag'd smile," Lars muttered in Killa's ear as the door

slid shut behind them.

"I don't like the idea of that dark going out into the Ranges with

Lanzecki," she muttered, scowling.

Lars made a comforting noise in his throat.  The Guild Master was in the

unenviable position of having to keep as much memory current as possible

to manage the intricacies of his position.  But he also had to renew

contact with crystal periodically or lose the vitality of his symbiont,

despite being a virtual prisoner on Ballybran.

As they entered the lift and pushed the shuttle level plate,

Killashandra's frown deepened.  Lanzecki wasn't stupid.  So Bollam must

have more substance or intelligence or skill than his appearance

suggested.

But she couldn't help fretting.  Lanzecki was one of those unfortunate

singers who became so rapt by the song of the crystal they cut, that he

could be totally lost to the thrall.  A partner was essential to singers

with that handicap or they never returned from the Ranges.  Antona had

once told Killashandra that it was an infrequent enough manifestation,

more often accompanying the Milekey Transition, the mildest form of

adjustment to the Ballybran symbiont.

Lanzecki would put off cutting crystal as long as he possibly could even

with Trag to accompany him and bring him safely back from the Ranges.

Sometimes, as with Killashandra, he could establish an intimate

relationship with someone whose body was singing with crystal pulse, the

contact supplying surrogate reinforcements.  Killashandra did remember

her interview with Trag who had all but physically man-handled her off

the planet to force Lanzecki out to the Ranges for a thorough

revitalization of his symbiont.  Would this Bollam have that sort of

loyalty to his Guild Master?

The lift door slid back into the brightly banded corridor that led to

the shuttle bays.  The blinking orange ready light steered them to the

waiting ship.

The pilot waved urgently to them to hurry but as they passed him on

their way into the vessel, he glowered and pinched his nostrils.

"You reek?  Where have you two been?"

"Oh, around and about," Lars said with a grin.

"If I wasn't under orders t(H' "Well, we are all under orders t, said

Killashandra, sliding into the back seat of the otherwise vacant

transport.  "So the sooner you get us to Shanganagh, the faster you lose

the stink of us."

"Can't be too soon for me," the pilot said sourly and, pausing just

before he entered his cabin to be sure they had buckled up, somehow

managed to slam his door.

Lars grinned at Killashandra.  "Shall we stuff our old socks somewhere?"

They would have, too, but the pilot had taken their suggestion and their

take-off was the most perpendicular Killashandra had ever experienced.

They were jammed so forcefully back into their cushioned seats that she

swore she felt the flexible plastic turn rigid.  It was also the

shortest trip she remembered making.

As soon as the shuttle had locked on to the Shanganagh Moon facility,

the lock opened with such unusual despatch there was no misinterpreting

an urgent invitation to depart.

"The B&B is one level above, Bay 87," the pilot's voice said over the

com.

"You are above all a courteous gentle person, skilled in the performance

of your appointed duties," Lars said, facetiously.

"I'm what?" was the startled comment that followed them down the lock

ramp.

"They must have lowered entrance standards, Killashandra remarked.

"I'm first in the bath."

"Lanzecki said it's a double, Lars reminded her.

At the end of the lock tunnel, they took turns placing their palms in

the ID plate and the aperture irised open into the corridor.

They encountered no one, which was slightly unusual as Shanganagh was a

major stopover point as well as the Guild's main display and testing

centre.  It also had supply and servicing facilities for vessels of any

size.

"You don't suppose that antsy pilot warned everyone off until we've

passed and the corridor's been fumigated?" asked Lars.

Killashandra snorted, frowning, and lengthened her stride.  "I shall,

however, be very grateful for the tub."

"Last one in.  .  ." Lars began but then they saw the plate above Bay 87

blinking orange.

"He warned the B&B!"

"Last one in - "After we make our duty to Brendan," Killa said

quellingly.  Of all the myriad manifestations of humans, altered or

otherwise, she respected shell people to a point of reverence.  There

was something awesome about knowing that a human being, residing within

the main titanium column ran all ship's functions and was the ship in a

way a human pilot could never be.

Combined with a mobile partner, known as a "brawn', Brain & Brawn ships

were the elite of space-going vessels.  Some, like the HN 834, had been

famous throughout the galaxy.

"Of course!" Lars murmured.

As soon as they entered the lock, the panel behind them slid shut.

"Permission to come a-' "Oh, I never stand on ceremony when I'm solo,

kids," said a pleasantly resonant baritone voice.

"Don't you ever answer your comunit?  I've been sitting here on the moon

long enough to pick up cobwebs."

"Sorry, Brendan," Lars said, giving a respectful bow to the titanium

column that encased Brendan "5

shelled body as Killashandra did.

"Ah!  A tenor!" Brendan said with delight.

"And he can sing!" Killashandra said.  Crystal singers might require

perfect pitch but that did not always accompany a good singing voice or

any musicality.

"So, who's going to be last in the tub?" Brendan asked.

"Which way?" the two singers demanded.

"And when can we get under way?" Lars asked, stripping his

salt-stiffened garments off.  He nearly tripped out of the shorts,

trying to keep up with Killa who had less to shed.

"We are!" Laughter rippled in Brendan's voice.  "I don't waste time."

Then he laughed again as Killa elbowed Lars to prevent him from getting

to the ladder to the tub rim.  Lars merely vaulted and neatly inserted

himself in the thick viscous fluid just as Killa insinuated herself into

the tub.  Both gave simultaneous sighs of relief as the liquid covered

them.  Moments later they found the arm holds and secured themselves

against the pressure of take-off "You're sure you're under power?" Killa

asked, after a long interval, having braced herself.

"Most certainly," and abruptly a screen in the corner of the small cabin

lit up with a spectacular view of Shanganagh and Ballybran receding at

an astonishing speed.  "And about to initiate the Singularity Drive.  I

think you will find that being immersed in radiant fluid will reduce the

discomfort that can often give you soft shells."

"Never thought of that before," Lars said.

"Here we go," Brendan said and everything altered before the eyes of the

two singers.

Killashandra squeezed her eyes shut, not liking the Singularity effect.

Possibly Lars did, too, but she did not like seeing the decomposition

and reformation of space as the Singularity Drive "surfed' them (Lars

liked the nautical analogy) down the long funnel of "interspace' from

one relative spatial point to another.  And yes, the radiant fluid did

reduce that nauseating feeling of falling in on one's self, spinning and

yet deprived of any sense of one's own position relative to that spin.

Then they were through.

"Does the fluid help?" asked Brendan solicitously "You know," Lars said

in surprise, "I do believe it does.  Killa?"

"Hmmmm!  How many more of these Jumps do we have to make to get to

Opal?"

"Only two more." Killashandra groaned.

"Something to eat, perhaps?" Brendan suggested.  "I took on all your

favourite foods.

"Yarran beer?" Killa rallied hopefully.

Brendan chuckled.  "Would I forget that?"

"Not if you're as smart a brain as you're supposed to be," Lars said

and, disengaging his arms, pushed himself to the ladder.  "You want

anything else, Killa?" he asked as he clambered down.

What else she wanted required two trips by Lars but, in the end, they

were both well supplied.

Brendan had even acquired flotation trays for them to use while

immersed.

"I think this trip'll be sheer luxury," Killa murmured to Lars.

"I'll do my part," Brendan said, though she had kept her voice low "Ah,

Brendan " she began and was rewarded by a knowing chuckle.

"Just tell me when I'm off-limits and I'll chop the audio system," the

ship said.

"Will you really?" Killa asked, trying to keep scepticism out of her

tone.

"Actually," Brendan went on conversationally, "if I didn't, Boira would

haul off the panel and disconnect me.  Now there's a gal that liked her

privacy.  - "How's she doing?" Lars asked.

"Oh, she's regenerating nicely." The two bathers exchanged glances.

"Do we solicitously ask what happened or shall we keep our noses short?"

A long silence ensued.  "I won't say she was foolish, or stupid, just

very unlucky," Brendan said in such an expressionless tone, compared to

his previous remarks, that the two would have had to be tone deaf not to

appreciate how distressed he was at his partner's injuries.  "I was only

just able to get her to proper medical assistance in time.  And, in

time, she will completely recover."

"She's been a good partner?" Killa asked gently.

"One of the best I've had," and then his voice altered, not too brightly

or lilting falsely.  "One tends to nurture the good ones carefully.

"Even if there is only so much one can do?" Killa made it not quite

statement, not quite query.

"Exactly.  Now, shall I leave you to enjoy your bath in peace?" Lars and

Killa once again exchanged glances.

Lars' yawn was not feigned.

"I'm going to have to get some tub-sleep," he said.

"Can you monitor this contraption so we don't inadvertently go under?"

"Of course," and by Brendan's tone, the two singers realized they had

struck the right attitude with him.

"I could probably sleep a few weeks -" Killa said.

"At which point you'd be a wrinkled prune," Lars -replied caustically.

"I shall not permit that desecration of your most attractive self,

Killashandra Ree," Brendan said in a flirtatious tone.

"Now, wait a mo----' Lars yawned, "-ment, Brendan.  This one's mine, you

rotten baritone." Brendan chuckled, a sound which had odd resonances

since he used an artificial diaphragm to speak or laugh.

"Go to sleep, Lars Dahl.  You're no match for me in your present

semi-somnolent state." Killa yawned, catching that infectiousness from

Lars, and jammed her arms deeper in the straps, tipping her head back

against the padded rim of the tub.  She never knew which of them fell

asleep first.

Chapter Two "

What a cheese hole!  Lars said in a disgusted tone.

Killashandra said nothing.  She didn't dare express what she did feel

about the planet Opal.  And especially about Lanzecki for taking

advantage of their greed, and need, to be off-planet.  She scrubbed at

her face in a gesture to cover the fact that she was also making her

lips stay closed while mentally she ticked the Guild Master off.  Only

the thought that she and Lars were making eighty thousand credits for

this kept her from exploding.

Well, that and wanting to keep Brendan's good opinion.  He had turned

out to be the most excellent of escorts.  Not only did he sing good

baritone, but he had the most astonishing repertoire of lewd and

salacious, prim and proper cantatas and languishing lieder.  He wasn't

as fond of opera as Killa but he knew the comic operettas, musicals,

lilts, pattern songs, croons and a selection of the best of every decade

back to the beginning of taped music.  He also had the most amazing and

catholic files.

"Boira's a mezzo, you see, and while I can only sing the one voice "Is

the ship who sings - .  whatsername?"

"Helva?  Yes, she still is, but no one knows where." Brendan chuckled.

"There's a reward if she's spotted 3' but I don't know a ship worth its

hull who'd tell."

"But couldn't she sing any range?"

"So legend has it," Brendan replied, amused.  "It's possible.  I could

make modifications to my diaphragm and voice production, as she did,

but, frankly, it'd be damned hard to match the 834.

Then, too, Boira likes me being baritone."

"Can't fight that," Killashandra said, grinning at Lars.

But now they were orbiting Opal and musicality was irrelevant.

"Where did the geological survey land, Bren?" Lars asked as they

finished their first circumnavigation of the pock-holed satellite.

It was more moon than planet, one of a dozen such aborted attempts of

satellites weaving eccentric patterns about its primary.  Opal had no

atmosphere and seven-tenths standard gravity.  Its primary still

emanated the unusual spectrums, coronal blasts and violent solar winds

which had so adversely affected its dependent bodies.  Exploration HQ

had decided that circumstances might possibly have resulted in unusual

metals.  Artefacts from some ancient civilization had been composed of

heretofore undiscovered metallic components - some not kind to the hand

of Mankind but quite likely workable by remote control.  These

substances were, however, invaluable to modern metallurgy, electronics

and engineering and, as such, assiduously sought.  Which was why this

star system was surveyed.

"Leaving no turn unstoned," as Bren had quipped The now deceased team

had also discovered some very interesting slag on one of the outer

satellites of Libran 2937.  It had been mentioned in the log, samples of

which had not posed the problems that the liquid opal had and which were

still being analysed - and their use extrapolated from the all too small

supply.

"Their landing of record," Bren began, "is - - right - - below us." He

magnified the image of his main screen and the iridescent nauseous green

paint which exploration teams used to mark their sites was visible.

Lars and Killashandra turned to the display on one of the smaller bridge

screens which gave a close-up of the site.

"Shall we?" the ship asked in a wry tone.

"Ach!  Why not?" Lars said.

"We've time to eat," Killa said, feeling hunger pangs though she was

certain they'd eaten not too long ago.

"Is it that time?" Lars asked with a startled expression.  "We've done

nothing but eat since we came aboard."

"They used to term it singing for your supper," Brendan added with a

chuckle which he cut short with, "Oh, I see.  You mean, your home

planet's going through one of its Passover periods?"

"Should be, about now," Killa said.  "That's the only time we can't stop

eating."

"Hmmm.  Well, we've plenty aboard," Brendan replied soothingly.

Killashandra grimaced.  "But we're going to have to suit up to move

around down there and suit food's not very satisfying." Lars considered

this aspect of the unusual hunger of their symbionts at Passover time:

an urge which would overtake their bodies no matter how far they were

from Ballybran since it was generated by the symbiont, ever in phase

with its native planet.

"We could work in shifts: one of us eat while the other explores.

"No!  Absolutely not, Brendan said in a firm veto.

"As a team always.  How long do you last between snacks?" Killa laughed.

"Snack?  You've never seen a singer eat!"

"Well, tell me how much and I can deliver it to the lock so you don't

have to unsuit completely to assuage your need."

"That's a thought," and Killa brightened "We'll certainly give it a

try," Lars said with a grin.

"Now, just let's see if we can plan our excursions around our

appetites." He accessed the log files of the fateful geology ship.

"How about I land you near the biggest of the vaults?  This one!" and

Bren called up the most remarkable of the liquid-like ribs.

"That's not the landing of record, but it 5 certainly the most

interesting site they found.  Of course, I'm far more flexible than the

Toronto was.  We can pit hop as much as we need.  While you're chowing

down a good Iced."

"Then there's the problem of the Sleep," Killa said, making a sour face.

"Oh?" Brendan encouraged a response to that enigmatic comment.

"Yes, - having stuffed ourselves like hibernators, we then sleep for the

duration of the actual Passover."

"Or rather, our symbionts force us to sleep during the combined transit

of the three moons."

"How long?" Lars shrugged.  "A week.  That's why we stock up so heavily

"For a week's sleep?" Lars shrugged and grinned at Brendan's column.

"Not my choice."

"Then you eat again?" Brendan asked solicitously.

"Just before we fall asleep, even the sight of food makes us nauseous.

That's generally how we know we'd best get into a comfortable position,'

Lars explained.

"Most unusual," Brendan said mildly, "though I've heard and encountered

weirder ones."

"You're most reassuring," Killashandra said dryly.

"I try to be.  You'd best belt in," he added.  The main screen showed

their precipitous approach to the pock-marked moon, so the two singers

hastened to obey.

As there was no atmospheric envelope to pierce, one of the main hazards

of landing on strange planets was absent.  Brendan was an excellent

pilot - as he was the ship to all intents and purposes - and he neatly

deposited them on the sol-disant surface of Opal, Lars and Killa

applauding in the traditional manner.  They ate what the ship served

them, items which Brendan knew they particularly liked and in quantities

that should have daunted a normal appetite.

"You really do stow it away, don't you?"

"Hmmm," was the response, for Killa and Lars were determinedly occupied

in loading themselves with the tasty food.

They both groaned a bit as they stuffed their replete bodies into their

vacuum suits.  Over the centuries, the "space suit' has been refined to

the varied and particular needs of those who required diverse degrees of

protection.  The model suitable for nonatmospheric explorations was less

cumbersome than, for instance, those needed for EVA repairs on a ship in

transit.  The material formed around the body it protected with maximum

efficiency while providing the wearer with a nearly impervious second

skin.

Fine controls for digital manipulations were available as were much less

intrusive sanitary arrangements.

The helmet afforded complete head mobility and visibility, while the

tubes for eating and drinking were housed at the neck rim.  The oxygen

unit fitted snugly rather than bulkily across the shoulder-blades and

down to the end of the spine which it also protected.  Helmet, digital

and arm lights helped see where the wearer was going.  Versatile tools

attached to special rigs on the belt and in thigh and leg pouches gave

them additional external resources.

"I've stocked your suit packs with a rather tasty high protein, followed

by a sweet confection that might just relieve hunger pangs---' Brendan

began.

"No matter what you feed us, mate, we'll have to come back for more than

any suit could supply," Lars said as the two singers entered the

airlock.  "All right now, Bren, let us out." During their meal, they'd

both studied the log records of the Toronw.  As it was an hour or so

before Opal's "dawn', they exited with helmet and arm lights on and

turned left as soon as the outer lock iris opened.

"Humpf," Killa said, setting her arm light on the fluorescent line the

previous expedition had painted on the porous shell.  "Nice of them,

considering."

"They expected to return," remarked Lars quietly.

"I see the markings," Brendan said, obliquely reminding them to use more

explicit comments.

"For posterity then," and Killashandra began the running commentary as

they followed the guideline, descending steps which had also been cut by

their predecessors.  There was even a line sprayed across low thresholds

to warn them where to bend and, hunching over, they started down the

short passage into the larger chamber.

"Hey, there's light ahead," Lars said, and turned off his beams.

"A sort of blue radiance," he went on and gestured for Killa to

extinguish her lamps.

The light source did not actually illuminate the passage.  It wasn't

sharp enough for the two singers to notice details but they were "lit'

to the source.

As they entered the big cavern, they were both speechless for a moment.

Luminescence cascaded in splinters of brilliance that were like sparks,

except they didn't shoot out of their parent substance.

The material that arced across the high ceiling seemed to flow, dark

blue and dark green and then silver.

"I am not there," Brendan said with a tactful reminder.

Lars turned on his helmet light and immediately the "radiance' was

quenched.  And where the helmet beam touched, the material writhed with

bands of black and dark blue and dark green.  Almost, Killashandra

thought, as if rushing blood to heal a wound.

Did "light' on this lightless world constitute a threat or injury?

She wondered if the sun's rays - unfiltered with no atmosphere to reduce

ultra-violet and infrared - penetrated the cavern to the jewel?

For jewel it appeared to her, one graceful long sweep of jewel, a living

necklace across the vault of the cavern.  Or was it a tiara?

"It's the most beautiful thing I've seen in a long time," she murmured,

more to herself than the posterity of the node Brendan was taping.  "And

I've seen some magnificent crystal." She paused, frowning.  "I also

don't know why or how, but I agree with Trag, Brendan.  This Jewel Junk

is alive.  Sentient possibly, but definitely a living organism!"

"I agree with that," Lars said quietly, then began to examine the

chamber while Killashandra concentrated on the gem cascade.

"It's grown, too, Brendan, since the team was here four-five years ago.

It's made a complete hoop across the ceiling from floor to floor - - -"

Killashandra went on.

"And down into the next cavern, if there is one," Lars added, kneeling

to shine the pencil-thin line of his forefinger light down the

shimmering opalescent where it had seemed to penetrate the floor of the

cavern.  The jewel itself darkened and seemed to contract, to retreat

from the light source.

"To the basement level for housewares and utensils," Killashandra

recited in the tone of a robotic lift device.  She had to dispel the

unusual sense of reverence which the chamber, and its denizen, evoked in

her.  "NO!" she cried in sudden fear as she saw Lars reach out to touch

the narrow descending - tongue?

Facet?  Finger?  Probe?  Tentacle?  - of the opalescent.

Lars turned his helmeted head towards her and his white teeth flashed a

grin at her.

"Let's not be craven about this.  If the symbiont protects me, it

protects me.  After all, I'm suited-' "Use an extendible," said Brendan

in a tone remarkably close to command.  "The material of your suit is

only guaranteed impervious to known hazards."

"Good point, Lars," Killashandra added in a neutral tone.

He gave a shrug and snagged a tool from his belt.

A light pass of the instrument across the coruscating extrusion gave no

results.  When he prodded it in, he jerked back his arm.

"WOW!"

"Report?" Killa said, reminding him to be vocal.

First he looked at the tool.  "Well, I'm glad you stopped me, Bren." And

he turned the implement towards Killa.  She tongue-switched the

magnification of her visor and saw that the end had melted, blurring its

outline.  "Hot the material is, but it gave on contact."

"Pliable?"

"Hmmm, flexible, maybe, or able to absorb intrusions," Killa suggested.

"Or is it semi-liquid, like mercury, or that odd stuff they found on

Thetis Five?"

"So far, except for your observation that the ah," and Brendan paused,

".  -.  semi-liquid has spanned its cave in the four years since

discovery, you have trod in the same path the geologists did.

They also melted a few instruments trying to probe it.

"I know, I know," Lars said, "but I like to draw my own conclusions." He

passed his gloved hand several times over the material, being careful

not to touch it.

"Any heat readings on record?"

"None, and I'm getting none either from the instrumentation you're

carrying," the ship responded, sounding slightly disgusted.

"Any movement?"

"Negatory."

"Can you give us a reading on whether the ground beneath us is solid or

not, Brendan?" Killa asked.

"You are currently standing on the intersection of three caves

approximately two metres below you.

Two of them are large, the other is small, less than half a metre in

width and height.  My readings collaborate the expedition's report that

this satellite is riddled with cavities, probably right down to what

used to be its molten core, in irregular layers and with equally

irregular cavities."

"Can you keep a scan on possible spots too thin to bear any weight?"

Killashandra had a quick vision of herself falling through level after

level of cinder.  The rock was more substantial than that: she had felt

her boots crunching loose rubble on their way to the cavern but the

surface here had seemed solid enough.

"Monitoring," was the ship's response.

Killa realized she'd been holding her breath and expelled it.

That allowed her stomach to mention it was empty so, while she made a

confident circuit of the cavern, she sucked up the ration.  In several

places and with great care, she placed her gloved hand on the walls and

her wrist gauge gave not so much as a wiggle.  The ambient temperature

of the cavern was the same as that on the satellite's surface.

But there was something she was missing.  Unable to think what that was,

she shrugged: she'd mull that over as she sucked on her tube.

"Hey, this glop's not bad, Bren," she said.

"Not eating already?"

"On the hour, every hour, Lars answered Brendan. He was now hunkered

down by the visible end of the material and poked, careful not to let

his chisel-headed tool touch the glowing substance as he scraped out a

semi-circle.  He gave a grunt.  "It's going down.  But where?  Any

access to the next level, Bren?"

"I think so," the ship answered after a bit.  "Sort of a maze but your

suits have tracers on "em, so I can keep track and direct you.  Go out

the way you came in," and, following his directions, they travelled one

of the more tortuous routes they had ever followed, accustomed as they

were to the vagaries of sly crystal in the Milekey Ranges on Ballybran.

"I'm glad we don't have to stay too long in this place," Killa muttered,

shining her lights around.

The passageways seemed darker than ever after the subtle radiance of the

Jewel Junk cave.  She preferred to have as much light around her as

possible in dark burrows.  The rock around them seemed to absorb their

lights.  "You eat it," she growled as she walked.

"What?  Me?  Oh, you mean the rock?" Lars asked.

"Yeah, it does sort of soak it up.  Speaking of which.  .

"Not you, too!" exclaimed Brendan, almost sputtering.  "It's scarcely

two hours since you consumed an immense meal."

"Hmmm, true!"

"We can last about another hour, I think," Lars said, and grinned as

Killa glanced back at him.

Would Brendan catch the teasing note?

"At this rate," replied Brendan trenchantly, "we'll be here for months!

Turn obliquely right now, and watch that it is oblique.

There's a hole!"

"Whoops, so there is," Killa said, teetering on the edge as her hand and

head lamps outlined the even deeper blackness and, then, as she swung

right, the comforting arch of a passage was visible.

"Nice save there, Bren.  And what have we here but another cave!" Her

tone was richly facetious.  "And," as she shone both lamps in a swing,

"our little creepy crawly has fingers in this pie, too." Lars stepped

around her and walked up to the glittering nubbin just entering the roof

of this cavity.

He dropped his light to the floor and they could both see a small pile

of debris.  Lars hunkered down, and with the end of his hammer,

carefully prodded the mound, examining the end of the tool when he'd

finished.

"Nope, not a melt.  More like simple dust."

"Take a sample," his partner suggested.

"Take a sample of the rock, too," Brendan added.

"Now, look a'that," Killa said, holding her light steady on the opposite

wall where the liquid opal had intruded as well.  "How many layers of

this cave complex did the geologists explore?"

"At the original landing site, they penetrated several miles below the

surface before they could proceed no further, but not here.  However,

records indicate that, in the cave above, the arch of the Junk was

incomplete.

Nor do they mention that it penetrated below the first level in the

landing site."

"Fascinating!" was Killa's comment.  "How many such manifestations were

recorded, Bren?" Dammit, she'd only studied those reports last night and

she couldn't recall the details.

"In nine of the twenty-three sites explored they observed this

opalescence.  By then they hadn't found anything else particularly

noteworthy so they decided to proceed to the next system on their route

when-' "Hmm, yes, indeed, when!"

"You'd think it would grow up, out of the core," Lars remarked, "instead

of down from the surface."

"If it is indigenous," Brendan suggested.

Lars and Killa were silent a moment, considering that theory.

"Well, being alien to this system would answer why it's topside instead

of down below," Lars remarked.

"Is there a way to prove alien origin?" Killa asked.

"If you could find a sample that'll submit to examination, possibly,'

the ship replied wryly.

"Suppose we explain that this won't hurt?" Killa was feeling waggish at

this point.  Faint from hunger, maybe.  She sucked on the tube and got a

mouthful of something rather more sweet than she liked.

But it did depress the hunger pangs.  "An alien substance?

Hmm.  Wherever could it have originated?"

"There are more things on heaven and earth, Horatia .  .  ." Brendan

intoned on a marvellously sepulchral note.

"Nonsense, Bren, there's usually a scientific explanation for

everything," Killa said sharply, because the very idea of something like

the opal just "dropping' in made her slightly nervous.  They hadn't

discovered any thing about it yet.  And it had killed a whole

exploratory team.

"I wonder," Lars began, "if a quick freeze might not work to get us a

sample."

"Work how?" Killa asked, her mind taken off both stomach and

apprehension.  "How can you freeze something in space, Lars?"

"I can't imagine how this stuff generates heat enough to melt an alloy

as tough as the chisel, but maybe liquid nitrogen - -) "Wouldn't hurt to

try," Bren said.  "Fight liquid with liquid?"

"Have you got some?" Killa asked, again surprised.

"My dear Killashandra Ree, this ship has everything!" And Bren's voice

was smug.  "My inventory shows that there are two cylinders of liquid

nitrogen in storage.  I have both spray and stream nozzles that will fit

the standard apertures."

"Hmmm."

"I'll have one ready when you return for your next meal," Brendan added

at his driest.

"And more luminescent paint, too," Lars added as the last drop dribbled

out of his marking tube.

They retraced their steps very carefully, feeling the cindery crunch of

the surface under their booted feet.

Again, something teased at the back of Killa's mind but refused to be

identified.

The promised meal awaited them in the airlock and they could barely wait

until the iris had cycled shut and the oxygen level was adequate before

they undid their helmets and attacked the food.

"Oh, this is good, Bren," Killa said, gobbling down refried steakbean

and reaching for the orange and green milsi stalks of which she was

particularly fond.

Lars, as usual, was munching on grilled protein.

"Is indeed," Lars mumbled.

"You'll notice the nitro tank?" Brendan asked pointedly.

"Hmmm," and Killashandra waved a forkful of beans at it, "appreciate

that."

"And the marker tubes?"

"Thanks." It was Lars' turn to reply.

"You're welcome," and Brendan sounded a trifle miffed.

"Can't help this, Lars added glancing up apologetically at the airlock's

optic.

Brendan's sigh was audible.  "No, I suppose you can't, really.

I've just never seen any bodies consume so much food in such a short

time.  And you're both bone-thin."

"Symbiont," Killashandra managed to say, one hand cramming as many of

the bright green vegetable spheres into her mouth as she could while she

scooped up more milsi stalks in the other.  The queue formed in front of

her teeth.  Both foods were so flavourful that she gestured urgently to

Lars to bring them to his attention.  "You'll never see a fat singer,'

she added after swallowing her mouthful.

Oddly enough, the compulsion to gorge eased off about the time they were

mopping up the plates with a yeast bread that was one of Brendan's

specialties.

Though, as a shell person, he was nourished entirely by the fluids

pumped into the titanium capsule that contained his pituitarily stunted

body, still he was fascinated by food and did most of the catering, even

when Boira was around.

Replete, Killashandra and Lars exchanged the depleted catering packets

in their suits for fresh ones, donned their helmets, picked up the extra

equipment and exited the B&B to resume their explorations.

"Why are we trying to carve a hunk out of the Junk?" Killashandra asked

as they made their way back to the lower cavern.

"We were sent here to investigate the stuff, in situ, make

recommendations as to its possible value, andi or usefulness," Lars

said.  "And see what makes it luminesce.  Any report on whether or not

the hunk of the Junk grew in captivity, Bren?"

"No.  I mean, no mention of increase in the sample: however, once

excised, the report said that the specimen lost all iridescence."

"The Junk doesn't like light," Killa said thoughtfully.  "Could be it

has to have darkness to sparkle.

Or there's something in the composition of this planet that makes it

iridescent?"

"And some element that makes it expand, grow, flow, whatever it does,'

Lars remarked, equally thoughtful, "down the sides and to the next

level.  All in four years or so.

"Never heard of anything that grew in such a deprived environment as

this," Killa said with a snort.

"Well, we ain't seen everything yet, have we?" was Lars' equable

response.

A ten-second spray of liquid nitrogen turned the entire stalactite

colourless and when Lars gave it a sharp chop with his rock hammer, the

end - a piece the length and width of his gloved hand - fell to the

ground.  Through her boot soles, Killashandra felt a sharp shaking,

unexpected and severe enough to unbalance her.

"Did you feel that, Lars?"

"Indeed I did!" Lars had flailed his arms briefly to steady himself.

"Feel what?" Brendan asked sharply.

"A tremor, a shake, a quake.  Did you register anything?" Lars wanted to

know.

"Hmm.  Well, there is a minute blip on the stability gauge.  Not enough

to set off a stabilizer alarm."

"Look!" Killa shone her light to the opposite wall and the two singers

saw that the other intrusion had disappeared.  "A definite reaction to

our action.  The Junk has enough sense to retract from peril?"

"Sense or reflex?" Lars asked, scooping the colourless stalactite into

the duraplas specimen sack from his thigh pocket.  "Let's see how far

it's retracting." Guided by Bren and moving as fast as was safe in the

dark maze, they returned to the first chamber.

The opalescence was subtly muted and they had to turn on their suit

lights.  Then they could see that the Junk had noticeably contracted on

both sides of the wall, though the farther "rib' was longer than the one

from which they had taken the "tite.  They saw no other change in the

central portion of the rib.

"Hey, look, Lars, a channel," Killa said, having noticed the faint

shadow on the wall where the Junk had been.  "It makes a channel.  Does

it absorb rock as it extrudes?"

"Could it be making the caves?" Lars asked and stunned both listeners

into silence.

"Total absorption?" asked Brendan, puzzled.  Most beings excrete some

waste material "This Junk makes a waste of space," Killashandra replied,

grinning at Lars.  "I can't see any movement now but it sure moved

incredibly fast in the twenty odd minutes it took us to get back up

here.  Getting tape on this, Bren?"

"You bet."

"Well, then, let's try some comparison," Lars said.

He motioned for Killashandra to follow him.  "The first team found nine

such phenomena?  Well, let's go see the next one.

"I'm hungry again," Killashandra added apologetically.

Brendan made an exceedingly gross sound but he had more food ready for

them when they reached the airlock.  They ate while he changed sites And

that became the routine of the next ten hours.

Search and eat.  Eat while searching.  At first Brendan had clever,

often hilarious comments to make about their "starvation diet', but then

he became as fascinated as they by what could only be called the

"behaviour' of the Junk.

At each of the five sites they investigated, they found the opalescence

had diminished in size from the mass that the geologists had recorded.

"Hey, you two, I'm calling a rest period.  Your vital signs are becoming

erratic."

"With all the food we're ingesting?" Killa said, half teasing. "Now that

you mention it - whoops," and she tripped and fell forward into Lars.

"Now that you mention it," Lars continued, steadying her, "I could curl

up for a hundred or so hours."

"Hunger would uncurl you in about three," Brendan replied.  "Chow's up!"

They waited long enough before eating to insert their suits in the

cleanser and shower themselves.

Bren did manage to keep them awake long enough after they'd eaten to get

to their bunk.

But the next morning, as he served an enormous breakfast, the two

singers were alert and keen to examine the remaining locations.  By

comparing the exploration notes with the present state of the ribbing,

they saw distinct differences: less alteration the farther the

opalescence was from the rib they had sampled.

"Is this a mass defection, migration, withdrawal?" Lars asked, puzzled.

"Pinch me, you pinch us all?" Killa responded.

"How could one piece of Junk communicate with the others?" was Brendan's

query"That's the easy one," Killa said with a grin, "through the rock

mass.  We felt that tremble.  Maybe that's communication.

"I'll credit that," Lars said, "but where is the Junk retreating to?

Anything show up on the scopes, Bren?"

"Visualize me shrugging," the ship said drolly, "because I have checked

all my systems for malfunction.  The Junk refuses to have its picture

taken.

There isn't so much as a black blob registering on the walls of any of

the caverns you've been in.  But the Junk's very much in situ."

"Wait a minute, team," Killashandra said, a grin deepening, "I know what

I missed - - .  crunch underfoot.  There's no debris or rubble or

pebbles or anything in the caves!" Lars blinked and lowered his head,

frowning as he thought over her remark.  "No, you're right, there isn't.

Only that small pile of dust."

"Where the rib finger had wormed its way down. It may eat its way down."

"I could draw a comparison between your appetites and the.  .  .  hey!"

Brendan protested as Killa lobbed a pencil file at his titanium panel.

"I wonder what it does eat," Lars said.  "Shall we whip up some

appetizing bits and pieces for it to sample?"

"Didn't the explore team do that, Bren?" Killa asked.

"No, they did not," and then Bren's voice rippled in amusement.

"After they seemed to lose tools to its melt process."

"I don't remember a mention of that," Killa said, frowning.  She had

only just reviewed the reports during breakfast.

"I gather that by inference, Ki," Brendan said.

"And the inventory."

"So, what shall we offer up in sacrifice to the Junk God in the Grotto?"

asked Killa.

"A bit of this, a bit of that," Lars said.  "Can I have a walk through

your spare parts hold, Bren?"

"And can we return to our first cave?" Killa said, speaking from an

impulse she didn't quite understand.  "I'm beginning to feel guilty

about carving off that hunk of the Junk.  We really ought to make

restitution by letting it have first crack at our offerings." That was

granted and Brendan told them what to take, and graciously offered what

little garbage was left from preparing their meals, as well as samples

of protein and carbohydrate.

Packaging their appetizers, the two resumed their now clean suits,

packed the tube wells for their snack, checked the oxygen tanks, snapped

on their helmets and cycled through the airlock.

"You know, you're right about rubble out here and none in the caves,'

Lars remarked.

As soon as they saw the blue light, they doused their suit lamps.

"The crunch stops here," Lars added as he strode on to the smooth

surface of the cavern.  "I don't think it's retracted further, Killa.

What d'you think?"

"Hmm.  We should have thought to mark it.  We can reach this far tip,'

and she took out a sample as she made her way across.  "Copper, Bren,'

she said.

Using forceps and stretched at full length upward, she laid the copper

on the surface.  Then yanked her arm back.  "Muhlah!  Talk about hungry.

And see, Lars, there's a definite pulse that's copper-toned running all

the way back to the hub .  - - Fascinating." By the time they'd

exhausted the contents of their sacks, the Junk had accepted every

single offering, the metallic ones with noticeable alacrity and

reaction.

"Omnivorous.

"Not grateful though," Killa added.  "Not so much as a centimetre has it

expanded.  Humpf." Lars regarded the central mass.  "No, but I think

it's brighter.  Should we see if any of the others are more receptive?"

She was standing in a pose of thoughtfulness, one arm across her chest,

propping the elbow of the gloved hand supporting the tilt of her helmet.

"I'm thinking!"

"Are you?"

"And what are you thinking?" Killashandra began slowly, formulating her

thoughts as she spoke.  "I think we ought to return the piece we took. I

don't think we ought to carve up the Junk." Lars regarded her for a long

moment.

"You know, I think you're right.  That should put us in their good

gravel?  Dust?"

"Cinder?" Killa offered coyly.

"Well, we'll just do that wee thing then.  Especially as it isn't doing

us a blind bit of good as a specimen."

"Which reminds me.  When we excised that bit of stalactite, there was

that shaking.  Was that just a tremor or an incredibly rapid beat of

some kind?"

"A percussive type signal?" asked Lars.

"Ah, like some primitive groups who wished to make long distance

communications," said the ship.

"I'll analyse.  Never thought of that." There was a pause during which

lights and flicks of messages crossed the main control screen.

"Ah, indeed!  Spot on, Killa.  The tremor does indeed parse into a

variety of infinitesimal pulses of varying length."

"We need some drumsticks, Bren," Killa said, grinning at Lars.

He put his hands on his hips in an attitude of exasperation.

"Neither of us could rap that fast."

"So we'll be "argo, but it'll be a beat.  We can at least use rhythm to

see if we'd get any sort of response.

Open some sort of a communications channel to this intelligence.

"Intelligence?  The retreat could be no more than a basic survival

impulse."

"Impulse is the word," said Bren.  "I have no wood in my stores but

would plastic do?"

"Anything strong enough to beat out a pulse maybe we can get an in" to

our Junk." Lars groaned at her whimsy but he was quite ready to return

to the ship and take delivery of two pairs of taper-ended plastic

lengths.  He gave Killa one pair and practised a roll on the bulkhead of

the airlock.

"A little ragged," she said.

"Who's had time to practise for the last seventy years?" Killashandra

frowned in surprise that Lars would even mention a time span.  Most

singers ignored time' references.  Seventy years?  Since they'd been

singing duet?  Or since they'd last done much instrumentalizing?  She

really didn't want to know which.  Unlike herself, Lars often input

material to his private file.  And after a session in the Ranges, he

also accessed his file.  She couldn't remember when she had thought to

add anything to hers.  She shook her head, not wanting to think about

that.  She had far more important things to do than worry about relative

time - it was rhythmic time she had to play with right now.

"We are armed and ready," she said flippantly, holding the sticks under

her nose, as she had seen ceremonial drummers do on some old tape clip.

"Front and centre, and forward into the fray."

"We go, we go," Lars sang out.

Long-forgotten neurons rubbed together properly and Killashandra came

out with the beginning of that chorus, altering it slightly to suit

their circumstances.

"Go, we heroes, go to gThry/ We shall live in song and story.

"Yes, but you don't go!" And Brendan's baritone entered the chorus.

"We go!  We go!" And Lars toggled the airlock to open, awkwardly hanging

on to his drumsticks as he resettled his helmet.  Killashandra fastened

hers.

"Yes, onward to the foe!" sang Brendan melodiously.

"We go!  We go!" And then the airlock completed its cycle and they could

go back out into the darkness of Opal.  They marched into the nearest of

the Junkie caves and came to a militarily abrupt halt.

"All right, Ki," Lars said, "where - and what - do we beat?"

"Let's see if we can get its attention.  Do we both happen to know a

ceremonial roll?"

"I do," and Lars proceeded to beat it out.

"Show off.  Now, let's do it together." They did, heads up to see if

there was any reaction in the Junk.

"I think you got through," Brendan said.  "A hemisemi-demi-quaver of a

response but definitely just after your roll duet." Lars grinned drolly

at Killashandra.  "Having said that, what do we say next?"

"Howdy?" Hunger drove them from the cave, and once they got back into

the B&B, sheer fatigue required them to stay.  They had beat every tempo

they knew, with all the power in their arms until their muscles had

protested.  Brendan kept reporting reaction and once or twice, a repeat

- at a much faster speed - of what the two crystal singers had just

tapped out.  Other patterns of response made no sense to Brendan.

But as Killa and Lars reboarded the ship, he told them that he was

trying to figure out any code or pattern in the Junk's response to their

rolls.  When he started to tell them, they begged a reprieve.

"Save it, will you, Bren?" Lars said, an edge to his voice.

"Sorry about that.  You've seemed indefatigable.  I was beginning to

think you were crystal analogues.

You have, after all, only been on the go today for twenty-seven hours.

I'll reprise after you've had some sleep.  And I mean, sleep."

"Wicked little man," Killashandra said, struggling out of her suit and

tiredly cramming it into the cleaner - a service hers at least badly

needed. Lars had to prop himself up against the wall to balance while he

pulled off his suit.

As she stumbled into the main cabin, she yawned, feeling those

twenty-seven hours in every sinew in her body - and especially in her

weary hands.  "I'm almost too tired to eat," she said, but roused

herself when the aromas of the feast Brendan prepared wafted through the

main cabin.

"I'm never too tired to eat during Passover," Lars announced and picked

up the biggest bowl.  He half collapsed into the chair, then settled

back with a plate on his chest so he didn't have so far to reach to get

food into his mouth.  "Can you analyse any particular response from the

Junk?"

"In all the caves, it has stopped retreating," Brendan said, "and while

I do perceive a definite pattern in the rhythm of its tremors, that's

the problem.  You could never rap fast enough to "speak" to them, and

they can't seem to slow down enough to "speak" to you."

"How about us recording something, and you play it back at their tempo,

Bren?" Killa asked.  "Use one of your extendible tools to hammer the

message home?" Lars tipped respectful fingers in her direction for that

notion.

"Yeah, but what exactly are we trying to tell them?" Killa shrugged, her

mouth too full to answer just then.  She swallowed.

"We're singers, not semanticists.  I think we've done very well!"

"I concur," Brendan added stoutly.  "There are specialists who could

handle it from here, now you've established an avenue."

"Yeah, but what about the disease?"

"The specialists do not need to exit their vehicle.

I've just monitored the dust your suits left in the cleaner's filters. I

can find no contaminants.  So the planet must be safe enough.  Remember,

the geologists had a specimen on board to examine and I doubt they

thought of keeping it shielded."

"You know," Killashandra began, interrupting herself with a great yawn.

"We forgot to put the piece back." Her head lolled back.

They fell asleep as they were, half-empty plates balanced on their

chests.  Brendan decided that he had not been scrupulous in monitoring

them today but he'd been as fascinated by their attempts as they: he

must remember that singers had phenomenal powers of concentration, as

well as appetite.

Then Brendan noticed that weary fingers had left splotches on chair and

carpets.  Though Brendan could send the cleaner "hot to attend to floor

spillage, he resigned himself to spots on the chairs until they reached

port again.  Not that Boira was any neater all the time.  He dimmed the

lights and raised the ambient temperature since he couldn't exactly

arrange covers for them.  Being a ship had a few limitations in dealing

with passengers who insisted on falling asleep off their bunks.

He was also obscurely delighted by their resolve to restore the specimen

to the Junk.  It was one thing to take samples of inanimate objects but

to do so to a living, feeling, communicating sentience was quite another

in his lexicon.  Singers were not as insensitive and unfeeling as he'd

been led to believe.  In fact, his opinion of the breed had been raised

by several singular leaps.

He must remember to mention it - adroitly, of course, for even to imply

that he had had his doubts about this mission, and them, was

embarrassing.  He had a lot to relate to Boira when his partner was

restored to him.

Chapter Three

Implementing their decision to return the excised "finger' when hunger

next woke them, Killashandra and Lars noticed the increase of the

luminescence.

"Well, we fed it, didn't we?" Killa said.  "Big Junk looks fatter, too,

don't you think?" Lars shrugged.  "Brendan?"

"Ambient light has increased in your present location but, as you both

know, I can read nothing of the Junk itself."

"It should look fatter after all we gave it to eat yesterday,'

Killashandra repeated, more to herself than to either man.

"I don't see as much expansion on the rib we cut, though," Lars

remarked, peering up at it.  That extrusion had not moved from the

position into which it had retracted.

"Muhlah!  I hope we haven't done irremedial harm," she said with genuine

remorse.

"The other end had no trouble absorbing what we gave it to eat maybe it

can "Lars began "Can, can, cannibal?"

"Omnivorous, certainly," Lars replied wryly "It didn't exactly "eat", it

sort of absorbed substances," Killa said.

Lars took the "finger' out of the duraplas sack with duraplas calipers

and reached up, his extended arm not quite long enough.

"Damnation!"

"If you hoist Killa to your shoulders, Lars, that will give you

sufficient height," Brendan said.

Lars eyed his partner.  She was a lean-bodied woman, and long in the

leg.

"C'mon, lover b0y pay acrobat.  That'll be dead easy in this light

gravity.

"Just don't wriggle around on my back.  Be careful of my oxygen tanks."

"Hmmm.  You've got a point.  Whoops!" Lars handed her the tongs and the

"finger' and, even as she took hold of the implement, he ducked under

her legs and, in an athletic heave, raised her from the ground.

"Don't obscure my vision!" Involuntarily, she'd grabbed at his helmet

before he steadied her with his hands on her belt.

"Two steps forward, and one slightly " Killa directed him, "to the left

and here we are.  Steady!" Even with his almost two-metre height she had

to stretch to reach the end of the rib.

"You're wiggling!"

"Am not!  I'm stretching.  You're the one who's wiggling.  To your right

half a step.  There!" And she whistled at a reaction she almost didn't

believe she saw.  The Junk turned even more liquid and flowed over the

amputated piece, reabsorbing it.

"Hey!" She dropped the tongs and clung to him for Lars started to waver.

"Don't move!"

"I'm not moving!" And suddenly Lars was down on one knee, and Killa

falling forward off his shoulders.

"Woof!" she muttered as she lay sprawled on the ground, automatically

checking the panel of lights that ringed the bottom of the helmet join.

They were all green, not a flicker into the orange.

"You OK, Ki?" Brendan asked, his tone anxious.

"That was a quake, not a tremor!"

"Quite a thank-you!" Killashandra got to her feet.

"Certainly a reaction," Brendan said.  "Lars?"

"Oh, I'm all right," Lars replied, checking both knees for he'd landed

heavily.

"Well, lookee there," he added, pointing to the ceiling.  "Come home,

all is forgiven!" Neither could see a demarcation on the rib end.

"Absorption?  Not the same reaction though," Killashandra said, "as it

gave when we offered it merely metal.  Should we recommend that the

other piece be returned?"

"After four years or more?"

"It's worth a try - as a peace offering," and she grinned at the

deliberate pun.

Lars groaned.

"It would establish Human bona fides," Brendan said.  "That the people

who return it have recognized the attempt as mutilation?"

"Not merely amputation for the sake of investigation," Killa said in a

caustic voice.

"So?  What do we do for an encore?" Lars asked.

Killa shrugged.  "Have we been in all the caves that have Junk?"

"All those recorded," Brendan said.

"And we still haven't found the source, if there is one?"

"That wasn't in our brief, was it?" Lars asked, brushing his gloved

hands.

"We were to discover if this stuff had some commercial value to the

Heptite Guild."

"It doesn't belong under the Guild's aegis.  It's sentient," Killa said

with more vehemence than she intended.

"We don't know that for a fact, Bren said.  "But while it may not be

animal, it doesn't appear to be mineral in the strict definition of the

word."

"I'll go along with that," Lars said, turning to his partner.

"And beings animacula"," Killa murmured.

"There's something " She struggled with the vague notion she was trying

to verbalize and then shrugged.  "I dunno, but one sure thing, you can't

mine it the way we can crystal, or other gemstones and ores.

What's your opinion, Brendan?"

"I'm a minder, not a miner."

"Yes, but you've been a big help."

"As a caterer - - "Yuck!" The very thought of food suddenly nauseated

Killashandra.  She and Lars locked eyes.

"Oh, blast it."

"I'd say the timing was pretty good, Lars said.

"You're ready for the sleep phase?" asked Brendan.

"Undeniably," Killa said, moving towards the exit of the cavern.

"We've done what we were supposed to and it's now up to the Xenos!

This isn't a Heptite matter.  So," and she looked expectantly toward her

partner, "where are we going to spend all those lovely credits we've

just earned, Lars?  And if you say "water world", I'll excise a few

chunks of y6u." Following close behind her, Lars rapped her helmet.

"No, it's your turn to pick." I'll pick after I've slept on t,

Killashandra said.

"In a week I'll be out of this system," Brendan said.

"Which way do I go?"

"Turn left then straight on till morning"," Killa said facetiously "If

that's your wish, it is my command," the ship said.

Once back aboard the ship, the lingering odours of previously delectable

meals made them gag.

"You weren't joking, were you?" Brendan said.

"Ah, you can restrain the compulsion?" he added urgently "Don't worry.

We never disgrace ourselves," Lars said in a grim tone, depressing his

nausea as he stripped off the suit and stuffed it in the cleaner.

Killashandra had a very set look to her face and she swallowed

constantly as she peeled off not only her suit but the mesh

undergarment.

"Hey?" Lars had not taken off his briefs and stared after her as she

strode - regally he thought - across the lounge.

"Brendan won't mind," Killa said absently "Indeed I don't but I find it

difficult to see that all that food-' "Don't!" With entreaty, Killa held

both hands up towards his column.  "Don't even think that word!" She

gagged and hurried to their cabin and into the sanitary unit.

"Anything I can get you?" the ship asked solicitously as Lars hurried

after his partner.

"Not a damned thing, Bren," Lars said resignedly.

Killa was already in the shower, sluicing her body down, staggering

occasionally as even the mild force of the water unbalanced her.  When

Lars entered the enclosure, she clung to him - and he to her and/or the

wall, until they'd soaped and soaked themselves clean.

Wrapping the generous towels about their bodies, they reeled to the wide

bunk and, with groans of immense relief, crawled on and sprawled across

it.  As the ship watched, their limbs relaxed despite what he considered

to be uncomfortable postures.  They were oblivious to any externals.

"These crystal singers don't do anything by halves.

As bad as Boira in some respects." His voice echoed in the silent living

quarters.

Delicately, as a mother will carry her sleeping babe to its cot, the

Brendan-Boira 1066 lifted off Opal, though his passengers wouldn't have

stirred no matter what g-force he used in take-off.  A week of sleep?

Well, if he "turned left' - now why was that sentence vaguely familiar?

- made one Singularity Jump and headed straight on, he would reach the

Lepus sector which offered the system Nihal.  The primary was G2 and it

had an inhabited third planet.

Taking that route, Brendan would also have the chance to get a closer

look at the very red Mira Variable R.  Leporis.  Boira would be

interested in his observations over that anomaly Was the Nihal system

where Killashandra meant to go?  But she'd told lars that she'd pick

after she'd had some sleep.  He accessed his galactic encyclopaedia.

Nihal's third planet had some unusual recreational facilities and was

regarded as an ideal honeymoon planet.  Killa and Lars were well past

that stage of a partnership but they had been discussing where to spend

a long absence from Ballybran and singing crystal.  If he had

misinterpreted her remark - and Killa hadn't seemed particularly

coherent with directions which he felt might be a quotation - they could

change their minds when they woke up.

Out of curiosity, he began to check his library banks just as it

serendipitously occurred to him that he was under no obligation to

return immediately to Regulus Base.  From the last report piped to him,

Boira had another six or seven weeks to go in rejuvenation and then time

in rehab and retraining.

He really didn't have to take another short-term assignment or jump

about on a courier route: they'd cleared all 1066's indebtedness with

the bonus and danger money from the assignment that had put Boira in

hospital Then he remembered to do the medscans that he had been

programmed to carry out, to ensure that the symbiont was indeed

protecting the singers.  Just as the dust of their suits had shown no

contaminants, neither did their bodies.  Reassured, he added the medical

data of this latest investigation to the private file.  What would the

Heptite Guild do if they had been contaminated?  Exile them?

Where?  In those Crystal Ranges until the next storm took care of the

problem?  The Guild was known to be ruthless, arrogant, and powerful but

this pair had been the best company he'd had the entire time he'd been

solo.

"That's where we're going on the heading you gave me."

"What heading?" Killashandra screwed round on the wide bunk until she

could see through the open cabin door to his column.

"Turn left and straight on till morning"," Brendan's search through his

library files had made him no wiser.

"Shards!  That wasn't a direction, Bren."

"So you were quoting?" Killashandra snickered.  "And you couldn't find

the source?  How far back do your files go?  No, abort that.  I don't

want to know.  It's from an old children's story and I didn't even

remember that I remembered it.  And that spurious direction leads us to

Nihal?

What's there?"

"A rather nice climate, temperate to cold, recreational, excellent - ah,

can I use the "f" word now?"

"Food?  Oh, yeah, but we won't need anything more than liquids for a day

or two.

"So was that a direction from your subconscious?" Killashandra finished

the last of her drink and yawned.  "I'll know when we get there.  How

long did I sleep?"

"Five days."

"Wake me in another two, huh?" And she was asleep before Brendan could

propose that he stay with them a while longer.

"Nihal?  Never heard of it," Killashandra said between sips of the fruit

beverage she had requested of Brendan.  Lars was still slumbering beside

her "Have a brain ship as our private yacht?" Lars exclaimed, for he

managed to stay awake, sipping a clear soup, long enough for Brendan to

suggest his plan.

"Well, I would have to ask you to pay for fuel, supplies and landing

fees," Bren answered tentatively.  "You see, Boira and I have bought

ourselves free.  .

And Lars recalled that the brain ships could do so, working off the

immense debt with Central Worlds occasioned by their early childhood

care and the cost of the ship itself.  Some partners never did discharge

the debt but a good pair could earn enough in bonuses to do so.  "My

sincere congratulations on that feat, Brendan!"

"But I don't want to go into our savings."

"Medical expenses high?" Lars asked solicitously.

Most humans complained about services singers never required.

"Oh, that!  Repairs and injuries are part of our contract and the

contractor has to pay the full tab of Boira's rejuv since they neglected

to inform us of the hazards inherent in the assignment." Bren sounded

both irritated and smug.  "So, all her expenses are paid.  I just have

to well, sing for my supper."

"How long a contract did you have with Heptite?"

"To the conclusion of your investigations plus travel time to return you

to Shankill Moon Base and me to my base."

"And you wouldn't object to carting us about?"

"If you defray my costs.

"Sure, we can do that.  Any sailing on this Nihal planet?"

"It's more known for its mountain sports.

"Oh!" Lars considered this for a moment, took the last gulp of his soup,

yawned and settled back down under the thermal beside Killashandra.

"Lemme sleep on it, wouldja, Bren?  "S'a great ideeeeee - - - ah - .

mmm." Brendan was quite happy to plant the idea and let it mature.  So

seldom did he and Boira have a chance to visit the planets, or systems,

that interested them.

Invariably their contracts and commissions required the utmost speed,

discretion and often, for his mobile partner, Boira, discomfort on

godforsaken mudballs.

If his running expenses were paid - and something the crystal singers

had let drop suggested to him that they were high in credit for the Opal

investigations he could afford to indulge this whimsy of his, especially

with the Mira Variable enroute.  And incidentally save himself a less

congenial assignment.

He liked to keep busy.  But some degrees of "busy' were unappealing.

When Killashandra woke from her second sleep, she woke alert, with that

sense of having slept deeply and well - and of being mildly hungry.  She

rolled out of the bunk so as not to rouse Lars and made it to the

sanitary facility before she burst.  She showered and shrugged into the

loose, colourful striped robe she preferred to wear in transit.

She paused by the broad bunk to see how Lars looked - his face was no

longer gaunt so she thought he'd be awake soon.  As soon as she had

closed the door and was out in the short corridor, Brendan gave her a

good morning.

"Is it?"

"Well, it is morning, Nihal time, early morning."

"Oh!

Yes, Nihal, of course.  That G2 - straight on till morning.  How far

away is it, Bren?" She was in the galley now, making herself a hot

caffeine-rich drink.

"Relatively not far at my present speed."

"And it's not a water world?"

"It has water, of course, but mountain sports are featured."

"Hmmm, in that case, I'm not averse to it.  Haven't done any hiking or

skiing or climbing in - - - Well, I can't remember when.

"There are lakes "Lakes don't fascinate Lars as much as seas do," Killa

said with some feeling.

"There are seas but not much traffic on them.  The fishing is limited to

shoreline nettings though there are said to be some tasty bivalves."

"Hmmm.  You know, I'm hungry, but not ravenous, if you appreciate the

distinction.

"I appreciate the distinction, Ki," and Brendan chuckled.  "What might

you be hungry for?" Aware that she couldn't overburden her system, she

settled on a light meal of juice and cereal which she took from the

galley, settling herself in the main room.

"Shards!  But we get to be sloppy eaters, don't we, she said with

chagrin, noticing the food stains on the arm of her usual chair.

"Anything I can use to wash these out, Bren?  I don't really want to

hand you back to Boira in less than the condition you arrived in.

That's not shipshape."

"And Bristol fashion?" Killa laughed.  Then she noticed the view on the

main screen.  "Muhlah!  What's that?"

"Ah, that is the very red Mira Variable R.  Leporis.

It has a 432-day cycle.  A type N, and, with any luck, we'll see it at

its hottest.  The pulsations should be magnificent as it begins to

contract." Killa squinted.  "It's very bright "I can darken the screen

if it is visually uncomfortable."

"Hmmm, would you?  Ah, thanks.

That is undoubtedly the very reddest object I've ever seen.

What are you seeing?"

"The emission spectra.  Stupendous!" They both, in their separate ways,

considered the spectacle blazing light-years away but so vivid; Killa at

least flinched from the vision of such searing heat.

"Of course, if you find nothing of interest on Nihal III, I'd be happy

to take you elsewhere." Killashandra snapped her fingers.  "Just like

that?"

"It's like this, Ki," and Brendan explained what he had offered Lars.

The crystal singer whooped and fell against the back of the chair in a

paroxysm of laughter.

"Our own brain ship?  Acting the yacht?  You've got a deal, man!" She

gasped the phrases out between spasms of laughter, and ended up wiping

her eyes of laugh tears.  "You really mean it?" she asked, turning

towards Brendan's column.

"I wouldn't suggest it if I didn't."

"Don't huff, Bren, honestly, I didn't mean to offind.  But don't you

cost a lot?"

"I only need fuel, landing fees, and whatever supplies you and Lars

require.  To be sure, my larder's a bit bare right now."

"I could well imagine.  You were champion to feed us as you did, Bren. I

haven't eaten better during any Passover I can remember." Then

practicality gripped her.  "I think you'd better tell me just how much

your fuel and general landing fees run to. We got a great fee for

risking skin and symbiont on Opal but Brendan then ran through some

figures for her so that she realized the idea was feasible.  In fact,

downright exciting.

"Of course, we've got to get our report back to Lanzecki.  Does Nihal

III have black crystals?"

"It does." A shiver ran up Killashandra's spine.  She didn't like to use

black crystal communications.  Most of the newer installations she and

Lars had cut from the Milekey Ranges had been located by others but she

still had conflicting feelings about making use of them.  Though it was

a long, long time since she had installed the black crystal

communications system for the Trundomoui, she had never managed to bury

the memory of the soul-shattering shock of activating the King crystal.

The proximity of black crystal always awakened echoes of that trauma.

"There are significant bodies of water down there," Killashandra said as

Brendan approached their destination.

"We can go somewhere else," Lars said to pacify her.  "I didn't choose

Nihal III, remember.  It was your straight on till morning.

His partner glowered at him.

"The chief recreational activities of the planet Sherpa are mountain

climbing," Brendan said, raising his voice to quash their

argumentativeness, "downhill and cross-country skiing, skidoo and other

snow-based sports, canoeing and kayaking on designated rivers, trekking

on foot or mounted, hunting and fishing.  The catering is deemed one of

the highlights of the planet and, indeed, wears the 4

Comets of Gastronomical Excellence." Killashandra groaned.

"A little exercise would improve your appetite," Brendan remarked.

"Although I never thought I'd have to say that to the pair of you!" Lars

chuckled and even Killa managed a grin.

Then Lars regarded her queryingly, his expression blandly conciliatory

"Oh, all right.  We do mountain sports first," she said in assent, then

waggled her finger at him.  "I might do some canoeing but you're on the

bow paddle."

"Landing fees are moderate," Brendan said happily "This won't cost you

much," he added cheerfully.

"You can send in your report and I can get an update on Boira's

condition.  Ah, I'm getting a signal.  Oh, really?" he added in

surprise.  "Penwyn, how good to hear your voice!" To the astonished

singers, he added, "The Planetary Manager was in my class!  I'm very

glad we decided to come here." Although Killashandra worked on the

official report with Lars, she let him take it to the Communications

Centre.  When they had passed it in the ground vehicle on their way into

the settlement, she experienced the friction in her guts that told her

she'd cut the system's King crystal.  She'd asked Lanzecki about that

lingering pull but he hadn't had any answers.  She was one of the few

crystal singers who could locate and cut the black crystal: she was even

unusually sensitive to its presence in cut or raw form.

Not her choice, certainly, but there were advantages.  Not now, on

Sherpa, when she wanted to forget crystal.

In an atavistic burst, she scrubbed the food stains off the chairs while

she waited for Lars to return.

When he seemed to have been gone rather longer than the despatch of a

message should have taken, she began to feel ill-used, then irritated

and finally worried.

"This isn't an over-regulated planet, is it?  Crystal singers aren't

forbidden?" she asked Brendan.

"Not at all.  It's a very loosely settled place, though there's a fair

competition between recreational facilities to attract visitors.

Penwyn handles what administration there is and he arbitrates any

disputes as well, but it's an orderly world." Lars came back with

promotional halos crammed into every pocket of his shipsuit.  He was

plainly delighted as he dumped them on to the worktop by the viewer and

gestured dramatically at Killashandra.

"Take your pick!  Reports filed - state of the art Comtower, I'll tell

you that, with your friend, Penwyn, handling the transmission, Bren.

Guess you won't mind how long we're away, will you?"

"Hmmm, no, of course I won't," Brendan answered, slightly distracted by

Lars' question because he was so busy chatting up Penwyn.

During the day it took the two crystal singers to decide where to go

first - cross-country skiing to get their muscles limbered up for

downhill runs - they didn't hear much from Brendan.

"Must be making up for the last fifty years," Lars said.

"Must you measure time!" she replied in a burst of irritation.  It was a

bad habit of his, this reckoning of time, and mentioning it.  She wished

he'd just stop making such references.  He knew they upset her.

What did time have to do with anything?  Why should it count?  It was

today that mattered and how well they spent it, how much they enjoyed

or, if they were working in the Ranges, how much they could cut in a

day!

Lars regarded her in surprise and then apologized in such a perfunctory

manner that he aggravated her further.  The lingering stress put a bit

of a damper on their journey to the resort Killashandra had chosen.

But once at the "port that serviced the area, her mood altered to a more

cheerful one and Lars was quick to respond to the change.

Indeed, he wouldn't have noticed if she'd continued to be morose.

Her choice of resort was set in a long narrow valley amidst the most

magnificent mountain scenery.

High enough in the mountainous rim of Sherpa's main continent, Nipal, to

be above the snowline, they were collected at the "port door by the

soberly welcoming rep of the snotel they had booked into.

"I am Mashid," he told them, making a low bow which was respectful

despite the fact that dark eyes in almond-shaped sockets did not so much

as blink as he continued his greeting, "and have been appointed to see

that your sojourn with us is all that you desire." Killashandra and Lars

exchanged quick looks.

"We're remarkably easy to please," Killa said, "so long as you don't

show me any large bodies of water' She dug Lars in the ribs.

"All water at this altitude is frozen," Mashid replied stolidly "What do

we drink then?" Lars wanted to know.

"Melted snow?"

"Drinking water," and Mashid's attitude towards drinking that was

contemptuous, "is of course supplied as needed from protected

reservoirs."

"I was joking," Lars said.

"As you wish," and Mashid tendered another bow.

Sweat had appeared on his forehead, for he was bundled in furs and

thick, fur-topped boots.

"Lead on," Lars suggested, gesturing to the door.

He and Killashandra had bought outerwear suitable to the mountain

climate but, though it had been pricey in the spaceport shop, neither

jacket was as lush as Mashid's apparel.  They learned later that he had

caught, tanned and made his garments.  Most mountain people did Turning

with yet another bow, Mashid led them outside to an animal-drawn sleigh,

brightly painted in orange-and-black stripes with the name of their

snotel blazoned in huge letters on its sides.  Two antlered,

rough-coated beasts were harnessed to it, stamping their cloven hooves

in the snow.  They were nearly as long as the sleigh.

Lars and Killashandra were gestured into the passenger seat and an

immense fur robe was deftly tucked about them.  Mashid swung expertly up

on to the driver's seat, flicked a whip at the rumps of the beasts.

The speed of their departure nearly gave Lars and Killashandra whiplash

The pace was exhilarating, so was the crisp air, and the unusual method

of transportation.  Killa shouted out in laughter of sheer delight.

She couldn't remember ever seeing so much snow before.  She almost asked

Lars if they had and then, as abruptly, didn't want to know: she wanted

less to know if she had seen snow than if Lars could remember if they

had.

Then he turned a happy smile to her and it didn't matter.  She was here,

with Lars, and they had months before they had to even think of crystal

and Ballybran.  She was totally distracted by the cold wind nipping at

her ears and clamped gloved hands to protect them.

In their four months at the snotel, they attempted every single snow

sport available, including races on single skis and on snow-bikes down

almost vertical slopes.  They missed being buried in an avalanche by the

length of a ski; they skate-danced, snow-surfed and planed, and,

adapting their skills, went spelunking through ice and rock caverns of

incredible beauty.  They absorbed Mashid's instructions and improved on

them, finally surprising approval - even compliments - from the sturdy

Nipalese who began to view their new indestructibility with awe.  They

doubted he had ever met crystal singers before or knew that their minor

bruises, lacerations and contusions healed overnight, leaving them fully

able to cope with the new day's ordeals.  They almost regretted leaving

him behind in the mountains.

But they'd done all they could of the snow sports and so they moved from

the mountains to the vast bowl of the internal plains of Nipal.  There

they did take to the water and acquired a new guide without the

imperturbability of Mashid.  With him, they canoed through tortuous

canyons on flumes of water, shooting dire-toothed rapids.

Once in a while they checked in with Brendan who informed them that he

was quite content and they needn't hurry.  So they hunted for two months

in the lake districts with a party of mixed planetarials, and rode and

camped along the coastline for a month with another, during which time

Lars so pointedly said nothing about sailing that Killashandra was sure

she would burst with not hearing the words he didn't speak.

"We've done everything else," Killashandra said the night before they

would turn inland back to the vicinity of the space port, "we really

can't leave Sherpa without sailing, can we?"

"Can we not?" retorted Lars placidly.

"If you wanted to, we could' "Wrong," he said, and with his index finger

pressed her nose in, "if you wanted to, we could." Perversely, she

ducked away from him and rolled off the bed, unaccountably annoyed with

his self sacrifice.

"It was my turn to pick, she said in a savage tone.

"Hey, honey-love," and Lars sprang from the bed to catch her in his

arms, his face anxious, "don't be like this.  It was your turn to pick

the place and activities and I've enjoyed everything we've done

together' She struggled in his arms, furious with his acquiescence, even

with his concern.

"Hey, y,) and he tried to gentle her, pulling him against his bare body,

"need a radiant bath?" He stroked her to judge crystal resonance in her

body.

"I don't need one.  I don't need crystal that badly yet.  Ahhhhh!" And

her irascibility disappeared as she arched in his arms.  "Crystal!

We didn't try crystal."

"Try crystal?  Where?  What are you talking about, Killa?"

"We never gave the Junk any crystal."

"It would have absorbed .  .  .  Oh, I see what you mean!" He blinked in

sudden comprehension.  "D'you really think Ballybran crystal would be

absorbed by the Junk?" Lars asked, catching a bit of her excitement

though he was clearly sceptical.  "What good would that do?"

"Communication.  A lot easier than rapping out rhythm.  There'd be a

useful link with it if nothing else." Killashandra was as tense with

eagerness as she had been with irritation.

"We've done our job," Lars argued in protest.

"We've acquitted the assignment - .

"But we didn't find out anything.

"We found out the Junk is not a Heptite concern "But we didn't try

crystal!" she repeated, struggling to release his grip.

"Well, if it means that much to you, let's see what Brendan says about

taking us back there with crystal.  There, there, love-heart," and Lars

soothed her with hand and voice until she relaxed against him again.

"Only where will we get some Ballybran crystal here?"

"They've black crystal.  .

"Do we know what we're doing, Killa?" Lars asked as he settled his

helmet.

"No."

"D'you know why you're doing it?"

"No."

"Maybe the Junk is sentient."

"You mean, some sort of psionic emanations?" Killashandra was not only

sceptical but incredulous.

"Why else would you have such a harebrained notion to feed Ballybran

crystal to an opalescent rib?" he demanded.

"I got the notion on Sherpa, not in the cave.  I could have understood

some sort of a connection if I'd thought of it then."

"You probably did," Lars replied, "you just forgot it.  And don't snap

at me over your lapsus memoriae!

Let's get this experiment on the pad." Even as he spoke he had touched

the lock release and it cycled open.  Oxygen left the airlock with a

whoosh.  They stepped out on to Opal's cindery hide and followed the

bright paint markings to Hungry Junk's precinct.

"Hey, improvement," Lars said as soon as they had descended to the level

of the cavern.  The blue radiance, edging towards white, made their

suitlights unnecessary.  "Wow !"

"Wow what?" Brendan asked when the silence went on for fifty seconds.

"You're sure your instrumentation doesn't read anything?" Lars asked.

"Not a thing.  What occasioned your unusual exhortation?" Brendan asked

flippantly.

"We fed it too much," Killashandra replied softly.

"Now, Lars said, "but we fed it g) "Tell me, do!" was Brendan's slightly

sarcastic remark.

"Sorry, Bren," Killashandra replied, "but it's a bloody shame you can't

see.  Junk's covered the entire cave, and there are long fingers that

we'll probably find have descended to the next level.  It's more

beautiful than ever, all colours now, reds and oranges and yellows as

well as the blues, dark greens and purples that it originally had.

They seem to flow in and out of patterns "Like fractiles," Lars added,

his tone oddly languid.

"I could watch Hey, what'd you do that for?" She'd given him such a push

he'd nearly lost his balance.

"Junk's hypnotic and maybe even addictive," Killa said, her voice sharp.

"Rapt-like."

"Should we give it crystal then?" Lars asked, crisp again.

"That's what we came to do.  So let's do it!"

"All the crystals to old Hungry Junk?"

"No, just one," Killashandra said.  "Let's see what happens' She pointed

to a large swag of the Junk that was flowing towards the floor.  Lars

took the largest crystal, the B-flat and, holding it into the calipers,

inserted the blue.  Junk obligingly flowed over it.

The two crystal singers held their breaths as they watched.

"YUP!" Killashandra let out a triumphant crow.  "It can't eat crystal."

"It can't?" Brendan asked.  "What's it doing?"

"Holding it in its cheek," Lars said flippantly, 8o grinning at

Killashandra, "having a good taste." For the Junk rippled back and forth

across the crystal insertion, going through all the colours of its

visible spectrum without altering the outline of cube.  Then it seemed

to push the cube upward, towards the crown in the centre of the ceiling.

Though apparently drawn deep into the opalescence, the crystal patently

retained its integrity.

"Now what?" asked Brendan when the singers had nothing further to

report.

"Look!" In astonishment Killashandra pointed to the half-open sack of

crystals at her feet.  They pulsed from mid-blue to dark and then paled.

"Damn!" She dropped to her knees beside them.  "Are they singing?

Can't hear a bloody thing." Tentatively Lars placed the tip of his

gloved finger on the faceted surface of the nearest one.

"Vibration all right," and he grinned in triumph up at Killashandra.

"Communications established?"

"Could be, but pulsations and colour alterations are no more

intelligible than drum codes - until a code or even a language can be

established.  And semanticists we are not," Killashandra said, a degree

of regret in her voice.

"Then let us by all means leave it to the experts," Brendan said.

"Around such an unknown quantity, I find that I get almost as nervous

for you as I do for Boira."

"Why, thanks, Bren," Killashandra said, touched by the ship's concern.

"But I don't think we're in any danger."

"You are edible," he replied succinctly.

Killashandra laughed and Lars grinned at her.

"I wonder if any of the other Junk has expanded."

"We only fed this one," she replied.  "Let's go see." Lars picked up the

remaining crystal and it glowed until they deposited it in the airlock.

As soon as Brendan lifted from the immediate vicinity of Big Hungry, the

glow subsided.  No other formation had increased as significantly as

Hungry Junk although all had begun to flow downward again.

"Got anything on board to feed the starving?" Lars asked.

"In point of fact, I do," Brendan said.  "Penwyn had un-recycleable

wastes he did not care to dispose of on planet.

"Dirty stuff?"

"Obliging I am, stupid I'm not!  No, most of it's clean litter from the

spacefield.  I thought we might use the refuse to better effect "Indeed

we can.  I think the Junk's starved too long." Lars was dubious.  "We

might be making more problems "We might," Killa said with a shrug, "but

I can't not.

"I've kept a file on the metallic and organic content of what we're

feeding it," Brendan said "Then we do a comparison, a standard

scientific practice," Lars replied, dismissing his reservations.

"We feed four metallic and four organic." It was tiring work, even in .7

gravity, distributing and feeding eight very hungry opalescents.

As they trudged back to the 1066, both singers felt a curious

satisfaction in the heightened glow and vigorous flow as Junk ingested

their meals.

When they had finished, the two singers returned briefly to the Big

Hungry to check on the crystal.

"Not even Junk can eat Ballybran crystal," Killashandra said proudly.

"The cubes you left in the lock, however," Brendan remarked, "have

remained dormant."

"Too bad we didn't have any dirty waste to give the Junk," Lars said,

"to see if it could digest half-lifes." Killashandra regarded him

warily.  "You do want to live dangerously, don't you?"

"Well, I don't think we've done any lasting harm.

How long can one good meal last Junk?  I think we leave this to the

experts.  Singers we are, scientists we're not."

"We're a lot smarter than that exploratory team who found Junk," Killa

said.

"Are we?"

"Who can say at this juncture?" Brendan said, deftly diverting an

argument for they groaned in unison at his outrageous pun.

"You've done more than you were required to.  And, while I hate to press

you.  .  .  he added tentatively "Yes, yes, of course," Killashandra

said, suppressing any comment on the fact that he was indeed pressuring

them.  "You're anxious to collect Boira."

"I think we've got more than enough to prove to Lanzecki that we earned

our fee," Lars added, giving her a meaningful nod.

She exhaled restively, swinging her arms indecisively.  But the men were

right: they'd done more than was expected even if not what had been

anticipated, finding a Heptite use of the Junk.  Its fate would now be

decided by others.

Lars moved to the exit arch and, with one more backward look at the

surging flow of the Big Hungry's questing "finger', she followed, though

she had an unresolved sense that they hadn't done enough.

Chapter Four

The BB1066 returned them to Shankill Moon Base and deposited them with

many expressions of pleasure at their company and hopes to see them

again.  Wryly Killashandra heard the undertone of polite impatience in

his courtesies and nudged Lars to hurry the disembarkation process.

Brendan wanted to return, full speed, to Regulus Base where he'd be

rejoined by Boira.

They had the pencil files of their report for Lanzecki in their carisaks

which had multiplied to bulge with souvenirs from their months on

Sherpa.

Periodically Killashandra cleared out her storage space of items that

she could not remember acquiring.  She couldn't recall if she had

corners into which to stuff the new additions.  She hated discarding

things until they brought back no memories of where they had been used.

She preferred to do it when Lars wasn't around.  His memory was much

better than hers and he could remember where and when clothes or

equipment had been purchased.  And why They caught the first shuttle

down to Ballybran.  It was half full of singers.  To the three she

recognized she gave a brief nod: Lars smiled at most though he did not

get a response from all.

"Sometimes they act as if they're going to their own executions," he

said - evidently often enough for the phrase to stick in her mind for

her reply was automatic.

"Sometimes they are." That was true enough to be sobering.  There was no

chatter, no merriment, no laughter at all and very few grins as singers

returned to the planet from which they earned enough to indulge in

whatever fancies rocked their jollies.  The ambience today was enough to

depress anyone.  Except Lars who was smiling tenderly at the screen's

magnificent view of the broad oceans on the day side.  He must be the

only singer who enjoyed another aspect of the Guild homeworld.

He was smiling because soon he could look forward to sailing.

"You kept your word," she murmured to him.  "You choose the next one."

He grinned absently at her.  "Hope Pat put Angel back in the water after

Passover' "We won't have time now for a cruise His hand covered hers on

the armrest and his smile was tender and deeply affectionate.  "I like

the "we", sunny!" His fingers squeezed and she, too, was suffused with

loving warmth for him.  They did make a very good team!  Then he

exhaled.  "Lanzecki'll probably have us both out in the Ranges before

the morning." The shuttle was crossing into the night zone as it

spiralled down to Ballybran's surface.

"More than likely." Killashandra felt no resistance to the prospect.

The need to sing crystal had become more insistent during the last leg

of their return voyage.  Not unbearably so, for all they'd had nearly a

year away from it.  Now that Ballybran was in sight, the lure of crystal

became a throb in her blood that would need to be silenced.

When she'd last checked their credit balance, it was sizeable enough to

reassure her against any eventuality - not finding one of their old

lodes of good crystal, a sudden storm flushing them out of the Ranges,

even more damage to the sled - though that she intended to avoid.  The

last accident had caused her extreme aggravation.  So asinine to have

been caught in an avalanche!  Lars had maintained that no blame could be

attached to them; she railed that they "ought' to have checked the

stability of the projection that had decided to drop on their sled.

She even remembered the piercing, almost pitying, look he had given her.

"Look, Killa, you can't be everything in the Ranges.

You've got weather sense that has saved our hides more times than I care

to count: you're a superb cutter and you've never cracked a crystal

pitching it.  Neither of us is geologist enough to have known that

projection was unstable.  Leave it!" She remembered his reassurance now:

more vivid and embarrassing was her remembered ignominy at having to be

hoisted out of the Ranges.  She'd be grateful when that memory was

expunged from her mind by her return to the Ranges.  Soon enough only

Lars would have access to that embarrassment.

Time after time, she'd heard him making reports to his private file.

Well, he wasn't likely to tease her about the avalanche.  She'd give him

that, but she almost wished he wouldn't commit every damn detail to

electronic memory The shuttle landed them and, glumly, everyone save

Lars - filed out.  He seemed in very good spirits.

The port duty officer signalled for their attention.

"Lanzecki said you're to report to him immediately, forthwith and now!"

"When have I heard that before?" Lars replied with a grin, clipping

Killashandra under the elbow as he guided her towards the lift that

would take them to the executive level.

As they entered the administration office, Bollam gave them a brief nod

of acknowledgement.

"I really don't like that man," Killa murmured to Lars as she placed her

hand on the door-plate.  "He's a dark!  A real dark!  I wouldn't trust

him in the Ranges and I don't have Lanzecki's problem." Lars jiggled her

elbow to move on as the door slid open.  It was as if the Guild Master

hadn't moved from the position in which they'd last seen him.

Except, Killa noticed as he raised his head at their approach, he looked

more tired and less .  .  .  less substantial.  She shook the notion out

of her head.

"Good work," he said, nodding at them.

"Good work?" Killa was astonished.  "But the Junk isn't something the

Guild can use." Lanzecki shrugged.  "One less complication.  And this

Junk of yours couldn't digest Ballybran crystal?" That was more a proud

statement than question and a slight smile pulled at the corner of

Lanzecki's thin mouth.

He was ageing, Killa thought, noticing thin vertical lines on his upper

lip, and the deeper marks from nose to mouth, the discolouration under

his eyes.

"You're working too hard," she said.  Lanzecki raised his eyebrows

enquiringly.  "That dark at the door's no help.  You need someone more

like Trag.

He was efficient She stopped, for Lanzecki's expression had altered to a

courteous mask that rebuked her for impudence.

"Look, anything we can do to help?" Lars asked.

He glanced at Killashandra, not for permission but for her to reinforce

his offer of assistance.

Lars never had learned the lesson Moksoon had taught her - that you

asked, and expected, no help from anyone in the Ranges.  Only, the cube

was not the Ranges.

"Neither of us have to get out a while yet," she replied, though she

wouldn't have all that much time before an urgency would begin to pulse

through her veins.  Helpfulness and cooperation were not singer

characteristics but even she could remember being obliged to - and

alternately infuriated by - Lanzecki's demands on her and on herself and

Lars.

However, she was currently grateful for the benefits of the intriguing

Junk assignment.

"I appreciate that very much indeed."

"Isn't there anyone else more suitable than Bollam?" she demanded.

Lanzecki shrugged.  "He has his uses.  Now," and he turned immediately

to red-sheeted Priority notices, "these can no longer be ignored, Lars.

And Killa, Enthor's gone and his replacement needs to be overseen.

You've a finely tuned sense for crystal's potential.  Can you see your

way clear to assisting in the Sorting Shed until the woman's less

tentative?

She's got to be more confident that her judgement's right.  I can't be

hauled in to mediate her evaluations with disgruntled singers." Killa

made a face.  "So I'm Trag's stand-in?" Lanzecki gave her a level look.

"In that aspect of our craft, you were always his superior."

"Well, well," she said and would have teased him but saw the flicker in

his eyes that suggested she restrain her flippancy.  "Any singers due

in?"

"The Tower says that five are on their way back.

Storm gathering over the south-east tip of the Ranges.  Met says it's

just a squall." Killa snorted in disgust.  Even "just a squall' on

Ballybran was mortally dangerous to any singers caught in it.  The high

winds that gusted over the canyons stroked mind-blowing resonances out

of the crystalline Ranges.

"Who's the new Sorter?"

"Woman name of Clodine," Lanzecki replied.

"Don't ride her, Killashandra.  Her main fault is being new at the

game." Lars cocked an eyebrow at her and winked conspiratorially.  She

caught the warning that she'd do more good to be patient.  She shook her

hair back over her shoulder in denial of the reminder and, on her

mettle, strode out of the room Clodine greeted Killashandra with a

nervous blend of gratitude and caution.  Sorters, whose adjustment to

the Ballybran symbiont affected their vision to the point where they did

not need any mechanical aid to see intrusions and flaws in crystal, did

not suffer the memory deterioration that singers did.  The other four

Sorters on duty gave Killashandra a pleasant nod or wave as she made her

way to Clodine's station: a station that had been Enthor's since before

Killa had become a member of the Heptite Guild.  She'd miss him, too.

They'd had some spectacular arguments over his evaluation of the tonnes

of crystal she had presented for his inspection but she had known him to

be exceedingly competent, and fair.

The opinion had survived throughout all her trips in the Ranges.

Two faces she always remembered, no matter how crystal-mazed she was

Enthor's and Lanzecki's.

Clodine would have to be very good indeed to replace Enthor in

Killashandra's estimation.  Ironic to find herself in the position of

teaching the woman all the skills she herself had learned from the old

Sorter.  But Killa did know crystal.

The tall, slender girl - for Killa judged her to be young in real

chronology - kept blinking, her eyes going from one state to the other.

Involuntarily she shuddered when the magnification of her enhanced sight

made what was in her range of vision unnerving to behold.  She was an

attractive girl, too, which might be why Lanzecki had enlisted Killa's

aid.

There'd been a time when Killa would have been intensely jealous of

anyone who took Lanzecki's interest but those days were a long time back

in the decades that had not included Lars dahl.  Clodine had lovely

blonde hair, a lot of it, neatly confined in a thick net.  She'd the

fair complexion of the genuine blonde and mid-brown eyes with light

flecks.  Yes, very attractive.  And some of Killa's unexpected anxiety

for Lanzecki's ageing dissipated.  He'd still an eye for a pretty girl

and a lissom shape.

"I'm Killashandra Ree," she said, holding out her hand to Clodine.

That was a habit most humanoid worlds adopted and she'd been doing it so

much on Sherpa that it had become natural.  Singers fresh out of the

Ranges never touched anyone if they could help it.  Crystal shock

sometimes had an adverse effect on others.  "Lanzecki sent me down as

back-up to this grimy lot on their way in.  He doesn't want to scare you

off the job at too early a date." The crystal singer noticed that the

worn scales and equipment which had served Enthor for so many decades

had been replaced.  Even the metal worktop, once scraped and scored by

hundreds of thousands of cut crystal forms, was pristine.

Clodine gave a tentative smile and her eyes flicked into the alter state

and then back again.  "Oh, gods, I'll never get the hang of it."

"Make your eyes very round when you want to stay in normal visual mode,'

Killashandra said in a low voice, aware that, with nothing else to do,

the other Sorters were watching them.

Clodine tried to smile and widen her eyes, and groaned because her eyes

altered despite her efforts.

"It's surprising how soon you will become accustomed to the alteration,'

Killashandra said in her most sincere "buck-up-there' tone.  "Ah, here

they come!"

"They do?" Clodihe looked up at the wraparound screens that gave those

in the Sorting Sheds full views of the as-yet empty Hangar where the

singers' sleds would land.  The latest batch of Guild apprentices waited

there to help unload the precious crystal.

The Met screens showed that the squall, having wreaked brief havoc in

the Ranges, was passing harmlessly out to sea, half a continent away.

The Hangar crew was lounging about.  When storm systems raged close to

the Guild's massive cube, their duties became far more urgent and

perilous: even to closing the great Hangar doors to incoming singers

rather than risk damage to those already safe within.

More times than she cared to remember, Killa had often been the last

singer to get in over the interlocking jaws of the great portal.

"See?" and Killa directed Clodine's attention to the long-range screen

where the first of the incoming sleds was just now visible as a speeding

blip.

"Oh!" She blinked nervously and, shaking her head in distress, looked

about to weep.

"Relax," Killa drawled and pushed herself up to sit on the brand-new

worktop.  "They're a good half hour out - unless they've had a good

scare!" She grinned with amusement at that possibility.  Clodine relaxed

a bit.  "Where you from?"

"I don't imagine you've ever heard of my home system " she began

apologetically "Try me," Killa replied with a laugh.

"A planet named Scarteen "In the Huntsman System " Killashandra said,

oddly pleased by the girl's delight in her knowing.

"Nice place.  Good currents in the Great Oceans."

"You've sailed on Scarteen?"

"I've sailed," and Killa paused, censored the ennui in her tone, and

smiled kindly at the child, "on most worlds that are hospitable to our

species."

"You sail?  I mean, sheet-sail, not motor cruise?"

"Wind-sail, of course," and she flicked one shoulder, consigning motor

cruising to a suitable nadir, "and you'll find there's good sailing

here, too.

In fact, if we've time before we go out in the Ranges, my partner and I

would take you out on our ship, show you some of the tricks of sailing

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currents and coasts."

"Oh, would you?" Once again, Lars' avocation won her unexpected

friendship.  Killa sighed and filled in the time until the sleds arrived

with sea-tales that were honourably unembellished. They didn't need to

be!  Sorters might not need to leave Ballybran as often as singers, but

they took holidays especially during Passover storms.  It didn't hurt to

reassure the girl that there was more to life now she was a Heptite

Guild member than remembering to widen her eyes, not to blink to

crystal-gaze.

Clodine was, as Lanzecki suspected, suffering only from inexperience in

dealing with Range-crazed singers.  Killashandra's presence quelled the

scruffy singer's urge to argue Clodine's estimate of his crystals -

which were a rather good mid-green, currently in scarce supply - so he

got a better price than Killa knew he had anticipated.  So he had no

cause to berate a Sorter, new or experienced.  But arguing price with

your Sorter got to be an ingrained habit.  Some Sorters enjoyed

persiflage, and/or getting the better of the singer Timing was so often

the deciding factor in the worth of a cut.  If the market was glutted,

the price was understandably low.

Some colours were always worth the premium price, like black crystals of

which there could never be enough since they could be used for

communication links.  The pale pinks were always low market, but a fine

seven-shaft cut of even pink could be valuable in an industrial complex.

When the singer had left, grumbling in a desultory fashion, Killashandra

touched Clodine's shoulder and grinned at her woeful expression.

"He's all wind and piss.  Most of us are.  You know your grading, the

latest market price is what's on your terminal.  Don't let "em hassle

you.  Part of it's coming in suddenly from the Ranges without as much as

you thought you would cut this time out.

I'm always sure I should have been able to cut longer and more.

Most of it's pure singer cussedness.  Ignore it, considering the source!

Enthor train you up?" she added, for something of the way Clodine had

handled crystal reminded her of the old man.

"Yes," and Clodine wide-eyed her in astonishment.

"How did you know that?" Killa sniffed.  "Enthor loved crystal.

He passed that on to you.  Remember that the next time a singer gives

you a hard time.  You," and Killashandra prodded Clodine lightly in the

chest, "love crystal.  I can see that in how you handle it.

Singers," and she turned her thumb into her own sternum, "invariably

hate crystal."

"You do?"

"For all that it does for us and to us, yes," and, feeling that that

sounded like a great exit line, Killashandra left the Sorter Shed.

lars had not returned to their apartment.  She gave herself a long soak

in the water tub and, wearing a loose robe, began to unpack the carisaks

that had been delivered while she was overseeing Clodine.

When she got hungry and Lars still hadn't returned, she tapped out a

"where is' code on the terminal.

"Here," Lars' voice responded and his features formed on the screen.

"Where?"

"Lanzecki's," he -replied, as if she should have known.

"C'mon up." Puzzling over that, Killa changed and returned to the Guild

Master's domain.

The pair were sitting at the table where Killa had often dined alone

with Lanzecki.  There was a third place set and, as Lanzecki gestured

her to be seated, Lars rose and met her halfway, giving her a quick

embrace and kiss.

Suppressing her surprise over what that was in token of, Killa smoothly

took her place.

"We waited," Lars said, and he nodded at the array of dishes, favourites

of hers, his and Lanzecki's.

"How did Clodine do?" Lanzecki asked, forestalling any query from

her"She's fine.  I told her not to let singers get up her nose.  Enthor

trained her.  She loves crystal.  I told her singers hate it.  Opened

her eyes!" Killa grinned.

"In more ways than one, I trust?" Lanzecki said, quirking his eyebrow.

He was being Lanzecki the man, as he had been in their old loverly days

- a pose he had never before assumed in Lars' presence.

For -some reason it disturbed her "Well, that's the trick, isn't it?"

she replied, knowing better than to show her surprise.  "Widening the

eyes to prevent the alteration.  She was only nervous."

"Anything good in?" Lanzecki asked.  Killa regarded him coolly.

The Guild Master ought to be the first to know the answer to that

question.  "Lars and I have been discussing the Junk to the exclusion of

all else." He raised his wineglass in a toast to her, then included

Lars.  "Interesting ...  Junk.  I'm almost sorry I have to turn the

matter over to the proper authority."

"Junk's sentient," Killa said in a flat tone, helping herself to food.

"Too bad sentience isn't a marketable commodity," Lanzecki said.

"Have some milsi stalks!" he added, passing her the plate and changing

the subject.

usedn't to tolerate Lanzecki at all, he'd been so possessive of her.

Well, after she'd permitted it, but only because she'd been so upset

about his being incarcerated at Regulus Base.

that and other considerations and began to stroke him where it would do

the most good.

Somehow, despite being reasonably sure that Brendan's shipboard manners

were impeccable, they'd never quite been able to abandon themselves on

the 1066.  They proceeded to indulge each other shamelessly.

Uninhibited loving was the best!

"What under the suns were you and Lanzecki up to for half a day?" she

asked Lars as she swung her legs up on to the sleeping surface of their

bedroom.

He yawned mightily, stepping up off the floor and waldrig to the

pillowed end where he folded down, and began to wriggle into a

comfortable position.

"The Junk mostly, and speculation as to whether or not it could use the

crystal as a comlink.  I doubt it.

And this and that." Lars punched a pillow into the right contours and

stuck it under his head, watching her as she rolled up against him.

He lifted one arm, a tacit invitation to nestle against him.  She did.

"He misses Trag."

"Did you find out what crystal-crazed notion made him pick that dork in

Trag's place?" She settled her cheek against Lars' smooth chest.

At some point he'd bathed, too, for his skin exuded a subtly spicy

odour.  Lanzecki preferred spicy scents.

What could these two be dreaming up together?  Lars The comunit buzzed

until they woke, or rather until Lars waved his hand at the panel and

accepted the call.

"Lars?  Can you spare me the morning?" Lanzecki asked.

Killashandra groaned at the sound of his voice but she hadn't quite

taken in the message.  She flattened her body against the bedding and

determinedly resumed her interrupted slumbers.  She wasn't quite certain

what had happened to Lars when she did wake but there was no residual

heat left where his body had been.

She roused, washed, and ordered food.  As usual, that triggered a

response.

"Killa?  I'm up in Lanzecki's office."

"Humph!  What's he got you doing now?" She could hear the amusement in

Lars' voice.

"Actually, he's got me interested in spite of myself and you know I'm

not an admin type."

"No, you're not."

"Don't be so sour, sunny.

It's a bright day, and we don't have to go cut crystal - - yet!"

"Well, I can't say as I mind that - - .  Killa said, as much because

that was the expected answer.  Then she began to wonder.  "Lars, what

are you-?" But the call had been disconnected at his end.

More curious than disgruntled, Killa finished her meal, dressed and went

up to Lanzecki's office.

There, the mere sight of Bollam, hunched over his terminal annoyed her.

His frantic look and his sudden intense interest in the contents of his

screen added to her aggravation.

"Lost something, Bollam?" She couldn't resist twitting him.

"Ah, yes, that is, no!  No, I'm merely not sure under what category Trag

filed the pencil data file."

"Try the first four letters of whatever file you're hunting, the year if

you know it, and hit Search." She meant to be facetious and was

irritated that her advice seemed to solve his problem.  She caught a

glimpse of the relieved smile on his face as she continued on her way

into the office.

"Haven't you two moved?" she demanded as she saw them in positions

similar to yesterday's.

"I didn't know just how much power the Guild wields," Lars said,

beckoning to her in an airy fashion.

"You ought to," Killa said, scowling at Lanzecki.

"We trade rather heavily on it whenever we leave Ballybran."

"I don't mean as singers, Killa, but the Guild as a force in

interstellar politics.  And pa) "Oh?"

"And all without having to leave Ballybran!

Whoever needs to speak to the Heptite Guild must come here!" Lars

chuckled with an almost boyish delight in that advantage.  Lanzecki wore

just the slightest smile as he glanced over at her.

To Killashandra that cynical amusement meant Lanzecki was building to

something devious.  She cocked her head at him.  He gave her the

slightest nod of denial.

"I've a meeting later today, Killa.  I'd appreciate it if you and Lars

would sit in on it." Killa jerked her finger over her shoulder in the

direction of Bollam.  "He's your assistant." The fleeting shift of

Lanzecki's dork eyes told her that he didn't expect much of Trag's

replacement and his lack of such expectation worried her all the more.

"Yesterday Enthor, today Trag?" she asked, mockingly.

"I'd appreciate your counsel," he said, bending his upper body just

slightly towards her in an unexpected bow.

She wondered how he knew that deference would ensure her support.

Lanzecki had usually been able to read her: at times better than Lars

did.  She realized then that she usually compromised with Lars more than

she would have with Lanzecki.  But then she wanted to.  She trusted Lars

dahl more than she -had ever trusted Lanzecki, even when they had been

passionate lovers.  Or maybe because of that!

"Bollam?  Have you got those trade figures?" Lanzecki called out.

"00 "Still working," was the all too quick reply.

A look of pained patience crossed Lanzecki's face.

"I remember Trag's system," Killa said, turning on her heel and

retracing her steps to the worktop where Bollam was plainly unable to

find the relevant pencil files.  "Move over," she told the flustered

man.  "Now who's coming?"

"The Apharian IV Satellite Miners' League," he said, both resenting her

usurpation and relieved that finding the documentation was now someone

else's responsibility.

She typed Apha4SML.doc and obediently the recalcitrant entry blossomed

across the screen.  Bollam groaned.

"I did, I tried that.  I really did."

"The library banks know an authoritative punch when they get one," she

said, shrugging.  She tapped a deliver.

"He wants the Interstellar Miners' League as well."

"What year?"

"2766." Killa frowned.  2766?  When had she left Fuerte, storming out of

her native planet with that crystal singer .  .  .?  ah, what was his

name? Had it been 2699?  Or 2599?  She shook her head in irritation with

sluggish recall.  She concentrated on tapping out the sequence and the

required files joined the others in the delivery slot.  She was a lot

better at his job than Bollam was.  She gave him not even a look as she

gathered up the files and brought them in to Lanzecki and Lars.

Lanzecki gave her a grateful smile as he began feeding them into the

reader slot.  He folded his arms across his chest as the first one came

up on the monitor.

Feeling an obligation to assist the Guild Master, Killa stayed on, as

Lars did.  She accessed additional data when Lanzecki asked for it,

ignoring Bollam when he hovered, trying to figure out how she found

files so easily.  At first it amused her that Lars and Lanzecki worked

together so effortlessly.  She wondered that, at times, Lanzecki seemed

to defer to Lars' opinions.  Certainly he tapped them into his own

notes.

Then the representatives arrived for the meeting and Lanzecki, hands on

the backs of Killashandra and Lars, steered them into the conference

room.

The Apharian Miners' League wanted to extend their communications link

in the asteroid belt they were currently working.  They could not afford

black crystal.

"Black crystal isn't needed for belt comunits.  Blue will do as well and

is half the price," Lanzecki said.

"Here are specifications and costs." He inserted a pencil in the screen

reader and specs and relative costs were displayed on the large monitor

for all to see.

"Even that's out of our budget," the head delegate said, shaking his

head.

"I doubt it," Lanzecki said bluntly.  A tap of his finger and their

trade figures replaced the spec/cost data.

Another delegate, a woman with sharp features and narrow-set eyes,

glared first at the screen and then at him.

"How did you obtain restricted data?"

"I particularly like to assemble "restricted" data, Lanzecki replied.

"You could go to a green crystal connection, Lars suggested but his

manner did not indicate any concession if they used the alternative. "Of

course there is a longer time-lag in communication, especially for any

distant units.  The blue link is unquestionably faster.  Basically you

get what you pay for.  The option is always yours." Though Killashandra

kept her expression bland, she was amused by Lars' hard-line pose.  She

had rarely seen that facet of his personality.  He was as cool and

uncompromising as Lanzecki.  An interesting development.

"At present we have the necessary blue crystal cuts such an installation

would require," Killa said smoothly.  She gave a little shrug with one

shoulder.

"Who knows when we'd have sufficient green.  It's not an easy colour to

cut.  Nearly as elusive as black.

Which we also don't have on hand.  You might have a long wait for

quality crystal.

"We can't afford that quality crystal," the woman said, almost spitting

the words out.  "But we did expect that, in making the effort to come

here and outline our need, you might be amenable to a deal." Lanzecki

cleared his throat dismissively.  "Your League has nothing this Guild

requires.  The Guild has what you require, and at the advertised price."

He rose.  "You either take it or do without.  It's up to you." 1-ars and

Killa moved to bracket him.

"Wait!" the head of the delegation said, his expression anxious.

"You don't understand.  We've had accidents, deaths, problems, all due

to a lack of adequate communications.  We must have a reliable

comsystem."

"Blue is available.  You can wait for green if that's all you can

afford." Lanzecki spoke with no emotion whatever.  He really didn't care

one way or another Killashandra saw hatred sparkle in the eyes of the

woman.

"My husband and my two sons died in an accident - .

Lanzecki turned halfway to her and inclined his head.  "A singer died

and two more were seriously injured acquiring the blue crystal.

We have both lost and we can gain."

"You heartless .  .  ." She launched herself at Lanzecki, screaming

other epithets in her frustration at his indifference.

Lars intercepted her neatly even as Killashandra moved to interpose her

body to protect Lanzecki's back.

"Lideen, don't!" the leader said, reaching her first.

He grabbed her by the arms, passing her to the other members of his

party.  He took a deep breath before he went on.  "Guild Master, I do

recognize that sentiment has no place in business.

"In either yours or mine," Lanzecki replied with cool courtesy.

"You singers have crystal for blood!  Crystal for hearts - - - !" Lideen

yelled as the other two miners' reps hauled her out of the room.

"The Guild does not make deals," Lars added.  "The integrity of our

price scale has to be maintained.  Two options are currently open to

you.  You can, of course, wait until there is a glut of blue crystal on

the market, which would bring the unit price down, but there is no

downward market forecast on blue crystal at the moment.  Or you can

install green when it is available.  Your credit balance indicates that

your League is able to fund either.  It's up to you to decide." As

Killashandra followed Lanzecki and Lars to the door, she sneaked a look

over her shoulder and saw the hesitation on the leader's face.  He

wanted the crystal badly: he knew he could pay for it; he was just

trying it on as standard operating procedure.  But he had obviously

never approached this Guild before.

Quite likely, there'd be an order from the Apharian League before the

Apharians departed Shankill Moon Base.  Someone should have warned them

not to haggle with Lanzecki and the Heptite Guild.  Most people knew

that.  Still there were always those who would chance their arms to save

a few credits.  Only this group had forgotten that mining crystal was

not so very much different to mining asteroids: the result of failure

bore the same cost.

She shrugged.

"Damn fools," she heard Lanzecki say as she closed the door to the

conference room.

He stalked across to the table at which he and Lars had been working,

slammed a new file into the reader slot and stared at the display.

That wasn't like Lanzecki and Killashandra blinked in surprise.

Lars gave an imperceptible shake of his head, she shrugged and dismissed

the matter.

* * * By the seventh day, when Lars hadn't mentioned going out into the

Ranges, she did.

"Did those Apharians order?  Or should we concentrate on finding some

green crystal?" she asked when he finally appeared late that evening.

"Huh?" Lars' mind was clearly on other matters.  She felt excluded and

that made her irritable.  They were partners, close partners, and shared

everything.

"I thought we came back to cut crystal, not sit around playing diddly

with pencil files." He gave her one of his quick, apologetic grins.

"Well, we can depart in a day or two." She raised her eyebrows, trying

for a light touch.

"Are you aiming to take over from Bollam?"

"From Bollam?" He stared at her in amazement and laughed, pulling her

into his arms.

"Not likely, when I've the best partner in the whole Guild.  It's just

that - - well, I can't help being flattered when Lanzecki keeps asking

my advice, now can I?"

"I don't mean to denigrate your advice, luv, but that's not like

Lanzecki."

"Too true, sunny, too true," he said with a sad sigh.

"I'd hazard that he misses Trag more than he'd admit."

"Then why did he take on such a want-wit as Bollam?  There must be

someone more qualified!" Lars grinned at her vehemence and rocked her

close in his arms.  "Did you find anyone over the last few days?" She

pushed him away, glaring reprovingly at him.

"Oh, there's little going on here that Lanzecki io6

doesn't hear about sooner or later.  He said to tell you that he

appreciated your efforts.  Bollam suits his needs." Killa swore.

"Hey, I wouldn't mind a late-night snack,> Lars said, hauling her with

him to the catering unit.  "And yes, the Apharians ordered the blue,

still registering complaints about the cost, and issuing veiled

statements about unethical access and invasion of commercial privacy and

all that wind and piss." Two days later Killashandra and Lars lifted

their sled out of the Hangar and headed east, towards the Milekey

Ranges.  Behind them a second sled departed, but immediately struck out

on a noreasterly course.

"That's Lanzecki's," Killashandra said in surprise.

"Yes, that's why he's been working such long hours, to clear all current

business.  He'll be the better for a spell in the Ranges.

That's all he needs, really."

"But with Bollam?"

"I'll grant you that I've qualms but who knows?

Bollam might turn out to be top-rank cutter.  Or why would Lanzecki

shepherd him?"

"Shepherd him?" Killa blinked.  "Bollam's not been blooded in the Ranges

yet?" Killa recalled the fine crystal scars on Bollam's hands and arms.

"He's cuts enough." Lars grinned.  "I heard tell that he was the

clumsiest apprentice they ever had on the Hangar floor.  He's lucky to

find anyone to shepherd him, the number of singers he annoyed dropping

crystals when he was unloading sleds." Killa muttered uncomplimentary

epithets about Bollam.

"I suppose that sort of duty does fall with Lanzecki," Lars went on with

a sigh, "shepherding the ones no one else will take to initiate."

"I don't envy him the job, that's for sure."

"Nor I," and Lars turned to grin at her, his eyes deep with affection,

"but then, I had the best of all possible partners."

"You!" and she faked a cuff to his jaw.  She could, and did, envy Bollam

the chance to be shepherded by Lanzecki on his first trip to the Ranges:

an honour the twit didn't deserve.  Odd though, she'd've thought

Lanzecki would have blackmailed someone else to shepherd Bollam, then

take the rough edges off the man once he'd been exposed to the Ranges.

"Where'll we head, partner?" Lars asked her as they entered the Milekey.

Killashandra grimaced.  The usual ambivalence surged up in mind and

body.  A singer cut crystal to leave the Ranges as frequently as

possible.  A singer also had to renew herself with the crystal she cut.

The more she cut out of a certain lode, the easier it was to find it. If

she went off planet for any length of time, that attraction diminished.

But a singer had to go off planet and ease the crystal pulse in her

blood.

Cutting too much was almost, not quite, as much a hazard as cutting too

little.  With Lars, she had often been able to cut just enough which was

the main advantage of singing duet.

"Can you remember where we cut those greens a couple of trips back?"

Lars gave her a long thoughtful look.

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"What's wrong?" she asked.  "We have cut greens and with none available

it seems sensible to get top market price on something."

"Why don't we go for black?"

"You know how hard it is to find black, good black," she replied in a

cranky tone.

"Green it is," he said and slightly altered the sled's course.

"Our marker may have faded a lot," he went on.  "Lots of storms have

passed over since we cut green.

"Not that many!" He said nothing and accelerated the sled.  "It'll be a

while.  Settle down." She did and saw the sun briefly glint off another

sled.  Lanzecki's!  The sled racks had been virtually empty when they'd

asked the Hangar Master for theirs.  They must have been busy loading

when Lanzecki and Bollam came for theirs.

She watched the jagged pinnacles of the Range, a range which went down

into the skin of the planet, instead of being pushed up from it.

Paint splotches, old and new, indicated claims.  Once she'd have

recognized markers by their colour and pattern.  She didn't try any

more.  Theirs was a black-and-yellow herring-bone design, which Lars had

thoughtfully painted on the console.  She often cursed that choice,

distinctive as it was, because it was hell to paint the pattern on

uneven rock surfaces.  She had to admit that the black and yellow

herring-bones had high visibility.

The sled ploughed through the skies, the sweep of peak and pinnacle

flowing past her, in an almost mesmeric blur.  Below a relatively fresh

paint splotch, she caught the metallic glitter of a sled half-hidden

under a canyon overhang.

"They ought to watch out," she murmured under her breath.  "Ledges can

fall down on top of you."

"What say, sunny?" Lars asked and she grinned as she waved at him to

ignore her.

It was late in the morning when he began to circle the sled.

"Think I found one," he said, bringing them down to hover over the spot.

"Are you sure?" Killa squinted down at rocks bearing the barest hint of

colour but the herring-bone pattern was distinguishable.

"Sure as I can be.  Shall we put down and see what we remember of the

site?"

"We certainly have to renew the marker," she said, annoyed that the

paint, which was supposed to have a long sun-life, had faded so badly.

Markers were what kept other singers from usurping claims.

No one was supposed to enter the space so marked, for a claim was

circular in shape, with a radius of a halfkilometre radiating from the

painted logo.  That didn't mean that the lode was close to the mark.

It could even be right at the edge of the enclosed space and still be

"owned' by the singer.

"Paint first, look later," Lars said, calling the order.

They painted and then took a meal break, all the while looking around

the circle, hoping to trigger recollections of this particular site.

"We've got to go down," Killa said after she'd swallowed her last

mouthful.  "Nothing's familiar at this height."

"Eeny meeny, pitsa teeny," Lars chanted as he circled up from the peak.

At "teeny', Lars left the "I circle in that direction, bringing the sled

down into the small canyon.  He grinned at Killa as he did so, a random

choice had often proved lucky.  He neatly parked their vehicle in the

shadow cast by the higher side.  She nodded approval of his caution.

They'd be hidden from an aerial view until the morning.

She was first out of the sled, running her fingers along the uneven rock

walls of the canyon and hoping to catch a trace of crystal resonance. Or

find the scars of a previous working.

Lars struck off in the opposite direction.  They met on the far side,

having seen nothing to indicate this canyon was the one they were

looking for.

"Shall we go left or right?" Lars asked as they got back into the sled.

"Off the top of my head!  Right!" Killashandra said after a moment's

sober thought.  "Not that that's any indication." Actually it was - for

in the narrow ravine to the right of their first landing they came

across evidence of cutting.

"I'd know our style y,) Lars said.

"You mean yours," she replied, settling in to another of their long

debates even as they returned to the sled and unpacked their sonic

cutters.

"We'd do better if we waited until the sun hits them," Lars said.

"No better or no worse.  Hit a C." Inhaling deeply, he sang a fine

powerful true mid C, his eyes sparkling at her, daring her as he so

often did.  She sang out a third above his note, as powerfully as he

had.  Sound bounced back at them, making them both flinch at the

undertones.

"Some of it's cracked," Killa said but, as one, they both moved towards

the resonating point.  "Green, from the power in its echo.

"I told you I remembered where we'd cut green." Once at the side of the

ravine, they sang the pitch notes again and set their cutters to the

sound.  Killa indicated the cut she would make and set herself for the

first wrenching scream of cut crystal.  No sooner had she set the

cutter, Lars set his a hand-span to the right.

The first set cleared away the imperfect crystal to reveal a wide vein

of fine green.

"Shards, but those Apharians are going to be furious when they hear

about this," she said, slicing away additional marred quartz.

"What'll we try for?"

"Comunit sizes, of course," she said, snorting that he needed to ask.

The debris cleared, they sang again in case they had to retune the

cutters, but Lars' C and her A rang clearly back at them.  Together they

placed their cutter edges and, taking a simultaneous breath, they turned

on the power.

Chapter Five

Darkness forced them to stop with twelve fine crystals cut and in the

padded carrier case carefully strapped in the cargo bay.

Quietly, from the ease of long practice, they made a meal and ate it.

Then, continuing their rituals, they washed - there would come days when

crystal song would override such habits.  While Lars made entries in the

sled's log, Killashandra pulled down their double bunk and got out the

quilts.  They were both ready to settle at the same time.

The morning sun, stroking the Ranges awake, provided an alarm no singer

could resist: the insidious chiming of crystal as the first rays

dispelled the chill of night.  The notes were random, pure sound, for

only perfect crystal could speak on sunlight.  The ringing stirred

senses, and awoke desires as it grew louder, more insistent.

Killashandra and Lars simultaneously turned to each other.  She could

see his smile in the shadowy cabin and answered it, lifting her arm to

his shoulders, eager for the touch of his bare skin against hers.  It

seemed to Killashandra that, as their lips met, an arpeggio rippled

through the air, excitingly sensual, deliciously caressing, ending on a

clear high C that shivered over them just as their bodies joined.

This was the real reason men and women sang crystal together - to hear

such music, experience such sensations and such ecstasy as only crystal

could awaken on bright clear mornings.  Such unions made up for all the

mundane squabbles and recriminations between partners when crystal

cracked or splintered and a whole day's work might lie in shards at

their feet.  There was always the prospect of the incredible combination

of sound and sensation in sunlit crystal to reanimate their

relationship.

"We must get moving, sunny," Lars murmured, making the effort to move.

Too languorous with remembered passion, Killashandra murmured a throaty

denial and shaded her eyes from the sun splashing into the cabin. "C'mon

now.  Hell, we'll be having a spate of good clear weather," he said,

pushing her towards the edge of the bunk.  "We can afford to do a little

work today.  I'll start breakfast.

Your turn in the head." He used the light jocular tone which he knew

Killashandra would accept.  As she rose and stretched luxuriously, she

glanced enticingly over her shoulder at him.

"That won't work on me today, sunny," he said wryly and gave her a slap

across the buttock.

Sometimes the sight of her at full stretch was enough to tempt him,

despite the fact that they both knew a repeat performance once the sun

had risen would be less than the first.

Nevertheless, she strutted sensually across to the head, flirting with

him but he only laughed and stuck his right leg into his coverall,

pulling the garment up past his unresponsive member So, she grabbed up

her own clothes and slid open the door.  As he took his turn, she

finished making the substantial breakfast they needed to work crystal

all day.  On clear days, singers rarely stopped to eat, cutting as long

as there was light enough to see where to place their blades.

Killashandra recalled, without remembering when, that there had been a

time or two when she had cut throughout a double-moon night: the times

when she had struggled to cut enough to get off the fardling planet and

find respite from crystal song.

They'd been profitably working that vein for five days when

Killashandra's weather sense began to pluck at her consciousness.

"Storm?" Lars knew her so well.

She nodded, and set her cutter for a new level.

"Not to worry yet."

"Nardy hell, Killa, we've got eight crates of the stuff.  No sense in

taking a risk.  And the marker's new enough to draw us right back here

after the storm.

"We've time.  Sing out," she told him, half command, half plea.

"Greens aren't easy to find and I'm not about to quit when there's still

time to cut.  The storm could ruddy well splinter this vein to nothing

good enough to spit at." Lars regarded her levelly.  "Just let's not cut

it too fine!" His comment was also half plea, but half warning, too.

"I wouldn't let you get storm-crazed, lover."

"I'm counting on it.

I think this tier's going to be minor key," he added, humming a B-flat

and hearing the same tone murmur back at him.

"I'll make mine E, or would A be better?" He nodded crisp agreement for

the A and they sang, cutting as soon as they heard the answering notes

the crystal flung back at them, its own death knell.

But storm sense caught at Killashandra again, not long after they'd

crated the nine crystals of that cutting.

"I think we're going, she told him, hefting the cutter in one hand and

bending her knees to take one handle of the crate.  He did the same and

she set a rapid pace back to the sled.  As Lars settled the crate into

its strappings, Killa racked up both cutters and took the pilot's seat,

closing hatches and starting up the engines.

Lars peered out of the window of the right-hand side and muttered a

curse.

"Angle of the wall's wrong.  Can't see anything.

Where's it coming from?"

"South," and just then the weather-alert klaxon cut in.  It got one hoot

out before her hand closed the toggle.

"You're ahead of the best technology the Guild can beg, borrow or steal,

aren't you?" He grinned at her, proud of her ability.

"Yup!"

"Don't get cocky "It's going to be a bad one, too." She shifted uneasily

in the seat, her bones already responding to the distant stroking of the

crystal.  "I swear, the longer I cut, the more sensitive I get to the

intensity of weather systems."

"Saves our skins, and our crystal." She lifted the sled vertically and,

as they rose ii6

above the sheltering walls of the ravine, storm-clouds could be seen as

a smudge of dark, roiling grey on the horizon.  She veered the sled

about to port and lifted above the higher cliffs, hovering just briefly

over their paint mark, satisfied that it would survive this storm and a

few more before wind-carried abrasives scoured the rock clean again.

They were nearly out of the Ranges when their comunit lit up.

"Mayday, mayday," cried a frantic voice.

"Mayday?  What the - - - ?" she demanded indignantly, leaning to one

side to close the connection but Lars' hand masked the plate.

"That's Bollam's voice."

"Bollam?" Killashandra stared at him in puzzlement for the name meant

nothing to her.

"Lanzecki's new partner," Lars muttered and responded.  "Yes, Bollam?"

"It's Lanzecki, I can't get him to stop!"

"Take the crystal out of his hand," Killashandra said angrily, absurdly

irritated.  She still couldn't place this Bollam fellow even if Lars

could.

"He's not holding crystal.  He's cutting and he won't stop.  He won't

listen.  He's - - he's thralled!"

"You dork, of course he is, that's why he doesn't cut often.  It's your

job to stop him.  That's why he takes a partner into the Ranges," Lars

replied, his tone still reasonable.

"But I've tried, I've tried everything.  He's bigger than I am," and

Bollam's voice had turned to a distressed whine.

"Knock his feet out from under him, Lars said, concern deepening in his

expression.

"I tried that, too."

"Cross cut with your cutter.  Tune it off-pitch, queer his note," Killa

roared, becoming more incensed with this dork's stupidity.  Where had

Lanzecki found such an ineffectual partner?

"I can't.  I don't know how to cross cut.  This is my first time in the

Ranges.  He was shepherding me!" Now there was grievance and indignation

in Bollam "5

voice.  That particular tone triggered the appropriate memory in

Killashandra's mind: exactly how Bollam had sounded when he couldn't

find the Apharian files.

"So this is why Bollam suited him," Killashandra said, bitter with

realization of exactly what Lanzecki was doing.

Lars stared at her, jerking her arm so she'd face him.  "Turn the sled.

We've got to try."

"No," and she reset her hands on the yoke, gritting her teeth against

the pain that suddenly scored her and the tears that threatened to blind

her.  "No, we can't!  Rules and Regs!

Mayday means nothing on Ballybran!"

"Nothing?" Lars roared at her.

"Lanzecki's been our friend, your lover!  How can you abandon him?"

"I'm not abandoning him," Killashandra shrieked back, glaring her anger,

her hurt, the pain of knowing what Lanzecki wanted!  "Get out of there,

Bollam," she bellowed at the comunit.  "Save your own skin.

You can't save his."

"But I can't just leave!" Bollam sounded shocked, horrified at this

heartless advice.  "He's the Guild Master.

It's my duty "There is no such duty in the Rules and Regs, ii8

Bollam.  There never was and there never will be.  Get out of there,

Bollam, while you still can.  Leave Lanzecki."

"I don't believe I'm hearing you say this, Lars cried.

She swivelled around at him, tears streaming down her face, her throat

closing so that she was momentarily deprived of speech.

"He wants it this way," she managed to choke out.

Then she swallowed hard on her grief and glared straight into Lars'

appalled face.  "Consider, Lars, would there be any other logical reason

why Lanzecki would team up with a dork like Bollam?  A novice in the

Ranges?  Physically too weak to knock him out of thrall?  We haven't the

right to interfere.

We owe Lanzecki his choice." She hooked her elbows through the yoke so

that Lars would have to break her arms to get control of the sled.  But

Lars didn't try.  He sat staring at her as she sent the sled roaring out

of the Range, using every ounce of power in its powerful new engines.

"Lanzecki intended to opt out?"

"Singers have that option, Lars, she said in a voice as low as his.  Her

throat thickened again, her eyes stinging with tears.  It was a hard

reality to accept but she didn't doubt for a moment - now - that that

had been Lanzecki's intention.  She could even hear his deep voice

replying to her puzzled query about Bollam; that the man had his uses.

She ought to have known what Lanzecki was about and tried to Tried to

what?  Talk a tired man out of ending a life which had grown too tedious

with.responsibility, too tiresome with problems, too lonely with his

longtime partner dead?

"He's been Guild Master for centuries." Lars was silent until, behind

them, they could both hear storm wail creeping inexorably nearer.

"Then is that also why he was so intent on me understanding Guild

politics?" Lars asked, softly, shakily.

"What do you mean by that?" she demanded.

"I'm not sure I know," Lars replied, raising his hands in doubt.

"It was just that .  Well, Lanzecki knew you and - whenever we were in

from the Ranges, he sought out our company, but I always thought it was

you.  .  ." His voice trailed off.

"Don't get any ideas, Lars dahl," she said coldly, harshly.  "You may be

a Milekey Transition - - -"

"So are you."

"But there's no way I'd be Guild Master." She glared at him, willing him

to respond in the same vein.  Damn it, Lars, you're my partner.  And

there 5

a lot more to being Guild Master than understanding the politics of the

job."

"That is true enough," he replied in a muted voice, his eyes looking

directly ahead as they passed over -the last hills before the cube.

The Flight Officer signalled them to park their sled near Sorting with

the other half-dozen vehicles which had fled the storm.

Killashandra killed the engines and turned to Lars "Start with the

crates, will you?  I'll report," she said bleakly "I will, if you want

me to, Lars offered, suddenly human again in his unexpressed sympathy.

"No, I was pilot." * * The Flight Officer, a lanky lean man whom

Killashandra didn't recognize at all, was trotting in her direction,

signalling her to wait for him.

"Were you within range of Bollam?  The one Lanzecki was shepherding?"

"Yes," Killashandra said in such a flat tone that the man blinked in

surprise.  "He couldn't break Lanzecki out of thrall.  We told him to

get the hell out of the Ranges."

"You mean.  - ?" The Cargo Officer arrived at that point, her face grim.

"I mean Lanzecki chose!" She dared her to argue her point.

"You're sure, Killa?" the Cargo Officer asked, which gave Killashandra

the opportunity to round on her, away from the accusing eyes of the

Flight Officer.

"Why else would he choose a dork like Bollam?

And a novice?  Too inexperienced to know how to break thrall and too

physically insignificant to be a threat!" The Cargo Officer bowed her

head, her eyes closed.

"I don't understand Were you near enough, Killashandra Ree, to reach

them in time?" the Flight Officer demanded.

"I accepted Lanzecki's choice.  You'd better.

With that Killashandra turned on her heel, returning to her sled at a

pace that was nearly a run.  Behind her she could hear the Flight

Officer arguing with Cargo whose low and curt rejoinders told

Killashandra that she, at least, accepted Lanzecki's option.

As she helped her silent partner unload their cut, she knew that Lars'

feelings about that option were ambivalent.  The news seemed to seep

through from the Hangar into Sorting and conversations were muted,

arguments over crystal prices conducted in low tones.  When the Sorter

told them how much they'd earned for the green, Killashandra felt none

of the elation such a figure should elicit.  Lars only arched his

eyebrows, nodded acknowledgement and turned away.  The Sorter shrugged.

Dully, Killashandra followed Lars to the lifts.  She did listen to the

met report that was being broadcast, even in the lifts, since weather

had top priority with most singers.  Nothing was said about missing

sleds.

Nothing ever was.

"That's a relief," Killashandra muttered as the report concluded.

The storm was one of those quick squalls, fierce in its brief life, its

only damage that of taking Lanzecki's life in its fury.  "We can be back

out in the Ranges by tomorrow g) "Fardles!  Killa," and Lars rounded on

her.  "Lanzecki's not even found and-' Her livid expression stopped his

words.  "The sooner I'm in the Ranges, the sooner I'll forget."

"Forget Lanzecki?" Lars was stunned.

"Forget!  Forget!" The lift door opened and she ran down the hall to

their apartment.  She heard him following her and wasn't even grateful

As she slammed into their quarters, she heard the radiant fluid slopping

into the tub and, pulling off her overall and boots, she stumbled into

the room and clambered into the bath.  The fluid was no more than

calf-deep so she stood under the spigot and let it roll down her back

and shoulders.  Dimly she heard Lars' voice, updating his records.  She

began to curse so she couldn't possibly hear a word he said.

All the resident staff of the cube were quiet and depressed the next

noon when Killashandra and Lars reached the dining room.  While Killa

filled her tray from the alcohol drinks' dispenser, Lars kept looking

around, peering at the faces of those sitting in alcoves.  Such discreet

search recharged her vexation.

"Lanzecki opted out, Lars," she said in an intense, low voice, jerking

him to her side.  "What're you drinking?"

"Yarran!" His voice was flat.

"Yarran?  This is no time for beer!  This is the time to get paralytic

drunk !" He gave her a bitterly amused look.  "I thought you wanted to

be back in the Ranges tomorrow morning.

With a hangover?"

"With the most massive hangover I can acquire between now and then," she

told him in a savage voice, and downed the first of the many triple

measure glasses on her tray, pressing for a refill as she tossed the

empty glass into the recycler.

"You may just go out alone, then," he said and, taking the Yarran beer

from the slot, left her standing there.

Surprised, she watched him manoeuvre among the tables, heading for the

far alcove where the two Hangar officers were sitting.  She hadn't

thought I--irs had a masochistic streak in him.  Or maybe he just had to

find out if Bollam had somehow managed to get Lanzecki into the sled and

back to the cube.

The dork couldn't have managed it or the nonsingers of the Guild

wouldn't be so deep in drink.

Now that she'd looked around, she could see that most of them were as

badly gone as she'd like to be.

She downed another triple and, moving carefully so as not to slosh a

drop of liquid anaesthesia, she made her way towards Lars.  The stench

of ketones was almost overpowering.  These people must have been

drinking steadily since the news got out.

Some had already reached the desired state of oblivion.

"Oh, he'll live," Cargo was saying as Killashandra approached the table.

"That's not saying how much good he'll be." She glanced up at

Killashandra and, with a brief inclination of her head, indicated that

the singer could join them.  The Flight Officer clearly did not agree

with that invitation.  "Oh, leave it, Murr.

You haven't been here long enough to know.  You did as you should,

Killa," she added and patted the cushion beside her.  Her eyebrows did

lift at the sight of so much liquor on the tray.  She raised her mug of

coffee.  "Happy hangover!" Suddenly Killashandra lost any taste for the

boozing she'd planned.  Her stomach roiled and growled.

She sat down, hands limp in her lap and stared across at Lars, wanting

his reassurance and understanding even more than she had ever wanted to

cut black crystal.  He pointedly ignored her and the tears began to

stream down her face.

"You did right, Killa.  You did," Cargo said softly and clasped her

fingers on the singer's forearm, 12S squeezing briefly with a gentling

firmness before releasing.  "Didn't she, Lars dahl?" she added sternly,

commanding Lars' response.

Lars looked at Cargo, unable not to avoid his partner's tear-streaked

face.  He closed his eyes, exhaling in defeat.  "Yes, if you say so, she

did."

"Look here, dahl," and Cargo leaned across the table, her face fierce,

"I do say so.  If you want, you can ask Medical.  They could see," and

she waved her hand in the general direction of the infirmary wing where

damaged singers were tended until such times as hearts in crippled

bodies stopped and empty minds went dark.  "1 could see!" And her tone

was fierce.  "Murr here didn't know Lanzecki in his prime as I did, and

Killa did!  And Killa knew him better than most.  Face it, Murr, Lars,

she did the right thing.  Don't know why that ass Bollam even qualified

- except he was probably too craven, or too shitless scared to step back

after Disclosure and he had heard all the risks he'd be taking on

Ballybran.  He had a lousy Transition - as if the symbiont working into

his bloodstream also discovered it hadn't made a great choice of a home

body." The scorn in her voice gave unexpected ease to Killashandra's

anguish.  "Certainly not as Lanzecki's partner!"

"Lanzecki was shepherding him .  .  ." I--irs said, trying to find some

perverse justification.

Cargo snorted bitterly.  "When Lanzecki said he'd shepherd the geek, I

knew I wouldn't ever see Lanzecki back in the Hangar, Lars.

And I told you that, didn't I, Murr?"

"I just don't understand y,) Murr said.  "Everyone's saying he was the

best Guild Master we've ever had "There've only been four, Cargo

replied.

"Four?" Murr was staggered.  "But the Guild's been going close to seven

hundred years!"

"Hmmm, so it has, and I've been Cargo for nearly two and a half hundred.

That silenced Murr completely and he did nothing more than stare at the

woman as if he expected her active body and attractive face to crumple

into dust if he so much as blinked.  Grieved as she was, his attitude

struck Killashandra as amusing.

"What did Medical know about Lanzecki?" Lars asked, his expression as

bleak as ever though, somehow, Killa sensed that his antagonism towards

her had eased.

Cargo shrugged.  "What happens to all of us eventually?  The symbiont is

weakened past restoration and degeneration finally starts.

All a fast downhill ride then." That was when she noticed Murr's

expression and grinned.  "Never fear, Murr, you're stuck with me a while

yet.  Me and my symbiont are in great shape "It doesn't say in Rules and

Regs," Lars began after watching Murr try to assume a normal attitude,

"how a new Guild Master is elected."

"No, it doesn't," Cargo agreed, frowning slightly.

"But, like I say, the problem doesn't come up very often." Killashandra

sent a fierce glare at Lars.  The slight grin that tugged at one corner

of his mouth did not reassure her.

"It'll take time," Cargo added indifferently.  "Politics is involved.

What else is new?  They have to choose someone acceptable to the

majority of the long-term customers."

"Who're "they"?" Lars asked.

"I dunno," and Cargo shrugged again.  "Maybe one of the Instructors

knows." She looked around the big room.  "None of them appears to be

sober enough to ask.  I gotta get back to work.  Do I put your sled into

a ready slot?  That storm's cleared off." Killashandra didn't dare look

at Lars.

"Yes, we'll be out again tomorrow," he said and she sagged against the

cushions with relief.  A relief that was very short-lived as she

remembered that Cargo estimated it would be a long time before the new

Guild Master would be chosen.

So she didn't get drunk to blunt her acute sense of loss at Lanzecki's

death.  She endured it as Cargo and Lars were, as Murr couldn't.  But

she drank glass for glass of Yarran beer with them.  A singer could

drink Yarran for days and barely blunt sensitivities.  She heard that

Bollam had survived with what wits he originally possessed intact.  He'd

been badly crystal cut when the rescue ship had found his crashed sled,

but he'd made it past the storm same before losing control.  What she

hated Bollam for was that crystal had wiped all his memories of

Lanzecki.  She couldn't wait to get out in the Ranges and hope for the

same respite.  A few days cutting in the Ranges and you could forget

just about anything.

Lars was up before her the next morning, their gear all packed, and

silently they made their way to the Hangar.  Cargo lifted her hand in

acknowledgement, Flight Officer Murr lifted his only to give them the

go-ahead.  Some trainee gave them a formal release.

As if the sled was on some kind of giant spring that could not be

resisted, their direction took them back to the black-and-yellow chevron

of the green crystal.

"We shouldn't have gone direct," Killashandra remarked to Lars as he

passed over the marker.

"Sky's clear," he said with a diffident shrug.  It was.

No other singer was aloft to see the direction they took, direct or

oblique.

When they landed in the little canyon, they both knew the vein had been

damaged.  They spent the rest of the day trying to cut down into clear

colour.

"Fardles, it's gone, Lars, leave it," she said when decades of

experience finally surfaced to remind her how pointless their efforts

were.  "Green cracks the worst of all when a vein's been exposed." He

kicked at the shards underfoot to relieve his frustration and led the

way back to the sled.  They stayed there the night but when crystal song

woke desire in them, it was only crystal that spoke, not their hearts.

It took them a week to search the full circle of which that chevron was

the centre.  They found a very light pink but it wasn't worth the effort

of turning on their cutters.  They had withdrawn from each other as

never before and Killashandra cursed silently, craving to cut crystal

and relieve the tension.

Even Lars might forget - at least lose the edge of painful memory - if

they could just cut.

Perversely the weather stayed fair but summer had Ballybran in its

thrall and baked the Ranges.  As they searched, they also looked for the

deepest, most shadowy canyons in which to spend the night and get some

relief from the unmitigated heat.

"I could almost welcome a storm, Lars said.

"Unless we can find some water, we're going to have to go back."

"No! Not until we find crystal.

He shrugged but they did find water, a deep pool under an overhang where

water had oozed out of the more porous rock and been collected in the

shade.

They filled the tank, then stripped and bathed, washing their clothing

where a tiny stream trickled out of the pond.  The relief was physical,

not mental, but they were more m charity with each other than at any

time since Bollam' 5 voice had shattered their rapport.

Late the next morning Lars, whose turn it was to pilot the sled, spotted

an almost invisible black and yellow chevron.

"What do you think?  We cut here?" he asked.

"I don't remember, don't care, I'd even cut pink, so long's we cut

something!"

"Eeny, meeny, pitsa peeny,) and Lars aimed the sled sou'-sou'-east to a

narrow gorge with high walls on the north side.

There was a V-shaped notch in the eastern lip.  "That looks familiar."

"It's a cut all right." She had both their cutters unracked before Lars

landed the sled and, pausing only long enough to grab a water bottle,

she half ran to the fracture, slipping on old shards to reach the site.

"It's the black, Lars, it's the black!" Depression lifted from her and

she even remembered to be cautious as she climbed to the top of the

shelf.  Lars sang out a fine strong C and she could feel the crystal's

response even through the thick soles of her boots.  She cut the first

shaft, and struggled with Lars when he had to wrest it out of her hands

for it thralled her as black crystal usually did.  She was weeping when

she saw him nestle the black in the padded crate.  He slapped her hard,

three times across the face, and she leaned against him, grateful.

"It's all right, sunny.  It's all right," he murmured, caressing her

hair briefly.  "Now, let's cut.  For Lanzecki.  He did like to see us

bring in the blacks."

"Yeah, but he's not going to make me link "em!

No way will he talk me into linking again!" She was figuring where to

cut next, how many they could get out of this fine black crystal so she

didn't see the peculiar way Lars looked at her.

Clodine gave them top market price on their five crates of black.

There was enough for two planetary systems - if any could afford the

price of black crystal comunits.  And some nice single pieces that might

just chord into current installations as auxiliaries.

Clodnie was full of praise for their work.

"No one cuts the way you two do.  I didn't realize singers could be so

individual, but you are, you know," she said, slightly shy with

embarrassment but sincere in her compliment.

"Where'll we go, Lars?" Killashandra asked.  "I think it's your choice."

"I think you're right," he replied, laughing.  He was himself again, she

knew, but didn't know why she thought he hadn't been.

Back in their quarters, as usual she plunged directly into the tub while

he updated his file.

"That didn't take you long," she said, for it seemed only a few moments

before he came into the room.  It usually took him a quarter of an hour

to update.

He was looking in a puzzled fashion at a printout.

He held it so she could see the message.

"Report to Conference?  What does Lanzecki want you to do now?" She

hauled at his hand, for he hadn't stripped to join her.  "You've got to

bathe first.  We reek!" She laughed because the smell of him could

always arouse her no matter how rank he was.

"Lanzecki?" He sighed, his eyes sad and she wondered what was wrong.

"I'd better go find out.

This message is several days old."

"He can wait.  He has before." Lars peeled off the perspiration-stained

and crystal-sliced overall.

"I'll shower.  I'll be back as soon as I know what this means." He

crumpled the message in a wad and lobbed it at the recycler.

"Oh, Lars!  We've got to make plans.

"You start.  Just find us a water world that we haven't been to, sunny,'

he said, but she sensed his tone was forced.

And so it would be, being required to report so immediately to Lanzecki

after a month in the Ranges.  Hot summer, at that.  It would take

several long baths to cleanse her skin of accumulated sweat and dust.

Fardles, how she hated Ballybran in the summer.  Even her hair had been

baked off her head; she fingered the inch-short strands.  No, the memory

surfaced: they'd cut each other's hair scalp-close at one point because

they'd been so hot and their hair so manky.

She sank to her chin in the radiant fluid, heavy against her skin,

drawing out the vibrations that seemed to throb in every pore.  She was

tired.  She didn't know how Lars was finding the energy to answer

Lanzecki's summons.  She did remember to pull the shoulder harness from

its alcove and get her arms through it.  That way, if she did fall

asleep, she wouldn't slip beneath the fluid.  A singer could drown that

way.  She had too much awareness of danger to fall into thai trap the

way.  .  .  She paused, unable to remember who it was who had been in

danger She was just beginning to feel clean when Lars came swinging into

the bathroom.  He stood for a moment on the threshold, taking her in and

then began the grin she knew too well meant he was about to say

something he knew she wouldn't like.

"There's a terminal patient waiting escort at Shankill, Killa," he said,

drawling the words out.

She groaned.  "And you volunteered?  Why does Lanzecki always pick on

us?" He pointed his index finger at her, lifting his eyebrows and

grinning rather sheepishly and she groaned again "He picked me again?"

Lars' expression altered as an odd expression flashed across his face

and his brows levelled again.  "1

picked you." He strode over to the bath, hooking a towel in one hand as

he passed the rack.  He held it up to her.  "This is a real bad one. She

wasn't diagnosed properly and the symbiont is the only chance she has."

Killashandra heaved herself out of the bath, ignoring the entreaty in

his eyes and the set of his lips.  She stalked to the shower stall, the

radiant fluid sleeting off her body with every step.

She turned the water shower on full blast.  From the curtain of water

she glared at him, turning slowly to be sure the fluid rinsed off

completely.  Slamming the lever in the opposition direction she deigned

to take the towel from his hand.  And sighed.

"Does Lanzecki need singers so badly he'll recruit the moribund?" she

asked flippantly, drying herself, deliberately making the actions

sensual.  Catching that same odd expression on her partner's face, she

realized that dalliance was the last thing on his mind just then.

"She hails from a planet named Fuerte.  1 thought you'd be the best

representative the Guild could send." She caught the slight emphasis of

the personal pronoun.  A second flippant remark was on her lips when she

sensed that Lars really wanted her to take this assignment.

"Shuttle's waiting, Killa," he said gently.  "She doesn't have much

time."

"Shards!  Why me?" and she flipped the towel away, examining her body.

"I don't even have a recent scar to show off.  I couldn't prove the

positive rejuvenation of the symbiont.  Much less," she added with a wry

smile, "much less that I originated on Fuerte."

"She doesn't have much time," and then Lars gave her his one-sided grin

though his blue eyes remained sad, "and you're much better at Disclosure

than anyone else I know.

Grumbling to herself, nevertheless Killashandra went to the closet and

dragged the first clean shipsuit she saw, thrusting her feet through the

trouser legs, shoving her arms down the sleeves and closing the front as

she used her toes to hook boots from the floor and jam her feet into

them.

"Where've they stashed her?" Lars' arm came around her shoulders and he

nuzzled her ear, kissing fondly but with no hint of sensuality.

"In Recruitment."

"Recruitment?" He nodded.  "You'll understand when you get there, now

go!" In fact, he walked her to the lift and gave her another kiss when

she exited at the shuttle level.

Killashandra wasn't happy about Lanzecki preempting Lars' assistance.

She didn't really mind about her assignment - she'd done it before.

The Ballybran symbiont was the last chance for those whose illnesses

could not be cured by modern techniques.  In a galactic civilization,

minor human mutations could result in major immune reactions to

relatively innocuous viruses that refused to respond even with an

immense pharmacopoeia and therapeutics cunningly developed from

old-world reliables and alien innovations.  Exposure to the Ballybran

symbiont had proved remarkably effective in almost every single case at

least the ones that reached the planet before the organ damage have gone

past the point of retrieval.  The obvious deterrent was that the patient

must take up whatever new life the symbiont provided - and not always

that of crystal singer, since that required perfect pitch.  But crystal

singing was not the only career available on Ballybran.

Support skills and professions were always welcomed.  Killa wondered

what skills this new candidate might have.  Maybe replace that dork in

Lanzecki's office?

Lanzecki's personal shuttle was parked at the bay, and the pilot ceased

lounging the moment she emerged from the lift, gesturing her urgently to

hurry.  She gave him a smile since he appeared to know her.

"What's the gen on this candidate?" she asked as she strapped herself

in.

He nodded briefly and completed the formalities with Traffic Control but

he didn't answer until they had cleared Ballybran's atmosphere.

"The daughter of some planetary official.  .

"Fuerte "Yeah, that's the place.  Medic says they got her here just

about in time.  Some bug's doing nasty things to her spinal cord."

Killashandra gave a shudder "The irony is that she was trying to find a

vaccine for the same infection."

"She's medical?" Medically trained personnel were especially valuable on

Ballybran despite the symbiont's benefices.

"Research and Development.  Not enough R and very little D," he added.

Shanganagh Station cleared them immediately to the Guild portal.

"I'll wait," the pilot said with a nod of his head as he opened the

shuttle's lock.

The Recruitment Director - a rather portly and impressive-looking man -

looked immensely relieved at her arrival.

"This way, Killashandra Ree, he said.  "They oughtn't to have left this

so long," he added with a mixture of annoyance and criticism.

"She may not make it." Killa started to give a facetious response but

limited herself to a shrug.

"This way " he said, gesturing her away from the interview rooms toward

one of the larger accommodations.  "We have completed all the necessary

formalities.

"Then why .  .  ?" She broke off for he had palmed the door open and she

was momentarily startled by the numbers of people crowded into the room.

From the expressions on their faces, she began to understand some of the

problems.  The candidate was on a float, to one side of the room, a

medic hovering anxiously and fussing with the dials of the support

system that evidently kept the girl alive.  But patently she wasn't the

problem.

Five people whose faces were tanned by Fuertan sun and anxious with

fear, rushed towards her, each addressing her with such urgency she

could understand nothing.

"Which of you are her parents?" Killashandra asked.  "I can plainly see

who's the applicant." Two stepped forward while the other three looked

displeased that they were being excluded.

"I am Governor Fiske-Ulass," the man said, "Donalla's father and this is

her mother, dian FiskeUlass."

"So what's your problem?" The man gave a twitch to his shoulders which

suggested to Killa that he was rarely in the position of petitioner and

found it unacceptable.

"We find that we are unable to accompany Donalla to Ballybran "You may -

if you wish to remain with her, Killa said drolly.

Irritation flickered in his eyes but he went on, regarding her with

growing suspicion.  Fuertan officials hated being challenged.

"That there is absolutely no guarantee that this this unusual symbiosis

will cure her - "It was her option, Governor," spoke up the medic from

the side of the room.  "Her option when she was still able to speak. She

maintains that position." Killa made eye contact with the medic.

"She can no longer speak?"

"She can communicate," the medic replied, sending a glance at the

Governor who flicked his fingers in repudiation of that statement.

"How?"

"If you have been in attendance on an invalid, you learn to interpret

requirements ù" This remark caused the Governor to snort in dismissal

and the mother to stifle a sob.  Killa nodded her head in acceptance,

however, and waited for the medic to continue.  "One blink of the

eyelids is no, two is yes." She stepped away from the float, gesturing

Killa to see for herself.

"Everyone blinks," the Governor said.

Killa ignored him and approached the patient.

Looking at the bleached white face, lines of long suffering and pain

drawn on the papery-looking dry skin, Killashandra felt a stab of

sympathy for this wreck of a human being.  Her head was braced so that

Killa had to bend slightly over her to see her eyes, light blue pupils

alive and vivid in a sickly yellow of what should be healthy white.

"Is Ballybran symbiosis what you wish?" she asked.

The eyelids closed firmly once, then twice, and then held Killa's glance

with an appeal that was crystal clear.

"What's the prognosis without symbiont?" she asked the medic.

"How she's held on to life this long is beyond me," she murmured.

"A few more days at the most and that's close to miraculous."

"And there's been full Disclosure to which Donalla has agreed," and

Killashandra lightly stressed the girl's name as she regarded the

Recruitment Officer.

He nodded.  "In strict accordance with regulations.

But the parents have to sign in her place since she is unable to.

That's also regs."

"So what is your problem?"

"We've heard tales " the mother said, blurting the words out while her

husband glared at Killashandra, as suspicious as most Fuertans were.

"That the symbiont changes people into monsters?" Killashandra said and

knew that, indeed, that was their fear.

She snatched an ampoule from the medic's pack, smashed it against the

table, and, to the horrified astonishment of those in the room,

deliberately gouged her forearm with a shard of the broken ampoule.

The lacerations were satisfactorily long and bled profusely.

"A monster that heals in minutes," Killa said, holding out her arm so

that all could see how quickly the symbiont worked to stem blood flow

and repair tissue.  "Sign!" she said to the parents in her most

imperious tone.  "You've got thirty seconds before I leave.  .  .

without her and her last chance to live." It didn't take dian

Fiske-Ulass that long to reach for the document and scrawl her

signature.  She held the stylus out to her husband.  "What other chance

has Donalla got?" she cried.

"None," said the medic and closed her lips firmly over whatever else she

would have added.

With a shrug of angry resignation, the Governor took the stylus and

scribbled an illegible name, but embellished that scrawl with rather

fancy amendments.

"There!  You've taken my only daughter from me.

"And you're Governor of Fuerte?" Killa asked with contempt and then

turned to the medic.  "Let's get her aboard the shuttle.  The Guild

Master sent his personal craft." She shot a jaundiced look at

FiskeUlass.

The others trailed after the float, dian beginning to sob, the Governor

trying to recover his public image by appearing sternly resolved.

As soon as the pilot saw them in the corridor, he moved forward, to take

the front end of the float from Killa who gently took the other position

from the medic.

"Give me your code and I'll let you know the outcome," she told her The

medic jerked her head back at the retinue.

"They're all staying on the station until-' Killashandra snorted.

"Our head medic will communicate all details to you.  What's your name?"

The medic gave her a very odd smile.  "Hendra Ree."

"Ree?

You're a relative?" When the medic nodded, her eyes dancing a bit, Killa

went on, "So you knew I was here?"

"You're something of a family legend and I mentioned you, and

Ballybran's symbiont, to Donalla when her condition disimproved."

"Legend?" Killashandra asked, surprised for she hadn't expected her

family to remember her at all considering she had left the planet in the

company of an infamous crystal singer Manoeuvring the float into the

shuttle and strapping the handles in the space allowed for it gave them

the chance for such covert conversation.

"Even in todays sophisticated tech societies, legends have their place."

"No, sir, not even in shuttle," the pilot was saying.

"Not unless you want to stay.  Shards, the air in here was processed on

Ballybran.  You're getting enough just saying your farewells." Instantly

the Governor backed out, restraining his wife from setting foot over the

threshold.

The medic gave a little snort, tugged to be sure the restraining straps

were secure and then, in a swift movement, bent to kiss Donalla's cheek.

"Good luck, kid!" she whispered.

Hendra turned slightly as she left the shuttle and gave Killa a good

luck sign and a broad grin.  Was that what you did when you met a family

legend?

Killa wondered.

"Let's move it," Killashandra said, belting into her seat as the pilot

slipped into the control chair.

As soon as he was released from the satellite dock, he contacted Heptite

HQ, telling them to be ready to receive the terminally ill applicant.

The medical team was squeezing through the portal before it was fully

dilated.  As they angled the float out, Killashandra noticed the tear

streaks down the pallid face.

"You OK, Donalla?" she asked.

The eyelids closed twice, each time squeezing out tear drops, oddly

emphatic in a bizarre fashion.

"I'll keep in touch, kid!" Killa added as the medical team whisked her

away to the waiting lift.

Donalla wouldn't be in the Infirmary, but in one of the candidate rooms

until she became infected with the symbiosis.  Killa just hoped that it

wouldn't take long for a body already weakened and stressed by illness.

There was an aura of courage about Donalla that Killa certainly

respected and she hoped that her stupid, bias-ridden parents hadn't

dallied away her last hope of life.

She nodded her thanks to the pilot and then strode to the nearest

comunit, asking for Lars dahl.

"You got her?"

"Let's hope in a timely fashion.  She's pretty far gone.

Lars gave a grunt.  "All the easier for the symbiont to get to work.

according to Medical."

"By the way, being Fuertan was no help!" Killa grinned at his look of

query.  "Except for the medic."

"That's right, keep me guessing."

"It appears," and Killa chuckled, "I'm a family legend."

"And all the time you thought you were a black sheep," Lars replied with

a suitably dour expression.

"All this time I thought I had been expunged from the Ree genealogy."

"Well, well!  Life has its little surprises, does it not?"

"When one can remember them!'

Chapter Six

Thinking that a legend ought to be compassionate or kindly or at least

welcoming, Killashandra accompanied Donalla to her new quarters.

Greengarbed medical personnel hovered, checking dials and hooking up

remote life-support gear.

Presnol, the Guild's senior medical officer, huddled over the record

printout, tsk-ing, occasionally swearing, and looking extremely

displeased with what he saw.

"Why do they leave it so late?"

"Miracles occur with every passing second," Killa said.

"Well, it's been left bloody late, Presnol repeated with a fierce scowl.

"Why, her throat muscles aren't even strong enough to operate an

implant.  How does she communicate?"

"One blink is no, two are yes." Presnol was clearly appalled, both

professionally and humanly, for his long, equine face registered a

series of expressions.  "What backwater planet spawned her?" Killa

grinned.  "A mudball named Fuerte.

However, there's not a thing wrong with her ears." Presnol swore again,

his skin darkening with embarrassment.  Then his expression cleared to a

thoughtful look.  "Hmmm, I certainly hope the symbiont can do its trick.

She'd be invaluable in the labs with her background." Lowering her

voice, Killa asked, "How long before you see any transitional traces?"

"In her weakened state, it won't take long.  It'd better not take long."

"Here, symbiont.  Nice symbiont, come here please," Killa said in a

discreet whisper as if calling a recalcitrant animal, then grinned

wickedly at Presnol.

"That's about it." Then Presnol went up to the float, his expression

blandly friendly.  "I'm Presnol Outrad, Head Medical Officer.  I've read

your files and there's every chance that, in your current state, the

symbiont has already entered your system.  We will know fairly soon once

it has had a chance to filter through your blood but I hesitate to

subject you to unnecessary phlebotomies.  There are several degrees the

Transition can take.  Of that I must apprise you.

I think we all hope," and his gesture took in Killashandra, "that you

enjoy one of the gentler forms." His grin was more friendly than

professional.  "I'd like to stay on in attendance if you don't object?"

Killa was relieved by Presnol's manner and explanations.  But then

Antona had trained him out of the false heartiness that some medical

personnel affected.

He was also dealing with someone medically trained and the usual

medic-patient interface would have been insulting.  Her respect for

Presnol rose.  She saw Donalla blink firmly once.

"Very good.  In your condition a monitor wouldn't be adequate.

However, if you become aware of any increase in discomfort, a rapid

eyelid motion will attract my instant attention.  You could experience ù

- -" and as he began to enumerate the manifestations, Killa saw Lars at

the doorway, watching the scene.  His expression sombre.

Deciding that Donalla couldn't be in better hands, Killa tiptoed away

"We could wait a little while, couldn't we, before we go off-planet?"

she asked Lars.

He regarded her with no expression whatever for a long moment, and then

gave her a quick hug.  "We certainly should wait to see how Donalla

makes out.

Being a fellow Fuertan and all .  - -" and he ducked before she could

pummel him.

The symbiont took very little time installing itself in Donalla's

immune-deficient body.  Speech returned first, and she indulged in a

near hysterical spate of weeping which was certainly understandable and

relieved her of a backlog of stress.  Weeping can be quite therapeutic,

Presnol remarked when he reported to Lars and Killa, as pleased as if he

had had more to do with it than the symbiont.

"Back from the jaws of death, and all that," he said proudly Killa

exchanged glances with Lars and they both managed not to laugh.

"What's her alteration?" Lars asked.

Presnol regarded him blankly.  "How on earth could we know that yet?

Why, she's barely "Back from the jaws of death, Lars," Killa said,

struggling to keep her expression bland.  "How can she possibly know how

she's changed?"

"Point, and Lars' lips twitched.  "We'll look in on her later," he added

and blanked the screen.

Killa let loose the giggle she had been controlling.

"The jaws of death, indeed!" When they came to visit, Donalla was

sitting up, propped by pillows, able to move her head and even raise one

limp, wasted hand in greeting.

"I'd hoped to be able to thank you in person, Killashandra Ree," she

said.

Although her voice was low, it was a rich, warm contralto.  Killa

wondered if the woman was actually musically inclined and might have

come out of Transition as a singer.

"Why?  We Fuertans have to stick together in this alien environment,

Killashandra replied genially and appropriated one of the guest chairs

while Lars took the other.

Two days had improved Donalla Fiske-Ulass considerably.  Her face had

lost its gaunt, wasted look: her hazel eyes had gained a sparkle, her

skin a healthier colour, her lips were pink and less pinched.

In fact, from a death's head she was quickly turning into a rather

attractive woman.  Perhaps even pretty and Killa shot a glance at Lars

who, as he had often told her, liked to look - only look - at pretty

women.

"Easier on the eyes than ugly ones." There was nothing in his expression

other than attentive concern and interest.

Donalla dropped her eyelids, covering either embarrassment or confusion.

"I didn't even know about the Heptite Guild until Hendra mentioned it,

and you." Killa shrugged.  "Why should you?"

"It would have saved me a great deal of stress if I had known more about

Fuertan notables." Killa snorted at the same time as Lars said, with a

mischievous glint in his eyes, "And here you always gave me the

impression you were a renegade, Killa!"

"I suppose in time even renegades become respectable," Killa said in a

diffident tone.  But she was irritated: she couldn't remember any

details of her departure from Fuerte.  Except that she had been very

glad to go.  Perhaps it was just as well that she had forgotten the

circumstances.  Maybe she hadn't wanted to remember.  Being a crystal

singer made that easy enough.

"You told me that you almost didn't make it off the planet with

Carrick," Lars said.  He turned to Donalla.  "Were you given the usual

misinformation that crystal singers are wicked, dangerous, eager to

entice the unwary into their lairs, corrupting the innocent?" Donalla

gave a little smile, her eyes glinting slightly.  "No, but then my

informant was a relative, as much of a renegade as I guess you were,

Killashandra.  She thought you were daring and adventurous.  She was

thrilled with the chance to meet you, you "Really?" Killashandra was

amused.  That hadn't come across in Hendra's brief conversation with her

but they had had other priorities at the time.

"Certainly I managed to escape Fuerte."

"It's changed since you were there," Donalla said loyally.

"It would have had to," Killa said dilly.  "Presnol tells me you're over

the worst of the Transition." Donalla managed another of her

semi-smiles.  "I'm unaware of any Transition - - -"

"That's it exactly," Killa said, rather pleased that the woman had not

had to endure an unpleasant or extreme one.  "The symbiont was kind to

you.

You won't be bedridden much longer' "I'm -deeply grateful for that, I

assure you.  I just wish that I'd been allowed here earlier when the

extent of my paralysis was app) "Just like Fuertans to resist the

inevitable," Killa said.

"My parents only wanted the best for me," Donalla said.

Lars rose then.  "Let's not tire her, Killa." Obediently, Killa followed

his lead although Donalla protested that she enjoyed company especially

now she could talk again.

"I've a lot of catching up to do."

"We have, too," Lars said in a cryptic tone, guiding Killashandra out of

the room.

"What did you mean by that?" she asked him when they were walking down

the corridor.

He said nothing, continuing to guide her down the corridor to the lifts,

pretending to concentrate on the met reports in the short journey to the

administrative level.  When she realized that their destination was

Lanzecki's office, she tried to pull away from him.

"Oh, no!  I'm not falling for one of Lanzecki's deals.  And you're daft

if you let him talk you into anything.  We're in good credit, Lars.  We

can coast for a while.  What we need to do is get out in the Ranges

again.  We've hung about far too long."

"We don't have to worry about Lanzecki," Lars said in a tight voice.

"He's not involved, Killa.  Come in, please." She couldn't withstand the

entreaty in his voice but she entered the ante-room warily, looking

about her Trag's desk was empty. Killashandra frowned because vaguely

she realized that she wouldn't have seen Trag anyway.  Splinters of

recall suggested there'd been someone else, someone she didn't like.

Lars had his hand on her back now and was propelling her into the

office.  It was empty.

She looked about, wondering where Lanzecki had got to.  Lars released

her and, striding around the desk, sat himself down in the big chair

that had been the Guild Master's.

"Killashandra Ree," Lars began in a tone she had never heard him use

before: part entreaty, part frustration and part anger.  "You've simply

got to recognize that Lanzecki is dead.  You knew that two months ago.

You even insisted that no one try to rescue him from Bollam " She

recognized that name and put an unattractive face to it.

"Have you got that lodged in your head?  Finally?  Lanzecki is dead."

Killashandra stared at Lars, uncomfortably aware that this was something

else she had conveniently managed to forget.  She shouldn't forget who

was Guild Master.  He was the most important person to a crystal singer,

to all Heptite Guild members.

"There has to be a Guild Master - -" she began, floundering badly as the

discomfort swelled and brushed against concepts and memories that she

didn't want to recognize.

"There is a Guild Master, Killashandra, and Lars' tone was kind,

soothing, his expression concerned.  "I am the Guild Master now."

"No!" she repudiated that, backing away from the desk.

He jumped to his feet and came round the desk, arms outstretched to her,

his expression both desperate and supplicatory.

"I know you've been resisting it, sunny.  I know that you've suppressed

the fact of Lanzecki's death, but it is a fact.  It's also a fact that

I've been appointed -Guild Master in his place.  I would like you to be

my executive partner in this as you have been my partner in the Ranges."

Killashandra shook her head at him, more and -more forcefully as she

resisted the sense of his statements.  How could Lars become Guild

Master?

That was absurd.  He was her partner.  They sang crystal together.

They were the best duet the Guild had ever had.  They had to return to

the Ranges and -sing crystal.  With Lanzecki dead it was more important

than ever that th sing crystal - .  black crystal, green crystal, blue!

A Guild Master didn't have the time to sing crystal.  Lars had to sing

crystal with her.  He couldn't be the Guild Master.

"I know, sunny," Lars went on in a kinder tone, "his death is hard to

take.  He was such a force for us all.

like to be as good a leader but I want, I, your help.  You're

incontestably the best singer the Guild has.  You know more about

singing crystal than anyone else, and you can explain what you know.

Many can't articulate or convey the information they have locked in

their brains.  You can.  Hell, you taught me, and he grinned with wry

flattery.  "That's only one reason why I need your cooperation and your

input." He had come close enough to take her in his arms, trying with

his clever hands, to which she had always responded, to soothe her

distress and somehow stroke her into acceptance of the hard truths he

had given her.

"There, there, sunny.  I see now that I was wrong to let you forget what

you didn't want to remember just because I could always remember for

you.  But now, I don't have that luxury.  And I need you as my partner

more than ever."

"But I'm a crystal singer.  I'm not a .

.  .  an office flunky) Lars gave a brief laugh.  "You think Trag was a

flunkey?"

"Trag was Trag, Killa finished lamely, casting about for any rebuttal he

would accept as her refusal.

Lanzecki was Guild Master.  He had been and would be.  Trag - she wasn't

Trag.  She wasn't anything like Trag.

"I know it'll take getting used to, sunny, but accept the reality.

Accept me as the Guild Master.  I know I'm not Lanzecki but each Guild

Master puts his own stamp on the Guild, and I've got some positive, if

bizarre, ideas on how to improve - "That's why Lanzecki monopolized you

so much," she said in petulant accusation.  "That's why you had so many

meetings with him "Believe me, Killa, I didn't know what Lanzecki was

doing.  I had no idea that he was briefing me to take over from him.

But he did think my ideas had merit.

Killa stared at the man who had been her constant companion to the point

where she could not envisage life without him at her side.  She stared

at his familiar face and wondered that she knew so little about him.

"You could have said no," she whispered, appalled by what he said, what

he wanted of her.  "You didn't have to accept the appointtnent."

"Lanzecki suggested it with terms I couldn't refuse."

"You want to be Guild Master!" she accused him.

He shook his head slowly, a sad smile on his lips.

"No, sunny, I didn't want to be Guild Master.  But I am and I'm going to

improve the Guild and every ùkicking, screaming resisting member will

benefit."

"Benefit?  I don't like the sound of that." She stepped back from him.

"What's wrong with the ùGuild the way it is?

Who do you think you are to change it?" Her voice rose, shrilling with

the growing sense of panic that enveloped her.  "You're not Lanzecki!

You've never cared about the Guild before.  Just sailing.  That's all

you care about sailing and seas and ships -" And, whirling, she ran from

the office.

"Killa, love, let me explain.  .  ." he called after her.

She bashed at the lift buttons, begging the door to open and get her out

of here.  Lars was a seaman, not a Guild Master.  Lanzecki was.

He always had been.

The stable, safe and secure pivot of her life in the Guild.  The door

slid open and she jumped inside the car, pounding the panel to make the

door close because Lars was following her.  He was going to talk her

into this, too, because he could always convince her that his

suggestions would work.  She wouldn't let him wheedle her into an office

job.  He'd keep her out of the Ranges, keep her from cutting crystal and

she'd end up like Trag - with less and less symbiont protection.  That's

what had killed Trag.

No protection.

She had to protect herself against Lars, now.  He'd talk her into doing

something she did not want to do.

The Guild didn't need to be changed!  It had run perfectly well for

centuries.  What could possibly need changing?  Well, she wasn't going

to help.  Best cutter in the Guild, huh?  Just the kind of soft-talk

that had got Lars his way with her too often!  Make her a stand-in for

Trag, would he?  She wasn't old sober-sides Trag, critical, unswerving,

duty-bound.

She was Killashandra Ree.  She always would be!  The door opened again

and she fled, not at first realizing that she was on the Hangar floor.

She gasped with relief that she was.  She mustn't let Lars catch up with

her.

She'd lose herself in the Ranges and then Lars, the Guild Master,

wouldn't be able to find her.  She'd go as deep as she could, past any

claim they had made together.  She'd find new ones, ones he didn't dream

existed.  She'd cut and cut and she'd show the Guild Master that she was

too important a cutter to be restricted to an office!

She was only peripherally aware that the Flight Officer was trying to

tell her something.  She repeated her urgent request for her sled.

When he seemed recalcitrant, trying to restate his message, she barged

past him, running towards the racks where sleds were stored. Hers was in

the first rank so she climbed to it, palmed the cabin door open and

settled herself in the pilot's seat.  She could easily unpark since the

Flight Officer wasn't going to be helpful.  She checked the engines,

slipped on the headpiece and heard the babble from Operations.

"I want clearance and I don't want any nonsense.  I have got to get out

into the Ranges.  Is that understood?" Suddenly the voices that were

trying to dissuade her went silent.  There was a long pause during which

she revved the engines and clenched and unclenched her hands on the

yoke, waiting for her release.  She'd go without it if she had to.

She was reaching for the propulsion toggle when the silence ended.

"Killashandra Ree, clear to go," said a tenor voice, flat with a lack of

emotion.  "Good luck, singer!" She was in such a swivet to depart that

she didn't realize that it wasn't the Flight Officer who released her.

She eased the sled out of the rack and headed for the open Hangar door.

Once clear, she pointed the nose of the sled north.

She allowed the merest margin of distance before she engaged the drive.

The relief of her escape diminished the discomfort of gravitational

pressure as the sled obediently shot forward, shoving her deep in the

cushioning.

The first storm caught her still looking for a possible site.  She

didn't return to the Guild.  She headed further north, skipping across

the sea away from the storm, and settled on the North Continent to wait

out the heavy weather.  She slept most of the interval.

Then returned to the Ranges and continued her search.

Lack of supplies, especially water, finally drove her back.  She stayed

only long enough to replenish her stores, ignoring all suggestions from

both the Flight and Cargo Officers, both of whom were desperately trying

to delay her.  Lanzecki probably had something in mind for her and she

didn't want any part of it.

"It isn't Lanzecki, Killa," Cargo insisted, her expression troubled.

"Donalla.

"I don't know any Donalla - - -" And Killashandra brushed past the woman

and slid into her restocked sled and closed the door firmly.

Flight Officer kept wildly pointing to his headphones, wanting her to

open up her comline, as she manoeuvred the sled out of the Hangar but

she ignored him and sped away, taking a zigzag course at such speed that

no one could track her.

She finally found crystal - deep greens in dominants.

She was still cutting when the alarms in her sled went off.  That made

her stop - briefly - and consult her weather sense.  For the first time

it had not given her advance notice.  Or had it?  She'd had a few

sessions with crystal thrall lately.  Perhaps But it was only the first

of the warnings.  She had time.

She almost didn't, for the last of the greens, a massive plinth,

thralled her and only the lashing of gale-force winds broke the spell by

knocking her off balance and out of the trance.

Frantic to load her cartons, for she obviously hadn't bothered to for

several days, she worked against the slimmest margin ever.  Luck barely

hung on to the fins of her sled for the crash came on the very edge of

the storm, but near enough for a crew to rescue the crystal and her

battered body.  The sled was a write-off.

"Whaddid I cut?  How much did I earn?" were Killashandra's first

coherent questions when she finally roused from accident trauma.

"En0ugh I gather, to replace your sled, Killa," sold a female voice.

Killashandra managed to open her eyes, though her lids were incredibly

heavy to raise.  It was hard to make her eyes focus but gradually she

could distinguish a woman's face.

hello ethen She retrieved a suitable name with "No, not Antona.

Donalla."

"Donalla?" Killa peered earnestly, blinking furiously to clear her

sight.  She didn't recognize the face.  "Do I know you?"

"Not very well," and there was a slight ripple of amusement in the tone,

"but a while ago you saved my life."

"I don't remember cutting crystal with anyone."

"Oh, I'm not a singer.  I'm a medic.  Do you remember anything at all

about helping persuade my parents to let me come to Ballybran?"

"No," and, when Killa began to shake her head to emphasize the negative,

she experienced considerable pain.  "I've had little to do with

recruitment," she said repressively.  "I sing crystal.  I don't entice

people to it."

"You didn't entice me, Killashandra Ree, but you did give my parents

incontrovertible proof that the Ballybran symbiont heals. Fast."

"It has to, doesn't it, to keep singers in the field.  I nearly bought

it this time, didn't I?"

"As near as makes no never mind," said a man's voice.  That one was

familiar, despite the pain it produced panic in her.  Him she didn't

want to see.

That much she remembered.  She turned her head away from the direction

of the voice: the Guild Master's voice.

A hand clasped her fingers warmly, the thumb caressing the back of her

hand with an intimacy she found both reassuring and insidious.  She

tried to pull away and hadn't the strength to do so.

"Mangled yourself rather extensively, sunny.  I've always been afraid

that would happen.  If I'd been there -" Infuriated at his impudence,

she did manage to snatch her hand free.  "You weren't.  You were in an

office.  Where the Guild Master has to stay!" She chewed the words out

spitefully and when she saw his face come into her line of vision, she

raised her arm, despite the pain, to cover her eyes.  "You had your

chance to cut crystal with me.  Go away." She flung her arm in his

direction in an effort to strike him.

"I think you'd better go, Lars.  Your presence is definitely not

reassuring.  She's incoherent."

"On the contrary, Donalla, she's most coherent -"

"Please, Lars, don't take her seriously.  Not now.

She's in considerable pain despite the symbiont - -, "She'll survive?"

"Oh, most certainly.  The lacerations are healing quickly and the leg

bones are almost completely joined.  Strained tendons and pulled muscles

take a little longer to mend."

"Let me know when she's herself again, will you, Donalla?  And suggest-'

"I'll keep you informed, Lars, and I won't suggest anything right now.

It would be totally inappropriate." Killashandra moved restlessly,

subconsciously resenting the friendliness of the exchanges, the subtle

inference of a relationship between the two speakers: this Donalla and

the man she did not want to acknowledge at all.

"I'm giving you something to put you out a while longer, Killashandra,'

the woman said and Killa felt the cold of a spray on her neck.  "You'll

be better when you wake."

"Nothing's ever better when you wake.

It was morning when next she woke, or so the digital on the wall told

her.  Day, month and year were never a function of Heptite time-keepers.

And, as the Infirmary was deep in the bowels of the Guild, shielded

against the ravages of Passover storms, a wall hologram reflected the

external weather.  Somehow a bright clear morning seemed blasphemous to

Killashandra.  She groaned.  But the bed sensors had already picked up

the alteration from a sleep pattern and the door opened, a bright face

looked round it.

"Hungry?"

"Ravenous," Killa said with a groan.  That also seemed a travesty to her

and she buried her face in the pillows.

"Be right back.

Food did set immediate needs to rights.  Sitting up to eat also

emphasized her recuperation.  She didn't hurt, though she felt very

stiff in her limbs.  She examined her arms and legs and ran wondering

fingers down the whitening scars that showed how horrific her wounds had

been.  Inevitably that reminded her that she'd crashed the sled.

She couldn't quite face that yet so she heaved herself out of bed and

into the bathroom, running a deep tub of hot water, drenching it with

aromatics to ease the lingering stiffness.  Refreshed as well as more

flexible, she settled at the room terminal and tapped out her personal

code.  Ignoring the line that invited her to update her memory data, she

accessed for her credit balance.  For a moment her spirits sank.

There wasn't enough to replace the sled.

Wait a minute.  There was not enough credit to replace the sled she had

crashed but that had been a double.  And she wasn't singing duet any

more.  She'd enough for a single, maybe not top of the line, but

sufficient to get her back into the Ranges and, if she bought just basic

rations, enough supplies for a month.  She tapped out a query about her

cutter.  If she'd banjaxed the cutter, she'd be in heavy debt.

Not for long, she assured herself.  Not for long.  She'd cut blacks

again - and show him!  She dialled the cutter's facility but no one

answered.  She couldn't remember the current one's name and stewed over

that.  She called up the Admin roster to see who it was: "Clarend

nabOst' rang no bells and, evidently, answered no calls to his or her

quarters.  Fortunately the girl arrived with lunch to distract a growing

sense of frustration.

By the time she'd finished the second hearty meal, she'd also managed to

contact Clarend nabOst who had a few choice words to say about someone

who would leave her cutter unracked, crash and then expect the tool to

be ready to go.  She hotly insisted that she always racked her cutter

"So how come it was stuck in the cargo hatch door?" he'd asked snidely.

That silenced her.  She was far more appalled by that lapse than she was

about crashing the sled or her own injuries.  So she apologized

profusely and Clarend finally ended his tirade against careless,

derelict, wanton, blase, feeble-minded, lack-witted singers and their

sins, errors and shame.  Then he told her in a less trenchant tone that

he hadn't quite finished repairs and he couldn't vouch for its continued

efficiency if she abused it her next time in the Ranges and she was

bloody lucky she had a cutter at all the way she'd treated it.

Oddly enough, the episode made her feel somewhat better: things were

normal when you got properly chewed out by a technician for blatant

irresponsibility.  She called the Hangar and asked how long she'd have

to wait for a replacement single.

"I've enough credit - unless you've jacked the cost up again," she told

the Supply Officer.

"The very idea of our benefiting by your "misfortune!  Single, you want

now?  I thought-' "You're not keeping up with the gossip, Ritwili," she

said so angrily that there was a long silence.  "Haul one out of stock

and commission it, provision it.

Basic rations for a month.  I should be out of here soon.

i6o i6i "Not quite "soon"," said the medic who had overheard the last of

her conversation.

Killa frowned, for the woman looked familiar and yet didn't.

Killashandra shrugged, unable to prod recall.

"In case you've forgotten, I'm Donalla FiskeUlass, a fellow planetarian

from Fuerte," the woman said and advanced to the bed.  Her voice ended

on an upnote of enquiry Killa sighed and shook her head.

"I don't remember.  Don't expect me to."

"Oh, I do.  I expect that the woman who saved my life should remember

the fact," Donalla said blandly, shoving her hands in the pockets of her

clinical coat.

She was a very attractive woman, slender without being thin, although

"thin' reminded Killashandra of something.  Her hair was curly, short,

and framed a delicate-featured, clever face.  She had lovely eyes and

exuded an air of authority and competenceee.

"Especially when I consider myself under obligation to you.

"There're no obligations in the Guild - - -"

"Among singers, yes, because you lot are, and have to be competitive,

dedicated and woefully singleminded." Donalla grinned again.  "So you'll

allow me to discharge my obligation to you."

"I said, I don't recognize that there is one."

"You could if you remembered it," and something in the almost wheedling

tone the woman used made Killashandra wary "I avoid people trying to do

me good," she said in a flat and, she hoped, discouraging voice.

Donalla perched on the edge of the bed and regarded Killashandra for a

moment.  "That's because you haven't heard what the good bit is."

"Do I have to?" Killa sighed resignedly "Yes, because the Guild Master

has asked me to approach every singer on this matter' "Oh?  He has," and

Killa set up an immediate resistance to the notion.

Donalla laughed lightly as if she recognized the reaction and had

expected it.  "Hnimin, yes, well.

Quite a few singers have taken me up on my offer."

"Enough of the jollying.  Inform me in words of one syllable-' "Don't be

churlish, Killashandra Ree," and there was a caustic tone to Donalla's

voice now that made Killashandra regard her with surprise.  "Since I

recovered my health here, I've tried to figure a way around the most

important drawback that all singers face."

"How kind of you!" Killashandra gave a supercilious snort.

"Kindness has little to do with it.  An efficient use of singers' time

and energies does.  Singers lose memory function every time they go into

the Ranges.

They lose crucial details of the precise location of valuable sites."

"Detail maybe, but not the resonance that'll lead you right back to a

good claim," Killashandra said, shaking her head to dismiss Donalla's

faulty logic.

"Only if you go right back into the Ranges.  How much more convenient it

would be to recall the exact locations by accurately remembering the

relevant landmarks."

"And leave such information around for other singers to access?  No way!

Try another on me.

"I'm not tying anything on you.  I've already had notable success in

accessing memory in crystalmazed singers' "hinds."

"You've what?" Killashandra sat up, fury building in her at such an

intrusion.  Who did this woman think she was?

"I had the Guild Master's authority and it "

"Get out of here.  I don't want any part of such a scheme.  That Guild

Master of yours must be out of his gourd to permit such harassment.

That's the worst example of privacy invasion I've ever heard."

"But so much information can be restored," Donalla said urgently,

bending towards Killashandra in an effort to win her over.  "So much

lost memory can be retrieved."

"I haven't lost anything I want retrieved." Killashandra was a decibel

away from a shout.  "Go peddle your nonsense to someone else, Donalla.

Leave me alone!"

"But I want to help you, Killashandra -" Donalla switched her tactics.

"I don't need that kind of help.  Now go, or do I have to throw you out?

I'm well enough to do so, you know." And she half-rose from her chair,

implementing an intention to give physical violence.

Donalla rose, flustered.

"You'll be helping Lars dahl as well, you know.

Not to mention your Guild."

"Spare me the sentimental violin passage, Donalla.

Loyalty is another commodity singers lack and don't need!" Killashandra

completed her rise in one fluid movement, delighted that her body would

respond so readily.  She grabbed Donalla by the arm, turned her towards

the door and forcefully ejected her from the room.

"And don't come back."

"If you'd only listen "Donalla began but Killa shut the door on her

entreaty.  "Regression isn't painful!" The woman was incredible,

shouting through a closed door at her.  With one twist of the volume

control, Killa turned on to full whatever programme was on the in-room

entertainment.  Donalla's voice was drowned out.  As a precaution

against such single-mindedness, Killa threw on the door privacy lock.

For a long moment, she seethed, letting the music, some sort of a

baroque chorus, roll over her.  The song was familiar to her.  She

picked up the soprano line, surprised and pleased to be able to add

words to the notes.  She broke off singing when, even to -herself, her

voice sounded harsh and strident.

Well, wouldn't it?  When she was being harassed by a silly bitch who had

made a unilateral decision about what Killashandra Ree "needed'?

Only Killashandra Ree could make those decisions.  She had earned that

right, by all the holies!  Ridiculous woman!  Absurd notion reviving a

useless baggage of memories.  And the Guild Master agreed?

Killa exhaled in disgust, reviewing what Donalla had said.  Her memory

might be faulty but she'd been reading voices for years.  The subtleties

in Donalla's made her repeat them as heard.  Killa snorted again,

remembering tonalities and inflections that told her more than Donalla

"hight have intended.  The woman had said Lars' name in a tone that

indicated more than casual acquaintance with him, intimated a

relationship that was more than work oriented.  They were a fine pair,

they were!  Well suited!  If she'd known the woman would take on this

way, behaving like a conscience, she'd've let her die in the Recruitment

Room.

"There, too, I can remember - when I want to!" Killa muttered to

herself.  Then laughed as she heard the childish petulance in her voice.

She remembered the important things, like how to fly a sled, how to

locate claims, how to cut and, most important of all, she generally

remembered what to cut and get top market value on her crystal.  What

more did she need to remember?  The petty details of everyday life?  The

trivia that clogged the brain and got in the way: the incidents that

humiliated or enraged, the bilge, bosh, claptrap that happened to you

travelling, or became inconsequential when you'd only be visiting the

world once?

What about remembering the new world?

If it was worth while, interesting or exciting, I'll remember it.

Will you?

I can, if i want to!  I can!

She slept away the afternoon and awoke to hear a tentative tapping on

her door.  It was the bright little Infirmary aide wanting to serve her

dilemma.  She ate heartily, ignoring the fact that someone had ordered

many of her favourite foods for the meal.  That'd pad the charges for

her Infirmary usage.  Ah, well.  She'd always paid for exotics and the

Yarran beer did go down a treat!

She didn't see the irritating Donalla over the next three days but had

several sessions with therapists, working to regain full muscle tone.

She retrieved her cutter from Clarend who warned her again to remember,

remember that she couldn't abuse her cutter again or she'd have to

replace it.  She took possession of a sparkling brand-new sled.

"I won't tell you how many you've banged up over the years, Killa,'

Ritwili told her in a sour tone as he extended the purchase order for

her signature.  "And stocking it took the rest of your credit.  You're

in the red right now so cut well!" She paused long enough to contact

Clodine and find out what crystal she ought to look for.

"Someone's wanting those deep amethysts and, of course, any black you

stumble across," Clodine said with a grin.  "You've a natural allhity

for them anyway and blacks are always needed."

"Yeah," and Killa wasn't all that happy with her afinity.  She liked the

money from blacks but not cutting them solo.  They tended to thrall more

easily than any other colour.  "I'll remember that." She was not the

only singer departing the Guild Hangar that day: fifteen others were

making ready and each of them was determined to be the last one out so

they could 1) see the direction every other singer was taking and 2) not

have their ultimate destination suspected.

Disgusted, Killashandra gave up waiting.  At this rate, it'd be dark

before she made any significant progress into the Range.  Noting the

marks of age and his use on most of the expectant vehicles, she realized

that with this new sled, she could easily out fly any of them.

She asked, and received, clearance and a heartfelt thanks from the

Flight Officer who was losing patience with the dilatory singers.

"Blinding damn paranoid, the lot of "em, he muttered, forgetting to

close the circuit.

"You better believe it," Killa said with a laugh and eased her new

vehicle through the Hangar's immense outer doors.

"Fardles!" For Murr hadn't realized that his unit was open.

The exchange put Killashandra in a good mood and that improved when she

heard five other singers suddenly demanding clearance.  Well, she'd show

them!

Capriciously she zipped off at a speed inappropriate for her proximity

to the Hangar, laughing at the Flight Officer's irate reprimand. Running

at a recklessly low altitude over the uneven terrain of the foothills,

she built the sled up to maximum power as fast as she dared with new

engines.

"Try to follow me now, you dorks!  Shatter yourself on the hills trying!

She let out a musical hurrah as the ground hurtled past her.

Lyrics to the aria deserted her but she sang on, using vowels and

singing at the top of her lungs, revelling in her renewed freedom.

Chapter Seven

Killashandra came in from the Milekey Mountains with a load of blue

quartz prisms and cylinders in A sharp or higher.  She had always worked

well solo in the upper registers, which gave her a distinct advantage

over most crystal singers.

She made it into the Hangar on a windy blast from the oncoming storm.

Cutting it fine again but she grinned that she'd made it without harm to

herself or her sled.  That's all that mattered: coming back in the same

state of mind or body as you'd gone out.  Still, and in the back of her

mind, she allowed herself to be relieved that her recklessness had not

exacted a penaltyBeing one of the last in, she had to wait for Clodine

to be free to assay her crystal.  It was a long wait, especially with

every nerve in her body screaming for the radiant fluid that would

reduce the resonance to a "mild discomfort.  The storm outside seemed to

stroke her body to its intense pitch.  She shuddered from time to time

but managed to survive the waiting.

When Clodine told her she'd hit the top of the market, she could feel

the physical relief course through her despite storm scream.

"I've been due a change of luck," she said, wincing as she remembered

the last week in the Range.  The sun had been fierce on the scars of her

cuttings, halfblinding her, and the scream of crystal had sliced through

her mind as she'd cut.  But she'd been desperate to hack enough cargo to

get off-world for a while: away from crystal song, far away, so her mind

would have a chance to heal.  "How much?" Clodine peered up at her from

her console, a little smirk bending the left corner of her mouth.

"Don't you trust me any more, Killa?"

"At this point, I wouldn't trust my own mother - if I could remember who

she was," Killa replied.

She forced a smile for Clodine on her grimy lips and tried to relax.

Clodine was her friend.  She'd know how badly Killa'd need to get away

from Ballybran and crystal whine.  "Is it enough?" Clodine altered her

enhanced eyes and gazed at her almost maternally.

"You've been a singer long enough, Killa, to know when you've cut

sufficient crystal."

"Tell me!" With totally irrational fury, she brought both fists down on

the counter, jarring the crystal and startling Clodine to blink into

enhancement.

Immediately she relented.  "I'm sorry, Clodine.  I shouldn't shout at my

only friend.  But.  .

"You've enough," Clodine said gently, reaching to grasp her arm

encouragingly but she drew back her fingers as if her arm burned.  The

Sorter's expression altered to sadness.  Then her eyes switched to

someone over her shoulder.

Killashandra jerked her head slightly sideways to see who had joined

them.  It was the Guild Master.

She looked back at Clodine, ignoring the man as she had done for a long

time now.

"Killa," he said, his tenor voice pitched to concern, "that was cutting

it too close by half.  You shouldn't work solo for a while.

Any singer in the Guild would partner you for a couple of runs."

"I'll work as I please," she said, forcing her wretchedly tired body

into a straight and obstinate line.  "I'm not so ancient that I can't

scramble when I have to." The Guild Master pointed to the weather

displayed on the back wall of the Sorting Shed and, despite herself,

Killashandra followed his finger.  She maintained a show of indifference

but she felt cold fear in her belly.  She hadn't realized the storm was

that powerful: twelve-mach force winds?  Had her weather sense betrayed

her?

Lost its edge?  No, but she had been deeper in the Ranges than she

realized when she started out.  She could well have been caught out over

crystal.  But she hadn't.  And she'd safely brought in enough crystal to

get off-planet again.

"A good blow," she said with a defensive shrug and a wry twist of her

lips, "but it's going to knock hell out of my claim." The Guild Master

touched her shoulder lightly but he did not pull away from her as

Clodine had.  "Just don't go back solo, Killa." She dipped out from

under his hand.  He continued, "You've sung crystal a long time now.

You kited in here just ahead of a mach-twelve storm and one day you'll

stay just that moment too long and poof.  .  ." He threw his hands up,

fingers wide.  "Scrambled brains."

"That's the time, Guild Master," she said, still with her back to him,

"that I get some of my own back." She saw the pity and concern in

Clodine's eyes.

"7' "With your ears ruptured and your mind a balloon?

Sure, Killa.  Sure.  Look, there're half a dozen good cutters who'd

double you any time you raised your finger.  Or don't you remember," and

the Guild Master's voice turned soft, "how much you made singingduet - -

?"

"With Lars dahl!" Killashandra made her voice flat and refused to look

around.

"We worked well together, Killa." His voice was still soft.

"How kind of you to remember, Guild Master." She turned away from the

counter but he stepped in front of her.

"I was wrong, Killashandra.  It's too late for you to cut duo.

Crystal's in your soul." He strode out of the shed, leaving her standing

there.

She tried to be amused by the accusation - but, from him, it cut like

crystal.  As if she could sing duo again.  Especially with Lars dahl.

She cast her mind back, trying to recall some details of those halcyon

days.  Nothing came.  They must have happened a long, long time ago:

many storms, many Passovers, many cuts past.

"Killa?" Clodine spoke and she jerked herself back to the present: the

tote was up on the screen and she focused her mind.  Even with the Guild

tithe, she had enough to keep out of the Ranges for close to a year

Maybe that would be enough to take crystal out of her soul.

The Guild Master had to be wrong about that!  He had to be!  She thanked

Clodine who seemed relieved that her mood had altered.

She stopped in the Hall long enough to tap in her name and get a locator

keyed into her quarters.  It had long since stopped irritating her that

she couldn't remember where she lived in the great cube of the Heptite

Guild.  She merely let the locator guide her.

The mach winds seemed to follow her, echoing through the lift and the

corridor.  The key vibrated more imperiously in her hand and she

hurried.  The sooner she immersed herself in the radiant bath, the

sooner she'd be rid of the angry pulsing of crystal in her blood.

No, it wasn't in her blood.  Not yet.

So there were men willing to cut duo with her, were there?  Well, Guild

Master, what if it's not just any man who is acceptable to me?

The door to her quarters sprang open as she neared it, so she began to

trot.  It was going to take so long to fill the radiant bath.

Somehow there ought to be a way to trigger that amenity, especially for

singers as crystal-logged as she was.  Once, someone - what was his

name?

someone had done her that courtesy and she had always returned to her

room to find the tub full.

As she turned the corner into the sanitary facility, she was amazed to

see the tap running the viscous liquid in a bath that was nearly full.

But - - that someone - - She pulled at memory even as she pulled off her

grimed jumpsuit was long dead.

She was eternally grateful to whoever had started the bath.  The Guild

Master?  Not likely.  What had been that other man's name?

She could abuse her mind no longer with pointless attempts to remember.

With an immense sigh of relief, she eased into the liquid, feeling it

just slightly heavy against her skin, filling her pores. Her flesh

gratefully absorbed the anodyne and she placed her head into the recess,

slipping her legs and arms into the straps that would keep her immersed

without risk of drowning.  She forced muscle after weary muscle to

relax, willing the resonances to stop echoing through her bones.

She must have slept: she'd been exhausted enough to do so.  But she felt

slightly better.  This would be a four-bath cleansing, she decided, and

let the used fluid out.

"Dispenser!" she called, loud enough to activate the mechanism in the

other room, and when it chimed its attention, she ordered food.

She waited until the second chime told her the food was ready.

"Now if they'd only invent a "hot to bring it to me In her past, she

hadn't had to worry about that detail, had she?  That much she

remembered.

She crawled out of the tub, setting it for refill, and, flinging a big

towel about her, she made for the dispenser slot.  She ignored the

puddles made by the fluid that sheeted off her body as she walked.  The

aroma of the food activated long unused saliva.

"Don't eat too much, Killa," she warned herself, knowing perfectly what

would happen to her underserved stomach if she did.  That much she

always remembered.

She had a few bites and then forced herself to bring the tray back to

the tub where she rested it on the wide rim.  Climbing back into the

filling tub, she moved her body under the splash from the widemouthed

tap.  With one hand on the rim, she scooped a handful of milsa stalks

into her mouth, one at a time, chewing conscientiously.

She really must remember to eat when she was in the Ranges.

Mulilali knew her sled was well enough stocked and, since it was paid

for, she ought to eat it.

If she remembered.

By her fourth bath, she recollected snatches and patches of her last

break.  They didn't please her.  For one thing, she'd come in with a

light load, forced off the Range a few klicks ahead of a storm.

She'd reaped the benefits of that blow this trip, of course: that was

the way of it with crystal.  If a singer could get back to the vicinity

of a lode fast enough, the crystal resonated and told your body where it

was.

But she hadn't had enough credit to get off-planet which she had needed

then - though not half as much as now.

She'd had to take what relief she could from a handsome and somewhat

arrogant young landsman on the upper continent: tone-deaf, sober-sided

but he hadn't been man enough to anneal her.

"Crystal in my soul, indeed!" The Guild Master's words stung, like

crystal scratch.

She made a noise of sheer self-disgust and pulled herself from the tank,

knocking the tray off.  She turned to the big wall "mirror, watching the

fluid sheet off her body, as firm and graceful as a youngster's.

Killashandra had long since given up keeping track of her chronological

age: it was irrelevant anyway since the symbiont kept her looking and

feeling young.  Not immortality but close to it.

Except for the youth of her memory.

"Now where will I go off this fecking planet this time?" she asked her

reflection and then slid open the dresser panel.

She was mildly surprised at the finery there and decided she must have

spent what credit she'd had for pretty threads to lure that unwary

landsman.

He'd been a brute of a lover, though a change.

Anything had been a change from Lars dahl.  How dare the Guild Master

suggest that she'd better duo?

He had no right or authority, no lien or hold on her to dictate her

choice!

Angrily Killashandra punched for Port Authority and enquired the

destinations of imminent departures from Shankill.

"Not much, C.S.  Killashandra, she was told politely.  "Small freighter

is loading for the Armagh system.

"Have I been there?" Pause.  "No, ma'am.

"What does Armagh do for itself?"

"Exports fish oils and glue," was the se-disgusted reply.

"Water world?"

"Not total.  Has the usual balance of land and ocean - - "Tropical?" For

some reason p?  both appealed to and repelled her "It has a very

pleasant tropical zone.  All water sports, tasty foods if you like a

high fruit/fish diet."

"Book me." Crystal singers could be high-handed, at least on Ballybran.

"Blast-off at 22.30 today," Port Authority told her "I've just time

then." And Killashandra broke the connection.

She drew on the most conservative garments in the press, randomly

selected a half-dozen of the brighter things, tossed them into a carisak

and closed it.  She hesitated, d-room, glancing about incuriously.  It

was, of course, the standard member accommodation.

Vaguely she remembered a time when there had been paintings and wall

hangings, "things' that were pretty or odd on the shelves and tables, a

different rug on the floor of the main room.  Now there was no trace of

anything remotely personal, certainly nothing of Killashandra.

"Because," Killashandra said out loud as if to imprint her voice on the

room, "I'm nothing but a crystal singer with only a present to live in."

She slammed the door as she left but it didn't do much to satisfy her

discontent.  She "might have trouble finding her apartment after a

session in the Ranges but none finding her way up from the subterranean

resident levels and to the shuttle-bays.

She took the time to get the protective lenses removed from her eyes. It

didn't change her outlook much.  In fact, Ballybran looked duller than

it should as the shuttle lifted towards Shankill.  The storm had cleared

away and she felt a brief twinge as her body ached for the resonances

she was leaving, for the dazzle of rainbow-light prisms dancing off

variegated quartz, for the pure sweet sound of crystal waking in the

early morning sun, or sighing in the cold virginal light of one of the

larger moons, for the subsonic hum that ate through bone in black cold

night.

Then she dealt with the formalities of lifting off world and was

directed to Bay 23, where the Armagh freighter, Maeve 18, was docked.

She was escorted to her cabin by a youngster who couldn't keep far

enough ahead of her - and the crystal resonance that pinged off her in

the narrow corridors.

"Is there a radiant fluid tub on board?" she asked him with a grim smile

for his reaction to her condition.

"In your cabin, Crystal Singer,> he said and then scooted away.

It was a courtesy to call it a tub, for it was a two metre tube, just

wide enough to accommodate a body.  To reach it one had to perform

cermin acrobatics over the toilet and, from the legend on the dials, the

same fluid was flushed and re-used.  Well, she could count on three to

four washes before it became ineffective.  That would have to do.

She opened the tap and heard the comforting gurgle of the fluid dropping

to the bottom of the tub.

From there she flung her carisak to the narrow bunk, shucked off her

clothes, and did her acrobatic act, inserting herself just as the flow

automatically cut off.  There were hand and ankle grips and she arranged

her limbs appropriately, tilted her head back and let the radiant fluid

cleanse her.

She entered the common room for the first time the third day out, having

purged sufficient of crystal resonance from blood arid bone to be

socially acceptable.  She was hungry, for more than food, a hunger she

could keep leashed as far as she herself was concerned.  But the eight

male passengers and the two crewmen who circulated in the transit area

were obviously affected by her sensuality.  There wasn't anyone she

wanted so she retired to her cabin and remained there for the rest of

the trip.  She'd travelled often enough in the shape she was in to

practise discretion.

Armagh III's Port Terminal smelled of fish oil and glue.  Great casks

were being trundled into the hold of.the freighter as she bade an

impatient farewell to the captain.  She flashed her general credentials

and was admitted unconditionally to the planet as a leisure guest.  No

problem, so she hadn't had to use her Guild membership.  Armagh III was

an open planet.

She rented a flyer and checked into the Tourist as for a list of

resorts.  It was so lengthy that she merely closed her eyes and bought a

ticket to the destination on which her finger settled: Trefoil, on the

southeastern coast of the main continent.  She paused long enough to

obtain a quick change of Armagh clothing, bright patterns in a

lightweight porous weave, and was off.

Trefoil reminded her of somewhere.  The resemblance nagged at her even

as the interoceanic air vehicle circled the small fishing town.

Ships tacking across the harbour under sail caused her heart to bump

with a curiously painful joy.  She knew she must have seen sail-ships

since the nomenclature sloop, lanteen-rigged, schooner, ketch, yawl

sprang to mind with no hesitation.  As did a second pang of regret.

She grimaced and decided that such clear recollection "hight even be an

asset on this backward little world.

The landing field wasn't that far from one of the longer wharves where a

huge two-master was moving, with graceful and competent ease, to a berth

along the portside.  That term also came unbidden to her mind.  As much

because she would not give in to the emotion of the recall as because

the ship excited her, she swung the carisak to her shoulder and

sauntered down to the wharf.  The crew was busy in the yards, reefing

the last of the square sails used to make port, and more were bustling

about the deck which glinted with an almost crystalline sheen.

"What makes the decks shine?" she asked another observer.

"Fish oils," was the somewhat terse reply and then the man, a

red-bearded giant, took a second look.

Men usually did at Killashandra.  "First time on Armagh?" Killashandra

nodded, her eyes intent on the "Been here long?"

"Just arrived."

"Got a pad?"

"No."

"Try the Golden Dolphin.  Best food in town and best brewman."

Killashandra turned to look at him then.  "You pad there?"

"How else could I judge?" the man replied with charming candour

Killashandra smiled back at him, neither coldly nor invitingly.

Neutral.  He reminded her of someone.

They both turned back to watch the docking ship.

Killashandra found the process fascinating and reminiscent but she

forced memory out, and concentrated on the landing, silently applauding

the well drilled crew.  Each man seemed to perform his set task without

apparent instruction from the captain in the bridge house.  The big hull

drifted slowly sideways towards the wharf.  The last of the sails had

now been fastened along the spars.  Two crewmen flung lines ashore, fore

and aft: then leaped after them when the distance closed, flipping the

heavy lines deftly around the bollards and snubbing the ship securely.

Armagh men ran to height, tanned skins, and strong backs, Killashandra

noticed approvingly.

Redbeard was watching her out of the corner of his eye.  He was

interested in her all right.  Just then, the nearest sailor turned

landside, and waved in her direction.  His teeth were startlingly white

against the mahogany of his skin.  He tossed back a streaked blond curly

mane of hair and waved again.  He wore the long oil-shiny pants of his

profession and an oddly fashioned vest, which left chest and arms bare

and seemed stiff with double hide along the ribs.  He looked incredibly

muscular.

Why was he waving at her?  No, at Redbeard beside her, who now walked

forward to meet his friend.  A third man, black-bearded and tangle

maned, joined them, was embraced by Redbeard.

The trio stood, facing the ship, talking among themselves until a

fearsome machine glided along the rails to their side of the dock.  It

extruded a ramp out and down, into the deck of the boat, where it

hovered expectantly.  The two sailors had jumped back aboard, the blond

man moving with the instinctive grace of the natural athlete.  In

comparison, the black-haired man looked clumsy.  As a team, they heaved

open the hatch.  The hesitant ramp extruded i8o i8i clamps that fastened

to the deck and the lip of the opened hold.  More ramp disappeared into

the maw of the ship.  Moments later the ramp belt moved upwards and

Killashandra saw her first lunk, the great oil fish of Armagh, borne

away on its last journey.

She became absorbed in the unloading process, which, for all the

automated assistance of the machine, still required a human element.

The oil scales of the huge fish did not always stay on the rough surface

of the ramp belt and had to be forced back on manually.  The blond used

an enormous barbed hook, planting it deep in what was actually the very

tough hide of the elusive fish and deftly flipping the body into place

again.  Redbeard seemed to have some official position for he made notes

of the maclime's dials, used the throat key often, and seemed to have

forgotten her existence entirely.

Killashandra approved.  A man should get on with his work.

Yes, especially when he worked with such laudable economy of motion and

effort.  Like the young blond.

In fact, Killashandra was rather surprised when the ramp suddenly

retracted and the machine slid sideways to the next hold.  A small

barefoot rascal of a lad slipped up to the crewmen, a tray of hot pies

balanced on his head.  The aroma was tantalizing and Killashandra

realized that she'd not eaten since leaving the freighter that morning.

Before she could signal the rascal to her, his merchandise had been

bought up by the seamen.  Irritated, Killashandra looked landward.

The docks couldn't be dependent on the services of small boys. There

must be other eating facilities near by.  There was, of course, but

off-dock.  With a backward glance at her blond sailor, contentedly

munching from a pie in each hand, she left the wharf.

As it happened the eating house she chose displayed a placard

advertising the Golden Dolphin.

The hostelry was up the beach, set back amid a grove of frond-leaved

trees which also reminded her of something and excited an irritation in

her.  She wouldn't give in to it.  The i'm was set far enough around a

headland from the town and the wharf so that commercial noise was muted.

She took a room with a veranda looking out over the water.  She changed

into native clothing and retraced her steps along the quiet corridor to

the public room.

"What's the native brew?" she asked the harman, settling herself on the

quaint, high wooden stool.

"Depends on your capacity, m'dear," the little black man told her,

grinning a welcome.

"I've never disgraced myself' "Tart or sweet?"

"Hmmmm .  .  Tart, cool and log) "There's a concoction of fermented

fruits, native to this globe, called "harmat".  Powerful."

"Keep an eye on me then, man.  You call the limit." He nodded

respectfully.  He couldn't know that a crystal singer had a metabolism

that compensated for drug, narcotic or excess alcohol.  A

blessing-curse.

Particularly if you were injured off-world, with no crystal around to

draw the noise of accidental pain from your bones and muscles.

Quietly cursing to herself, she knew she had enough crystal resonance

still in her to reduce even an amputation to minimal discomfort.

Harmat was tart, cool, and long, with a pleasant aftertaste that kept

the mouth sweet and soothed the throat.

"A good drink for a sun world.  And sailors."

"Aye, it is," the harman said, his eyes twinkling.

"And if it weren't for them, we could export more."

"I thought Armagh's trade was fish oils and glue." The harman winnkled

his nose disdainfully.  "It is.

Harmat off-world commands a price, only trade rules say home consumption

comes first."

"Invent another drink." The harman frowned.

"I try.  Oh, I try.  But they drink me dry of anything I brew' "You're

brewman as well?" He drew himself up, straight and proud.  "I gather the

fruit from my own land, prepare it, press it, keg it, age it." She

questioned him further, interested in another's exacting trade, and

thought if she weren't a crystal singer, brewmaking would have been fun.

Biyanco, for that was the brewman's name, chatted with her amiably - he

was an amusing fellow - until the laughter and talk of a large crowd

penetrated the quiet gloom of the public room "The fishermen," he told

her, busying himself by filling glass after glass of harmat, lining them

up along the bar.

He was none too soon, for the wide doors of the public room swung open

and a horde of oiltrousered, vested men and women surged up to the bar,

tanned hands closing on the nearest glass, coins spinning and clicking

to the wooden surface.  Killashandra remained on her stool but she was

pressed hard on both sides by thirsty people who spared her no glance

until they'd finished the first glass and were bawling for a refill.

Then she was, rather casually, she felt, dismissed as the fisherfolk

laughed among themselves and talked trade.

"You'd best watch that stuff," said a voice in her ear and she saw

Redbeard.

"I've been warned," she answered, grinning.

"Biyanco makes the best harmat this side of the canal.  It's not a drink

for the novice."

"I've been warned," she repeated, mildly amused at the half-insult.  Of

course, the man couldn't know that she was a crystal singer.  So his

warning had been kindly meant.

A huge bronzed fist brushed past her left breast.

Startled, she looked up into the brilliant blue eyes of the blond

sailor, received an incurious appraisal that warmed briefly in the way a

man will look at a woman, and then grew cautious.

Killashandra looked away first, oddly disturbed by the blue eyes,

somehow familiar but not the same, and disappointed.  This one was much

too young for her.  She turned back to Redbeard, who grinned as if he

had watched the swift exchange of glances and was somehow amused by it.

"I'm Thursday, Orric Thursday, ma'am," the redbeard said.

"Killashandra Ree is my name," she replied and extended her hand.

He couldn't have told her profession by her grip but she could see that

the strength of it surprised him.  Killashandra was not a tall or

heavily boned woman: cutting crystal does not need mass, only controlled

energy, and that could be developed in any arm.

"This is my good friend, Shad Tucker, and Thursday gestured to the

blond.

thankful that the press of bodies made it impossible for her to do the

courteous handshake, Killashandra nodded to Shad Tucker.

"And my old comrade of the wars, Tir Od Nell." Orric Thursday motioned

to the blackbeard, who also contented himself with a nod and a grin at

her.

"You'd be here for a rest, Killashandra?" And when she nodded, "Now, why

would you pick such a dull fisherman's world as Armagh if you'd the

galaxy to choose from?" Killashandra had heard that sort of question

before, how many times she couldn't remember She'd also heard the same

chanriig invitation for confidences.

"Perhaps I like water sports," she replied, smiling back at him and not

bothering to hide her appraisal.

To her surprise, he threw back his head and laughed.  She could see

where he'd trimmed the hairs from his throat, leaving a narrow band of

white flesh that never saw sun.  His two friends said nothing but their

eyes were on her.

"Perhaps you do, ma'am.  And this is the place.  Did you want the long

wave ride?  There's a boat out every dawn." Orric looked at her

questioningly.

"Then water-skating?  Submarining?  Dolphin swimming?  What is your

pleasure, Killashandra Ree?"

"Rest!  I'm tired!"

"Oh, I'd never think you'd ever known fatigue." The expression in his

eyes invited her to edif\r him.

"For someone unfamiliar with the condition, how would you know it?" Tir

Od Nell roared.

"She's got you there, Orr," he said, clapping his friend on the

shoulder.  Shad Tucker smiled, a sort of shy, amused sle, as if he

hadn't suspected her capable of caustic reply, and wasn't sure he should

enjoy it at his friend's expense.

Orric grinned, shrugged and eyed Killashandra with respect.  Then he

bawled to Biyanco that his glass had a hole in it.

When the edge of their thirst had been satisfied, most of the fishermen

left.  "In search of other diversions," Orric said but he, Tir Od Nell

and Shad Tucker merely settled stools around her and continued to drink.

She matched them, paid her rounds and enjoyed Orric's attempts to pry

information, any personal information, from her.

He was not, she discovered, easily put off, nor shy of giving facts

about himself and his friends.  They'd all worked the same fishing boat

five seasons back, leaving the sea periodically as bad fishing turned

them off temporarily.  Orric had an interest in comcomcomputers and

often did wharfman's chores if the regular men were away when the ships

came in.  Tir Od Nell needed some ready credit, was working the lunk

season and would return to his regular job inland.

Shad Tucker, the only off-worlder, had sailed the seas of four planets

before he was landed on Armagh.

"Shad keeps saying he'll move on, but he's been here five years and

more," Orric told Killashandra, "and no sign of applying for a

ticket-off." Tucker only smiled, the slight, tolerant smile playing at

the corner of his mouth, as if chary of admitting even that much about

himself.

"Don't let Shad's reticence mislead you, Killashandra Ree," Orric went

on, laying a hand on his friend's shoulder.  "He's accredited for more

than a lunk fisher.  Indeed he is." Killashandra felt yet another tweak

of pain that she masked with a smile for Orric.  "Shad's got first

mate's tickets on four water worlds that make sailing Armagh look like

tank bathing.  Came here with a submarine rig one of the Anchorite

companies was touting." He shrugged, eloquently indicating that the

company's praise had fallen on deaf Armaghan ears.

"They're conservative here on Armagh, Tucker said, his accent a nice

change, soft after Orric's nearbellow.  She almost had to sharpen her

hearing to catch what he said.

"How so?" she asked Shad, ignoring what Orric started to say.

"They feel there is one good way to catch lunk when it's in oil.

By long line.  That way you don't bruise the flesh so much and the lunk

doesn't struggle the way it does in a net and sour the oil.  The

captains, they've a sense of location that doesn't need sonic gear.

I've sailed with five, six of the best and they always know when and

where lunk are running.

And how many they can bring from that deep." And, thought Killashandra,

bemused by Shad's soft accent, you'd give your arm to develop that

sense.

"You've fished on other worlds," she said out loud.

"Aye."

"Where, for instance?" He was as chary to give information as a fish. Or

herself.

"Oh, spiderfish, crackerjaw, bluefm, skaters and Welladay whales." The

young man said it as casually as if encounters with aquatic monsters

were of no account.  And how, Killashandra wondered to herself, did she

know that's what he'd name?  Nervously, she glanced to one side and saw

Orric's eyes alight, as if he had hoped that the catalogue would impress

her.

"A crackerjack opened his back for him on Spindrift," Orric said

proudly.  "And he flew five miles with a skater and brought it down, the

largest one ever recorded on Mandalay." Killashandra wasn't sure why

Orric Thursday wished to extol his friend.  But it made him more

acceptable in her eyes.  Shad was too young, anyhow.

Killashandra made no further attempt to draw Shad out but turned to Tir

and Orric.

Despite a continued concern for her consumption of harmat, Orric kept

ordering until full dark closed down abruptly on the planet and the

artificial lights came on in the room.

"Mealtime," Biyanco announced in a loud, penetrating voice, and

activated a barrier that dropped over the bar.  He appeared through a

side door and briskly gestured them to a table for four on the other

side of the room.  Killashandra made no resistance to Orric's suggestion

that they all dine together and she spent the rest of the evening -

listening to fish stories i88

- in their company.  And her night alone: by choice.

She'd not made up her mind yet.

when the sun came up over the edge of the sea, she was down in the

hotel's private lagoon, floating on the buoyant waters, just as the lunk

ships, sails fat with dawn winds, slid out to open sea with incredible

5-.

To her surprise, Orric appeared at midday and offered to show her

Trefoil's few diversions.  Nothing loath, she went and found him most

agreeable company, conversant on every phase of Trefoil's domestic

industry.  He steered her from the usual tourist path for which she was

grateful.  She abhorred that label though that was, in essence, her

status on any world but Ballybran.  Nor did she give Orric Thursday any

hint of her profession, despite all his attempts to wheedle the

information from her.

It wasn't that she liked being secretive, but few worlds understood the

function of crystal singers and some very odd habits and practices had

been attributed to them.  Killashandra's discretion and caution were

instinctive now.

I-ate afternoon and a bleeper on Orric's belt alerted him to return to

the dock: the fishing boats had been sighted.

"Sorry, m'dear," he said as he executed a dipping turn of his fast

airfliter.  "Duty calls." She elected to join him on the wharf, allowing

him to think it was his company she preferred.  Actually, she wanted to

watch the silent team-work of docking, and see the mahogany figure of

Shad Tucker again.

He was much too young for her, she told herself again, but a right

graceful person to observe.

They'd made a quick plenteous catch that day, Killashandra was told as

the fishermen drowned their thirsts in harmat at the Golden Dolphin.

Tucker seemed unusually pleased and Killashandra couldn't resist asking

why "He's made enough now to go off-world," Orric said when Shad replied

with an indolent shrug.  "He won't go," and Redbeard shook his head, a

wry grin on his face.  "He never does.  He's been here longer than on

any other planet."

"Why?" Killashandra asked Shad, then had to hush Orric.  "Let Tucker

reply.  He knows his own mind, doesn't he?" Shad regarded her with mild

surprise and the indolent look left his blue eyes, replaced by an

intensity she found hard to ignore.

"This is a real sea world," Shad said, picking his words in his

soft-accented way, "not some halfevolved plankton planet." He doesn't en

his lips wi& enough w enunciate properly, she thought, and wondered why

he guarded himself so.

"You've lunk for profit, territ and flat ffish for fine eating, the

crustaceans and bivalves for high livers, then the sea fruits for a

constant harvest.  Variety.  I might buy myself a strip of land and

stay' "You do ship on more than the lunk boats?" Shad was surprised by

her question.  "All the boats fish lunk when it runs.  Then you go after

the others."

"If you've a mind for drudgery," said Tir Od Nell gloomily.

Shad gave Tir a forbearing glance.  "Lunk requires only muscle," he said

with a sly grin.

This appeared to be an old challenge, for Tir launched into a debate

that Shad parried with the habit of long practice.

For the sake of being perverse, Killashandra took Tir to bed that night.

She didn't regret the experience, although there was no harmony between

them.

If it gave her no peace, his vehemence did take the edge off her hunger.

She did not encourage him to ask for more.  Somewhere, long ago, she'd

learned the way to do that without aggravating a lover.

He was gone by dawn.  Orric dropped by a few hours later and took her to

see a sea-fruit farm on the peninsula, ten klicks from Trefoil to the

south.

when she assured Max Ennert, the farmer, of her experience, they were

all fitted out with breather tanks and went subnue.

Enclosed by water, isolated by her trail of bubbles, though attached by

guide-lines to Max and Orric, she realized - probably for an uncountable

time - why crystal singers sought water worlds.  Below sea level there

was insulation against aural sound, relief from the play of noise

against weary eardrums.

They drifted inches about the carefully tended sea gardens, Max and

Orric occasionally pruning off a ripe frond of grape or plum, shoving

them in the net bags they towed.  They by-passed reapers in a vast

sea-valley where weed was being harvested.  Occasionally, loose strands

would drift past them, the fatter, longer ones deftly caught and netted

by the men.

Killashandra was content to follow, slightly behind Max, slightly ahead

of Orric, craning her neck, angling her body to enjoy as much of the

clear-sea view as possible.  One or the other men checked her gauges

from time to time.  Euphoria could be a curse under sea and they didn't

know the professional immunity she enjoyed.

Perhaps that was why Orric argued with Max at one point, when they'd

been below some two hours.

They stayed down almost three more before they completed the circuit. As

they walked out of the sea at Max's landing, night was approaching with

the usual tropical despatch.

"Stay on, Orric, Killashandra, if you've no other plans," Max said but

the words sounded rehearsed, strained.

She entered the room where she had changed to sea-dress and heard

Orric's footsteps right behind her.  She didn't bother closing the door.

He did, and had her in his arms the next instant.  She made no

resistance to his advance nor did she respond.  He held her from him,

surprised, a question in his eyes.

"I'm not susceptible to euphorics, Orric," she told him.

"what are you talking about?" he asked, grey eyes wide with innocence.

"And I've submarined on more worlds than Shad has sailed."

"Is it Tucker you're after?" He didn't seem jealous, merely curious.

"Shad's.  .  ." She shrugged, unwilling to place the young man in any

category.

"But you don't fancy me?" Not aggrieved: again, merely curious.

She looked at him a long moment.  "I think .  .  .

she began, pausing as she voiced an opinion that had been subconscious

till that moment, .  - .  you remind me too much of someone I've been

trying to forget."

"Oh, just remind you?" Orric 5

voice was soft and coaxing, almost like Tucker's.  She put that young

man firmly out of her mind.

"No offence intended, Orric.  The resemblance is purely superficial."

His eyes twinkled merrily and Killashandra realized that the resemblance

was not purely superficial, for the other man would have responded in

just the same way, amused with her and taking no offence.  Perversely

that annoyed her more.

"So, dark and mysterious lady, when you get to know me better.

"Let me get to know you better first." They flitted back to Trefoil,

circling over quays empty of any fishing craft.

"Lunk is moving off-shore," Orric said.  "Season's about over, I'd say."

"Does Tucker really have enough for a ticket off?"

"Probably." Orric was busy setting the little craft down in dim light.

"But Tir needs one more good haul.  And so, I suspect, does Skipper

Garnish.

They'll track school as far as there's trace before they head in." which

was the substance of the message left for Orric at the Golden Dolphin.

So Killashandra, Orric and Biyanco talked most of the evening with

damned few other drinkers at the bar.

That was why Killashandra got an invitation to go with Biyanco

fruit-harvesting.  "Land-fruit for harmat," Biyanco said with an odd

shudder.

Orric laughed and called him an incorrigible lubber.  "Biyanco swears

he's never touched sea-fruit in his life."

"Never been that poor, Biyanco said with some dignity.

The brewman roused her before dawn, his tractorfloat purring outside her

veranda.  She dressed in the overall he'd advised and the combi-boots,

and braided her hair tightly to her skull on the outward leg of their

trip.  Trefoil nestled on the curved sands of a giant horseshoe bay,

foothills at its back.  Rain forests that were all but impenetrable

swept up the hills, sending rank streamers across the acid road in vain

attempts to cover that man-made tunnel to the drier interior.

Biyanco was amiable company, quiet at times, garrulous but interesting

at others.  He stopped off on the far side of the first range of

foothills for lorries and climbers.  None of the small boys and girls

looked old enough, Killashandra thought, to be absent from schooling.

All carried knives, half as long again as their legs, from sheaths

thong-tied to their backs.  All wore the coveralls and combi-boots with

spurred clamp-ons for tree-climbing.

They chattered and sang, dangling their legs from the lorries as the

tractor hovered above the acid road.

Occasionally one of them would wield a knife, chopping an impertinent

streamer that clasped itself to a lorry Biyanco climbed farther above

sea level by the winding acid road until he finally slowed down, peering

at the roadside.  Five kilometres later he let out an exclamation and

veered the tractor-float to the left, his hands busy with dials and

switches.

A warning hoot brought every climber's legs back into the lorries.

Flanges, tilting downward, appeared along the lorry loadbeds and acid

began to drop from this shield.  It sprayed out, arcing well past the

tractor-float's leading edge, dissolving vegetation.

Suddenly the float halted, as if trying to push against an impenetrable

barrier.  Biyanco pushed a few toggles, closed a switch and suddenly the

tractorfloat moved smoothly in a new direction.

"Own this side of the mountain, you know," Biyanco said, glancing at

Killashandra to see the effect of his announcement.  "Ah, you thought I

was only a bar-brewman, didn't you?  Surprised you, didn't I?

Ha!" The little man was pleased.

"You did."

"I'll surprise you more before the day is out." which he did, spryer

than she'd ever thought him and elated with his success.

She was glad for his sake and somewhat puzzled on her own account.

He was adept enough so that she ought to have enjoyed it, too.  Was

there crystal in her soul, after all?  Was she too old to love?

They'd reached their destination, a permaformed clearing with

acid-roofed buildings that housed his processing unit and temporary

living quarters.  The climbers he'd escorted went farther on, sending

the lorries off on automated tracks, six climbers to each lorry.

They'd evidently climbed for him before and in the teams they now

assembled, for he gave a minimum of instruction before dismissing them

to pick.

Then he'd shown Killashandra into the processing plant and explained the

works succinctly.

Each of the teams worked a different fruit, he told her.  The secret of

good harmat lay in the careful proportions and the blending of dead ripe

fruit.

There were as many blends of harmat as there were fish in the sea.

His had made the Golden Dolphin famous; that's why so many Armaghans

patronized the hostelry.  No vapid, innocuous stuff came from his

stills.  Harmat took months to bring to perfection: the fruit he'd

process today would not be fermented for nine months and would not be

offered for sale for six years.  Then he took her below ground, to the

cool dark storage area, deep in the permaform.  He showed her the

automatic alarms if the vicious digger roots of the jungle ever

penetrated the permaform.

He wore a bleeper on his belt at all times (he never did remove the belt

but it was made of soft tough fibre).  He let her sample the brews and

it amused her that he would sip abstemiously while filling her cup full.

Because she liked him and she learned about harmat from him, she

gradually imitated drunk.

He'd had a good deal of experience, Killashandra had to admit and he

tried his damnedest to bring her to pitch but the frequency was wrong,

as it had been with Tir, would have been with Orric, and this badly

puzzled Killashandra.  She ought not to have such trouble off-world.

while Biyanco slept, before the full lorries glided back to the

clearing, she probed her patchy memory, again and again, stopped by the

Guild Master's cynical laugh.  Damn the man!  He was haunting her even

on Armagh.  He had no right to taint everything she touched, every

association she tried to enjoy.  She could remember, too, enough

snatches to know that her previous break had been as disastrous.

Probably other journeys, too.  In the quiet cool dark of the sleeping

room, Biyanco motionless with exhaustion beside her, Killashandra

bleakly cursed Lars Dahl.

why was it she found so little fulfilment with other lovers?  How could

he have spoiled it for everyone else when she could barely remember him?

Or his lovemaking?  She'd refused to stay with him, sure then of herself

where she was completely unsure now.  "Crystal in her soul?"

Experimentally, she ran her hand down her bare body, to the hard flesh

of her thighs, the softness of her belly, her firm breasts.  You never

conceived once you sang crystal.  Small loss, she thought, and then,

suddenly, wasn't sure.

Damn!  Damn!  Damn Lars dahl.  How could he have left her?  what was

rank to singing black crystal?  They'd been the most productive duo ever

paired in the annals of the Heptite Guild.  And he'd given that up for

power.  what good did power do him now?  It did her none whatsoever.

Without him, black eluded her.

The sound of the returning lorries, the singing of the climbers, roused

Biyanco.  He blinked at her, having forgot in his sleeping that he'd

taken a woman again.  With solemn courtesy, he thanked her for their

intercourse, and, having dressed, excused himself with grave ceremony.

At least a man had found pleasure in her body, she thought.

She bathed, dressed, and joined him as the full fruit bins began

spilling their colourful contents into the washing pool.  Biyanco was

seated at the controls, his nimble fingers darting here and there as he

weighed each bin, computed the price, and awarded each chief his crew's

chit.  It was evidently a good pick, judging by the grins on every face,

including Biyanco's.

As each lorry emptied, it swivelled around and joined the line on the

tractor-float that was also headed homeward.  All were shortly in place

and the second part of the processing began.  The climbers took

themselves off under the shade of the encroaching jungle and ate their

lunches.

Abruptly, noise pierced Killashandra's ears.  She let out a scream,

smothering a repetition against her hand but not soon enough to escape

Biyanco "5 notice.  The noise ceased.  Trembling with relief,

Killashandra looked around, astonished that no one else seemed affected

by that appalling shriek.

"You are a crystal singer, then, aren't you?" asked Biyanco, steadying

her as she rocked on her feet.  "I'm sorry.  I wasn't sure you were and

I've not such good pitch myself that I'd hear if the drive crystals were

off.  Honest, or I'd have warned you." He was embarrassed and earnest.

"You should have them balanced," Killashandra replied angrily and

immediately apologized.  "what made you think I might be a crystal

singer?" Biyanco looked away from her now.  "Things I've heard."

"what have you heard?" He looked at her then, his black eyes steady.

"That a crystal singer can sound notes that'll drive a man mad.  That

they lure men to them, seduce them, and then kidnap "em away to

Ballybran, and they never come back." Killashandra smiled, a little

weakly because her ears still ached.  "What made you think I wasn't?"

"Me!" He jabbed at his chest with a juice-stained finger.  "You slept

with me!" She reached out and touched his cheek gently.

"You are a good man, Biyanco, besides being the best brewman on Armagh.

And I like you.  But you should get ,those crystals balanced before they

splinter on you.

Biyanco glanced over at the offinding machinery and grimaced.

"The balancer's got a waiting-list as long as Murtagh River," he said.

"You look pale.  How about a drink?  Harmat'll help .  - .  Oh, you are

a witch," he added, chuckling as he realized that she couldn't've been

as drunk as she'd acted.  Then a smile tugged his lips across his face.

"Oh ho, you are a something, Killashandra of Ballybran.  I should've

spotted your phoney drunk, and me a harman all these decades." He

chuckled again.  "Well, harmat'll help your nerves." He clicked his

fingers at one of the climber chiefs and the boy scampered into the

living quarters, and came back again with glasses and a flask of chilled

harmat.

She drank eagerly, both hands on the glass because she was still shaky.

The cool tartness was soothing, though, and she wordlessly held the

glass out for a refill.  Biyanco's eyes were kind and somewhat anxious.

Somehow he could appreciate what unbalanced crystalline shrieks could do

to sensitive nerves.

"You've not been harmed by it, have you?"

"No.  No, Biyanco.

We're tougher than that.  It was the surprise.  I wasn't expecting you

to have crystal driven equipment He grinned slyly.  "We're not backward

on Armagh for all we're quiet and peaceful." He leaned back from her,

regarding her with fresh interest.  "Is it true that crystal singers

don't grow old?"

"There're disadvantages to that, my friend." He raised his eyebrows in

polite contradiction.  But she only smiled as she steadily sipped the

harmat until all trace of pain had eased.

"You told me you've only a certain time to process ripe fruit.  If

you'll let me take the tractor down the rails past the first turn - No -

- -" And she vetoed her own suggestion, arriving at an impulsive

alternative.  "How long do you have left before the pick sours?"

"Three hours," and in Biyanco's widening eyes she saw incredulous

gratitude as he understood her intention.  "You wouldn't?" he asked in a

voiceless whisper.

"I could and I would.  That is, if you've the tools I need." -"I've

tools." And, as if afraid she'd renege, he propelled her towards the

machine shed.

He had what she needed, but the bare minimum.

Fortunately, the all-important crystal saw was still very sharp and

true.  With two pairs of knowledgeable hands (Biyanco had put the driver

together himself when he updated the plant's machinery thirty years

ago), it was no trick at all to get down to the crystals.

"They're in thirds," he told her needlessly.

"Pitch?"

"B-flat minor."

"Minor?  For heavy work like this?"

"Minor because it isn't that continuous a load and minors don't cost

what majors do," Biyanco replied crisply.

Killashandra nodded.  Majors would be far too expensive for a brewman,

however successful, on a tertiary fishing world.  She hit the B-flat and

that piece of crystal hummed sweetly in tune.  So did the D.

It was the E that was sour - off by a half-tone.  She cut off the

resonance before the sound did more than rulfie her nerves.  With

Biyanco carefully assisting her, she freed the crystal of its brackets,

cradling it tenderly in her hands.  It was a blue, from the Ghanghe

Range, more than likely, and old, because the blues were worked out

there now "The break's in the top of the prism, here," she said, tracing

the flaw.  "The bracket may have shifted with vibration."

"G'delpme, I weighed those brackets and felted them proper-' "No blame

to you, Biyanco.  Probably the expansion coefficient differs in this

rain forest enough to make even properly set felt slip.  Thirty years

they've been in?  You worked well.  Wish more people would take such

good care of their crystal."

"That'd mean less call for crystal, bring the price down, wouldn't it?"

Killa laughed, shaking her head.  "The Guild keeps finding new ways to

use crystal.  Singers'U never be out of work." They decided to shift

pitch down, which meant she had to recut all three crystals, but that

way he'd have a major triad.  Because she trusted him, she let him watch

as she cut and tuned.  She had to sustain pitch with her voice after she

had warmed them enough to sing, but she could hold a true pitch long

enough to place the initial, and all important, cuts.

It was wringing-wet work, even with the best of equipment and in a

moderate climate.  She was exhausted by the time they reset the felted

brackets.

In fact, he elbowed her out of the way when he saw how her hands

trembled.

"Just check me," he said but she didn't need to.

He was spry in more than one way.  She was glad she'd tuned the crystals

for him.  But he was too old for her She felt better when he started the

processor again and there was no crystal torment.

"You get some rest, Killashandra.  This'll take a couple more hours. Why

don't you stretch out on the tractor-van seat?  It's wide enough.  That

way you can rest all the way back to Trefoil."

"And yourself, Biyanco?" He grinned like the old black imp he was.  "I'm

maybe a shade younger than you, crystal singer Killashandra.  But we'll

never know, will we?" She slept, enervated by the pitching and cutting,

but she woke when Biyanco opened the float door.

The hinge squeaked in C-sharp.

"Good press," he said when he saw she was awake.

Behind in the lorries, the weary climbers chanted to themselves.

One was a monotone.  Before the sound could get on her nerves, they'd

reached the village.

The lorries were detached and the climbers melted into the darkness.

Biyanco and Killashandra continued on the acid road back to Trefoil.

It was close to dawn before they pulled up at the Golden Dolphin.

"Killashandra?"

"Yes, Biyanco?"

"I'm in your debt."

"No, for we exchanged favours.

He made a rude noise.  And she smiled at him.  "We did.  But, if you

need a price, Biyanco, then it's your silence on the subject of crystal

singers."

"why?"

"Because I'm human, no matter what you've heard of us. And I must have

that humanity on equal terms or I'll shatter one day among the crystal.

It's why we have to go off-world."

"You don't lure men back to Ballybran?"

"Would you come with me to Ballybran?" He snorted.  "You can't make

harmat on Ballybran." She laughed for he had given the right answer to

ease his own mind.  As the tractor-float moved off slowly, she wondered

if he'd ever heard of Yarran beer.  A chilled one would go down a treat

right now She slept the sun around and woke the second dawn refreshed.

She lazed in the water, having been told by the pug-nosed host that the

lunk ships were still out.  Biyanco greeted her that noonday with

pleasantries and no references to favours past, present or future.  He

was old enough, that brewman, she thought, to know what not to say.

She wondered if she should leave Trefoil and frit around the planet.

There'd be other ports to visit, other fishermen to snare in the net of

her attraction.

One of them might be strong enough, must be strong enough, to melt the

crystal in her.  But she tarried and drank harmat all afternoon until

Biyanco made her go eat something.

She knew the lunk boats were in even before the parched seamen came

thronging up the beachroad, chanting their need.  She helped Biyanco

draw glasses against their demand, laughing at their surprise to see her

working behind the bar.  Only Shad Tucker seemed unamazed.

Orric was there, too, with Tir Od Nell, teasing her as men have teased

harmaids for centuries.  Tucker sat on a stool in the corner of the bar

and watched her, though he drank a good deal of harmat to "unstick his

tongue from the roof of his mouth'.

Biyanco made them all stop drinking for a meal, to lay a foundation for

more harmat, he said.  And when they came back, they brought a squeeze

box, a fiddle, two guitars and a flute.  The tables were stacked against

the wall, and the music and dancing began.

It was good music, too, true-pitched so Killashandra could enjoy it,

tapping her foot in time.  And they played until the musicians pleaded

for a respite, and, leaving their instruments on the bar, swept out to

the cool evening beach to get a second wind.

Killashandra had been dancing as hot and heavy as any woman, partnered

with anyone who felt like dancing, including Biyanco.

Everyone except Tucker, who stayed in his corner and watched.  .  . her.

When the others left to cool off, she wandered over to him.  His eyes

were a brighter blue in the new red-tan of his face.  He was picking his

hands now and again because the last of the lunks had an acid in their

scales that ate flesh: he'd had to grab some barehanded at the last.

"Will they heal?" she asked.

"Oh, sure.  Be dry tomorrow.  New skin in a week.

Doesn't hurt." Shad looked at his hands impersonally and then went on

absently sloughing off the drying skin.

"You weren't dancing." The shy grin twisted up one corner of his mouth

and he ducked his head a little, looking at her from the side of his

eyes.

"I've done my dancing.  With the fish the past days.

I prefer to watch, anyhow." He unwound himself from the stool to reach

out and secure the nearest guitar.  He picked a chord, winced so that he

didn't see her shudder at the discord.  Lightly he plucked the strings,

twisting the tuning knob on the soured G, adjusting the E string

slightly, striking the chord again and nodding with approval.

Killashandra blinked.  The man had perfect pitch.

He began to play, softly, with a style totally different from the

raucous tempi of the previous musicians.  His picking was intricate and

his rhythm sophisticated, yet the result was a delicate shifting of

pattern and tone that enchanted Killashandra.  It was improvisation at

its best, with the player as intent upon the melody he produced as his

only audience.

The beauty of his playing, the beauty of his face as he played, struck

an aching in her bones.  When his playing ceased, she felt empty.

She'd been leaning towards him, perched on a stool, elbows on her knees,

supporting her chin with cradled hands.  So he leaned forward, across

the guitar, and kissed her gently on the mouth.  They rose, as one, Shad

putting the guitar aside to fold her in his arms and kiss her deeply.

She felt the silk of his bare flesh beneath her hands, the warmth of his

strong body against hers and then .  .  .  The others came pouring back

with disruptive noise.

As well, thought Killashandra, as Orric boisterously swung her up to the

beat of a rough dance.

When next she looked over her shoulder, Shad was in his corner,

watching, the slight smile on his lips, his eyes still on her.

He is very much too young for me, she told herself, and I am briale with

too much living.

The next day she nursed what must have been her first hangover in a

century.  She'd worked hard enough to acquire one.  She lay on the beach

in the shade and tried not to move unnecessarily.  Otherwise she'd ache

and hurt.  No one bothered her until midday: presumably everyone was

nursing hangovers of their own.  Then Shad's big feet stopped on the

sand beside her pallet.  Shad's big knees cracked as he bent over her

and his compelling hand tipped back the wide hat she wore against sun

glare.

"You'll feel better if you eat this," he said, speaking very softly.  He

held out a small tray with a frosted glass and a plate of fruit chips on

it.

She wondered if he were enunciating with extra care for she understood

every soft word, even if she resented the gist of them.  She groaned and

he repeated his advice.  Then he put gentle hands on her, raising her

torso so she could drink without spilling.  He fed her, piece by piece,

as a man feeds a sick and fretful child.

She felt sick and she was fretful but, when all the food and drink were

in her belly, she had to admit that his advice was sound.

"I never get drunk."

"Probably not.  But you also don't dance yourself bloody-footed either'

Her feet were tender, come to think of it, and, when she examined the

soles, she discovered blisters and myriad thin scratches.

Tucker sat with her all afternoon, saying little.

when he suggested a swim, she complied and the lagoon water was cooler

than she'd remembered, or maybe she was hotter for all she'd been lying

in the shade.

when they emerged from the water, she felt human, even for a crystal

singer.  And she admired his straight tall body, the easy grace of his

carriage, and the fineness of his handsome face.  But he was much too

young for her.  She would have to try Orric for she needed a man's

favours again.

Evidently it was not Shad's intention that she find Orric for he

persuaded her that she didn't want to eat in the hostelry; that it would

be more fun to dig bivalves where the tide was going out, in a cove he

knew of, a short walk away.  It is difficult to argue with a soft-spoken

man, who is taller than you by several centimetres, and can carry you

easily under one arm - even if he is a century or so younger.

And it was impossible not to touch his silky flesh when he brushed past

her to tend the baking shellfish, or when he passed her wine-steeped

fruit chips and steamed roots.

When he looked at her, sideways, his blue eyes darker now, reflecting

the fire and the night, it was beyond her to resist his subtle

importunities.

She woke on the dark beach, before the dying fire, with his sleeping

weight against her side.  Her arms were wrapped around his right arm,

her head cradled in the cup of his shoulder.  Without moving her head,

she could see his profile.  And she knew there wasn't any crystal in her

soul.  She could still give, and receive.  For all she sang crystal, she

still possessed that priceless human quality, annealed in the fire of

his youth.

She'd been wrong to dismiss him for what was a mere chronological

accident, irrelevant to the peace and solace he brought her.  Her body

was exultant, renewed.

Her stretching roused him to smile with unexpected sweetness into her

eyes.  He gathered her against him, the vibrant strength of his arms

tempered to tenderness for her slighter frame.

"You crazy woman," he said, in a wondering voice as he lightly scrubbed

her scalp with his long fingers and played with her fine hair.

"I've never met anyone like you before."

"Not likely to again." Please!

He grinned down at her, delighted by her arrogance.

"Do you travel much?" he asked.

"When the mood strikes me."

"Don't travel for a while."

"I'll have to one day.  I've got to go back to work, you know."

"What work?"

"I'm a Guild member.

His grin broadened and he hugged her.  "All right, I won't pry." His

finger delicately traced the line of her jaw.  "You can't be as old as

you make out," he said, for she'd been honest enough earlier to tell him

they were not contemporary.

She answered him now with a laugh but his comment brought a chill to

her.  It couldn't have been an accident that he could relieve her, she

thought, caressing his curving thigh.  She panicked suddenly at the idea

that, once tasted, she could not drink again and strained herself to

him.

His arms tightened and his low laugh was loving to her ears.  And their

bodies fitted together again as fully and sweetly in harmony as before.

Yes, with Shad Tucker, she could dismiss all fear as baseless.

Their pairing-off was accepted by Orric and Tir who had his ready credit

now and was off to apply it to whatever end he'd had in mind.

Only Biyanco had searched her face and she'd shrugged and given the

brewman a little reassuring smile.  Then he'd peered closely at Shad and

smiled back.

That was why he said nothing.  As she'd known he wouldn't.  For Shad

Tucker wasn't ready to settle on one woman.  Killashandra was an

adventure to him, a willing companion for a man just finished with a

hard season's work.

They spent the days together as well, exploring the coastline in both

directions from Trefoil, for Shad had a mind to put his earnings in land

or sea-front.

She had never felt so - so vital and alive.  He had a guitar of his own

that he'd bring, playing for hours little tunes he'd make up when they

were becalmed in his small sloop, and had to take shelter in the shade

of the sail from Armagh's biting noonday sun.

She loved to look at him while he played: his absorption had the quality

of an innocent boy discovering major Truths of Beauty, Music and Love.

Indeed, his face, when he caressed her to a fever pitch of love,

retained that same youthful innocence and intent concentration.

Because he was so strong, because his youth was so powerful, his

delicate, restrained lovemaking was all the more surprising to her.

The days multiplied and became weeks but so deep was her contentment

that the first twinge of uneasiness caught her unawares.

She knew what it was, though: her body's cry for crystal song.

"Did I hurt you?" asked Shad for she was in his arms.

She couldn't answer, so she shook her head.  He began to kiss her

slowly, leisurely, sure of himself.

She felt the second brutal knock along her spine and twisted herself

closer in his arms so he wouldn't feel it and she could forget it had

happened.

"What's wrong, Killa?"

"Nothing.  Nothing you can't cure." So he did. But afterwards she

couldn't sleep and stared up at the spinning moons. She couldn't leave

Shad now.  Time and again he'd worked his magic with her, until she'd've

sworn all crystal thought was purged.

Until she'd even toyed with the notion of resigning from the Guild.  No

one ever had, according to the Rules and Regs, she reviewed over and

over.  No one ever had but likely no one wanted to.

when she had to have crystal, she could tune sour crystal.  There was

always a need for that service, anywhere, on any water world, on any

world for that matter.  But she must stay with Shad.  He held back fear,

he brought her peace.  She'd waited for a love like Shad Tucker for so

long, she had the right to enjoy the relationship.

The next moment another spasm struck her, hard, sharp, fierce.

She fought it through a body arched with pain.  And she knew that she

was being inexorably drawn back.  And she did not want to leave Shad

Tucker To him, she was a novelty, a woman to make love to.  .  . now.  .

.  when the lunk season had been good and a man needed to relax. But

Killashandra was not the sort of woman he'd build a home for on his

acres of sea-front.  For her, she loved him: for his youth, for his

absurd gentleness and courtesy; because, in his arms, she was briefly

ageless.

The profound cruelty of her situation was driven home to her mind as

bitterly as the next hunger pain for crystal sound.

It isn't fair, she cried piteously.  It isn't fair.  I can't love him.

It isn't fair.  He's too young.  He'll forget me in other loves.

And I.  .  .  I'll not be able to remember him.

That was the cruellest part.

She began to cry, Killashandra who had forsworn tears for any man half a

century before when the harmony between herself and Lars Dahl had turned

chaotic.  Her weeping, soft as it was, woke Shad.  He comforted her

lovingly and complicated her feelings for him by asking no questions at

all.  Maybe, she thought with the desperation of fearful hope, he isn't

that young.  He might want to remember me.

And, when her tears had dried on her face, he kissed her again, with an

urgency that must be answered.  And was, as fully and sweetly as ever

The summons came two days later.  Biyanco tracked them in the cove and

told her only that she had an urgent message.  She was grateful for that

courtesy but she hated the brewman for bringing the message at all.

It was a Guild summons all right: a large order for black crystal had

been received.  All who had sung black crystal were needed in the

Ranges.  Implicit in the message was a Guild warning: she'd been away

too long from crystal.  What crystal gave, it took away.  She stared at

her reflection in the glass panel of the message booth.  Yes, crystal

could take away her appearance of youthfulness.  How long would Shad

remember the old woman she would shortly become?

So she started out to say goodbye to him.  Best have it done quickly and

now!  Then back to Ballybran and forgetfulness in the crystal song.  She

felt cold all over He was sitting by the lagoon, strumming his guitar,

his face absorbed in a melody he'd composed for her.  It was a pretty

tune, one that stayed in the mind and woke you humming it the next day.

Killashandra caught back her breath: Shad had perfect pitch: he could

come with her, to Ballybran.

She'd train him herself to be a crystal singer "Don't," said Biyanco,

stepping to her side.

"Don't what?" she asked coldly "If you really love the boy,

Killashandra, don't.

He'll remember you this way.  That's what you want, isn't it?" It was,

of course, because she wouldn't remember him.  So she stood there,

beside Biyanco, and listened to Shad sing, watched the boyish intensity

on his beloved face and let cruelty wash hope out of her.

"It never works, does it, Killashandra?" Biyanco asked gently.

"No." She had a fleeting recollection of Lars Dahl.

They'd met somewhere, off-world.  Hadn't they?  His had been a water

world, too.  Hadn't it?  Had she chosen another such world, hoping to

find Lars Dahl again?  Or merely anyone?  Like Shad Tucker.

Had she herself been lured to Ballybran by some ageless lover?

Perhaps.  who could remember details like that?  The difference was that

now she was old enough not to play the siren for crystal.  Old enough to

leave love while he was young, and still in love enough to remember her

only as a woman.

"No one forgets you, Killashandra," Biyanco said, his eyes dark and sad,

as she turned to leave.

"Maybe I can remember that much."

Chapter Eight "

The Guild has received the biggest order ever requested, to facilitate

the colonization and exploitation of seven new systems," the Guild

Master told the twenty singers he had called back from their travels.

"We must be able to fill these orders for black crystal.  All of you,'

and his blue eyes settled on one after the other, "have cut black

crystal from time to time."

"When I could find it," someone said in a facetious tone.

"The chosen few," another added.

He wasn't really all that much like Shad, Killashandra thought, her mind

jumping as much from crystal deprivation as deliberate inattention

because it was Lars Dahl who was talking in his Guild Master role.  Just

because they both have blue eyes and love the sea that doesn't make them

comparable.  Or it shouldn't.

And if any of us could find black crystal, we would, without him having

to order us!

"To facilitate that search," Lars Dahl continued as the screen behind

him lit up with a variety of paint emblems, "the Guild is cancelling the

markers of singers who, for one reason or another, are not actively

working in the Ranges." That caused a stir and some consternation.  "I

should amend that, singers who have been known to bring in black

crystal," he went on, raising his voice slightly over the murmuring. "We

must follow up every potential source of black crystal.

"Leaving no stone unturned?" the wit asked and roused some laughter and

groans.  Lars Dahl grinned in response.

"That's it.  Now," and he gestured behind to the screen, "these are the

cancelled markers.  If, however, one of you finds black on the claim of

a still-existing singer "Can't regress "em back far enough to tell you

where they cut black yet, eh, Lars?" someone asked, ending with a

malicious laugh.

Regress?  The word reverberated, jogging an uneasy memory, and Killa sat

upright, trying to locate the speaker.  Regress?  Why should that word

alarm her?

"I'll be forced to use that option, Fanerine, if you sane and active

ones can't cut the blacks the Guild is obligated to supply.  As I was

saying, if an existing singer's claim is worked, there'll be a levy of

twenty five percent on your cut which is to go to the original

claimant." He held up his hand to interrupt the sharp protests.  "That

will include the Guild tithe so you aren't losing much to gain a viable

site.  Of course, you have to find it, first." Killashandra rather liked

that droll touch.  Lanzecki had reserved his humour for private moments.

"Now, here're copies of these released markers for you to take with you.

Secure it somewhere highly visible and try to remember why the sheet's

there.  First corner to any of these reopened clams has possession: mark

it with your own colours.

"Most of you realize that we've just had Passover so that's one hazard

that won't interrupt the search.

Met says there's a period of stable weather due us isn't it always after

Passover?" His remark generated a few polite chuckles but Killashandra

regarded him stony-faced.

He shouldn't think he could jolly them into doing the impossible even

with that ploy of reopening worked claims that might possibly be black

crystal.

Why was the Guild "obligated' to supply anything?

Worlds should be grateful for whatever the singers cut.  She flicked her

gaze around the room from one face to the next.  Of the twenty, she

recognized two or three.  She ought to be able to recognize more.  The

buzz in her body made it hard for her to think.  On the other hand, did

any of the twenty recognize her?

But then she was seated at the back and hoping to get this meeting over

with.  She hugged herself, wishing she could squeeze out the itch.

Maybe she could sneak out but there was someone standing right in front

of the door.  To prevent premature exits?

Resignedly she listened to Lars go through his rahrah act, stirring the

singers up to do the impossible find enough black crystal to fill those

contracts.

Muhlah!  She gave a humourless snort.  He was doing a good job of

communicating the urgency of this search.  She couldn't recall another

such all-out effort!  Or that Lanzecki had ever thrown open unused

claims before the paint-marker was completely obliterated.

She rose when the others did, not unduly surprised when her name was

called out.  The Guild Master pushed his way through to her "Killa, can

we let bygones be and cooperate duo on- this?" he asked in a quiet voice

so that only she could hear him.

She was unnerved to have the regard of those intense and brilliant blue

eyes focused on her alone.

That was one difference between Shad and Lars dahl - Shad's eyes were

kinder, milder, undemanding.

She turned her face away.

Damn that Biyanco!  She shouldn't have let herself be persuaded out of a

good partner by sentiment.

True, even if she'd brought Shad back with her, he wouldn't have been

ready for a massive search this soon, even if he'd been lucky enough to

have a Milekey Transition.  But she'd have had such fun shepherding him,

deftly guiding him to learn the intricacies of a new trade, watching his

sensitive face perceiving new and marvelous things.  .  .  Especially

hearing the dawn song of crystal with someone as gentle and loving as

Shad Tucker.  And how he'd've enjoyed the seas of Ballybran, too.  What

sort of a ship would he get with his first big cut?

"Killa!'Someone had her by the shoulders, firm hands giving her a shake

to focus her attention.

"Killa?"

"What?" The Guild Master frowned at her with concern.

"One thing is sure, Killashandra Ree, you've got to get back to the

Ranges whether you sing black, green or pink!  You left your return

mighty late.  How do you stand the itch?" The sudden tender concern in

his voice startled her but she gave no hint that it had.

"I'll be all right as soon as I make the Ranges," she said wearily, her

spine twisting with crystal hunger.

"If you can in this condition.  So I'm not asking permission now.

I am coming with you.  It'd be outright murder to send you out solo in

your present state.  I'll meet you at the Hangar.  Donalla - Killa

peered at the woman who stepped forward.

Her face was vaguely familiar and, although her smile was warm and

friendly, Killa felt a flash of anxiety.

"Glad to see you safely back, Killashandra." And, when Killa recoiled

slightly, the woman smiled reassuringly.  "We're only going straight to

the Hangar.  You really can trust me that far, you know."

"I'll need . ." And Killa pulled at the clothes she was wearing: they

wouldn't last an hour in the Ranges.  "I've no boots "Let Donalla take

care of the details, sunny, will you?" And the loving tone of the Guild

Master was gently supportive.

Some part of Killa was unconvinced but the other, more dominant need for

a respite from the crystal itch made that hesitation short.

The hands that replaced Lars' were gentle, warm and subtly persuasive.

It was easier to submit and be guided.

Killa rubbed at her forehead.  How could she let herself get in such a

state?  She ought not to be led about like a child.  Surely, she wasn't

that bad, that decrepit?  She had walked off the transport ship on her

own, hadn't she?  Found the shuttle bay with no trouble!  Why was she

suddenly incapable of managing something as simple as getting to the

Hangar?

Her feet ought to know the way even if her head didn't.

But she let herself be taken.  She really couldn't think straight with

all that noise in her head and that buzz along her veins, spiking into

her heart and lungs.  A crystal shiver that no amount of radiant fluid

would reduce: only cutting crystal.

She hated to admit it, even to herself, but the Guild Master had been

correct.  She had cut it fine.

She ought to have started back to Ballybran the day she'd felt the first

shock of crystal deprivation.  And that was what was shorting out her

decision-making faculty, too.

Now that she put a reason to her mazedness, she also knew how to cure

it: cut crystal!  Let it sing through her body, bones and blood.

Let it clear the confusion in her mind and strengthen her flagging

energies.  Crystal!  The worst addiction in the galaxy: difficult to

live with and impossible to live without.

She stumbled and Donalla's helping hand steadied her Then the noise and

ordered confusion of the Hangar swirled about her.  Faces peered at her,

large blurred objects moved slowly past.  She was gently propelled into

a space which shut out much of the noise.  Hands turned her body this

way and that and she was inserted into a shipsuit, her feet into the

familiar restriction of boots.

"My cutter - Her right hand was pressed against a hard, cold surface and

her fingers, of their own accord, fitted themselves around the grip,

slipping into grooves exactly carved to fit her grasp.  The tension

within her eased further.

She was settled into the appropriate contour chair and the harness

buckled about her.  Passive now, because she didn't have to make any

movement or decision, she waited.  The air around her smelled familiar -

and new, of paint and oil with enough of the pungent fuel odour to be

acrid - nevertheless comforting.

A sudden burst of noise and a wave of fuel and grease-laden air whooshed

across the sensitive skin of her face.  Someone had entered the sled,

not so much noisily as confidently.  She felt the throb of engines

revving up, increasing the stink of fuel in the air which also oddly

reassured her.  The sled moved forward and she sighed with relief.

Slowly she was pushed back against the seat cushions as the sledge

gathered speed.  Sunlight pierced the windows, too brilliant for her

tired eyes, and she made a protest as she closed them against the glare.

Had she remembered to put in the refractive lenses?  She blinked.

She had but it always took a few seconds for them to alter to the

necessary refractory index.  The blaze diminished, the backward pressure

of take-off eased and she opened her eyes, suddenly more aware of her

surroundings.  Lars' lithe figure occupied the pilot's chair.

"Get some rest, sunny," he said as he had so often said as they departed

the Guild for the Ranges.

Because it was easier to obey than resist, she wriggled into the

cushions, dropping her head back to the rest and let herself slip into

the sleep which wasn't far away.

"Eeny meeny, pitsa teeny .  -) The old choosing phrase roused her.

"Muhiah!  Any time I need to blackmail the Guild Master - -" she

murmured.

Lars laughed, the infectious laugh that had been one of his most

endearing traits and despite herself, she felt her mouth curving up in a

grin.

"Works every time," he replied and when she gargled a denial at him, he

amended it.  "Well, sooner or later, it works." She struggled upright in

the seat, biting her lip, for movement stirred up the crystal sting that

pinched at blood and bone.  She was in the Ranges and it would ease

soon.  Ease when she finally cut again.  She released the harness and

peered out at the steeples and ridges of deep Range.

"Where are we?"

"Scouring the parameters of an old claim." She frowned, stared at him

until recent memory returned.  "Oh?  Whose?" Lars grinned. "Such details

are irrelevant.  The marker's on the list: that's enough."

"Where did you find a statute of limitation in Rules and Regs?"

"In the Guild Master's prerogatives." Lars grinned at her.

When she snorted derisively, he added, "Why have the rule and not put it

into effect?  The Guild has to supply legitimate demands.  Like

Lanzecki, I use every trick I'm allowed-' "You're not Lanzecki!"

"Thank you for that vote of confidence," he replied and the buoyancy had

gone out of his voice.  After a long silence while she rubbed

surreptitiously to ease the crystal sting, he asked, "Is it bad?" His

tone held genuine concern.

"I've been worse," she said diffidently though, candidly, she doubted

that.  She'd've remembered it - and tried to avoid a repetition.

"Ha!  Try that on someone who doesn't know you as well as I do, sunny.

Take heart.  We're nearly there."

"Where?" Her voice had an edge on it. "Oh, quick!

Mark there!" And she pointed imperiously to starboard.  The evening

sunlight had just briefly glinted off crystal shard.

Lars gave an appreciative chuckle.  "You may be writhing with crystal

itch but your eye's as keen as ever." He veered to the right, slowing

the sled and neatly landing it on the bottom of the ravine.

"You're one of the best in the Guild," he murmured as they saw the

unmistakable evidence of a cutter's discards.

Killa could not control the trembling that racked her body.  She fumbled

with the door release, managed it the second time and half fell from the

sled.

"Careful now, sunny," Lars called, rapidly flicking through essential

landing procedures at the console.

She stumbled forward to the shards, crouching to gather handfuls,

closing her fingers about them, oblivious to the sharp edges, even

grateful for the caressing cut of crystal, grateful to spill blood and

ease the sting that made artery, vein and capillary itch.

"Easy, sunny, easy," Lars cried and gripped her firmly by the shoulders,

pulling her to a standing position.

"Muhlah!" she sighed with relief.  "I needed that!"

"I don't think you need go to extremes, however," Lars said dryly.  He

leaned down and picked up a hunk that had crazed in faulty cutting.  He

tilted her bloody hands to tip the fragments out and replaced them by

the larger piece with blunter edging.  Putting his arm about her, he

guided her back into the sled, washed each hand while she held the shaft

against her in the other like the talisman it was.  The tiny crystal

slices were healing as he finished.

"You'd better eat, sunny," Lars went on, still using that gently

matter-of-fact tone.  And he prepared a meal while she sat rocking the

crystal against her, feeling it draw the sting from her, damaged as it

was, as contact warmed it to her body temperature.

As she mechanically ate the meal he placed in front of her, she kept up

her rocking motion, shifting the crystal to her thighs, bending her

knees so the crystal touched her belly.  She didn't resist when he put

her to bed, letting her wrap herself around the crystal in a semi-foetal

position.  And that was how she spent the long night, comforted by

crazed crystal.

When crystal song woke her the next morning, the damaged shaft sent out

painful emanations.  With a cry, she unwound, pushing the crystal from

her as if it were polluted.  Lars picked it up and flung it from the

sled, relieving her of the sudden agony.

Then he spread himself across her body, for she was arching in the agony

of crystal song - too long from it to be stimulated in the usual way.

"It'll ease, sunny, it'll ease - - ." he murmured, struggling to keep

her from straining herself in the paroxysms that now shook her.

If she'd been alone in such a state, she would have launched herself to

the nearby lode.  In such disorientation, compelled by the irresistible

need to re-establish contact with the ecstasy of sun-warmed singing

crystal, she could have done herself a fatal injury.

Writhing against his restraint, she screamed at him, desperate to get to

the crystal face and ease the intolerable sting and achings "Let me go!

I'm begging you, Lars, let me go!  I've got to get to-' "You do and

you're dead," he yelled back at her, resetting his hands on her wrists,

managing, each time she nearly squirmed free, to cover her body with his

and deny her freedom.  "Hang on, sunny.  It won't be long now.

Just let the sun get up!" She twisted and bit at him, tried to knee his

crotch but he was quicker, stronger and fitter than she and evaded her

savage attempts to inflict enough pain to get free.

Abruptly the dawn chorus ended as the sun's rays flicked up and over the

surrounding ridges and lit the ravine.  She sagged against the hands

that held her, limp with reaction, weeping because the itch was back,

intensified.  The compulsion to seek crystal, however, had eased.

Wearily, she rubbed sweat and tears from her face on the quilt beneath

her.

"Let me up, Lars," she said dully.

He kept his grip a moment longer and then his fingers slowly released

her wrists and he slid off her.

"Sorry about that, Killa, but.  you know I was right."

"Yes, I know," she replied, absently rubbing her wrists before she

elbowed herself to a sitting position.

"You're sneakier than an Altairian tangIer," she said in no tone of

compliment.  But the purely physical aches distracted her nerves from

the interior throb of crystal sting.

A mug of some warm liquid was thrust at her.

"Drink this.  Stuffed full of stimulants," Lars said and she obeyed.

The beverage coursed down her gullet and seemed to find an immediate

path to her armpits and stomach, radiating out from those points to her

extremities.

"Thanks, Lars," she said.

He ruffled her hair.  "That's my sunny!"

"I am not your sunny," she said, shooting him a brief, dark scowl of

denial.

"No, you're not much like my sunny, are you?" And his voice had gone

expressionless again.

She tried not to care but perhaps it was as well.

"We're here to cut, aren't we?  Let's do it." Stiffly she got to her

feet and walked as firmly as she could to the cutter rack.  The weight

of the tool was almost more than her flaccid arm could support but, just

as Lars' hand came to her assistance, she managed to heave the cutter

strap on to her shoulder.

"Let's go." As she descended from the sled on to the rock and

shard-strewn ground, she was vaguely aware that he had slung more than

his cutter to his shoulder.  By the time she had scrambled to the rock

face only fifteen metres from the sled, she was panting with exertion.

She paused long enough to catch her breath to sing.  She chose an A,

heard Lars sing out in C and the face echo it back.  Not a strong

rebound but enough of a one to encourage her.  With her hand flat on the

rock, she tried to find the source of the echo.

"It's stronger over here," Lars said and she closed the distance between

them with a leap.  "Don't break a leg!" he shouted.

She sang A again and the reverberation rippled through her hand.

"Easy, girl," he said, but she was too busy tuning her cutter.

Old habit guided them both, and Killa managed to hold her cutter against

the buck of the subsonic blade through the crystal that had lain hidden

since the tectonic pressures had formed it.

"Hold it steady!" Lars' voice penetrated her cutting fever and steadied

her just enough so that their initial cut was true.  Lars did the

underslice as Killa held out eager hands to receive the excision.

Her fingers clawed it free, ignoring the lacerations, and she held it

up.  .  .  a form in green, clear and solid.

She held it up and sunlight caught it, making it sing in her hands.  The

shaft sang on and on, its sound coruscating through her skin to bone and

blood, flowing down her arms to her body, through her body to her legs,

flowing and blotting out the sting with its resonance, leeching the

agony of her long absence from the crystal that rejuvenated her.

When someone wrenched the shaft from her, she screamed and received a

hard slap across her face that dropped her to the ground, bruising her

knees on the scattered crystal debris.

"KILLA!  You've been thralled!" Lars' voice caught her just as she was

about to launch herself at him, a formless silhouette in the haze beyond

her crystal rapture.

Slowly she got to her feet, crawling her hands arduously up her legs to

straighten a body shaking with fatigue and the residue of thrall.  Lars

reached out to support her, one hand gently brushing dirt and sweat from

her face.  Instinctively she leaned into his body, accepting support,

unconsciously entreating sympathy, and his arms closed about her, his

chin on her head as they had so often stood after a good cutting.

"There, there, sunny," he said, patting her shoulder and cuddling her.

"You needed that.  Feel somewhat better?" he asked, tipping her head

back and looking down into her haggard face.

"How long did you let thrall last?" she asked, aware of her incredible

weariness.

"Considering your condition," and he gave a slight smile as he laughed,

"most of the day," She pushed away from him.  "You mean, you let me

thrall all day long when I could have been cutting?

An hour or so at most would have been enough He stepped back from her

ire, grinning more broadly now, holding up his hands in mock appeal.

"That's more like my sunny."

"I'm not your sunny," she said, needing to rant and rave herself back to

a more normal humour than the limp, nauseating and disgusting lug she

knew she'd been.

"Well, then, it's a good deep green, and I cut around you, in case you

didn't hear, locked in that thrall." She both hated and admired Lars in

this sort of a mood: far too amenable, far too effective, far too.

right!  Shard his soul!

Glaring at him, she sang out a high C; lost it for lack of support in

her weakened condition, set her diaphragm muscles and sang it again -

hearing his A an octave below.  The green resonated and their blades

touched its bright surface as one.

When they'd excised five shafts, Lars refused to let her pitch for more.

He even refused to let her help him carry the carton back to the sled.

When they got back and had racked their cutters, he insisted that she

needed to wash, however briefly, and when she was obviously unable to

stand up under the dribble coming from the shower head, he undressed,

too, and supported her He made her lie down under the quilt while, buff

naked, he made a quick meal for them both.  She managed to spoon it into

her but the effort was all she had left and he caught the sagging plate

before it tipped over on to the quilt.

"Can't mess it up.  It's the only one we've got." She tried to think of

a smart reply to that.  Honour demanded that she not let Lars get away

with the last word today, but she fell asleep before she could think of

something appropriately scathing.

Crystal song woke her and, aware of the warmth of the body beside her,

she turned, eager for the benison of relief.  She matched the eagerness

of her partner, accepting and returning the passion she found.  But the

gentleness, the tenderness he displayed reminded her of Shad, and yet,

as she opened her eyes, it wasn't Shad's engagingly innocent face that

she saw.  It was Lars dahl's.

He gazed down at her for a long moment, his blue eyes dark with unspoken

words as he searched her face.  When she gave a little impatient twitch,

he moved away.

"A better day today, isn't it, sunny?" he said in a non-committal tone.

"Yes, it is," she said with an equal lack of emphasis as she snagged her

clothes from the floor.  Sleds were so compactly organized that nothing

was out of reach from the bunk when it was pulled out.

It was easy to fall into the old habits.  She might rail silently at

finding herself accepting their former routine, but it helped.  They

didn't have much to discuss.  Except the cutting.

"We shouldn't stay here," she said after they had finished eating.

"Green's not black and that's what we're after."

"Feeling up to it?" he asked off-handedly.

She shrugged.  "I'd rather waste time on looking than on cutting."

"Green's easier to cut to get back into the swing of it."

"Ha!  I'm back already." He cocked an eyebrow at her.  "When thrall can

hold you for hours?"

"That," she said, snapping her words out, "was your fault.

I wouldn't have needed more than an hour.  .

"Ha!" he mimicked her But they were already, out of long habit, setting

the cabin of the sled to rights to take off.

They bickered with some heat and contempt for the first hour in the air.

Some equity was reached when they came across another worn paint-mark

that bore enough resemblance to one of the released ones for them to

land.  But as they were surveying the canyons, they caught sight of a

sled in one of the gorges and quickly left the area, Killa swearing

under her breath.

"What about one of the claims we cut?  Aren't there any in the

vicinity?" Lars frowned thoughtfully.  "Should be." Then he banged his

fist on the console.  "If only we could establish some method by which

singers could register the location of sites-' "Ha!  And have renegades

spend weeks trying to break into the program - "There are security

measures available now that no singer could break "Ha!  I don't believe

you!  I won't believe you."

"I know," he said, shrugging away her anger, and grinned over his

shoulder at her.  "But I'll win "em over to my way of thinking!"

"That'll be the day!"

"It'll come, sunny.  The Guild has to reorganize.  It can't continue to

operate on guidelines that're centuries old, incredibly obsolete and

damned naive."

"Naive?"

"It's a rough galaxy we live in.  The business ethics that motivated the

earliest Guild Masters simply don't exist and modernization is long

overdue."

"Modernization?" And Killa swept her hand around the cabin, where

sophisticated equipment was installed in small, discreet and effective

packages.

"I don't mean the hardware.  I mean," and he jammed a finger to his

temple, "the software.  The thinking, the ethos, the management." Killa

made a disparaging noise in her throat.  "This Guild Mastership has

addled your software, that's for sure."

"Is it?" and he cast her a sideways glance.  "I think you'll come to

agree that updates are essential."

"Hmmm.  Hey, isn't that a marker of ours to starboard.  .

?" It was, though nearly rubbed completely off the flat summit. They

touched down, as much to refurbish the marker as to see if anything was

familiar "Vaguely," was Killashandra's verdict.  Something nagged at her

- something quite insistent.  "I think," she began hesitantly, "I think

it's black."

"You don't sound sure "I think you were also right to ask me if I was up

to it." She fought the friction that racked her.

"We can go back and cut more green."

"No, we're here to cut black and black we'll cut, if it kills me."

"I draw the line at suicide, no matter how badly the Guild needs black

right now." She gave him a wry grin for that.

What they found was a deep blue crystal, one of the loveliest colours

either had ever cut.  They got three cartons of it and were back at the

sled, filling up their water-bottles when the first twinge of storm

warning caught Killashandra.  She sucked in her breath at the intensity

of it.  The crystal deprivation must have made her doubly vulnerable.

She caught at the side of the cistern and Lars reached out to support

her.

"What's the matter?  And don't you dare say nothing, Killa, he said,

eyes piercing hers with his growing recognition of the probable cause.

"Storm?" When she nodded, he cursed under his breath.  Then he closed

the water tap and covered his half-filled canteen, stowing it in place.

He took hers from her limp hand and put it away as well.  "All right,

let's get ready "But it's only the-' "Fardles, Killa, I can tell just

from your reaction that it's going to be a bad blow' "It's only

because-' "I don't care what it's because," he cried, chopping his hand

irritably to interrupt her.  He took her arm and turned her towards the

galley.  "We're returning and that's that.  I'm not risking you to even

the mildest blow.  Your head's not on straight yet from deprivation.

Though she protested vehemently, she had to recognize the fact that he

was absolutely correct in assessing her state.  She wouldn't admit it to

him: she argued out of habit.  He refused to entertain her contention

that they would have enough time to cut at least five, agreed but

discounted the fact that this was the best blue lode she'd seen in

decades.

"It isn't black," he said, his mouth and eyes angry.

"Try not to forget that, sunny, it's black we need!"

"Then why did we waste time cutting this blue?"

"You thought there was black here!" He was moving around his side of the

sled, securing cabinets and stowing oddments away.

"We cut good blue "she began, going meek on him, a tactic that had often

worked.  "I don't remember how many times you've told me that The anger

went out of him in a gush and, reaching across the narrow space that

separated them, he caressed her cheek briefly, his smile penitent.

"Sorry, sunny, no matter how you try to slice it, we're not cutting any

more .  here - - .  today."

"It should be a partners' decision, not one wy,) she said, wondering if

he were weakening.

"You've never been this arbitrary before." He gave a weary sigh. "I'm

arbitrary now!  As Guild Master, I have more than a partner's stake in

keeping your brain unscrambled."

"I didn't want you to be Guild Master.

"You've made that clear," he said, and his eyes flashed at her before

once again he relented.  "We were the best duet the Guild ever had. I've

seen the printout of our aggregate cuttings.  Impressive!" The smile he

gave her was suddenly boyish and she felt her heart unseize as the Lars

she knew so intimately surfaced briefly.  "Now let's scramble.  I'm not

risking you, or me." In far better charity with each other than they had

started this trip, they returned to the Guild.  By then the storm

warnings were far-flung, and sleds from all sectors began pouring into

the Hangar.

"Rack my sled in the first-out slot," he told the Hangar Officer and she

nodded compliance.

The scramble for such a preferred position was a constant battle among

singers but no one could supersede the Guild Master.

Killashandra ducked her head to hide a grin.  Lars was also calling for

assistance to unload their crystal just as the Flight Officer handed him

a comunit with the message that the call had top wiority "I'll take ours

through Sorting," Killa told him when he looked expectantly at her.

For a moment she watched his tall figure stride to the nearest exit, his

head bent as he listened to the priority call.  Someone else needing

black crystal?

Guild Master's cut also took priority in the Sorting Shed and Killa

waved her cartons towards Clodine "s stall.  She ignored Clodine's

initial nervousness and did her best to be pleasant.  It was the cut

which helped restore Clodine to their previous easy relationship.  The

market price of the blues would have been enough to appease the most

desperate singer.

Once assured of the hefty credit balance, Killashandra became aware of

externals - like the pong emanating from her person and her clothes.

Jauntily she strode to her quarters.  As she palmed open the door, she

heard the radiant liquid ploshing into the tub and smiled.

That was nice of Lars.  A good long soak, something to eat, and she'd be

back to normal.

Well, as normal as any crystal singer ever was.  She had at least worked

free of all that crystal cramp.

Good cutting was what she'd really needed to cure it.

The moment she toggled the food dispenser, the screen lit up to display

Lars' face.

"Killa?  That's a handy total on the blues, he said "Shards, I wanted to

tell you myself," she said, feeling a surge of disgruntlement.

"I've ordered up a meal here, if you'd care to join me - The hesitant

tone of his invitation struck her as atypical but it pleased her that

this Guild Master was not as autocratic as Lanzecki had been.

"I think I might at that," Killa said graciously and cancelled the order

she'd just placed.  Dinner with lars, or for that matter, dinner with

the Guild Master, tagged elusive wisps of memory: most of them pleasant.

Looking at the garments in her closet, she picked the one that suited a

slightly smug mood and dressed carefully, spending time to comb out her

snaggled hair and arrange it attractively.  She ought to get it cut

short again.  It had been a nuisance in the Ranges, sweating up and

falling into her eyes when she wanted a clear view of her cuts.

She peered at her face: she'd a tan again, making her eyes brighter,

cancelling the yellow that was beginning to tint the white. She pulled

her hands down her cheeks: they were still gaunt and were those age

grooves from her nose to her mouth?  She grimaced to smooth them away.

Then frowned.  She did look older.  She must be very careful not to tax

her symbiont again as badly as she must have done to look this way.

As she entered the Guild Master's offices, the first thing she saw was

the empty desk, its surface clear of pencil files or any work at all.

She frowned.  Trag?

No, Trag was gone.  Lars had not found a suitable assistant.  He'd have

to.  No wonder he'd been snapping at her in the Ranges.  She knew from

the amount of work she'd seen Lanzecki get through and that with Trag's

help - that the Guild Mastership was no sinecure.  She snorted to

herself: Lars had been a damned fool to get roped into the job.  She bet

he hadn't been sailing since he took it!

"When' was not a word she often used but it suddenly flicked across her

consciousness.  When had he taken over from Lanzecki?  She grunted,

cancelling that irritating consideration as she continued across the

floor to the inner office Lars was deep in contemplation of whatever was

on his desk screen.  He had had time to shower and change, his hair

still damp.  To one side, in front of the wide window that overlooked

the immense doors of the Hangar, a table had been set and the enticing

odours of some of her favourite foods wafted to her.

Becoming aware of someone else in the room, he looked up with a scowl

which shifted into a smile as he jumped to his feet.

"Sunny!" He gestured for her to join him at the table and he seated her.

"What are you after now?" she asked, a teasing note in her voice to draw

the sting of her cynicism.

"Ah, lovey," and he dropped a kiss on her cheek before he took his own

seat, "give me credit for some altruism -"

"Why should I?" He grinned at her, searching her face and evidently

satisfied by what he saw.  She cocked her head at him.

"So?"

"Eat first, talk later.  I'd like to see a little more She groaned.  "So

we're not going back out as soon as the storm clears?" In place of an

answer, he served generous portions of her favourite foods on to her

plate.  When he started to help himself, she saw that he had ordered the

nicco spikes she hated even to smell.  He grinned when she twitched her

nose in disgust.

"You see, I'm not catering entirely to you, Killa Ree, and no, we're not

able to go out immediately.

Black crystal's not the only one of our products in demand." He ended

the sentence abruptly.  "I'd be able to go quicker if you could see your

way clear to giving me a little help."

"I thought helping you was finding black.  I'll go alone----' "No!" The

single word was so forceful that she stared at him in surprise.  Lars

didn't used to take such a tone with her.  She bristled but he reached

for her arm, shaking some of the nilsi pods from her half-raised spoon,

before his touch softened in apology.  "No, Killa.  Too dangerous.

You're not completely over the deprivation and you'd thrall.

Especially if you were cutting black alone." While she still resisted

his prohibition, she had to admit that she would be extremely vulnerable

to black thrall.  She also had to admit that she had been in a terrible

state when they'd gone out: as near as made no never mind to being a

crystallized cripple.

They might have been searching for black crystal, but she was bloody

lucky they hadn't found any.

Green thrall had been deep enough.  She owed him a lot for risking his

own neck taking her out at all in the state she'd been in.

"So, what do you need done, Guild Master?" she asked in a flippant tone.

He smiled, with genuine relief.  "Thanks, sunny, I really appreciate

it."

"So?"

"Eat first," he said.  "I can't think when my stomach's clinging to my

backbone." She was hungrier than she thought and quite willing to

concentrate on eating.  Odd how a full belly could reduce resistance to

unpalatable business.

When they had cleared the last morsel from the platters, Lars leaned

back, patting his stomach and smiling with repletion.

"That's better.  Now, if you could finish rounding up the figures and

prices on the accounts I have on the screen, then I can go salve wounded

feelings."

"Whose?"

"Clarend and Ritwili have legitimate grievances which must be addressed,

and I've a delegation to meet at Shankill that I can no longer

postpone."

"I might be better with the delegation than with the files," she

suggested warily "It's the sort of thing you've done for Lanzecki

before.  D'you remember the Apharian contingent?

Well, I've got the Blackwell Triad looking for favours now.

Similar circumstances, similar solution, but I need the account figures

on hand."

"Bar-ring," she said, rolling her eyes.

"A lot of what I have to do is boring, and yet, Lars regarded her, his

wide mouth curling in a grin, "I rather like finding out how this Guild

hangs together against all corners." Killashandra snorted. "We've a

unique product that no one else can produce, no matter how hard they

try.  We're in control."

"I like that "we", sunny," and he reached across the table to fondle her

hand.  "I'll go heal fractured feelings, you find me figures."

"Just this once, because I owe you," she warned him, pulling her hand

away and shaking her finger at him. "Don't think you can rope me into

this full time.  I'm a singer, not a key tapper!

Find yourself a recruit with business training."

"I'm trying to," he said with a sly grin.

Once she got stuck into the analysis, Killashandra found it more

interesting than she'd realized.  Certainly the scope of the Guild's

authority - and its unassailable position as the only source of

communication crystal systems - was wider than she'd imagined.  Her job

- the cutting - was but the beginning of a multitude of complex

processes with end uses in constant demand throughout the inhabited

galaxy.  Deprive worlds of Ballybran crystal and their economies

collapsed, so vital were the shafts, and even the splinters, to

technology on all levels.  The pure research burros in the labs here

kept finding new applications of crystal - even ground shards had uses

as abrasives.  The more brilliant of smaller splinters could be made

into resonating jewellery, much in vogue again.  She wondered how the

galaxy had let one Guild gain so much power.  .  .  What had Lars been

on about?  Reorganizing?  Modernizing?

What?  The Guild bought state of the art technology in other fields.

Unable to resist the temptation of having unrestricted access to the

Guild's master files, Killashandra ran some that she might never again

have a chance to discover.  Lars had said something about aggregate

cutting figures.  She wanted to know just how much she, Killashandra

Ree, had contributed to the success of the Guild.  Once in the

ultra-confidential files, those entries were easy enough to find.

But the dating of their first duet journey was a shock.  They couldn't

have been cutting that long.  They couldn't.

She cancelled the file and sat looking at the screen, patiently blinking

a readiness to oblige her.  She couldn't "Sunny?" Lars' voice on the

comunit broke through the fugue such knowledge caused.  "Sunny, got

those figures for me?  Sunny?  Sunny, what's wrong?" His voice,

concerned and increasingly anxious, roused her "I got "em - - " She

managed to get the words out.

"Sunny, what's the matter?"

"Am I old, Lars?" There wasn't much of a pause and, later on, she was

never sure if there had been any before he laughed.  "Old?  A singer

never gets old, sunny." His voice rippled with a laughter that sounded

genuine to her critical ear.  She couldn't even imagine his amusement

had been forced.  "That's why we become singers. To never get old.  Give

me those figures, will you?  And then I can get back from Shankill and

show you just how ageless we both are!

Don't get sidetracked by trivia like that, Killa.  Now, what are those

figures?  I'm nearly at Shankill Base.  Patch them through, will you?"

Like an Al, she performed the necessary function and then leaned back in

the Guild Master's comfortable chair, too big for her frame, tall though

she was, and tried to remember how she could possibly have cut so many

tonnes of crystal over so many decades.

Lars found her there when he returned long after night had fallen over

Ballybran.  Nor could he, using all his skills as lover or persuader,

bring her out her fugue.

She broke out herself when she realized that they were deep in the

Milekey Range.  On that trip they found the elusive black crystal, a

full octave in E that was likely to sing messages around the biggest of

the systems vying for comcrystals.  But cutting the blacks enervated

Killa to the point that she did not argue with Lars when he reluctantly

but firmly turned the sled back to the Guild.  For the first time it

wasn't a storm that drove them m.

Dimly, Killa realized that he carried her in his arms all the way down

to the Infirmary, refusing any assistance or the grav-gurney.  He

undressed her himself while Donalla attached the monitors and Presnol

fussed over which medication would produce the best results in the

optimum time.

"Shard the optimum!" Lars raved.  "Juice up her symbiont!  Heal her!" He

saw her harnessed into the radiant fluid bath before he stormed off. She

let herself drift then and didn't even wonder how much credit that

octave of blacks had earned them.

of

Chapter Nine "

Did you get enough blacks in?" Killa asked Lars the first time she saw

him after she began to pull out of the traumatic exhaustion.

"Enough to reduce the clamour a few decibels, sunny." He bent to kiss

her cheek and then pinched it with a gleam of mischief in his eyes. "The

ones we cut together were the best."

"Naturally," she said with a flash of her usual arrogance.

"Seen the figures on that octave?" he asked.

"One of my first conscious acts." She leaned into the fingers that

stroked her cheek.  "I've a bird to pluck with you.  You gave me part of

those you brought in when you went back out by yourself and that's not

in Rules and Regs.  You cut by yourself," she said, scowling at him but

well pleased that he'd been so generous.

"Ah, but it's your site.  All things being equal, you'd've continued

cutting with me until the weather turned."

"So," and she moved her head slightly back from his caresses and eyed

him speculatively, "what is such charity going to cost me?" Lars gave a

hearty laugh, throwing his head back and tipping the chair away from the

bed, balancing it deftly-on- the back legs.

"I wasn't so much charitable as conscious of my administrative edict

that those whose claims were cut without their participation would be

awarded a settlement.

"I'm an existing and active singer," she said, outraged.  "I'm not not

yet, at any rate - - "And she waved her hand in agitated denial towards

the section of the Infirmary which cared for the braindamaged singers.

"No, of course, you're not.  The fact remains that I was compelled by

press of orders to obtain black crystal from any viable site," he said,

solemn for a moment.  "And you did cut there earlier with me soit was

only just, meet and fair that you got your share: especially at the

current market price of blacks." He rolled his eyes.  "Best ever."

"Yes, it was, wasn't it!" Killa grinned back at him.

Blacks always generated top earnings.  Their octave had earned her more

than she'd made m her mind stumbled over the time factor.  Quickly she

turned away from such speculations.  "Has that octave been processed

yet?" She was still annoyed with Donalla and Presnol for not allowing

her to access that information.  They'd kept her restricted to a simple

voice-only comunit.

"Oooh, as fast as it could be shaped and bracketed.

The Blackwell Triad drooled when I made it available to them.

Eight was what they needed and eight matched was a plus.  Which they

paid for."

"Too right!"

"Terasolli installed them." Then Lars' grin turned sour.  "Then lost

himself so well in Maxim's Planet I haven't been able to locate a trace

of him.  Even with the prices establishments on Maxim's charge, he's got

enough to lose himself for months.

"I remember going to Maxim's once with y,) Killa said, though she could

recall no details of the legendary exotic pleasances that the leisure

planet offered.  Though some singers risked mind and body to cut enough

for repeated visits to Maxim, she couldn't recall any desire to do so.

"Once.  No seas, not even lakes, so no sailing." He cocked her a

malicious grin.  "Which reminds me.

Care to get out of here for a few days R&R?  You can crew for me."

"To get out of here I'd even crew!" Counterfeiting irritation at her

jibe, he ruffled her hair into snarls and left, whistling a chanty.

Three days later, when she made her way down to the pier, she was

surprised to find Donalla, Presnol and Clodine already there, carisaks

at their feet.  She very much resented him extending his invitation to

anyone else, much less these three.  She'd wanted expected - only his

company on board the Angel.  The ship was more than enough rival for his

attention.

Then she experienced a second, more disjointing shock when she got a

good look at the ship moored to the long pier it was not the Angel she

thought she remembered clearly, but a craft some ten or fifteen metres

longer.  A sloop but a much bigger one.  That somewhat explained the

extra hands but did not disperse her disgruntlement.

Lars arrived before she got past a stiff greeting to the others.

He jogged down the pier, grinning broadly at the success of his

surprise.

"She's great, isn't she?" he said, his face boyish and more like the

Lars she knew than the Guild Master he had become.  "This'll be her

maiden voyage.

You're the shake-down crew' Not even Killashandra had the effrontery to

blight his pleasure as he shepherded them on board, pointing out the

technological improvements and amenities, the spaciousness, the luxury

of the several cabins and wardroom, still smelling of varnish, paint and

that indefinable odour of the "unused'.

There was even space for a body-sleeve-sized radiant bath.

Killa lost the edge of her vexation when Lars guided her to the

captain's cabin, genially waving the other three to pick out their own

bunks.  There'd be much more privacy on Angel II - unless, of course,

Lars insisted on standing a different watch.  Maybe they'd have to, for

she'd no idea of how much seamanship the two medics and the Sorter had.

Vaguely she remembered that Clodine had expressed an interest in sailing

with them but she didn't recall having sailed at all recently.

Certainly not on this craft.

"Like it, sunny?" Lars said, tossing his duffle to the wide bunk and

gesturing around the beautifully appointed cabin.  "The rewards of

cutting black!"

"Must have cost you every bit you made," she murmured, looking about her

appreciatively.  "State of the art?"

"She was when she left the boat yard on Optheria." And Lars slipped his

arms about her waist, enfolding her to him, and burying his face in her

short crisp curls.  "Probably still is, though I waited to sail her

until I could have my sunny aboard.  No fun for me to sail without you,

you know." He kissed her, letting her go, to swing his arms about

expansively.  "She's a beaut, isn't she?  Saw her sister ships on Flag

III and I've lusted after one like her ever since."

"Do the others know how to sail?" she asked, curious and still somewhat

resentful "They sailed on the old ship a couple of times, he admitted

casually.  "They don't get seasick if that's your worry and, while this

baby should run herself, they know their way about a deck."

"Who cooks?" Killa said, half teasing.

"Whoever's off-duty," he replied gaily and then hugged her to him.

"It's good to have you back on board, lovey.  Real good.  Now," and his

manner turned brisk, "let's get this cruise underway." It turned out to

be a very good cruise, especially when Killashandra realized that she

was a much more capable sailor than any of the others.  And, as usual,

she responded automatically, and correctly, to any of Lars' orders.

The important things to remember she remembered.  The rest was chaff

which time would have winnowed out of active memory anyway And, as they

anchored every evening in a cove and the ship could be rigged to rouse

the crew if its monitors received any critical readings, Lars and she

spent their nights together in the captain's double bunk.

They fished and ate the panfried catch, sweet and delicate in flavour

and flesh.  They sailed, or rather Lars did for he would let no one take

the helm for very long, even Killa.  By the afternoon of the third day

out, they encountered some stormy weather.  She revelled in it for it

brought back to mind flashes of other storms she had experienced on

ships with Lars.

It was four days before the pressures of the Guild had to be considered.

Lars tried to settle one set of problems which were patched through to

him but, with no assistant to handle matters during an absence, they

regretfully had to turn back.

"I thought you were going to find yourself an aide," Killa said, unhappy

at having the halcyon trip truncated.

"I've been trying to find the right personality for the past seven

years, sunny.  Isn't easy to find anyone suitable.  Oh, there've been a

couple of recruits who had some potential, passable as temporaries, but

none who had the breadth of experience to be effective executives.  I

need someone who knows and understands Guild tenets, has or could cut

crystal, has managerial skills without being a power freak.

Most especially someone I can trust "Not to usurp your prerogatives?"

Killa asked facetiously.

"That, too," he agreed, grinning at her.  "It's not an easy position to

fill.  I've learned to do as much as I can myself without delegating it

to others because, bluntly, singers forget too much." Killa heard that

on several levels and winced.  His arm came about her, lovingly tucking

her against him and she felt his kiss on the nape of her neck.

"Worse, they sublimate - Donalla's word - crystal singing into the most

important aspect of their lives which, in many senses, it has to be. The

disadvantage to that is the balance: they end up with such narrow

parameters in which they can function that they're bloody useless for

any broader view.  They're either singing or they flee from singing

until they can no longer ignore the need for crystal.  That sort of

myopia compromises a lot of otherwise good people.

Life holds more.  .  .  Hey, sunny, what's the matter with you?" Killa

had stiffened in his arms, and tried to push him away.  "Hey, no need to

take offence!" He laughed at her and pulled her back into his arms,

caressing her until she began to relax.  "Silly chunk!" She made herself

soften in his arms because they were nearly back at the Guild harbour

but, whether or not he denied it, she felt that his comments were not as

casual as he pretended.  And yet.  .  .  Nothing in the past few days

suggested to her that there had been any other, subtle alteration to

their long relationship.  Donalla was patently interested in Presnol and

Clodine apparently had a like-for-like preference.

Then Lars issued the necessary orders to ready the ship for docking and

there was no time for any further conversation.  On the one hand, Killa

resented that Lars had left her so unsettled with his remarks

unclarified but, on the other, she wanted time to mull over what he had

said.  If the suit fits, wear it.

With utter honesty, she recognized that she was guilty of compressing

her personal parameters into just such a narrow track.

Didn't Lars see that?  Or maybe he did and he was hoping that his

remarks would jolt her out of that myopia.  Only how?  Something teased

at the edge of her mind.  Something important.  She couldn't catch so

much as a hint.

She sighed and finished cleaning up the galley and removing the last of

the perishable foods.  Well, maybe she wasn't as myopic as some.  She

sailed, didn't she?  And she could remember seeing more water worlds

than any galaxy had the right to offer.

Sailing had given Lars dahl some respite from the pressures of his

responsibility but the main one had doubled on him - more black crystal

was ordered.

"I left instructions that no further orders were to be taken," Lars

said, angrily furrowing his brows as he glared at the comscreen.

It had been buzzing for his attention the moment he opened the hatch on

his private ground vehicle.

"Guild Master, we never refuse orders for black," he was told.

"We can't fill the orders we've got.  Then he leaned out of the open

door.  "Donalla, you're going to have to lean on Borella and Rimbol."

The names were vaguely familiar to Killashandra.

"I'll do what I can, Lars," Donalla called back to him but she shrugged

as if she was none too sanguine about success.

"Rimbol?  I knew him - I think," Killashandra said as a hazy image of an

ingenuous smile on a boyish face flickered in recall.  "And Borella "

The woman 5 face was not clear for memory centred on a tall, strong body

and a badly lacerated leg.  "I haven't seen them in a long time," she

added.

"You're not likely to, sunny," Lars said kindly.

"They both turned off storm warnings once too often."

"Oh!" She paused, considering that information.

"Then how can Donalla lean on them?" Lars had stowed their two duffles,

strapped himself into his seat, motioning for Killa to do the same, as

he prepared to drive back to the cube.

"Regression," he replied succinctly.

That was the word.

"What's that?"

"It's an old technique of accessing segments of memories lost on purpose

or from brain injury.  We don't use but two-fifths of the brains we've

got.  As Donalla explained, some functions can be switched to unused

portions of the mind, and often memories get shunted out of active

recall.  Off and on, there have been fads of regression, usually to

former lives." He chuckled before continuing, an indication of his

opinion of such an exercise.  "We're using it to tap memory strings.

Donalla's research on memory loss suggests that we don't actually lose

anything we've seen, heard, and felt.  The unpleasant we tend to bury as

deep as possible, depending on its effect on our psyches.  Oddly enough,

good memories get dropped just as thoroughly. Through a careful use of

hypnosis, Donalla has been able to reclaim lost knowledge."

"That's illegal." Lars shook his head at her outburst. "Isn't it?"

"No, it isn't.  I had that point clarified.  We are custodians of those

husks of former singers and they get the best physical care we can

supply.  Some of them, under Donalla's care, have actually been restored

as functioning humans." Killa stared at him aghast.  "You can't possibly

put them back in the Ranges Lars laughed harshly.  "I'm not sadistic,

Killa.  It's a plus to me if they are able to care for themselves.

Some have improved enough to undertake simple duties in the Infirmary."

"That's macabre, Lars," Killa said, with a shudder.

"It's also expedient.  The Infirmary is damned near full and I won't

short anyone on the care they need if they've totalled their minds.  The

other problem is that the Guild is not attracting enough new recruits to

make up for those losses - She felt both anger at him and a stirring of

terror.

She'd come all too close to being one of the "totals' herself "If I'd

totalled, would you ?" His eyes on the ground speeding past them, Lars

reached out to grab her hand.  "If you were totalled, Killa, you

wouldn't be aware of anything that was happening to you - .

"But would you subject me to.  .  .  ?" She couldn't continue, horrified

at the very idea of someone crawling about her mind without permission,

at that ultimate loss of privacy.  The painful grip of his fingers

increased, jolting her out of such considerations.

"I told you I didn't want to be Guild Master.

Lanzecki left me with quite a mess to cope with.

Only, when I agreed, I didn't know the half of it.

Full disclosure wasn't required of him." Lars' smile was droll.

"But I did have some ideas on how to revitalize the Guild: to reorganize

it for efficiency and predictability.  I can't leave so much to the

vagaries of the singers and the weather."

"Vagaries?" she said indignant.  "Vagaries?" His choice of word

infuriated her "Yes, singers are permitted far too much leeway - "Too

much?  When we risk our sanity every time we go into the Ranges.

"That's the most haphazard part of the whole operation," Lars said

scornfully.  "Most singers and you are not in that category, sunny, so

relax and listen up - cut just enough to get off-planet.  They leave

viable sites long before they need to quit because of an approaching

storm.  They don't remember from one time to the next where they've

profitably cut and waste a lot of time trying to locate old ones or find

new ones.  This paranoia that keeps a singer from noting coordinates of

claims is absurd.

It's easy enough to use codes "If you can remember it later," Killa

added.

"Numbers aren't that hard to remember," he said, "and something has to

be done to make such invaluable information available to the individual.

It'd cut out the guesswork and make every trip into the Ranges far more

profitable.  Our friend Terasolli's another example of wasted time.  He

gets top price to set that octave, and he won't come back to Ballybran

until crystal itch drives him back.  That'll be a year or so.

.  - a year or so of unproductivity.

That's got to stop."

"Stop?" She sputtered the word in her amazement at his uncompromising

attitude.

"Two, maybe three months, should be respite enough for a singer.

.

"How the fardles would you know?" Killa demanded.  "You've never set

black crystal.  You don't know .  ." She tryed to stop she was trembling

so badly.  "Set this thing down.  I'm not going any further with you.

I'd rather walk back to the Guild than stay another minute.

- Lars did set the vehicle down but he also shoved in the door lock and

swung his back against it so she couldn't reach it.  His face was set

and his eyes flashing with anger.  He took her by the shoulders.

"You'll stay and you'll listen!  If I can persuade a mind as closed as

yours against any change in wasteful habits and stupid archaic perks,

maybe I have a chance of pulling the Guild out of the hole it's in." He

gave her a little shake, his fingers digging into the flesh of her upper

arms.  He ignored her squirming.  "I'm trying my damnedest to save this

Guild.  Its position in communications is no longer as secure as it used

to be because people have got tired of waiting for Ballybran crystals

and have developed alternatives.  Not as good as our crystal but

performing much the same functions and ,.

always - - - available - - - for replacement - - - He spaced the last

words for emphasis.  "I've got nine orders for black crystal I cannot

fill because my singers cannot relocate the sites where they've found

black.  So they go wandering about in the Ranges, looking, trying to

remember.  I want them to remember.  I've been patient long enough just

as Lanzecki was patient but there's an end to patience and I've reached

it.  I'll do anything I can to supply black crystal, to build up a

backlog of the stuff, to reinstate the Guild to its former prominence.

And if it means I have to plumb the depths of crazed minds to find out

where black crystal is, I will.  But it'd be much easier to have a live

singer willing, and able, to cooperate with me." His bitter gaze held

hers and she could see his deep anxiety, his frustration, his fears in

the dark agony of his clouded eyes.  His voice was harsh with

desperation.

"How could I cooperate any more than I have?" she asked in a low voice,

shivering internally with fear of What this compliance might do to her.

"Oh, sunny," and he embraced her tightly, holding her head under his

chin with-one hand, stroking her body as if contact would express his

gratitude and relief.  Then he held her slightly away, her face in his

hands, stroking her cheeks with gentle thumbs, looking deep into her

eyes.  "You know where you cut blacks.  It's there in your memory," and

one hand cupped her head tenderly.  "We just have to access those

memories.  .  .  it'll all come back.  Donalla says that with the proper

clues, you could remember everything.

Killashandra stiffened, regretting her impulse, pulling herself free. "I

don't need to remember everything, Lars.  I don't want to remember

everything.  Get that straight now' "Honey, all I'm asking is landmarks

for the black crystal sites you've cut.  I've remembered only two and I

know there were more.  I have got to have black crystal," and he pounded

his fist into the plaster above the control panel with such force that

it left a dent.

She reached for his hand, to prevent him repeating the blow.

Immediately he covered hers with both of his.

"If we could only," and his voice was low now, his frustration vented,

"get singers to note down landmarks so they can get themselves back to

the best sites.

Killa gave a snort, not as derisive as it might have been because she

was not going to exacerbate Lars' despair.  "Now that's asking a lot,

love," she said wryly.  "You know how paranoid singers are.  Put

something down that another singer could find and locate?" She shook her

head.  "Not to mention roping singers back to Ballybran before they

absolutely have to return." Lars looked deeply in her eyes.  "That's why

your cooperation is so vital, sunny.  You're senior among the working

singers.  If you can be seen to accede to executive orders," and he gave

a bitter smile, "the others will accept them.  Especially if you start

bringing in more crystal, better crystal, because you know exactly how

to get back to workable sites."

"I've already cut more crystal than any other singer.

"You have that enviable reputation, 5y,) he said with a hint of his

customary ebullience.

"So how does this regression process work?" He straightened up, his eyes

losing their grimness.

"Under hypnosis.  Donalla's become expert.  She found the coordinates I

needed to access one of our old claims the last time I went out."

"You. .  .  by yourself?" The notion that he'd risked himself made her

choke with fear.

"As Guild Master, I had to set the example, despite my partner's

illness.  I can't ask singers to do what I won't do myself, you know."

"And you talk about capricious singers!"

"Don't shout, Killa.  I cut, I got back and at least filled another

order."

"Order?  Order!" She was indignant.

"An order that's been unfilled for twenty years, Killa!  It's no wonder

the Guild's reputation has been suffering.  I've finally got permission

to inaugurate a more active recruitment campaign, but it's experienced

singers I need and right now, and out in the Ranges, not carousing on

Maxim or Baliol and spread out across the galaxy." The bleak expression

of a man who was not given to desperation, the flat despairing edge to a

voice that had always been rich with humour and optimism affected her

more deeply than any other moment in a basically egocentric and selfish

life.  She owed Lars dahl and now was the time to repay him in the only

coin that mattered.

"So, let's get back to the cube and let Donalla beguile me, or whatever

it is she needs to do."

"Regress your memory."

"I can't, and that's that," Donalla said, swinging her stool around and,

projecting herself off it, she paced angrily about the room.  "You don't

trust me, Killa.

It's as simple as that.  Until you can trust me, hypnosis can't happen."

"But I do trust you, Donalla," Killa insisted, as she had over the past

few days during the increasingly frustrating sessions she had had with

the medic.

"Look, ladies," Presnol said, coming out of the corner of the room where

he had been as unobtrusive as possible, "there are some folk who are

psychologically unable to release control of their minds to anyone, no

matter how they trust the operator.

Killa's been a singer a very long time now "Don't keep reminding me of

that.  "Killa heard the edge on her voice but she was too keyed up by

failure to control the reaction.

"Habits are ingrained.  .

"I've never been a creature of habit," Killa protested, trying to inject

a little humour into the tensions that crackled about them all.

"But," and Presnol turned to her, "protecting your site locations has

played a dominant role in your subconscious.  I mean, I've sat in on

Donalla's sessions with some of the inactive singers," Killa approved of

his euphemism, "and often it's sounded to me as though they were keeping

the information from themselves: the subconscious refusing to permit

access of knowledge to the conscious."

"Ha!" Killa folded her arms across her chest.  "I go to sleep telling

myself to remember.  To dredge up the necessary referents.  I dream of

fardling spires and ranges and canyons and ravines.  I dream of the act

of cutting, I dream of crystal until I wake myself up thinking I'm

asleep on a bed of the fardling shards!"

"Like a mystic?" And Donalla covered up a giggle that slipped out.

Presnol looked shocked but Killa grinned.  "I know the sort you mean

total disregard of the purely physical.  Mind over matter!  Oh, Muhlah,

if I only could " And she groaned, covering her face with her hands.

"Wait a minute," Donalla said, drawing herself erect at a sudden

inspiration.  "You get thralled, don't you?  By crystal?"

"It can happen to any singer," Killa said guardedly.

"Yes, but thrall's a form of hypnosis, isn't it?  I mean, the crystal

triggers the mesmerism, doesn't it?"

"Indeed it does." Presnol caught the significance of their exchange.

"But that would mean you'd have to go into the Ranges."

"What's wrong with that, Presnol?" Killashandra asked, slapping her

hands to her knees.  "I'd be doing something constructive at the same

time, instead of sitting on my buns here accomplishing nothing.

Sorry, Donalla.  You've tried.  I just can't comply!

Maybe, in the Ranges, and in thrall, you can get through."

"But but - . -" Presnol floundered.

"But you've never been out, have you?"

"Only to rescue singers." And a convulsive spasm shook the medic's

frame.

"Well, it's about time you saw the Ranges at their best," Killa said,

amused.

Presnol gulped.

"No, I'll go," Donalla said, giving her lover a reassuring smile.

"I'm - - supposedly - - the hypnotist.  And I'm not afraid of the

Ranges.

"I'm not, either," Presnol protested but both women exchanged knowing

glances.  "I'm not, truly."

"Donalla's presence is sufficient, I'd say," Killa said.

"One of us should remain here, Pres," Donalla said, "and you could

continue the hypnotics with - " She hesitated, glancing at Killashandra,

"another patient."

"Yes, I could," Presnol said, beginning to relax.  He wasn't as good at

the process as Donalla, but he had been successful with two of the

inactive singers.

"That would be a much more useful disposition of my time right now.  Ah,

when will you be going?" he asked, turning back at the door Killa and

Donalla exchanged looks.  Killa shrugged.

"We'll check with Lars.

Killa could see that he resisted the idea of her going out into the

Ranges without him.  She had overridden her own reluctance to go out in

the company of a non-singer, however dispassionately involved with the

singing of crystal.

"There's been no tradition of non-singer' Lars began.

"Ha!  Since you've been demolishing tradition all over the place, why

cavil at this one?  The results could be exactly what's needed.  At

least with me," Killa said.  "As you point out, I'm one of the oldest

still active singer Killa!" There was a warning not to try his patience

just then.

"Look, we can rig lots of safeguards.  Weather's behaving itself right

now, so we can cancel that worry.  Donalla can wear a combutton direct

to your console so if you have to do a rescue lift, you'll be the first

to hear," Killa went on, perversely determined to undermine any argument

he might voice.  "Donalla's stronger than she looks if it comes to her

having to break thrall." She grinned.  "Know any good throws?" she asked

Donalla who dismissed the question.

"So, teach her your special techniques, up to and including setting my

cutter sour.  Muhlah knows that the reward could be worth the price of a

cutter."

"Don't let Clarend hear you say that," Lars remarked with a good attempt

at genuine humour "Hmmm, too right." And Killa grinned back at him,

reminding him of abuse they'd both taken from the Cutter over the

decades.

"You'll lend us the double sled then?" Killa asked.

She looked out of the broad window, beyond the Hangar.  "Hell, it's only

midday.  We could be deep in the Ranges and cutting in a couple of

hours." She leaned across the desk towards him, daring him, silently

urging him to agree.  "Of course, if you happened to have some black

crystal coordinates handy, I could be productive on several levels."

"Killa, you do know what you're doing, don't you?"

"No, but Donalla thinks that thrall will help her get past the barriers

I can't seem to lower." He sighed deeply and threw his hands out in

capitulation.  "If you could come back with some black .  ." He set his

lips firmly, hearing the desperation in his own voice.

He propelled himself out of his chair and, while Killashandra contacted

the Hangar and arranged for his sled to be readied and stocked, he

demonstrated to Donalla the various ways in which thrall could be

broken.

"I didn't realize thrall was that dangerous," Donalla said, her eyes

wide with the newly acquired information.  "And you let Killashandra

stay thralled to green "That was a most unusual situation.

Killa needed the overdose of crystal to counteract deprivation.  I would

never have permitted her to thrall to black.

It's far harder to break out of.  And that's why I don't like just the

pair of you going."

"Well, if you want another singer along to see where we've cut black - -

-" Killa teased.

"There isn't another singer in or you can believe I'd send someone."

"Who's that dork at Trag's desk then?"

"Certainly not yet a singer," Lars said sarcastically, "but she does

have business management experience and she's capable of organizing

pencil files and auditing accounts." Killa smiled, relieved by his

disparagement of the very pretty girl's abilities.

"Now, if you can't break thrall by any of the methods I've demonstrated,

you club her behind the ear and haul her bodily out of the Ranges.  You

are checked out on sleds, aren't you?"

"You know we all are, Lars," Donalla said, giving him an almost

condescending smile.

"I've even driven some of the worksleds when there was excessive storm

damage to patch up." Lars nodded acceptance of her competenceee. "But

I'm not charmed by the idea of bludgeoning Killashandra Ree into

submission.  I'll bring along something soothing."

"You have to be careful, though," and Lars held up a warning hand.  "A

singer in thrall can become violent.  Strap her down in the sled if it

comes to that."

"Now that you've given her the worst case scenario, how else can you

scare her out of this attempt?" Killa asked in some disgust.  She turned

to Donalla.

"Anyone would think he didn't want this to succeed.

I've never slugged him yet.  Though I might start - - -" And she lifted

her fist in mock anger.

He raised both arms and pretended to cringe from her blow.  "Just in

case," he added, his manner lighter and a sparkle in his blue eyes,

"have you any idea -where you're going?" She grinned at him.  "You need

black.  So, since you have already bared the location of your latest

black site to Donalla, I thought you wouldn't mind entrusting it to me,

your partner." His smile deepened.  "Here," and he thrust a slip of

paper at her.  "When you're on course, eat it!"

"You are all heart, Lars dahl," Killa said and marched Donalla out of

the office and to the lift.

In the descending car, Killa was amused by the way Donalla eyed her

"Sorry?"

"Not a bit," Donalla said, scowling sternly, then her expression altered

to anxiety.  "It's just I hadn't realized the possible complications.

Killa laughed.  "You don't, unless you've had to work with "em.

Lars shouldn't have scared you like that." -"He doesn't want to lose you

again, Killa," Donalla said, her fine eyes intent.  "He idolizes you."

"He has an odd way of showing it at times," Killa replied, trying for a

casual acceptance to conceal her reaction to Donalla's appraisal.

"Sometimes that's because it's too important to admit, even to himself."

The intensity of those quiet words rang in Killa's mind.

Lars had so often told her he loved her, but usually in a sort of

off-hand manner, as if he didn't really mean it, or was astonished by

blurting out the declaration.  Mways his hands and eyes had conveyed

more than he actually said aloud.  Even when she was denying him, she

couldn't genuinely deny her love for him, just her dependence on the

affection of any other human being.

The lift door opened and, taking a deep breath, she led the way out to

the Hangar and the double sled waiting and ready.

As there was no other sled in sight, Killa set the course directly

towards the coordinates Lars had given her and, making a little display

of it, dutifully chewed and swallowed the note.  Donalla gave her a

nervous smile.  Killa found the medic's fidgets amusing since the woman

had always seemed so selfconfident.  Well, in an Infirmary, probably,

but now she was in the singer's bailiwick and the Ranges were awesome.

No question of that.

When Donalla relaxed enough to watch the spectacular scenery streaming

by, Killa made something hot to drink and broke out some munchables.

They hadn't had any noon meal and she wanted something in her belly if

she was to let herself get thralled.

There was one problem, Killa mused, now that she focused her mind on the

actual process.  She never remembered a thing from any period in which

she'd been thralled.  It was all a blank from the moment she lifted the

crystal free to the moment thrall lifted.  Of course, Donalla had

carefully explained that one didn't remember the span of a hypnotic

incident either.  Well, and Killa shrugged, finishing the last of her

ration bar, it was worth a try!  Lars needed the boost a success would

give him.

Between sessions with Donalla, Killa had done some surreptitious poking

in general files: from Recruitment to Deliveries, all readily accessible

information.  There certainly had been a drop in the numbers of

applicants to the Guild.  There'd only been six in the last bunch to be

processed: and a mere ninety signing up for Guild membership over the

last decade.  She checked back over four decades when the totals had

been up to the two hundred mark.

More singers were rated "inactive' than active on the Roster.  No deaths

listed in the past twenty years.

Killa's thoughts were grim.  The cost of caring for singers was higher

than the budgets for Research and Development yet profits were

dwindling.  Lars had been all too correct in saying the Guild was in

serious shape.  She really should have brought in - she frowned, for the

name escaped her.  She'd found someone, hadn't she, with the perfect

pitch required.

Could that sort of ability be on the wane in the modern world?  It was a

trick of the ear and the mind.

Gradually as the state of affairs of the Guild became obvious, her

initial repugnance over invading singers' damaged minds to find the

location of their sites began to subside.  At Donalla's suggestion, she

sat in on a hypnotic session with a man whose symbiont was visibly

failing him.  He was gnarled and wrinkled with age, joints thick with

calcium deposits, veins engorged on fleshless limbs and digits.  He

seemed content, though, wrapped in a warm soft blanket and smelling of a

recent bath.

There hadn't been much intelligence in the dull, deeply receding eyes

despite the fact that they at least were following the movement of the

random fractiles developing on the large screen in the corner of his

room.  He was an improvement over some of the living corpses Killa had

seen on her way to his small single room.

"I chose Rimbol because at least he's tracking what's on the screen,'

Donalla said.  "I've had some luck in restimulating one or two of the

least damaged singers.  I've just turned off the music in here but we've

found he does respond to audio as well as visual stimuli.  I think

whatever we do to try to reach their brains is better than just letting

these poor hulks have nothing to see and hear.  Rimbol's more receptive

to hypnotism than some of the others." She held up the prism and turned

Rimbol's head slightly so that the crystal was on a level with his eyes.

She twisted the chain so that the prism caught the light and immediately

Rimbol's eyes were captured.

"Watch the prism, Rimbol, watch the lovely colours, shifting and

changing.  Your eyes are getting heavy, you can't hold them open because

your lids are so very heavy and you're falling asleep, gently falling

asleep .  " Donalla pitched her pleasant contralto into a slow rhythmic

pattern and Rimbol's eyes did flicker and close and a sigh escaped his

lips.

"You will sleep and you will not resist.  You will answer my questions

as best you can.  You will remember where you were when you cut black

crystal.

You will remember what the landscape was like, if there were any

prominent landmarks.  You will also tell me the coordinates because you

do remember them.  And you do remember this particular site because you

cut black crystal there, four fine crystals in the Key of E Major.  You

made enough credits to leave Ballybran for over a year.  Records show

that you went to your home-world on that occasion.

Do you remember that time, Rimbol?  Do remember the landmarks about that

site, Rimbol?"

"Ah, the E Majors?  Best I ever cut.  I "member." The words were slurred

but both medic and singer listened hard.  "I "member. Two peaks, like

cones, and then the flat part " The words became more distinct, the

voice even sounded younger, more vibrant.  "Narrow ravine, winds like an

S, had to tip the sled and damned near lost her but I knew there was

black around.  Fardling steep slope up to the peaks, sharp to climb,

slipped often but crystal's there .

feel it in my knees and hands "The coordinates, Rimbol.  What are the

coordinates?  You saw them when you finally set the sled down.  You know

you did.  So put yourself back then, when you're looking down at your

console.  Now, you can see the figures on the scope, can't you?"

"See "em "What do you see, Rimbol?  Look closely.  The numbers are very

clear, aren't they?"

"Clear.

"What numbers do you see?"

"Ah - -" and another sigh escaped the old man.

"Longitude 152 degrees 22.4, latitude 16 degrees 15.51.  Didn't think

I'd "member that.  I did!" He smiled contentedly and his closed eyelids

trembled.

Killashandra had jotted down the coordinates and then looked at the

figures, still uneasy about obtaining such information.

"He'll never make it there again, Killa," Donalla said softly.

"He doesn't need them.  The Guild which cares for him does."

"Someone else could probably find the claim without scouring it out of

his mind," she said, resisting the intrusion for Rimbol's sake.  His

name sounded familiar but he had altered far too much for her to recall

what he had looked like as a young and vigorous man.

"There isn't time for random chance." Then Donalla turned back to her

patient.  "Thanks, Rimbol.  You have been marvellously helpful."

"Have?" Killashandra was astounded to see a smile return to tremble on

the wasted lips, a smile which remained even after Donalla ended the

hypnotic session.  She said nothing when she noted that Killashandra saw

that smile.  She turned up the music, a lilting merry tune, and, as the

two women left, Killashandra turned back and saw a distorted finger lift

in time to the rhythm.

When they had finished their snack, Killashandra checked their flight

path and estimated that they were nearly there.  They overflew the black

and yellow chevrons ten minutes later and she circled, mentally chanting

Lars' choosing rhyme - eeny meeny - as she looked for the landmarks he'd

told her marked the exact location of the black crystal.

She had turned a hundred and sixty degrees before she recognized the

configuration of ravines: three, one rising behind the other, in frozen

waves of stone.

At the base of the third, she should find signs of workings.  She did:

recent workings because sunlit sparkles caught her eye.

"Here we are," she carolled out to Donalla.

"Behold!" and she gestured expansively out of the front window.

"An actual crystal site!" Donalla's lips parted and then a slight frown

marred her high forehead.

"No, it's not much to look at," Killa said, lightly teasing.  "A place

known only to few and treasured by many." She locked down the controls,

noting as she did so, as she always did whether she had realized it

before or not, the coordinates on the screen before she shut the engines

off.  She had to admit that such an automatic scan was as much a part of

a landing routine as turning off the engine: so automatic she wouldn't

remember she'd done it three seconds after she had.  There'd be hundreds

of such flashes for Donalla to probe.

She reached for her cutter and gave the lined carrier for cut crystal to

Donalla to carry and opened the sled door.  Through the soles of her

heavy workboots, she could feel the ripple of the nearby black.

She swallowed hard.  The call of black was strong.

Maybe Lars had been right: she wasn't ready for black yet.  But they

hadn't much choice, had they?

She led the way to the face, visible because of the regular steps where

crystal had been recently cut.

Nothing looked familiar.  She knew from checking files that he had cut

alone for nearly a decade: a decade she hadn't known had passed while

they were estranged.  But, and she shook her head in surprise, the claim

bore their chevron markings.  Lars was a bundle of contradictions,

wasn't he?  He was too sentimental to be a good Guild Master, she

thought, and, thinking of recent examples of his ruthlessness, she

reversed her opinion.

As she narrowed the distance, she explained once more to Donalla exactly

how a singer proceeded on site: finding a clear side of crystal,

sounding a tuning note, setting the cutter, and then excising the

crystal.

"The dangerous part is when I hold the crystal up.

If sun hits it, I'll go up into thrall." Wryly she glanced up to check

the position of the sun, trying to ignore the hard, cold knot developing

in her stomach.

"Well," she said, exhaling a deep breath, "here goes!" She motioned for

Donalla to step back a bit for the woman was standing too close to the

business edge of the cutter.

Killashandra eyed the crystal face.  Yes, these were Lars' cuttings.

She'd know them anywhere.  Recent storms hadn't damaged his distinctive

style.  She brushed some loose splinters away and felt the crystal

resonance just a note away.  She pressed her hand flat against the

surface and, setting her diaphragm, sang a clear mid-C.  The crystal

vibrated almost excitedly to the sound.  She set the culler.

She put the blade perpendicular to the face and then rammed it in,

disengaged the blade, sliced from the top to her lower cut, then quickly

shifted position to make the second downward cut, freeing the shaft. She

turned off the cutter, letting it slip down the harness that held it to

her shoulder.

"Now, Donalla," she said and lifted the black crystal high, high enough

to catch the sun and felt the beginnings of thrall paralyse her.

She could no more have evaded that than Rimbol had been able to evade

Donalla.

Hard grit dug into her face, irregular hard objects poked her the length

of her body, her ears rang with an unpleasant dissonance that would soon

split her skull.  Abruptly the unendurable noise quit.

"Killa!  Killa!  Are you all right?" A hand on her shoulder shook her,

tentatively at first, then more urgently.  But the voice was female.

She'd never cut with a woman!  She propped herself up, one hand

automatically feeling for the cutter Her cutter?  Where was it?  She

couldn't have lost her cutter?  Dazed, she looked about her, patting the

ground.  Her eyes were dry in their sockets and ached.

"Killa?" Boots scrabbled on the litter and someone's face peered

anxiously at her.  But the someone held her precious cutter in one hand

and a black crystal shaft in the other.

"I didn't drop it.  .  ." Killa was weak with relief.

"I was about to shatter it if the cutter noise hadn't worked," the woman

said.

Killa peered at her anxious face.  It was familiar She forced a tired

mind to put name to face.  Ah!

"Donalla!"

"Who did you expect?" Relief made Donalla's voice sharp.

Killa eased herself to a sitting position.  She couldn't trust her legs

yet.  Her right shoulder ached and her arm was riddled with sharp

needles of renewed circulation.  She massaged her shoulder, gradually

becoming aware that darkness was rapidly shadowing the narrow ravine.

"So?" she asked Donalla curtly as memory flooded back.  She'd cut black

to go into thrall, which she had obviously done, and the thrall had

lasted much longer than planned.

The look on the medic's face answered her question.  "You were more

impenetrable than when I tried back at the Infirmary," she said, with a

weary sigh.  "You just stood there, holding this wretched thing," and

she gave the black shaft a careless waggle.

Killa lunged to save it.  Donalla drew it sharply back into her chest.

"I'm all right now, Donalla.  It can't thrall me again.  Just don't

damage the thing."

"After what it did to you?  I thought I'd never get it out of your

hand." Donalla regarded her burden warily.

"Then put it in the carrier." Killa wrenched her upper body about,

looking for the carrier and jabbed her finger at it.  "Just don't drop

it," she added as Donalla obeyed.  Her voice was strident with anxiety.

She cleared her throat and went on, controlling her voice, "For some

reason, fresh crystal cracks faster than at any other time.  Ah!" She

sighed her relief as the medic stowed and covered the shaft.

Killa got to her feet then, brushing off clinging bits and pieces of

dirt and crystal.  She was tired but, glancing at the sun, she saw there

was enough light left to make a couple more cuts to add to this bigger

C.

"What are you doing?" Donalla asked, her voice sharp with concern.

"I'm going to cut." She had to use force to get Donalla to release the

cutter.

"But I couldn't break through the thrall."

"Shouldn't keep me from cutting.  Especially as it's black." Killa went

down a fifth, sang loud and clear, heard the answering note and set her

cutter.  Donalla stepped in front of her "Out of my way," Killa said,

appalled that she had been about to swing the cutter into position, a

position that would have sliced right through Donalla's thighs.

"I can't let you."

"Ah, leave off, Donalla!" Killa tried to push her away.  "There's no

sun.  It's the sun that starts thrall.

For the love of anything you hold sacred, let me use the light that's

left."

"You're sure?  It took me hours - -"

"Well, it won't happen at this time of day Killa blew out with

exasperation.  The woman was worse than any novice she'd ever

shepherded.  "Sun's nearly done.

Now, move out of my way!" Hesitantly and watching Killa very warily

indeed, Donalla stepped aside.  Killa sang again and tuned the cutter,

neatly slicing beyond her first cut.  She excised that one, managed two

more quick ones in the same level: smallish and stocky but black!  She

had the cutter poised for a third when the face turned sour.  There was

an intrusion or a flaw.  Cursing under her breath, she stepped back and

signalled Donalla to bring the carrier over.  She finished packing

crystal just as the last of the sunlight faded from the ridges above

them.

The two women stumbled back to the sled, the carrier between them.

Only when she had seen the carrier secured behind straps and the cutter

properly racked did Killashandra allow fatigue to creep up on her "How

long did you say I was thralled?" she asked, slumping into the pilot's

chair "I forgot to check the time right away, Donalla admitted, "but

from the time I did till I threw you down, it took three and a half

hours!" Killa chuckled weakly.  "Don't doubt it." She rubbed at shoulder

muscles still twingeing from a long inactivity.  "And I wouldn't

answer?"

"You kept staring at the crystal.  I tried every single manoeuvre Lars

showed me and you might as well have been crystal yourself for all the

blind good it did me." She had been scared, Killashandra decided, that's

what was making her angry now.

"Don't reproach yourself, Donalla.  I got out and the crystal's OK.

I'd've been out of thrall once the sun went down.  Or didn't Lars

remember to mention that?" He hadn't to judge by the expression on

Donalla's face.  "Fix me something to drink, will you?

I'm too tired to move and my throat's so dry - Donalla banged the cup on

the counter as she hauled the water out of the cooler, her movements

telling more plainly than any words the state of her feelings.

With food in her stomach, Killashandra took a hand beam and went out to

examine the face.  If she could cut past the damaged crystal to clear

stuff, she ought to.  She was damned lucky to find black ù Then she

laughed, recalling that luck hadn't entered into the discovery.

Knowing that she would have black to cut in this site took some of the

elation out of the work.  It was the mystery, the challenge of having to

find the elusive material.  Donalla could acquire first-hand Range

experience to augment her clinical knowledge of crystal singers.

Killa hummed softly, listening for an answering resonance and heard

none.  Cursing under her breath, she went back to the sled.

She'd have to wait till morning to see how deep the flaw was. Worse than

not finding black was finding it uncuttable.

She woke in the night, aware of the warm body beside her and instantly

recognizing it as Donalla's, not Lars'.  That was another matter they

had neglected to explain to Donalla.  As the woman was apparently

unremittingly heterosexual, Killa decided she'd have to manage.  Morning

song could be rather more of a shock than Donalla could handle.  Moving

carefully, Killa rose.  She found an extra thermal in the cupboard and

let herself out of the sled.  This wouldn't be the first time she'd

slept on the ground.

Rolling herself up under the prow of the sled where she'd be protected

from any heavy dew, she wriggled until she got comfortable and dropped

off to sleep again.

Dawn and crystal woke, singing her awake.  She took deep breaths to

reduce the effect on her until she heard Donalla crying out.

Grinning, but as uncomfortable herself as Donalla probably was, Killa

endured.  Fortunately, this ravine was higher up in the Range than many

and the sun song didn't last very long.  She waited an appropriate

length of time before returning to the cabin.

"What was that?  Where did you go?" Donalla said, her tone almost

accusatory.

"That's crystal waking up to sunlight.  Fabulous experience, isn't it?"

Killa grinned unrepentantly, folding her thermal to stow it away again.

"I felt discretion was the better part of retaining our growing

friendship."

"Oh!" and Donalla rounded her mouth for the syllable, flushing beet-red

and looking anywhere but at Killashandra.  "No one told me about this."

"I know," Killashandra said sympathetically.

"It's another case of us knowing it so well we think everyone else knows

it.

Donalla took another deep breath and managed a weak smile.  "I gather -

- - I mean - - - Well, is that why certain partnerships .  .  .

?  Oh, I'm not sure what I mean." Killa laughed, flicking the switch on

the hot-water heater, and making other preparations to cook breakfast.

"It has a tendency to make minor quarrels disappear in the morning." By

the time she'd eaten, Donalla had turned clinical in her examination of

the sensual effect of sun-warmed crystal on human libido.  Killa

answered honestly and fully, amused at Donalla's professional curiosity.

"What's astonishing is that more singers don't sing duet," she finally

announced, turning enquiringly to Killa.

She shrugged.  "I suppose it's like anything else.

Palls after a few score years."

"You and Lars were partners for.

.  ." Donalla bit off the rest of her sentence.

Killa regarded her for a long moment.  Those of the Guild who did not

lose "time' in the Ranges were taught not to make comparisons that could

upset singers.

"A long time," Killa said.  "A very long time.  She paused.  "It doesn't

seem like a long time.  How old am I, Donalla?"

"You certainly don't look your age, Killashandra," she said,

temporizing, "and I won't put a figure to it." Killa grunted and heaved

a big sigh.  "You're right, you know, and I don't really want a figure."

"You don't look older than four, maybe five decades." Donalla offered

that as compensation.

"Thanks." Then Killa rose, having finished her meal.  "I've got black I

might be able to cut out of that face.  I've got to try." She waggled a

finger at Donalla.

"Only today, you make bloody sure you take any cuts right out of my hand

the moment I've pulled it free.

You wrench it from me, if necessary, and carefully, mind you, stow it in

the carton." Donalla stood ready all day to follow those orders but they

were never needed.  The black had fractured right down into the base of

the site.  Killa swore because she had cut carefully the day before. She

hadn't heard the fracture note as she finished cutting the third shaft.

Usually you did.  .  .  a crack that was audible and sensed even through

the thick soles of her boots.

"Damn, damn and double damn," she said, admitting defeat in

mid-afternoon.  She'd even tried to find an outcropping somewhere else

in the rock but hadn't had so much as a murmur from crystal.

"What?" Donalla asked, rousing from a state of somnolence.  She'd been

patiently watching Killa's explorations from a perch on the height.

"II's gone.  No point in staying here."

"We're going back?" Donalla's face livened out of dutiful resignation.

"We shouldn't.  We should look around."

"Lars only gave you these coordinates."

"Yes but somewhere around here," and Killa waved her hand in a

comprehensive sweep that took in the entire ravine, "there'll be more

black crystal."

"How long will it take you to find it?"

"Ah," and Killa waggled her forefinger, "that's the rub.  I don't know

where."

"Well, then, let's go back to the cube and get coordinates to another

known black crystal site," Donalla said, pushing herself off her perch

and brushing dust from her trousers.

"It'll take us three hours to get back," Killa heard herself protesting.

"Why, I could be-' "Circling the area unprofitably for hours, days, more

likely," Donalla said.  "Let's do it the easy way, with another set of

coordinates.  Huh?" Killa considered this, sweeping aside all the

arguments she was ranging against the common sense Donalla was speaking.

She owed it to Lars.  He'd been right.  She had some black to return

with.  She shouldn't waste time.  She should cut where they knew there

was more.

"You're right.  Absolutely right.  We go back.  We do it Lars' way."

Chapter Ten

Lars was pleased with the four she brought back, disappointed by

Donalla's failure, and relieved that they had returned.

He had other coordinates for Killa to use.

"I don't really like this," she told him.  "It still feels like claim

jumping." Lars grinned at her.  "You won't say that when you have to

share the proceeds, sunny."

"There's that, too, of course," she said, making a face at him.

She went out by herself within the hour after getting a severe lecture

from Lars about remembering to stow black the instant she cut it.

"If I find it!"

"You will." She did, but whatever crystal there might have been there

once was now buried under a mass of rubble and boulders too big to be

shifted.  She sang, at the top of her excellent lungs and didn't hear so

much as a squeak from the buried crystal.

So she returned to the Guild, arriving just before dark and, while he

was willing to give her another set of coordinates, Lars wasn't willing

for her to start until the next morning.

"Take a long bath, have a good meal, sleep in a good bed," he said with

a wink and a leer.  "Missed you, sunny," he added in a soft voice and

pulled her to him, to kiss her neck.  He pulled a face as he licked his

lips.  "Yugh!  You need the bath."

"Thanks!"

"Look," and he became serious, "I badly need your help, sunny.  Really,

more your presence and a nod or two when necessary.  If you seem to be

going along with my scheme, the others're more apt to."

"Go along with what scheme?" she demanded, wary.  Lars was wearing his

Guild Master's face.

"I've got three other singers who I believe, I hope, are still flexible

enough to go along with me in this."

"In what?"

"Easy, Killa," and he grinned down at her, a twinkle returning to his

eyes, "using coordinates from the inactives."

"Oh," and she began to see both his problem and his scheme.

"I also want to see how they respond to that alternative Donalla's

suggested."

"Which is?" She had slightly eased herself back from his embrace.

He scrubbed his head with his knuckles, a sure sign to her that he was

uncertain and nervous.  "If singers didn't spend so much time trying to

find claims they haven't worked in a while, if they could just go right

back to them, they'd save a lot of time."

"So you want them to permit Donalla to hypnotize them and force memory

of their coordinates?" Killa asked, cutting to the gist.  He nodded.  "I

don't think they'll go for it," she said, shaking her head.

"You took mine and found the black.  You took Rimbol's and got to his

site."

"I know it can be done, and you might get some singers to use inactives'

coordinates but I don't think you'll get them to submit to hypnotic

recall of their own sites.  You know how paranoid we all are about claim

locations."

"Paranoia doesn't have to enter the picture."

"Ha!"

"Look, Donalla's not a cutter and she's demonstrated her integrity as a

medic.  She's certainly not going to violate their trust "First she has

to get it.

"All right but she's not about to go mouthing off coordinates.

Muhiah, but she could implant a posthypnotic command to forget what

she's just heard."

"She could?" Killashandra was surprised.

"She wants to give each singer who'll go for this a keyword.  She may

have to keep track of keywords, knowing how fragile the memory of

singers is," and Lars gave Killa a wry grin, "but that keyword would

allow them to recall their own coordinates without any other further

assistance.

"I mean," and Lars began to pace the room in his enthusiasm for this

scheme, "this is the way it'd work, according to Donalla.  She gives

them a posthypnotic command to remember coordinates whenever they set

down the sled.  That's locked in their memories.  Guild records show

what they cut, if not where they cut.  When they want to return to a

site, they say the password and that makes the information accessible

again.  To them, and them only, so their privacy hasn't been violated."

It sounds feasible for those who accept hypnosis."

"You seem to be one of the few who doesn't," he said, resignation in his

voice.

"I've always marched to my own drumbeat, she said in a light tone which

masked her own sense of failure in that respect.  She really did want to

help him, and the Guild, but mainly Lars.  "Count on me for support.  .

.  for however much good it does you."

"Your support'll mean more than you imagine, sunny," he said and gave an

emphatic nod of his head.  "Go on and get cleaned up.  I've got a few

more things to clear off my screens." And he gestured to a desk littered

with pencil files.

"I'll meet you in the main dining hall in an hour.  All right?" When she

had bathed and dressed with some care, she made her way to the dining

hall she hadn't patronized in she couldn't remember how long.

Long enough so that its decor wasn't the least bit familiar, nor the

studies and collages and hangings on the wall.

But those were often changed as well as the soft carpeting and the

furnishings.  There weren't that many diners in the big room and most of

the alcoves were dark.  It made her shiver a little.  Was it just that

all working singers happened to be out in the Ranges right now?

That there wasn't a group of novices waiting around to be infected by

the symbiont?  That the large number of support staff had all decided to

eat in their quarters this evening?

She looked around for Lars and then heard his distinctive whistle.

He was just loading a tray with beakers of Yarran beer, to judge by its

colour.

Beside him were Donalla and Presnol and three singers, the same three

she had recognized at the meeting when Lars had opened inactive claims.

Now he nodded towards a banquette table off one side of the huge

low-ceilinged room and she turned to meet them there.  She managed to

drag one singer's name to mind - Barton.  Pushing harder, she remembered

that he'd been in the group she had "graduated' with.

Actually he didn't look much older.  Why should he?  If his symbiont was

doing its job.

"Barton, how nice to see you," she said, smugly pleased that she had

placed him.  She smiled at the other two, a man and a woman, as if she

remembered them, as well.  She gave Lars a quick glance which he

interpreted correctly.

"Tiagana, Jaygrin, do you recall Killashandra?"

"I think we've met either on ships leaving Shankill," Killashandra said,

addressing Jaygrin, "or wandering around the moon waiting for a

shuttle," she added, glancing at Tiagana.  "Ah, Yarran beer.

What would we do without it?" That seemed to bridge the gap.

Everyone reached for a glass from Lars' tray and then helped transfer

platters and covered dishes to the round table.

Presnol appeared at that point and soon the group was sitting down and

passing dishes around so that all were served.

Lars acted the genial and diligent host and sent Presnol back for more

Yarran beer when the first beakers were empty.  Killa saw flashes of

amusement in the other singers' faces, as if they were well aware of how

Lars was trying to lull them.  It had been a long time since she'd been

in a peer group, or in a dinner party of any kind.  If it hadn't been

for Presnol and Donalla deftly stimulating conversation, this party

might never have come to life.  But it did.

"All right, Lars, you've dined us and beered us, so what's this really

about?" Barton asked, settling back in the chair as he pushed his empty

dinner plate away from him.

"All four of you have been profiting from cutting on inactive singers'

claims," Lars began, "and that's exactly what I hoped would happen.  But

I'd like you four to take this a step further." He went on, using almost

the same explanation he had given Killa an hour before.

Had he been rehearsing it on her, she wondered?  But, since she had

heard it, she could pay more attention to the way the other three were

responding to his scheme.

Tiagana didn't bother to disguise her reluctance.

She leaned away from Lars, towards Barton who was sitting beside her. He

was not as unreceptive.  Killa could almost see the CRystal dancing in

Jaygrin's eyes and his smile was positively greedy.

"How do we know that Donalla can't unhypnotized herself and consciously

know our claim locations?"

"She can't," Presnol said so flatly contradictory that Jaygrin had to

accept the fact.

"I wouldn't want to.  It would be pointless since I don't sing crystal,

and the cutter is always paid on what he or she brings in.  I couldn't

count on you to remember to give me a bribe, now could I?" Jaygrin

laughed, showing narrow, almost feral teeth.  "So the deal is, Lars

dahl, that we'll get inactive singer sites plus this hypnotic business

to remember where we cut?" Lars nodded.

"And no share out of the cut?" Barton asked.

"On the first cut of an incentive, you pay the twenty-five percent but

only the Guild tithe on any subsequent cuttings." Even Tiagana looked

interested now.

"It works," Killa said, deciding to enter the discussion.  "I've flown

out and cut as long as the claim was good.  Came back in, got another

set, and flew directly to it, ready to cut again.  Of course, one claim

was buried too far to be reached but the coordinates were accurate.

Saves a lot of time and wasted effort."

"You've been doing what Lars described?" Tiagana asked.

"I have," Killa replied, nodding and managing a slightly smug curl to

her smile.  "A snap," and she produced one with her fingers.  "I think

it's a lot easier on a body, too," she added, indolently easing her

buttocks down in her chair.  "Muhlah, when I think of the days I've

spent trying to find a site, trying to remember if this was still

workable.  Sure saves a lot of stress." She debated putting a word or

two about loyalty to the Guild but knew that wouldn't cut much with

singers.  Only credit did.

And Lars' new scheme was indeed the key to larger credit balances and

fewer dry runs in the Ranges.

"No more dry runs," she did add as the three singers were mulling over

what had been said.

Presnol slipped away from the table and returned with more Yarran beer.

Wisely Lars switched to a discussion of the dinner they had just eaten,

criticizing the preparation of one or two dishes and asking if anyone

else had found them wanting.

Singers would talk food till the galaxy grew cold and either Presnol or

Donalla kept the beer circulating until only he and Killa, who had been

more abstemious than her custom, were able to manoeuvre.

"Do you think it'll work?" she asked him, as they made their way to

their quarters.

"We'll know tomorrow.  But that Jaygrin's going to try it," and Lars

chuckled.  "Avaricious bastard!  But then he's never come in with any of

the darker colours On his own." Which, in crystal singer parlance, was

the most insulting thing you could say about another cutter.

Chapter Eleven

As Killa was setting off for the next set of coordinates Donalla had

obtained for her, she saw the other three singers readying their sleds

in the Hangar.  When she came back two days later, she had a full carton

of deep amethyst crystals in fifths and thirds.  They were not, of

course, the black she'd been after.  But she remembered that Clodine had

said the darker shades were in short supply so she'd stayed to cut

rather than return empty-handed.

Before she'd lifted from the site, she'd jotted down the coordinates and

slipped the notation under the sheet of liberated markers, taped to her

console.  In plain sight and yet hidden.  Now if she could only remember

that!  She ought to think of some sort of code, something she'd twig to

the moment she saw it, that it was a code and what it concealed.  She

began to regret that she wasn't a good subject for hypnosis.

She wondered how Tiagana, Barton and Jaygrin were getting on.  She was

pleased she recalled their names so easily.  If she wanted to remember

something, she really could.

She was in rare good spirits when she brought the cartons in to Clodine.

"Haven't I seen you here a lot lately?" the Sorter asked, grinning

because Killa was.

"Sure!  I'm enjoying an excellent streak of luck.  It was bound to

happen," Killashandra said blithely, "given the probabilities.  Even if

these aren't blacks." Clodine held up the heaviest of the fifths,

adjusting her eyesight to scrutinize the crystal.  She put it on the

scales and made minute adjustments, nodding her head.

"Well, you remembered amethyst and there's a good market for them right

now.  Two space stations are being constructed and the big Altairian

waystation is expanding, so darks are needed for their life-support

systems.  Lars dahl'll be really pleased to in."

"I'll tell him myself, hear?" And she winked at Clodine.

"It's nice to see you like this, Killa," Clodine said and gave Killa's

arm a tentative pat.  "And you're not even buzzing."

"No, I'm not.  I feel as if I could cut for ever these days."

"I'd heard you already had!" Clodine said with rare flippancy.

In great good humour, Killashandra laughed and chuckled more heartily

from her gut when she saw the final figure on two days' work.

Many were the times in her past when she'd've killed for such totals.

Yes, Lars' idea of getting coordinates out of inactives was brilliant.

Before she went down to her quarters, she stopped in the Hangar office

to ask for her sled to be ready for the morning.

"Why don't you just stay out, like you usually do, Killa?" Murr wanted

to know.  "You're like an overnight homer, in one day and out the next."

"I find what the Guild needs, I cut, I bring it in.

Much more efficient that way, isn't it?"

"You're using a lot of fuel," Murr cautioned.

"I've the credit to pay for it, Murr.  Humour me." She left him there

but his morose attitude brought her down a bit.  The moment she entered

her quarters, the comunit buzzed.

"Muhlah!  Can't I even have a bath first?"

"Killa?" Lars' image came up on the screen.  "Glad you're in, CS Ree.

Would you join me as soon as possible in my office?" She started to say

something snide about his formality but he stepped to one side and she

saw that he had visitors in his office: visitors who were wearing the

clear plastic suits and breathing masks that meant their errand was

urgent enough for them to risk possible contamination by the Ballybran

symbiont.

"Permit me time to become presentable, Guild Master Lars dahl," she said

in a similar manner and waved the comunit off.

She was quick to shower and change because she was curious.  Very few

people would take the chance these were.  Urgent was almost always

interesting.  As she strode into the office, there was a new person at

Trag's desk who looked up, looked about to challenge her presence,

hesitated and then looked quickly back to the screen.  She palmed the

door and entered lars' office.

"Ah, Crystal Singer Ree, I appreciate your alacrity.

These are Kiera and Rudney Saplinson-Trill.  Kiera, Rudney, this is the

other member of the original Guild survey team." And he gestured for

Killashandra to be seated.

She noticed that there were snacks on the table beside her and blessed

him for such thoughtfulness.

He had even managed drinkers for the suited Saplinson-Trills.  But he

hadn't managed to indicate why they were braving the dangers of

Ballybran.

"I'm not sure if you can recall the planet we visited some years back

"Twenty-four years, five months and two weeks to be precise," Rudney

Saplinson-Trill said with the quick humourless smile of someone to whom

accuracy is more important than courtesy.  The tinny and nasal quality

to his voice reproduced by the helmet speakers increased the impudence

of that unnecessary correction.

"Yes, the one with the opalescence which we investigated for the late

Guild Master.  It was posited at the time that Heptite Guild members,

protected by their symbiont, would be safe from the infection which had

killed the original exploratory team exposed to the opalescence - "Fluid

metal, Guild Master," Rudney said, "is a more accurate term for the

material - FM for short."

"We called it Jewel Junk," Killashandra said, mimicking him.  He didn't

notice but Kiera did.

"Yes, we did, didn't we," Lars said, clearing his throat.  "For lack of

a more accurate designation," he added, nodding towards Rudney.

"You will remember that we actually made two trips there, the second one

after our visit to Sherpa III.  On the second one we fed some trash to

several of the Jewel Junk a.k.a.

FM." Killashandra wanted to giggle at Lars but mastered the urge.

"Actually, nine of the now twenty FM manifestations," Rudney said.

"Yes.  As I was saying," and Killa saw Lars' nostrils flare, a sign of

rare impatience in him.  He gave Rudney a quelling glance.  "We also

tried to establish communications with the - - - ah FM opalescence - -

-" And more firmly when the scientist seemed about to correct him yet

again, "Or has the opalescence abated?" Lars fixed the scientist with a

cold glare.  He then looked back to Killashandra, rattling his strong

fingers on the table in a complex roll.

What appeared to be a nervous habit in him, plus the use of the words

"opalescence', "Sherpa III' and the "infection' began to stir memories

for Killa.

"We established a form of communication with it," she said.  "Have you

managed to enlarge on that beginning?" Or why else were they risking

their lives visiting Ballybran?

"We are pure research scientists, Rudney said stiffly.  "We are

attempting to establish the parameters of an extremely complex life form

"Then you agree that the Junk is sentient?" Rudney made a gesture,

discounting her assumtion.  "We are only beginning to analyse its

substance "Wasn't it impervious to diagnostic instrumentation?" Killa

asked Lars.

"Ours is considerably more sensitive, Rudney continued inexorably, "and

therefore we have made progress where the usual sort of instrumentation

was inadequate to the purpose."

"So," Killa said, crossing her arms over her chest and focusing her

entire attention on him.  She had found this to disconcert the unwary.

"What is it?"

"We have not yet finished our initial survey Rudney admitted.

"After twenty-four years, five months and two weeks?"

"With such an unusual material, one does not rush to conclusions,'

Rudney informed her.

"Did it ever digest the Ballybran crystal we gave it?" Killa was very

pleased with herself for that recollection.

"Ah, no," Rudney replied, and cleared his throat causing an awful

rasping sound to be broadcast.  The non-absorption seemed to worry him.

"In fact," Kiera said, plunging in, "all nine FM units prominently

display the crystal shards in the centre of the reservoir.  That's what

we call the central node.  Though node is not exactly accurate either."

"Would blob do?" Killa found scholarly precision tedious.

"Fluid metal is the proper description of its composition and, even, of

its function," Klera said, her round face solemn.

"But have you established any level of communication with my Jewel

Junk?"

"Yyyeesss, and nn-no," Kiera said, momentarily flustered.  "Our

xenolinguist had hundreds of hours of recording but " And she sagged

with a weary sigh.

"No mutual lexicon," Killa said, adding her own sigh.

"The individual FMs, however, Kiera said, brightening, "seem to be

communicating on some level.  Though whether or not it's through use of

the crystal shard, we haven't been able to ascertain." She shot a

worried look at Rudney.

"Just the nine or the other Junks you've discovered?" Killa asked,

wondering if that was the problem.

"We can't be positive that they don't have another means of interacting.

But we have established that the crystals send bursts of

piezo-electrical current," Kiera said.

"Though we have been unable to determine the exact reason for the

activity," Rudney said, smoothly displacing his partner in explanations.

"All the twenty FM deposits show irrefutable evidence of a

therma-electric effect, generating a voltage flow which, we have

posited, is due to the extremes of temperature through which the planet

goes.  There is a recognizable tide, as it were, in the fluctuations of

the therma-electric effect that can be timed to the onset of deviations

in the planet's rotation around its primary.

"Naturally, we established a control group of three," he went on in an

inexorable manner, settling himself in his chair for a long lecture.

"Caves Three, Nine and Fifteen remain as we found them on our arrival,

complete with their central nub of crystal.

We've divided the others arbitrarily according to size into three

groups, giving each a special diet: organic wastes which seem to have

little effect on growth; inorganic wastes which demonstrably increase

the size exponentially to the amount offered; and a mixture, half and

half, to the third group which seems to thrive the best.

"We've done hours of recordings," Kiera managed to slip in while Rudney

took a deep breath, "which I do maintain are not merely therma-electric

statics.

Fizal is certain that the various rhythms are conversations of some

sort."

"That's not as immediate or as interesting as the history we have

postulated about the primary 478-S2937 and the planet's relationship to

it," Rudney went on.  "Star 478-S has been through many stages and our

investigations point to the probability that the planet, Opal, was

formed from ejecta of the various stages of the star's development."

"Now, Rudney," said Kiera firmly, "you know that Sarianus's theory is

equally viable." She turned to Lars.  "Our astrophysicist is of the

opinion that the star was a huge new star, formed near the remnants of

others."

"That has yet to be proved, Klera, because that theory does not explain

why the planet resolved itself into a mass of liquid metal surrounded by

a mass of non-liquid metal."

"The flares, y,) Klera said and the pair ignored the others in the room

to continue what was obviously a long-standing argument.  "The solar

flares affect the planet.  We've noted the exceptional activity of the

"static" messages shortly before and after solar flares - - "Kiera, you

cannot seriously believe that FM is controlling the flares?"

"I do, Rudney, and there is much evidence to support this." She looked

at Killa as if requesting her acquiescence.  "I believe that the FM has

developed intelligence - a bizarre form, to be sure," and she pointedly

ignored Rudney's crackling snort.  "Its vision and sensory systems would

be electric and magnetic fields, ions and electrons.  Its pain would be

changes in the strengths of those fields and their threat to its

existence when the solar flares are especially violent.  Until recently

- well, recently in solar terms, it has been the sun which has

manipulated the planet's environment and therefore it tries to control

the sun by emanations of its own thermoelectric fields: making sunspots

come and go as needed by influencing minutely the field strengths of its

sun.  Our geologist has noted that the planet has had more than its

share of magnetic pole changes, many earthquakes and some major

readjustments of the polarities.  You might say it's attempting to avoid

"pain".  But it follows that the FM is intelligent because it is

attempting to adjust its environment.

Only intelligence seeks to do this.  I also think," and she shot a

repressive glance at Rudney who kept opening his mouth to interrupt, "it

is capable of reproducing itself in an asexual fission in order to

increase its ability to control the sun.  We have monitored a steady

growth in all FM units - - "How many levels do they go now?"

Killashandra asked.  She suddenly remembered that part of their

investigation.

"FMs with crystal nubs receiving the mixed diet have descended nineteen

levels," Kiera said, as pleased with such growth as a doting mother.

"Those without crystal do not make significant progress and ." She

trailed off, glancing nervously at Rudney.

"Food plus crystal means growth?" Killashandra asked.

"And intelligence," Klera said emphatically.  "The FMs with crystal nubs

exhibit more therma-electric activity than those deprived of crystal.

Who knows what progress could be made in measuring FM intelligence if

they were all equal in opportunity?  Or if they had undamaged crystal !"

That sentence came out in a rush and the purpose of their visit was now

clear to Killashandra.

"We've tried," and now Rudney, his tone nearly apologetic, picked up the

conversational ball Kiera had left rolling aimlessly, "to obtain a

modest budget from the Solar Investigative Society to cover the cost of

small pieces of undamaged Ballybran crystal - - -" He trailed off lamely

and raised his hands in appeal.

She glanced at Lars' bland expression, not sure if she was amused or

annoyed with him.  When he was trying to put the Guild on a more solid

commercial basis, how could he entertain what was clearly an appeal for

a donation of crystal for these scientific types on a project that had

nothing to do with the Guild?  It seemed to her that Lars was seriously

contemplating this request or why would he invite her to the conference?

The silence lengthened with Rudney turning redder inside his protective

suit and KIera running her finger up and down the seam of her sleeve.

"I gather that no more deaths have resulted from contact with the

opalescence?" she asked.

"Of course not," Saplinson-Trill said, flicking away that consideration

with his fingers as he resumed his professional manner.

"We follow a strict regiment of decontam and weekly med checks. We are

extremely careful not to touch the FM with anything but the instruments

kept in the cave for that purpose."

"The lapses certainly haven't proved fatal," KIera added candidly.

Rudney smothered an oath as he glared at her.

"What lapses?" Killa asked, delighted inwardly, though she maintained a

bland, enquiring expression.

"Nothing fatal, or even producing physical discomfort," KIera said

quickly, trying to recover her gaffe.

"What sort of lapse?  Memory loss?" Killa remembered that both she and

Lars had spent long moments admiring the brilliant, shifting coruscation

in the caves.  Like a very sophisticated fractile, it had been beautiful

to watch, almost mesmeric.

"What Kiera refers to," and from the rasp to his voice, Rudney clearly

wished she had not, "are periods when the FM displays the most

thermoelectrical activity.  Several of our team members experienced what

- - ah, I suppose, could be termed time lapses .

"The Jewel Junks' shifting patterns had a certain hypnotic rhythm to

them when we were there, didn't they, Guild Master?" Favouring Lars with

a quick glance, she began to perceive another reason why he had wanted

her in on this meeting.

"Yes, they did," he agreed amiably.  "While the Guild does not make a

practice of assisting outside research in crystal applications, it just

happens that there are some useful shapes and colours available from

apprentice cuttings that could be released to you.  They are now

unflawed crystal, having been retuned, but not of the size, colour or

warrantable stability of pitch to be offered for commercial sale." Utter

relief, uncoloured by his usual affectations, flooded Rudney's face.

Kiera, after giving a squeak of delighted surprise, covered her mouth as

if afraid she might say something that would compromise this offer.

"However, the Guild requires that a singer install the crystal," Lars

said, "and right now, the Guild needs all experienced singers in the

Range."

"But, Guild Master, we've the services of a B&B ship," Rudney surprised

both singers by saying.

"That's the only way we, as leaders of the FM Project, could justify our

absence."

"A brain and brawn ship with a Singularity Drive?" Lars asked, expecting

a negative response.

"Yes, indeed, Guild Master," Rudney said.

"Archaeological and Exploratory are exceedingly interested in the FM

Project and put a ship at our disposal for this important mission.

The BB1066."

"How very convenient," Killa said, twitching an eyebrow at Lars.  "I'd

be tempted to take the assignment if only to see Brendan and Boira

again."

"You are, CS Ree, one of my most experienced singers," Lars began

repressively and Killa wondered why he was glaring at her. Surely he was

merely priming the pump to haggle a good fee for her services.  As he

had the right to do.  The Guild had a reputation to maintain -

especially right now.

"I am due some relief time away from Ballybran," she said.

To her surprise, Lars frowned.  "This really isn't the time for you to

be away from the Ranges, CS Ree." He spoke so firmly that she was

uncertain how to proceed now in this interview.  She was also peeved at

him for she really could use some time off-planet.

And who else had previous experience with the Jewel Junk?  As Guild

Master, he really couldn't leave Ballybran but she could.

Muhlah!

"In that case, I shall plan to return to my duties tomorrow," she said

stiffly and, bowing courteously to the scientists, marched out of the

office.

"Well?" she asked Lars as he entered their quarters much later that

evening.

"Well, what?" he said, scrubbing at his hair with irritation and

fatigue.

"Did you give them crystal?"

"You heard me.  FM, indeed," he muttered. She had ordered Yarran beer

and some light snacks which she served him. "Thanks!" And he sighed with

gratitude as he tipped the recliner back.

"So, how much did you get?"

"Hummm?" he mumbled over a long pull of the beer.

"How much for a singer to install the crystals and whom have you chosen?

Because I insist on going."

"Sunny, I need you here-' he began.

"You can do without me for the eight to ten days it'll take by way of

the B&B.  And frankly, I could use the break."

"Not when you're cutting crystal every time you go out."

"Aren't Tiagana, Barton and Jaygrin?"

"Of course, but-' "And anyone else you can talk into this direct-line

approach to cutting, I'm sure," she said.  "I thought that was why you

had me sit in."

"I had you sit in to see how much you could remember," he said.  He gave

her a quick grin.  "You did better than I expected."

"I did, did I? Well, thank you, Guild Master."

"Donalla says a lot of memory is association.  The more "And thank you

not for discussing me with Donalla!" Killa wasn't certain why that made

her so mad but it did. "I'm not inactive yet, by a long twig, Lars dahl.

And I don't need hypnosis to remember.  .

"You proved that conclusively today," he said in the mild tone he used

when he wished to defuse her anger.

"Now stop manipulating me, will you?"

"I'm not, sunny," and there was a genuine note of surprise in his voice.

In a little movement, he slipped from the recliner to her chair and

embraced her.  She kept herself rigid, refusing to relax and let him

think he had cajoled her into a better humour.  "I also had to get

someone else in the office or I'd've kicked Rudney out.  Wasn't he the

pompous ass!" Killa did relax, glowering and still suspicious.

"Asshole, you mean.  Though she wasn't as bad.

Why would she put up with him?"

"Why do you put up with me?" And Lars flashed a smile at her.

"Then why did you give them the crystal?"

"Ah yes," and Lars nudged his hip against her to make her give him some

room, sliding his arm about her, "well, I received an urgent burst

requesting assistance from Archaeological and Exploratory.

Seems our Jewel Junk is exceedingly important.

"Then why do they entrust it to a dork like Saplinson-Trill?"

"Because, despite his manner, he's tops in his field..

"Which is?"

"Planetary mechanics.  His is not the first group to try to solve the

mystery of our opalescent Junk, but he's had far more demonstrable

success than any other.  And Ballybran crystal is very important to the

success of the next phase of their investigations.  Or so hE seems to

think."

"Why didn't they pay for the crystal?"

"Too many slices out of their budget already."

"Then who's paying for a singer to install "em?" Lars cleared his

throat.  "The Guild was asked to absorb the cost " She hauled herself

about to face him, scowling.  He pinched her lips shut.  "Oh, don't

worry.  The Guild got concessions I've been trying to wangle for the

last three years."

"Such as?"

"Permission to publicize the employment opportunities of the Guild-'

"What?" That was an exceptional concession.

Lars grinned smugly at that coup.  "And the Guild is being allowed to

actively recruit specialists on nineteen human planets."

"That must be a first!"

"In living memory."

"So, they've finally realized how important Ballybran crystal is."

"I'd say that's a fair comment.

He stretched languorously beside her, arching his back, before he cocked

his free arm to cushion his head.  "A good day all totalled."

"Who's the new dork at the desk?" she asked after a moment.

"Oh," and the frown returned.  "Him.  Well, he's a spare pair of hands

and he'll be more useful when he becomes accustomed to the filing

codes."

"I'd hazard the guess," she said after a long pause, "that you also

can't afford to annoy the Council and A&E by sending an incompetent

singer to set those crystals."

"I'm not letting you go, sunny," he said sternly.

"Who else can you send?" she wanted to know.  "I'm the only one

qualified and you can't afford to have the installation messed up, can

you?" Lars gave her a long searching look and then sighed.  "You're

right there.  Much is at stake." Just as he gathered her closer, she

caught a fleeting expression on his face that might have been

satisfaction.  She didn't have time, then, to sift the matter through

because he distracted her thoroughly Being aboard the Brendan-Boira 1066

was a mixed pleasure since Killashandra had to share the ship's good

company with Rudney and Kiera.  Fortunately, the two scientists had

brought reports with them to peruse and analyse and they spent more time

in their cabin or using Brendan's powerful and complex computer banks.

"They did the same thing on the way out," Boira told Killa.

"The tedium was palpable, Brendan added in the exact affected tone

Rudney used.

Killa and Boira smothered laughs.  Killa had taken to Boira the moment

she'd seen the 1066 Brawn.  Not that Boira could be described as brawny:

she was only medium height and her figure was compact.  She had a very

attractive countenance, smooth skinned and of the symmetry provided by

reconstruction; dark eyes and dark hair which was kept at shoulder

length.  She moved with an odd grace that Killa suspected was also due

to the prosthesis required after the accident that had left Brendan

unpartnered during the singers' first expedition to Opal.  Best of all,

Boira had the same quick wit and ready humour that had made Brendan such

a good travel companion.

"Do be careful, Bren," Boira murmured.  "You'll set me off again.

Bren had me in kinks.  It got to be embarrassing because every time they

ventured out of their cabin, they'd say something that Bren had

lampooned and I'd dissolve - in a fit of coughing, of course. Wouldn't

do to laugh in their faces!"

"Then it isn't just me," Killa said, grinning broadly.

"Oh, no," Boira assured her.  "It's them!  The only time they acted

human at all was during decomposition."

"Then they were ve'y human," Bren said in a caustic tone.  "Had to

circulate and clean the air nine times."

"D'you still have the radiant sleeve on board?"

"Indeed, we do," Boira said, "and back in your cabin."

"What'll you do about them, then?" Killa asked, jerking her finger in

the direction of the Saplinson Trills.

"Oh, them!  This time we may let them stew in their own juices, as it

were," Brendan said.  "I can close off the vents to their cabin so we're

spared the stench.  At least they cleaned themselves up afterwards."

"So, did you see much of the FMs?" And Killa drawled the term

sarcastically.

Boira gave a snort.  "After a very lengthy briefing and all sorts of

dire warnings about keeping my mitts to myself and going through a

rather ridiculously involved decontam.  It was worth the effort," she

said.

"The brilliance, the design - - I really think they ought to pay

attention to the complex patterns What did you call them - - Jewel Junk?

I suggested," and she grimaced at her recollection, "that the patterns

the Junk displays could be another attempt at communication."

"And.

"I got told in long chapters how such a theory was ludicrous and had no

possible scientific basis." She shrugged.  "I am entitled to an

opinion." Killa mulled that over.  "Pattern is as good a method of

communication as any other.  Aren't words patterns?"

"Hmmm.  Hadn't thought of it in quite that way, but they are, you know,'

Bren said.

"Full marks to you, Killa."

"I gather they didn't test your theory, Boira?"

"Fardles, no!  What does a ship's Brawn know about esoteric lifeforms?"

"Fifteen minutes until the first Singularity Jump," Brendan announced

and Killa immediately adjourned to her radiant fluid tank.

Apart from a mild headache, Boira was not adversely affected by

decomposition.

"Repetition dulls the effect," she told Killashandra, "but it'll never

be my favourite way to spend five of the longest minutes ever invented

by.the mind of man." In the fluid tank, Killa had only the mildest of

decomposition willies.  When she returned to the main cabin where Boira

and Brendan were running a system's check, she jerked her head in the

scientists' direction.

"Oh, them?" Boira grinned.  "This time they took the precautions we

always recommend.  Never have understood why the cerebral types think I

don't know as much about my profession as they know about theirs.

Hungry?" This time her grin was sly.

"Brendan, did you have to tell Boira about that?" Killa asked, halfway

between irritation and amusement.

"She insisted I explain why I spent so much credit on food stores."

"Why?  Did she think you'd wined and dined pretty girls all in a row

while she was incapacitated?  And thank you, Boira, I am hungry, but not

starved and certainly nowhere near another Passover gorge." Boira liked

food as much as Killa did, and they compared notes until the next Jump.

Both women were spared the company of the Saplinson-Trills, though Boira

periodically enquired solicitously after their health and well-being.

The two did emerge when the last Jump brought them into the Opal system.

Rudney asked Brendan to open a channel to their laboratory so that he

and Kiera could get caught up on any new developments.  There were

enough to send Killa and Boira into the galley to get away from the

scientific jargon.

"You'd think, from all that gibberish, that they were activating a

sorcerous spell or something," Boira said "Equations are a form of

spell, aren't they?" Killashandra asked.

"Hmmmm, perhaps, if you get the right answer.

They batted the notion about until Brendan quietly informed them that

they'd be landing in fifteen minutes.

Rudney and Klera were excited about something, the upshot of which was

they wanted Killa to install the crystals as soon as possible.

Rudney sputtered, close to being inarticulate in his instructions.

Fortunately he had a diagram of where he wanted crystal installed,

though to judge by the strike-outs, the list of priorities had altered

several times.  He wanted the biggest, or strongest, of the crystal

pieces to go in Cave Fifteen which Killa shortly learned was the one

which she and Lars had named Big Hungry Junk.

"It already has crystal," she began.

"It must have the best of the crystals," Rudney insisted, stressing the

"b' and "5' sounds so that some oral moisture spattered Killa in the

face.

"I really don't believe that FM Fifteen will surrender the one it has

when the larger unit is installed," Klera said, her face screwed up with

concern.  "I really do feel that we have no way of adequately explaining

that we need the old shard for one of the smaller FMs."

"Is that what you want to do?  Exchange?" Killa asked, surprised because

Rudney had neglected to mention that part of the operation at all.

"Of course, of course.  You only supplied us with twelve crystals.

We now have thirty FMs to be brought into the comnet we posit."

"Have you ever tried to remove anything from a Junk?"

"A Junk?" For a moment, Rudney was confused.

"Oh, please employ the proper nomenclature." Killa gave him the sort of

look that had once been extremely effective in reducing affectations.

"No, we actually haven't," Klera admitted.

"It's always been on the receiving end, though, hasn't it?" Killa said.

"Well, I'll try but I'm not risking a finger or a hand.

"We're most certainly not asking you to take a physical risk," Rudney

said.

To prove that, he and Kiera were among those in the A&E installation who

suited up to watch Killashandra install the crystal.

When Rudney pompously introduced her, she got the usual guarded reaction

from the staff assembled in the decontamination room but there were

several broad smiles of welcome as well as help when she began suiting

up.

There was one black crystal, not a large shaft but tuned to a dominant

and this was the one she felt Big Hungry Junk deserved.

"Surely this one," Rudney said, pointing officiously to the largest, a

pale blue, "would be more suitable."

"It's blue, a minor and considerably less stable than the black, she

said in a tone that she hoped would end the moller "But.  .  .  but

"Rudney," she said in a loud firm tone, "I am the crystal singer, not

you!" Rudney seemed surprised at her vehemence and stood there, blinking

in astonishment.  She became aware that everyone else was regarding her

with similar surprise.

Well, Rudney might be a bore to her but he was clearly held in

considerable respect by his staff.  "Black," she began in a milder tone,

"is the most powerful of the Ballybran crystal range.  Even a small one,

like this, is three times as useful as the large pale blue.

The paler colours are notoriously fragile." She held up the black,

though she could feel the tingle of the damned thing right through her

heavy vacuum gloves.  "The black is also in a dominant key which

increases its potential three-fold.  Minors are good for small

repetitive jobs but you want some character for Big Hungry Junk to work

with.  Now, let's go." She gestured for the two who had been assigned to

carry the crystal packing carton to put on their helmets as she adjusted

her own.  A few more moments sufficed for the usual pre-exit tests and

then everyone was checked out as ready to go.  She activated the private

com to Brendan and Boira.

The airlock cycled open to the black bleakness of Opal's surface.

Changes had been made: light flooded the cindery surface, illuminating

paths from the facility to the various caves, each path neatly

signposted for its destinations.  Big Hungry, posing as Cave Fifteen,

seemed to be the most popular direction: the path being the smoothest in

appearance.  Killa struck out, leading the way, Rudney having missed the

chance to get in front of her.

As she neared the cave, she could see splodges of brilliance penetrating

to the surface.  "Big Hungry must be really big," she murmured to

herself.

"I can pick you up at that level, Killa," said Brendan softly "What did

you say, crystal singer?" asked Rudney, reaching forward to tap her arm.

"I mutter a lot," she said in a tone that would carry to his comsystem.

Then she smiled.  Nice to be one up on Rudney!  "You really have

improved the place," she added, for the approach was cleared of all

rubble and the steps down to the entrance of the cave widened.

Lights weren't needed: blue radiance leaked up the first five steps.

And suddenly dimmed as Killa's helmet adjusted in the increased exterior

illumination.

Even with that aid, she was nearly blinded by light as she turned the

corner into Big Hungry's cave.  Her gasp elicited a concerned request

for explanation from Brendan and a smug chuckle from Rudney which turned

into a gargle of surprise.

"Great Muhlah on the mountains of Za!" She was transfixed in the

entrance until Rudney brushed past her.

"Can I have a reading on why the pattern has so dramatically altered?"

Rudney asked in a sharp tone.

No one could miss the shower of complex interlacing designs that

expanded from the centre core.

They were different to the idle banding she had seen as she paused on

the threshold.  Majestic, they proceeded, radiating down the sides of

the cave, to disappear below the surface of the cave.

"It's most unusual, Doctor.  First time this one has been screened,'

Rudney was told.

"Maybe it's a welcome for me," she said facetiously.

Rudney shot her a fierce look of disgust and denial as he brushed past

her and into the cave, gesturing the rest of his people to pass her out

where she stood at the entrance.

"There is a considerably higher level of static," the technician added.

"Now it's dropping to normal output." Hastily, Killa stepped to one

side, watching the last of the fractile-like design slide out of sight.

She gave a shiver.  Her remark had been meant facetiously but something

made her shiver now.

To divert herself, she looked about the magnificently festooned cave. No

one had told her that the fluid metal completely covered the walls of

its site.

She'd thought it had merely sent tendrils to the lower levels.

How many had Kiera said Big Hungry went down?  Nineteen? Incredible and

yet All it may have needed to grow was some decent food.

As the plasglas of her helmet darkened sufficiently in the gloriously

lighted cave, she finally made out the central hub of the Junk, a now

infinitesimal sliver held at the perpendicular in the pulsing core.

Rudney probably used a more accurate scientific name for the heart of

the Junk.  Odd, though, Killa thought, searching her memory for details

of that earlier visit.

She could resurrect little beyond knowing that Big Hungry had grown.

"Bren," she asked softly, "did we ever measure the original centre of

Junk?"

"We did, and " He paused briefly, "Circumference is the same but I'd say

it was denser, thicker.

Ask Rudney.  The sort of thing he'd know." She heard Bren but her

attention was somewhat distracted by the shift and play of colour - of

pattern - that radiated from the core down the sheet of opalescence.

It was more colourful, too, than it had been: speeding up and down the

spectrum of visible colour even as arcs of shifting hues and shades

rippled across.  Try as she would to follow one pattern it melded or was

overrun by others.  She remembered Junk doing that before but surely not

as rapidly.

"Our instrumentation is picking up considerable excitation but not on a

band usually occupied," someone said over the comunit.

"Crystal Singer," Rudney said, bouncing over to her and tapping her

shoulder, "let's proceed.  There's unusual activity recorded -"

"I heard, she said repressively for, abruptly, the thought of setting

black crystal in that throbbing heart of opalescence disturbed her to a

degree she had never experienced before.  "Having seen this one, I

believe it would be wiser to install crystals in the lesser units

first."

"I disagree," Rudney said, appalled at the sudden change of plans. "Cave

Fifteen is responding to some sort of-' "Exactly!  I'm not risking my

wits on black until the last possible moment," she said and, gesturing

imperiously to the two carrying the carton, she started from the cave.

"I'll start with Three." 3" Rudney objected, even to jumping in front of

her when they had left Cave Fifteen in his effort to stop her.  She

bounced away from him, urging the carton carriers to follow her.  He

tried to get them to follow his orders.

"You want crystal installed.  I do it.  I do it my way, she roared at

him, and saw people recoil.  "Now, do I proceed to Three or back to the

1066?  Because if you don't let me handle the installation my way, I'll

leave.

With the crystals, too, by the way, since they're the g:it of the

Guild!" That threat, combined with pleas from Kiera and one of the other

senior members of his team, silenced Rudney's objections and she was

allowed to proceed.

Three had been a pretty, small cap of Jewel Junk when she and Lars had

first seen it.  Sothi, one of the carton carriers, told her that it had

insinuated itself down three levels now.  Smack dab in the centre of its

core was the original splinter of pink.  Muhlah, if the Junk could do

this well with only bloody pink, it would flood with the good green

destined for its second crystalline intrusion.

The rest of the observers had filed into the cave by then and the

portable ladder was erected right under the core.  Killa hefted the

green shaft, peered at it in the radiance to be sure it hadn't somehow

flawed in transit.  She clamped the forceps about the green and,

carefully examining the position of the pink splinter, started to insert

the new crystal.  The moment it touched the opalescence, it was sucked

up so rapidly that only her trained reflexes kept her hand from

following it into the core.  The forceps were gone.  In the next

instant, the pink splinter fell and there was a flailing of gloved hands

as three people tried to catch it.

"Got it!" Sothi exclaimed, holding up the splinter for all to see.

"More than a mouthful is impolite," Killa said drolly.  She hadn't

anticipated any success in trying to yank out the old splinter.

"Ooooh!" Kiera's exclamation, anxious and fearful, brought everyone's

attention back to the core.

"Bloody hell, it swallowed it!" Killa announced, unable to perceive any

trace of the green.  "Of all the ungrateful - - "Oh, it is," Kiera went

on, pointing vehemently again and the green slowly came into view again,

positioned in the exact centre of the core, with two thirds of its

length visible.

"We are monitoring increased activity in Three," was the report from the

base.

"No quarrel with that," Killa said, delighted with the effect.

And yes, Boira's theory about pattern talk was an avenue that ought to

be explored.  She found herself tracking a brilliant display of green,

blue and yellow herring-bones that flashed from the core to the floor

and disappeared.

"Crystal Singer.  - -" Sothi had her by both hands, gripping tightly.

"You were swaying " She accepted his help down from the ladder.  He

pressed his helmet against hers.  "Don't watch the patterns, CS.  You

lose time that way," he murmured.

Killa wondered how much time she had lost but it had gone unnoticed,

save by Sothi, for the other observers were helmet to helmet in deep

consultations.

"Does it happen often, Sothi?" she asked, pulling him towards her again.

"Often enough to need to be cautious."

"Which cave is next?" she asked him, for in that moment of distraction

she'd forgotten.

"Two, which is only a step away," he answered and suddenly she

remembered the entire sequence and where each crystal was supposed to

go.  Time was not the only thing that you lost following Junk patterns,

she thought.

Then, when Sothi would have signalled to Rudney that they were leaving

Three, she caught his hand and waggled her finger at him.

"C'mon.  We can get this all done in half the time if we leave these

science types to talk." Sothi seemed hesitant but his mate, whose suit

bore the name "Asramantal', pulled him towards the entrance.

She had done four, with Sothi or Asra neatly catching the discarded

slivers, before Rudney and the observers caught up.  She ignored

Rudney's harangue and continued on her scheduled round.  If she kept

herself busy, watching her feet on the cindery paths, even doing a bit

of pattern watching, with Sothi or Asramantal to pull her out if she

dallied too long, she didn't have to think about installing the black in

Big Hungry.  As they had trudged from one cave to the next, she had

confided some of her anxiety to Brendan and Boira.

"Can I count on you two for a bit of help?" she asked.

"What kind?" Boira wanted to know.

"I might have trouble with Big Hungry "What sort of trouble?"

"I'm not sure, really.  Ah, well, it's mainly that hate

installing-blacks-anywhere-for-anything reason," she said, trying not to

infuse her voice with the anxiety that she could feel building into

full-blown stress.

Muhlah!  This black wasn't being used - not in the normal sense as a

comcrystal.  Maybe she was borrowing trouble.

"Feedback?" Brendan asked.

"Like you never felt before," she said.

"What can we do?"

"Stay tuned and talk me out of the backlash."

"What form does that take?"

"It sings back through me."

"Gives you quite a jolt, huh?"

"That's putting it mildly "How do we help?" Boira asked.

"Could you suit up, Boira, and come down to Fifteen for the finale?"

"Sure.  Be with you in two strokes of a handpump.

Only what do I do if you do freak out?"

"Get me back to Bren as fast as possible!  I think I'll pull out on my

own as long as there's distance between me and the black.  And, by the

way, Boira, your theory about patterns is not so far-fetched.  The Junk

radiates them in everchanging displays."

"Hmm.  Boira's voice was cut off "Boira?"

"She's in her suit and has not turned on the com, Brendan said in the

patient tone of someone who's accustomed to such bungles.

With her confidence shored up by Boira's promise to be present, Killa

completed the other installations.

On her way to Big Hungry, Killa took a swallow of the suit's emergency

ration.  And, as badly as she needed an energy boost, she wished she

hadn't.

Somehow she'd been expecting something considerably more palatable.

"Yecht!" she said, keeping it low enough to be heard only by Brendan.

"What's the matter?"

"The suit's food!"

"Oh?  So you do appreciate the lengths to which I went?"

"If that's what I thought I was getting, yes." And the memory of more

delectable flavours was indeed vivid in her mind.

She had no time for a pleasant review for she was at the cave entrance.

Boira stood out from the others lining the big cavern: not only was her

suit a vivid citron yellow but of a different design.  She lifted her

gloved hand in a salute to Killashandra.  That alerted the other suited

figures.  Killa guessed that every member of Rudney's team who could be

spared from the laboratory was now present.  There was a jumble of

helmet comments which told her that there'd been a draw to see who got

to attend.  Killa also heard excited reports from the few technicians

still manning the instrumentation.  Activity in the Junks had speeded

up, pushing the monitors to designer limits to process the incoming

data.

"Watch out, you guys and gals," Killashandra said as Sothi and Asra

positioned the ladder under the core.  "You ain't seen nothing' yet."

"What precisely do you mean by that remark, Crystal Singer?" Rudney

demanded, his apprehension reflected in his voice as well as the sudden

stiffening of his suited figure.

Killa had been talking to bolster her own confidence and wished Rudney

didn't require so many explanations of casual comments.  She sighed as

she clamped the forceps firmly about the black.  If she could avoid

touching it at all, maybe that would reduce its effect on her.

She'd got the hang of jamming crystal into cores now and she didn't plan

to bungle this final, and most crucial, insertion.

"Watch and observe, Dr Saplinson-Trill." She extended her arm, noting

that Sothi and Asra stood ready to catch the old splinter.  Oh, Muhlah!

This wasn't the last she had to install.  There were all the old slivers

to be put into the new Junks.

"Observe what?"

"Wait and see," she said and, taking a deep breath, she touched the

black to the Junk, quiveringly ready to drop forceps and all at any sign

that the black was going to react.

The black shaft was ingested so swiftly her reflexes didn't respond.

Forceps, crystal and her gloved hand were pulled into the sudden

maelstrom of frenzied, turbulent patterns that cascaded down the Junk.

And flowed through Killashandra with such devastating force that she

felt her death was imminent!  Her whole life flashed across her mind,

pushing her down into black oblivion.

Chapter Twelve

It was therefore a vast surprise to Killashandra Ree to waken once more

to the living world.

"She's back," a low voice murmured and a cool hand rested lightly on her

forehead.  "Hey, you made it," and the cheery tone, rich with relief,

was Boira's.

"I'm not so sure of that," Killa replied, spacing her words carefully.

Her head felt several sizes too large and, while it didn't ache, it

might just as well have.  A brightness pressed unmercifully against her

eyelids and she squeezed them tighter.  "Got any analgesics?"

"what?  A crystal singer needing medication?"

"There's always a first time.  I certainly wouldn't blame my symbiont

for decamping after that.  whatever it was."

"There s considerable debate on that score back at the base," Brendan

said, his whisper rippling with mirth.  Or maybe her hearing was

impaired.

"Are you whispering for my benefit?" she asked.

"Yes," Boira said in a more normal tone, "you kept complaining about

noise, and bright lights.  Not that I blame you for that.  Big Hungry

Junk nearly turned nova when you fed it the black.  D you remember

anything?"

"I remember dying.

"You didn't," Boira said.  "First thing I did was check your suit

readings and, mind you, you were rigid "I died - - - Killashandra

insisted.

"Not according to your suit readings, friend, and when I got you back

here----' "Against heavy opposition, Brendan added.

"You'd have been real proud of Boira.  She mowed "em down."

"Sothi and Asra helped," Boira went on graciously.

"what on earth can I give you that might help?" Killa heard a rattling

that rumbled like an avalanche inside her head.

"Try one of the homeopathics, Boira," Brendan suggested.  "I think that

wouldn't interfere with the symbiont' "Why isn't it working when I need

it?" Killa moaned.  "How much light do you have on out there?" The

brilliance was instantly dimmed.  "Thanks, Bren."

"Ah, this says it's a specific for trauma, injury and systemic

malfunction.  See, Bren?

what d'you think?"

"Try it," Killashandra said urgently.

The spray was cool against her skin and she could actually feel the

preparation diffusing..  .  diffusing and easing the intolerable and

unidentifiable malaise that gripped her.

"Oh, Mulilali!  It's working," and Killa sighed with infinite relief.

She lay, feeling taut muscles and stressed nerves beginning to relax.

The noise level began to drop and the light beating against her eyelids

reduced to a comfortable level.

"I'm thirsty," she said then, aware now of a parched throat and mouth

tissues.  She didn't quite have the courage to open her eyes.

Very gently, Boira laid an arm under her and raised her head enough to

make it easy to drink from the beaker pressed against her lips.

"It's full of electrolytes and the other junk a convalescent needs,'

Boira said.

She couldn't taste a definite flavour but the moisture was very welcome.

It, too, was traceable all the way down her gullet and into her stomach.

She could also feel her body absorbing the wetness.  Was her bloody

symbiont fast asleep, zapped out of existence, or working overtime?

She'd been injured often enough to know that the symbiont's work was

generally too subtle to be noticeable.  What had Big Hungry done to her?

"Our diagnostic unit says you're in perfect physical condition," Boira

said, "in case you're worried."

"I wish I could agree." She forced her lids open to a slit and, finding

that this was not painful, opened them further.  She was in her cabin on

the 1066, and the digital dateline over the door informed her that she'd

lost two full days.

"So, tell me what happened?" she bravely asked Boira who was sitting

beside her bunk, an open medical chest on a stand next to her.

"First you went rigid.  .."

"I remember that very clearly." And Killa did with a clarity that

astounded her.  In the moment she anticipated her death, every bone

seemed to harden, every artery, vein and capillary solidified.  Colour

had coruscated through her eyes into every cell of her body, rippling in

an inexorable tide, lapping back and plunging forward again, as if she

were being swirled in some liquid element, all this while her life was

fast-forwarding through her mind.

"I got to you before Rudney did, and your two cronies helped me get you

off the ladder.  Even the suit material felt petrified but, as I said,

your life signs registered normal."

"Normal was not what happened to me.

"Agreed, but that's what the monitors told me.

And I was relieved.  Meanwhile, all hell had broken loose.  I mean, the

Junk was indescribable.  Brendan'll show you his recording' "Later,'

Killa suggested weakly.  The thought of seeing all that colour again was

more than she could handle.

"Of course, whenever you wish," Brendan said gently.  "Talk about

scientific detachment and impartial observation - - -" And he chortled

maliciously, "Rudney and his crew were hysterical.  Everyone tried to

get through the exit at the same time.  "S'a wonder suits weren't ripped

in the press."

"I don't blame them for being scared," Killa said charitably.

"They weren t scared," Brendan replied in scathing tone.  "They just

wanted to get back to the base to see what the instruments were logging.

Rudney kept trying to shut "em up so he could hear the broadcasts."

"Sothi and Asra were marvelous, by the way," Boira went on.  "They

helped me get you out of the cave and then you sort of folded, like an

empty sheet.

Thought we'd nearly lost you but Bren was monitoring and kept telling us

to hurry you to him.  Sothi worried that perhaps we were wrong to remove

you from Big Junk.  .

"Big Junk had just done all it could to me and for me," Killa murmured,

though she still had no idea of the extent of the alteration.

She merely knew there had been one.

"D'you know what it's done?" Boira asked tentatively.  "Nothing new

registers?"

"Sensory overload doesn't always produce measurable output," Brendan

said.

"Is that your diagnosis, Bren?" Killa asked.

"Empiric only, Killa, since it's obvious by your comments and the need

for supplemental medication that what you're experiencing is not

corroborated by the med monitors."

"Well, maybe it's nothing more than a good night's sleep won't set right

in next to no time, huh?" Killa kept her tone facetious because she

could not discuss, even with such staunch friends as Boira and Brendan,

what seemed to have happened to her during that sensory overload.  "I do

feel as if I'd been turned inside out, back to front and then wrung dry.

.

The emotional and physical discharge of her first black crystal

installation had now paled to the insignificance of an insect sting.

Lars was going to be furious with her but there was no way she would

ever again cut black crystal.  Of that, if nothing else at this

particular moment in time, she was certain.  On the plus side, she would

be able to tell him every single location where she had cut black.

Indeed she now remembered every site she had ever cut, and the type,

size, number and tuning note of every cutting she'd ever made over the

past one hundred and ninety-seven years.  She remembered everything, and

completely, to the last petty detail and the weight of such total recall

was worse than having it restored to her.

"Hungry?" asked Boira gently.

Killashandra considered this.  "Yes, I think I am.

"Then you must be on the road to complete recovery," Boira said, smiling

as she rose.  "Any special requests?"

"Chicken soup?"

"The very thing," Brendan replied so heartily that Killa winced.  "I've

an old family recipe that's supposed to cure anything from ingrown

toe-nails to the worst degree of space fg) Killa closed her eyes.

Chicken soup, no matter how efficacious, was not going to cure what

really ailed her.

who needed to remember e v e r y t h i n g?  Everything except how Big

Hungry Junk had done what it did to her.

Besides excellent nursing care and incredible food, being aboard the

BBlO66 had other advantages.

Rudney could not get to her, though he demanded interviews on an hourly

basis, insisting that she finish installing the crystal according to the

contract he had made with the Guild Master.  He threatened to sue her

and the Guild for breach of contract.

"Tell him I installed the crystals as per the contract.  Nothing in it

said I had to do the old splinters, too.  And I won't." When Rudney

exhorted the 1066 to comply, Brendan informed him that he had no

authority over the B&B ship and/or its occupants.

They remained on Opal's surface only long enough to be sure Killa had

sufficiently recovered from the physical depletion to withstand the

disorientation of a Singularity Jump.  Then Brendan lifted his tail from

the planet.

After the second of the three Jumps, curiosity got the better of

Killashandra.  She wanted to know what had happened to Big Hungry after

it had gobbled the black crystal.  Maybe that would distract her head

from a constant survey of memories she really didn't want to have on

replay.

"Rudney's group haven't come to any conclusions, Brendan said, having

discreetly continued to monitor all their transmissions and internal

conversation.

"They're still examining their data.  Therma-electric emissions have

gone off the scale of their instrumentation.  Significant growth of all

the FM units - "Jewels, please, Bren, or Junk," Boira interposed.

"They seem to be oozing into every available cave, crack, crevice,

cranny.  The planet's rotation has undergone changes and sunspot

activity has also increased.  All the crystals glow and the static they

emit is constant."

"Junk is using the crystals for communication then?" Killa asked.

"It would appear so, Brendan said, "though to what end, Rudney's group

doesn't know.  Their semanticist is analysing the frequency and

consistency of patterns, and the rhythm at which they flow, which

varies."

"Kiera was correct?" Killa asked, quite delighted if that was so.

"They won't commit themselves, Brendan said in a mildly snide tone of

voice.

"Naturally.  They don't deny the sentience of Junk, do they?"

"They can't when it is obviously altering its environment," Boira said,

grinning broadly.  "Oh, by the way, Rudney sent off a request for

another singer to install the splinters."

"For all the good it'll do him," Killa said caustically.

"Fifteen minutes to the last Jump, Brendan said and Killa scurried to

the radiant fluid tank.

Lars was waiting for her at Shankill, his worried expression clearing

when he saw her striding down the corridor towards him.  He embraced her

hungrily, burying his face in her hair, his fingers biting into her

shoulder blades and then her waist.  She leaned into him, grasping him

as tightly as he did her.  He was warm, strong and just as lean as he

had been when they first met so many years ago on Optheria.

The essential Lars dahl hadn't changed .  She cut off the other memories

that threatened to swamp her.

She was getting the hang of censoring recall when she had all she

needed.  Otherwise memory could be overwhelming.

"Honest, sunny, I had no idea what I was asking of you!" he murmured.

"You didn't ask anything," she said, surprised.  "I volunteered.

Remember?" He held her off, his expression wretched.  "Sunny, I

manoeuvred you into volunteering." She reviewed the occasion quickly,

laughed and pulled him back to her.  "So you did, but I didn't resist

much, did I?"

"How could you?  Crystal-mazed as you were.  And he was so miserably

repentant that she chuckled.

"At least you have the grace to apologize," she said.

"Lanzecki never did." She felt the change in him and this time when he

held her away, he apprehensively searched her face.

"What happened, sunny?" His anxiety was palpable, even the grip of his

hands on her arms altered as if she had become noticeably fragile.

"It would appear," and she gave a breathless laugh, "that Big Hungry

Junk reconnected all my memory circuits when it zapped me.  The brain's

electric, you know, and it got recharged, right back to my first

conscious memory.

"Muhlah!" Lars stared at her, appalled.

"And I thought placing that Trundomoul King crystal was bad.  The merest

piffle in comparison.  It's all right, love," she reassured him as she

saw his eyes blink frantically.  "Now let's get back to Ballybran which,

incidentally, I have never been more glad to see.  By die way, did you

get Rudney off your back?"

"I did, finally!  I had to threaten to sue him for placing my best

singer in jeopardy.  And you got all your memories back?" She knew that

he had briefly assumed his Guild Master's role.  "Maybe I should send

another singer in-' "Lars dahl!" She stopped dead in her tracks, pulling

him off balance.  "Don't you dare, Lars dahl, don't you dare consider

for one moment sending any member of the Guild to Opal for any reason!"

"Was it that bad, sunny?" And Lars was instantly solicitous.

"Was, is and shall be, I suspect, my love, but I can handle it." She

anticipated his next question.  "And yes, as a bonus, I can give you the

coordinates of every single claim I ever cut.  I can't wait to get that

off my mind." She began to hurry him along to the airlock where his

shuttle awaited them.

"All your coordinates?"

"That's right." She'd explain the other side of that coin to him later,

and as gently as possible.  Maybe out sailing in Angel II.  Then she had

to cope with a flood of memories, all associated with the word "angel'

Sailing to the island Angel's Back, the storm, sheltering in the command

post, meeting Nahia and Hauness, meeting his father, Olav, marrying Lars

formally by island rites.  .  .  Ruthlessly she cut off the stream .  .

.  Resolutely she closed down those reminiscences.

Lars handed her into the cabin of the shuttle and would have fastened

her harness but, laughing, she slapped at his hands, saying she could do

it herself "Oddest thing, Lars," she said in a low tone so Flicken, the

pilot, wouldn't hear.  She was going to freak a lot of folk out by

suddenly remembering their names.  She forced her errant mind back to

what she had to tell Lars.  "Big Junk recognized me.  I remembered that

little bit during the last Singularity Jump.

I don't mean it said "hello", but I think I was aware of its recognition

when I got to its cavern the first time.  That's why I panicked and did

Three first."

"Hmmm.  Interesting."

"Yeah," and she smiled in a somewhat maudlin fashion, "I'm glad we put

its piece back."

"Is that what it remembered?" She shrugged.  "who knows what passes for

memory with Junk? Rudney certainly doesn't and we decided "We who?"

"Brendan, Boira and me .  .  decided that Kiera had the right idea about

the patterns being part of the communication effort."

"Pattern and rhythm?"

"Pattern, rhythm and colour."

"Hmmm.  Complex."

"Too much for this back-planet girl."

"You remember everything?" he asked, dismayed for her sake.

She nodded.  "But I'm learning to chop "em off before they overwhelm me.

Too much is not a good thing."

"Hmmm." He laced his fingers in hers and she let her head roll to rest

on his shoulder.  She had been exceedingly lucky to have been kidnapped

by Lars dahl.  She hadn't really had any guide by which to measure that

serendipity or realize how truly Donalla had spoken when she said that

Lars was devoted to her.  She could see it now, in the tapestry of their

years together - all hundred and twenty-three of them, incredible as

that total was - that he had been more than friend, lover, partner,

alter ego and yet all of them.  She remembered how devastated, how lost

she had been when he'd been falsely disciplined for the Optherian affair

.

.  .  She remembered, with great relish, their first sexual encounter on

the beach at Angel - and, more importantly, how the mutual attraction

had only strengthened and deepened throughout the years. "Everlasting

love' took on a new dimension when applied to what she and Lars shared.

And now, she could share even more with him, his duties as Guild Master.

She'd be Trag to his Lanzecki.  Muhlah!  Had Lanzecki and Trag .  .  .

She stifled a giggle.  Lanzecki had been quite willing but she'd never

known if Trag had had any liaisons with Guild members.  Lack of memory,

a fear of displaying the gaps and embarrassing herself, and Lars, had

been behind her resistance to his offers.

She couldn't be less than the best for Lars, and now she could take on

those responsibilities with a clear conscience and an infallible memory

Odd how so many things worked out - if you waited long enough.  That

initial humiliation back on Fuerte when she'd been refused solo status

by the bombastic little Maestro Valdi had resulted in her meeting

Carrick, and discovering the covert Heptite Guild.

"Silicate spider', "crystal cuckoo' - Valdi's accusations rang in her

head.  Foolish little man.

Singing crystal had been so much more rewarding than being a mere

concert singer, who could expect only three or four decades of a "good'

voice!  She was still "singing' after a hundred and ninety-five years.

She turned her head and caught her reflection in the porthole .  .

.  Well, a quadruple thickness of plasglas might blur lines but she

really didn't have many, thanks to the Ballybran symbiont.  She

certainly didn't look any two hundred and fifteen years.

She smiled at her image.  She wasn't much changed from the girl who'd

left Fuerte with a mind-damaged crystal singer.  She gripped Lars'

fingers tightly.

Now, if she could manage to cushion his shock that she couldn't ever

again cut black crystal, she was good for another couple of hundred

years.

"You won't mind letting Presnol and Donalla give you a good check-up,

will you, sunny?" he asked, his eyes dark and anxious.

"Not at all," she replied blithely.  "Though I'm sure Bren sent a report

on ahead, didn't he?"

"That was hardly reassuring," he remarked dryly.

"Especially the part where you were sure you were dead.  I don't

exaggerate when I say that the heart went out of me." She stroked his

hand.  "But as it was me saying it, you had no cause to worry." He gave

her a long and trenchant look.  "By any chance, among your newly revived

memories, do you have the one of our first night together?" She ducked

her head because the recall was instant, and almost embarrassing in its

intensity.

"Did I not tell you then," and his voice was intimately low and rich

with emotion, "that you gave me the most incredible love experience of

my life?"

"Lars!  You don't remember that?" He smiled at her, his eyes so filled

with passion that she could feel the blood rising to suffuse her face.

"It's one of my fondest recollections, sunny, and its so wonderful that

you remember it now, too." He kept gazing into her eyes, stroking her

hand, so that she felt like a giddy youngling.  Which, she remembered,

she had never been, for at that age she was already dedicated to the

notion of herself as a singer "Ah, ahem.  And the throat clearing of

Flicken who was standing by the open shuttle door.

"Thanks, Flick," Lars said, suavely recovering.  He reached across

Killashandra to release her harness and then handed her out as regally

as if she were indeed a queen.

"The courier's scheduled for an 08.30 docking at Bay 43, Guild Master.

Shall I be ready at 07.00?"

"That'll be fine," Lars said and hurried Killa out, obviously wishing

that Flicken had not spoken.

"who's going where tomorrow in a courier, Lars?" Killa demanded as he

guided her towards the lift.  As they entered, he ran his hand through

his crisp blond hair.

"I've put it off as long as I could, Killa," he said apologetically.

"Presnol said he'd sit in for me.  I shouldn't be gone long."

"Where?" She felt a definite sinking feeling in body and mind that she

would be deprived of his presence in only a few hours, for it was

already evening on Ballybran.

Now he scratched the back of his neck.  "I've been putting it off

because you were away, and I wasn't leaving until you got back after

what Big Hungry did to you.  .

"Out with it!"

"I'm not sure if you'd remember.  .

She quirked an eyebrow at him, grinning.  "Try me." He jabbed an

impatient finger on the control pad and she didn't take her eyes off his

face.

"All right," and he grinned, his eyes sparkling with the challenge.

"Recruitment.

33' "You've got permission for overt recruitment," she replied without

hesitating, precisely remembering the scene and where they had stood in

his office in relation to each other, "and the courier's taking you

where there're some live ones."

"My, my, we are vastly p,) he said, slightly mocking, but his fingers

were wrapped tenderly about her forearm.

The lift stopped and he tugged her out.  She stopped in the foyer.

"This is not the medical level.

"No, it is not.  It is our level and you can spend tomorrow with Presnol

and Donalla, but you are spending the next hours with me, your Guild

Master, and your ardent lover who is overjoyed to have his sunny compos

mentis, hale, whole and hearty, back again." With a deft twist of his

wrist, he pulled her into his arms and demonstrated his overjoy!

Some time during the loverly renactment of their first night together,

he spoke of his trip to three overpopulated city-planets where he hoped

to find recruits.  He also had permission to enlist specific technicians

to fill the empty positions or to train up in the specialist support

skills.

"We desperately need more medical staff," he told her, stroking her hair

as they lay entwined on the sleeping platform.  "Too many singers are so

long in their craft that they get arrogant about their abilities and

lose all common sense and any caution they might have once possessed."

"And a one-way trip to the Infirmary." She thought of Rimbol, poignantly

remembering the bright gay chap he'd been when they'd both first come to

Ballybran.  That was not a comfortable memory when contrasted with what

he now was.  She shuddered.

"Which will have to be enlarged unless we can somehow stop the stupid

mistakes singers are making...

"You know, Lars, it can be stopped," she said, describing idle circles

on his chest as she chose her words.  "By knowing where exactly to go to

cut, cutting and coming right back out."

"You tell "em, sunny," he said wearily.  "They're not listening to me.

And if you can get them to listen, I'll love you for ever."

"You already have, Lars, you already have." Such a statement demanded

ratification.  Later he returned to the subject.  "A few of them are,

because Tiagana, Barton and Jaygrin have been loudly declaring how much

credit they've made in easy straight-out-in runs.  But so many singers

are running on instinct now, there's no way to get through to them."

"Maybe I was hasty a bit ago, Lars," she said, "saying you mustn't send

other singers to Big Hungry. If he could bring my memory back..

"I think we'll leave that as the solution of last resort.  I may be

prejudiced," and he kissed her cheek, "but you were always more than

just a singer, sunny' "Being just a singer would have been rather

limiting," she remarked but she meant something different than he.

"Which reminds me, why on earth saddle Presnol with pro-teen duties?

I'm much better qualified than he is."

"Are you volunteering, Killa?"

"I believe so " She grinned up at him in the dim light of their sleeping

room.  "But only while you're away.  You don't want to risk me getting

to enjoy the power, you know." He gave a snort and wiggled his shoulders

into the pillows.

"Not bloody likely.  You are the best singer I've got." She didn't like

the way he said that but when she thought of a suitable response, his

breathing had slowed into a sleep rhythm.  An infectious one because she

slipped into it, too.

Donalla and Presnol ran her through a gamut of tests, sampling her

bodily juices and wiring her up to all kinds of monitors that provided

reams of printout.

"All of which only tells us that you're in great physical shape "For a

gal my age," Killa added, preening in front of the mirror.

She'd been allowed to dress again and was hoping they'd think of feeding

her some time soon.

"Ah, yes," Donalla responded, needing to clear her throat.

Killashandra laughed.  "whatever zapped me seems to have burned off the

outlived dross and stupidities any human collects along the way.  I

don't mind being two hundred and fifteen years old.  In fact, it's fun

in a bizarre fashion.  How's my symbiont, by the way?  I'm keenly

interested in its continued functioning."

"Oh, that," and Presnol flicked his fingers dismissively.  "It's as

vigorous as mine or Donalla's and we're both much much younger than

you."

"I," Killashandra said quellingly, "may make comments, and even jokes,

about my antiquity, Presnol, but," and now she waggled her finger at

them, "no one else can. Read me?" Presnol looked properly subdued but

Donalla covered her mouth to suppress laughter and Killashandra focused

all her attention on the medic.

"And you, you ingrate," she added sternly, "had better watch your step,

too!  Imagine!  Not showing proper respect to a legend of your planet!

Who is exceedingly hungry right now.  And I don't care if you need to

make more tests.  I'm eating first."

"We'll join you." There were as few diners as there had been on her last

appearance in the big room.

"How many singers are actually active?" she asked Donalla, vividly

remembering this room packed.

"Four hundred and forty-two," Donalla said sadly.

"Ouch!  That's ridiculous." Killashandra was stunned, all too aware that

there had been 4,425

singers when she had joined the Guild.  "How many are off-planet right

now?"

"Three hundred and five."

"How many inactives?" Presnol made a face.  "Three hundred and seventy

five." Killa could not recall the appropriate total of that category but

then, she hadn't been interested in the figures.  In any event the

number was depressing.

"Seventy-four," Donalla said with a sigh.  "Rimbol passed on this

morning.  I haven't had a chance to mention it."

"Rimbol!" Killa's throat closed over after she spoke his name.  She

swallowed, felt tears forming in her eyes.  She hadn't cried in .  No,

that she couldn't bring to mind.  She ducked her head and struggled to

get control of herself. A beaker of Yarran beer was pushed into her line

of sight.

She picked it up, nodding her appreciation to Presnol, and she held it

up.  "To Rimbol, a gay lad with a kind heart and a fine tenor voice."

Then she drowned the beer in one draught.

She looked around her then, to see if she could put names to the handful

of singers dining.  She recognized two: they'd been in the batch of

twenty that Lars had recalled to cut black crystal.  The tall, thin

fellow with the long jaw was Marichandim.  Search as she did, she could

not dredge up a name for the blonde woman.

"D'you know her name, Donalla?" Donalla craned her head over her

shoulder.  "The one with Marichandim?  That's Siglinda.  They've done

quite well cutting from coordinates."

"How many have joined in that program?"

"Of the active singers, only twelve." Donalla shook her head and Presnol

looked solemn.  "The others won't even listen.  They run if you try to

approach them.  They're too far gone in their sublimations."

"Well," Killashandra said, rising, "I think I want to go over the

orientation program.  If it's the same as I had under Tukolom, I think

we'd better overhaul the whole thing.  That's where the trouble started.

Whatever singers Lars brings back are going to learn more than Rules and

Regs!" It was strange to be in this office, Killashandra thought as she

entered the Guild Master's quarters.

Trag's desk was clear, empty, waiting.  Waiting for her, she decided

with a wry grin, even if she'd done her damnedest to delay the

inevitable.

Lars' desk was neat, with pencil files set in four platoons across the

broad surface.  One group had the notation "Orient.  Revis." And she

smiled.  She should have known he'd consider that vitally important. She

peered at the other notations: "Coords', and there were nine files in

that group; "Recruit' had seven, was the sparsest with only three.

There were several scrawled notes stuck to one side, near his comunit,

which she couldn't decipher, and a hologram base.  She flicked it on and

was gratified to see herself - a shot taken while they were on Sherpa

III - and then she noticed that the unit, which could hold a hundred

grams, was full.  She flicked the change switch and there she was again,

in the orange wet suit he'd bought her for Flag, where he'd seen the

prototype of Angel II.  She joggled the switch again and again, pausing

only long enough to identify where the gram had been taken.  She turned

the halo off and, hauling the chair under her butt, resolutely turned to

the big monitor and called up the Guild Roster.

She had a lot of work to do before Lars got back.

As she had discovered once before on her single foray into

administrative work for Lanzecki - she must remember to find out what

happened to that darkish Bollam - she enjoyed rooting among the files

and collating information.

The Guild's operating costs, of which the Infirmary was now requiring an

increasingly large share, came from tithing every singer's cut, a bone

of contention between singer and Sorter.  Other costs, which the singer

bore for sled, fuel, equipment, living accommodation and food, were

presented at market rate.  That sank her notion that the Guild took a

cut from the supplies, jacking the prices up periodically.

The files proved that there was no mark-up whatever, merely a gradual

increase in wholesale costs throughout the inhabited galaxy.

There had been an increase of farming on Ballybran and, to give the

Guild fair credit, they paid above the average market price for foods

produced on Guild lands.

There were, however, far fewer active singers to produce any tithes for

the Guild and more inactive ones - some of those in a vegetable state -

who had to be supported by an ever-dwindling income.

Fewer cutters in the field meant less crystal to offer, and Killashandra

came across orders three and four years old that were waiting to be

filled.  Black crystal figured largely in these back-orders but all the

dark crystals were needed.

Before she could be totally depressed by the outlook, she saw a

remarkable upswing over the past few months - since Lars had thrown open

unused claims.

Her cuts were significant in that revival though now both Tiagana and

Jaygrin had brought in more.  To comfort herself, she reviewed the total

of one hundred and ninety-five years of cutting, compared it with the

records of any other singer.  She was tonnes ahead of the two younger

singers.

She then reviewed Lars' notes on orientation and noted the continued

emphasis on note-taking after every Range trip and on the return from

off-planet jaunts.  He planned to have an automatic reminder on each

singer's console.  He had been listing the ways in which coordinates

might be inviolably kept on file.

There were notes on compulsory hypnotic sessions that would access such

memories.

Lars also had notes on how to modernize the various departments of the

Guild, what new technology there was to replace worn machines and at

what cost with obsolescence factors: many notes on how to capitalize on

the talents of the support staff with appropriate bonuses.  Most of

these ramifications would have to wait on a continued upward turn of

filled orders.

He had taken the trouble to investigate the alternatives used by people

weary of waiting for the Guild to supply crystal.  Advantage one to the

Guild Ballybran crystal had a longer work life and if damaged did not

need to be jettisoned but could be retuned and used in other

installations.  Its competitors could not be recycled.  Some of the

original shafts of Ballybran crystal, cut by Barry Milekey for whom the

Milekey Range was named, were still in use after eight hundred years.

"What we need is an advertising campaign, too," she murmured and tried

to think of interesting slogans without much success.  Ballybran crystal

hadn't needed hype: it sold itself.  So long as the supply met demand.

"Well, there is an improvement," she told herself, leaning back in the

conform chair and stretching.

"We'll build on it." The lights had come up when the sensors registered

a diminution in available illumination.  She swivelled the chair and

noted that night had fallen, Shanganagh and Shilmore were chasing each

other across the sky but they were soon to be occluded by the clouds

billowing in from the west.  She turned the chair enough to see the

weatherline, blinking on its strip across the top of the room.

Barometer was dropping and the isobars were tight with gale force winds.

Storm warnings had been broadcast.  She altered the monitor to pick up

the Hangar scan and saw the blips of forty or so sleds homing in.

Good!  She'd have a chance to speak to some of the less productive

singers.  She accessed the program which would identify returning craft

and asked for details of each singer as they came in.  She'd approach

them with facts and figures, the productive time charts on those working

from coordinates, and the credit they raked in.  Something that appealed

to any singer was how to make enough credit quickly enough to get

off-planet for as long as possible.  Oxiy "as long as possible' was

going to be curtailed to as long as necessary' until the Guild had

returned to its once prestigious position.

Somewhat to Killashandra's surprise, she was received with a good deal

of awe by the first group of singers she approached.  She had quickly

scanned the details of the forty-seven who'd left the storm-bound Ranges

so she knew what and how much they'd cut and how long it had taken them

so that she was prepared to talk them out of resisting the proposal.

She marked her victims as she sat, drinking with them: the ones who

didn't have enough credit to go anywhere interesting.  She'd been to a

staggering number of R&R and vacation planets in nearly two centuries so

she was able to spin tales to make them yearn to visit such fabulous

places.  It didn't take her long to interest this group, eighteen in

all, in using a sure-fire way to achieve their ends.

The insistent buzz of the comunit roused her from a deep, dreamless

sleep.  Once she heard it, she also recognized the emergency code and

floundered with her blankets to roll to the control panel at the edge of

the sleep panel.

"Killashandra!" The caller was Flicken, his face stark with grief.

"Oh, how can I tell you?"

"Tell me what?"

"The B&B courier - it 5 sent out a mayday."

"A B&B courier " She stopped, gasping.  Lars had been on a courier ship.

"Lars?" Flicken nodded slowly, his chin quivering and his mouth working.

"Just came in."

"How?  What? Couriers are-' "Singularity trouble!" Flicken gasped out

again.

"That's all I know.  All I can find out.  Mayday and a Jump disaster

tag."

"Where?" He shook his head more vigorously but there were tears falling

down his cheeks and he couldn't control the trembling of his mouth.

"Keep me informed," she said, amazed that she could sound so calm, that

she wasn't raging at how 34' abruptly her life had been shattered once

again.  She palmed the lights up and sat there a long, long time, her

mind going in tight circles.  B&B ships were very sophisticated vessels.

Courier ships were the best of the BBs.  Both brains and browns could be

expected to function under the most adverse conditions and survive

against incredible odds.  Singularity Jump disasters were few but they

could happen.  Brendan had mentioned, in passing, that, while he was

equipped to handle thousands of minute calculations during a Jump, he

had several back-up, worst-scenario corrective capabilities.

Furthermore, and she began to revive from the shocking news, every B&B

ship, every naval vessel, every liner, every tanker, freighter, private

yacht anywhere in the sector where the courier ship had been lost would

be looking for it.  If a Singularity disaster had to happen to a ship,

then a courier B&B was the most likely one to survive.

She forced her mind to hang on to that thought and found something to

wear.  She went to the Guild Master's office and palmed up all the

lights.  She sat down in the conform chair, brought up the comsystem and

accessed Shanganagh Port Authority.

"Deputy Guild Master Ree, here," she said in an even tone, "keep me

informed on any developments of the-' "Yes, of course, Deputy Ree.

We've initiated emergency proceedings and requested all naval,

mercantile and private spaceships to forward all messages."

"By crystal cams, I trust," she said, mildly surprised that she could be

droll at a time like this.  A time like this was when a bit of drollery

kept you sane, she amended.

"Yes, yes, of course, Deputy.  The blacks we have here will pick up

whispers in the furthest sectors of inhabited space."

"I think we'll have to find crystal that operates in Singularity space."

"Nothing works in decomposition space, Deputy." She wondered if Jewel

Junk would.

"We'll keep you informed, Deputy." Deputy!  Had she the right to use

that title?  Well, why not?  Lars had appointed her, hadn't he?

She was a better deputy than Presnol would be.  She was a singer, a

sometime diplomat, spy - she grinned sadly to herself.  Then she pulled

the multi-halo base to her and called up the earliest "gram it had

stored.  The halo of herself, sun-bleached hair, the garlands Olav had

put around her neck the morning they left Angel, accenting the colour of

the lovely gown of Teradia's making materialized.  When had Lars taken

that?  But he had for here it was.

She sat there, looking at the halo, remembering all that had happened

before and after its taking.  She jumped when someone rapped at the

door.

"I've only just been informed, Killa," Donalla said.

"Is there anything I can do?"

"Yes, there is," Killashandra said, adopting a brisk tone.  She'd idled

away enough time in private meditations.  "Would you dial me some

breakfast?  I haven't had time with so much to put in motion."

"Put in motion?" Donalla stared at her.

"Yes, I must implement the plans Lars made." And she gestured at the

neat piles of pencil files.  "It'll take my mind off the waiting."

"Oh! Then you think there's hope that-' "There's always hope, Donalla,

but I think Lars would prefer it if I didn't sit about moping like a

fool, don't you?" She had her breakfast and then arranged appointments

with the Hangar-bound singers she'd talked to the previous evening.

Since everyone was dazed by the news that had swept through the cube,

she obtained more agreement than argument and sent seventeen of the

eighteen off with three sets of coordinates each and a mission to cut

where possible for some claims were likely to be unworkable - and return

as soon as they'd at least a carton of backordered colours.  She didn't

want to see a single shaft of pink or any of the pale blues and greens.

Darks, and blacks whenever possible.

She managed to bury herself so deeply in revitalizing the orientation

program that she was astonished to hear multiple sleds leaving the

Hangar and realize that she'd worked through the night.

She allowed herself four hours sleep and then was back at the desk,

going back over Guild affairs of the past decade.

By the fifth day, she had digested every current file, reviewed older

ones on Merchandizing and Research and Development so that she was fully

up to date on Guild business.  She had talked four more singers into

foraging by coordinates and seen eight of the original seventeen back in

with viable crystal cuts, all dark.  She encouraged the happy singers to

stay overnight, have a good meal, relax with their peers, and talk about

how easy it was to work known coordinates.

Each day she allowed herself a glimpse of a new hologram from Lars'

incredible collection.  With each new "gram, she accessed the memories

of that excursion, as fresh in her mind now as when she and Lars had

lived those lovely moments.  She could never be grateful enough to Big

Hungry Junk for restoring the memories that allowed her to continue

living.  When she was dead, too, there would be no one to remember Lars

dahl as vividly as she could now.  And that would be a real pity The

restoration of memory brought with it a desire not to lose it again. She

would eventually have to go out into the Ranges and cut crystal but she

did not want to jeopardize the reinstatement of so much valuable

information.  She had a long chat one day with the meteorologists and

then asked Presnol and Donalla to have dinner with her.

"It's like this," she began when they were on their cheese and beer,

"the met guys tell me that Ballybran storms are apt to produce more

electricity in the air than storms on other planets.  Is it possible

that an overload of such electrical discharges could affect singers'

minds?  I mean, most of us wait until the last possible moment before

leaving the Ranges.  Is that why we tend to forget between trips?  The

electricity has somehow affected our circuits?"

"It is a possibility, isn't it?" Donalla said, looking to Presnol.

He mulled it over.  "I think we could profitably check memory retention

on say those singers who are working coordinates regularly, and those

who prospect right up until a storm drives them out of the Ranges.  See

if we can get any relevant data.  We could also check just how much

electricity is discharged into the atmosphere - - sort of a continuous

measurement.  I'm sure we could find instrumentation to register that

sort of emotion.  Hmm, rather interesting.  But what good would it do?"

"If we can prove any correlation between the intensity of a particular

storm and memory loss, all the more reason for us to teach the next

candidates to come in at the first warning," Killa said.  "Or, if we can

manage it, keep them all on coordinate mining."

"That would be quite a departure from tradition," Presnol said, clearing

his throat over such a radical change.  He'd been on Ballybran a lot

longer than Donalla.

"That's exactly the attitude that needs changing, Presnol," Killa said.

"The Guild needs to alter a lot of its thinking and its "traditions",'

and she imbued that word with disgust, "if it wants to improve.  And

keep singers active and productive."

"Let's see what we can discover, Pres," Donalla said, smiling winningly

at her lover.  She gave Killa a wink that suggested the matter could be

left safely in her hands now The fourth week brought the first of the

recruits from Lars' ill-fated journey.  Forty-four, young, eager persons

trained in a variety of skills and fifteen others with the perfect pitch

required for crystal singers.  That was more than had applied to the

Guild in several years. There were two more groups scheduled to arrive

over the next weeks but, once they had been processed, Killashandra

ordered them down to Ballybran.  She would take the first orientation

sessions herself.  She would show them the way to go, to be successful

singers.

They, and others like them, would revitalize the Guild - in Lars'

memory.

The Council, composed of the heads of departments of the Heptite Guild

on Ballybran, were becoming more insistent that she formally accept the

position of Guild Master but she resisted.  Acceptance meant, in her

lexicon, that she had accepted Lars' death and she couldn't.  She still

didn't want to be Guild Master no matter how many people, Murr, Ritwili,

Presnol, Clarend, the Farms and Fisheries' Managers, told her she had

taken command as if she'd trained all her life to assume the rank.  What

she could do was implement Lars' plans and have the Guild operating

efficiently again.

when Donalla insisted she take a break from the console, before her eyes

turned square, she'd go down to Angel II in its big shed.  She felt

close to Lars there and could dwell on the memories of their many sea

voyages together.  Oh, how she longed to sail with him just one more

time!  She grieved over her acrimonious griping about his love for the

sea, her perverse opposition to his choice of water planets for their

holidays.  She'd been unkind, and ungrateful, to insist on "her' turn at

choosing a vacation place, when she knew how much the sea and sailing

meant to him.

She'd just returned from another maudlin review of her shortcomings,

foibles and limitations and listlessly entered the office which now felt

more hers than Lars'.  She was wondering which chore she could use to

occupy her mind until fatigue pushed her into sleep when the comunit

beeped.

"Now what?" she demanded, irritated to have duties press in on her so

quickly.

"Patching through,3 was the excited comment and then an intolerable

rasping, squeaking, high-pitched blast.

"Sunny?"

"LARS!" His name came out of her mouth in a scream.  But there was no

one else in the galaxy who called her "sunny' and no voice with quite

the same timbre as his.  "You're alive?"

"Kicking, too."

"Turn on the vision, Lars.  I've got to see you!" Tears streamed down

her face and she had to grip the edge of the desk to keep on her feet.

But the voice, the words: it had to be Lars.

His chuckle reassured her again.  "Not on your life, sunny, or mine.

Over-immersion in radiant fluid produces curious effects on skin and

muscle, but it saved the lives of me and the ship's brawn.  They say

that we'll look human again soon but I've my doubts.

Brendan and Boira found us.  That pair refused to give up.  Praise be to

Muhlah!  We're all safe, though the courier ship'll need a new shell -

no, that's wrong way round - the shell person will need a new ship, hers

got Singularly twisted." She didn't care what he looked like: he sounded

like himself and that was what counted.  "But you're alive!"

"I repeat, I am alive!  I even survived the Singularity Jump we just

made." His voice quavered briefly.

"Had to, according to Boira.  And I suppose I'll have to again but not

soon!  Not soon!" He sighed gustily.

"Where are you?" He chuckled again, teasing her.  "Estimated time of

arrival at Shankill Base is four hours!"

"Four hours!" She was shrieking again.  How could she wait that long to

set eyes on him!  To hold him to her, to feel his arms about her.  "Oh,

Lars love "What did you call me, sunny?" And his voice was tender with

surprise.

She swallowed.  "I called you "Lars love"," she said almost defiantly.

"D'you know," and his laugh was tentative, "you've never called me

"love" before."

"I'll remember to call you that every other breath Lars love.  I've had

a lot of time to remember things, while you've been .

.  .  away." Her voice broke slightly and she hastily cleared her

throat.

"I remember all the love you've given me," she went on, determined to

say what had become so imperative he know.  "I've remembered so much,

Lars love.  Especially that I have always been in love with you, in

spite of the way I treated you!"

"It's almost worth nearly dying to hear you say that, Killashandra Ree."

He sounded stronger now, almost exultant!

"I'll remember that, love.  I'll remember that, too.3

Immediately she disengaged the channel, Killashandra Ree left the office

to meet Lars dahl at Shankill Moon Base.  Exit, triumphant, stage

centre.

THE END