POUL ANDERSON

The Queen of Air

and Darkness

The last glow of the last sunset would linger almost until midwinter. But

there would be no more day, and the northlands rejoiced. Blossoms

opened, flamboyance on firethorn trees, steelflowers rising blue from

the brok and rainplant that cloaked all hills, shy whiteness of kiss-me-

never down in the dales. Flitteries darted among them in iridescent

wings; a crownbuck shook his horns and bugled. Between horizons the

sky deepened from purple to sable. Both moons were aloft, nearly full,

shining frosty on leaves and molten on waters. The shadows they made

were blurred by an aurora, a great blowing curtain of light across half

heaven. Behind it the earliest stars had come out.

A boy and a girl sat on Wolund's Barrow just under the dolmen it

upbore. Their hair, which streamed halfway down their backs, showed

startlingly forth, bleached as it was by summer. Their bodies, still dark

from that season, merged with earth and bush and rock, for they wore

only garlands. He played on a bone flute

and she sang. They had lately become lovers. Their age was about \.

sixteen, but they did not know this, considering themselves Out..lings

and thus indifferent to time, remembering little or nothing of how they

had once dwelt in the lands of men.

His notes piped cold around her voice:

"Cast a spell, weave it well of dust and dew and night and you."

A brook by the grave mound, carrying moonlight down to a hillhidden

river, answered with its rapids. A flock of hellbats passed black beneath

the aurora.

A shape came bounding over Cloudmoor. It had two arms and' two legs,

but the legs were long and claw-footed and feather covered it to the end

of a tail and broad wings. The face was half, human, dominated by its

eyes. Had Ayoch been able to standwholly erect, he would have reached

to the boy's shoulder.

The girl rose. "He carries a burden," she said. Her vision was not.. meant

for twilight like that of a northland creature born, but she had learned

how to use every sign her senses gave her. Besides the,fact that ordinarily

a pook would fly, there was a heaviness to his haste.

"And he comes from the south." Excitement jumped in the boy, sudden

as a green flame that went across the constellation Lyrth.  He sped down

the mound. "Ohoi, Ayoch!" he called. "Me here,: Mistherd!"

"And Shadow-of-a-Dream," the girl laughed, following.

The pook halted. He breathed louder than the soughing in the growth

around him. A smell of bruised yerba lifted where he

stood.

"Well met in winterbirth," he whistled. "You can help me bring  this to

Carheddin."

He held out what he bore. His eyes were yellow lanterns above. It moved

arid whimpered.

"Why, a child," Mistherd said.

"Even as you were, my son, even as you were. Ho, ho, what a snatchl"

Ayoch boasted. "They were a score in yon camp by Fallowwood, armed, and

besides watcher engines they had big ugly dogs aprowl while they slept. I

came from above, however, having spied on them till I knew that a handful

of dazedust "

"The poor thing." Shadow-of-a-Dream took the boy and held him to her

small breasts. "So full of sleep yet, aren't you?" Blindly, he sought a

nipple.

She smiled through the veil of her-hair. "No, I am still too young, and you

already too old. But come, when you wake in Carheddin under the mountain,

you shall feast."

"Yo-ah; " said Ayoch very softly. "She is abroad and has heard

and seen. She comes." He crouched down, wings folded. After a

moment Mistherd knelt, and then Shadow-of-a-Dream, though

she did not let go the child.

The Queen's tall form blocked off the moons. For a while she regarded the

three and their booty. Hill and moor sounds withdrew from their awareness

until it seemed they could hear the northlights hiss.

At last Ayoch whispered, "Have I done well, Starmother?"

"If you stole a babe from a camp full of engines," said the beautiful voice,

"then they were folk out of the far south who may not endure it as meekly

as yeomen."

"But what can they do, Snowmaker?" the pook asked. "How can they track

us?"

Mistherd lifted his head and spoke in pride. "Also, now they too have felt

the awe of us."

"And he is a cuddly dear," Shadow-of-a-Dream said. "And we need more like

him, do we not, Lady Sky?"

"It had to happen in some twilight," agreed she who stood above. "Take

him onward and care for him. By this sign," which she made, "is he claimed

for the Dwellers."

Their joy was freed. Ayoch cartwheeled over the ground till he reached a

shiverleaf. There he swarmed up the trunk and out on a limb, perched half

hidden by unrestful pale foliage, and crowed.

Boy and girl bore the child toward Carheddin at an easy distancedevouring

lope which let him pipe and hey sing:

"Wahaii, wahaii!

Wayala, laii!                 -

Wing on the wind

high over heaven,

shrilly shrieking,

rush with the rainspears,

tumble through tumult,

drift to the moonhoar trees and the dream-heavy

            shadows beneath them,

and rock in, be one with the clinking wavelets of

            lakes where the starbeams drown."

*

As she entered, Barbro Cullen felt, through all grief and fury, stabbed by

dismay. The room was unkempt. Journals, tapes, reels, codices, file boxes,

bescribbled papers were piled on every table. Dust filmed most shelves and

corners. Against one wall stood a laboratory setup, microscope and

analytical equipment. She recognized it as compact and efficient, but it was

not what you would expect in an office, and it gave the air a faint chemical

reek. The rug was threadbare, the furniture shabby.

This was her final chance?

Then Eric Sherrinford approached. "Good day, Mrs. Cullen," he said. His

tone was crisp, his handclasp firm. His faded gripsuit didn't bother her.

She

wasn't inclined to fuss about her own appearance except on special

occasions. (And would she ever again have one, unless she got back Jimmy?)

What she observed was a cat's personal neatness.

A smile radiated in crow's feet from his eyes. "Forgive my bachelor

housekeeping. On Beowulf we have-we had, at any ratemachines for that, so

I never acquired the habit myself, and I don't want a hireling disarranging

my tools. More convenient to work out of my apartment than keep a

separate office. Won't you be seated?"

"No, thanks. I couldn't," she mumbled.

"I understand. But if you'll excuse me, I function best in a relaxed

position."

He jackknifed into a lounger. One long shank crossed the other knee.

He drew forth a pipe and stuffed it from a pouch. Barbro wondered why

he took tobacco in so ancient a way. Wasn't Beowulf supposed to have

the up-to-date equipment that they still couldn't afford to build on

Roland? Well, of course old customs might survive anyhow. They

generally did in colonies, she remembered reading. People had moved

starward in the hope of preserving such outmoded things as their

mother tongues or constitutional government or rational-technological

civilization ....

Sherrinford pulled her up from the confusion of her weariness. "You

must give me the details of your case, Mrs. Cullen. You've simply told

me your son was kidnapped and your local constabulary did nothing.

Otherwise, I know just a few obvious facts, such as your being widowed

rather than divorced; and you're the daughter of outwayers in Olga

lvanoffLand who, nevertheless, kept in close telecommunication with

Christmas Landing; and you're trained in one of the biological

professions; and you had several years' hiatus in field work until

recently you started again."

She gaped at the high-cheeked, beak-nosed, black-haired and gray-eyed

countenance. His lighter made a scrit and a flare which seemed to fill the

room. Quietness dwelt on this height above the city, and winter dusk

was seeping through the windows. "How in cosmos do you know that?"

she heard herself exclaim.

He shrugged and fell into the lecturer's manner for which he was

notorious. "My work depends on noticing details and fitting them

together. In more than a hundred years on Roland, tending to cluster

according to their origins and thought habits, people have developed

regional accents. You have a trace of the Olgan burr, but you nasalize

your vowels in the style of this area, though you live in Portolondon-

That suggests steady childhood exposure to metropolitan speech. You

were part of Matsuyama's expedition, you told me, and took your boy

along. They wouldn't have allowed any ordinary technician to do that;

hence, you had to be valuable

enough to get away with it. The team was conducting ecological'

research; therefore, you must be in the life sciences. For the same

reason, you must have had previous field experience. But your skin is

fair, showing none of the leatheriness one gets from prolongedexposure

to this sun. Accordingly, you must have been mostly

indoors for a good while before you went on your ill-fated trip. As: for

widowhood-you never mentioned a husband to me, but you have had a

man whom you thought so highly of that you still wear both the

wedding and the engagement ring he gave you."

Her sight blurred and stung. The last of those words had brought Tim

back, huge, ruddy, laughterful and gentle. She must turn from this other

person and stare outward. "Yes," she achieved saying, "you're right."

The apartment occupied a hilltop above Christmas Landing Beneath it

the city dropped away in walls, roofs, archaistic chimneys and lamplit

streets, goblin lights of human-piloted vehicles,' to the harbor, the

sweep of VentureBay, ships bound to and from the SunwardIslands and

remoter regions of the Boreal Ocean, which glimmered like mercury in

the afterglow of Charlemagne. Oliver was swinging rapidly higher, a

mottled orange disc a full degree wide; closer to the zenith which it

could never reach, it would shine the color of ice. Alde, half the

seeming size, was a thin slow crescent near Sirius, which she

remembered was near Sol, but you couldn't see Sol without a telescope

"Yes," she said around the pain in her throat, "my husband is about four

years dead. I was carrying our first child when he was killed by a

stampeding monocerus. We'd been married three years before. Met

while we were both at the University-'casts from School Central can

only supply a basic education, you know-We founded our own team to

do ecological studies under contractyou know, can a certain area be

settled while maintaining a balance of nature, what crops will grow,

what hazards, that sort of question-Well, afterward I did lab work for a

fisher co-op in Portolondon. But the monotony, the . . . shut-in-ness .

. . was eating me away. Professor Matsuyama offered me a position on

the team he was organizing to examine CommissionerHauchLand. I

thought, God help me, I thought Jimmy-Tim wanted him named James,

once the tests showed it'd be a boy, after his own father and because of

'Timmy and Jimmy' and-oh, I thought Jimmy could safely come along. I

couldn't bear to leave him behind for months, not at his age. We could

make sure he'd never wander out of camp. What could hurt him inside it?

I had never believed those stories about the Outlings stealing human

children. I supposed parents were trying to hide from themselves the fact

they'd been careless, they'd let a kid get lost in the woods or attacked by

a

pack of satans or- Well, I learned better, Mr. Sherrinford. The guard

robots were evaded and the dogs were drugged and when I woke, Jimmy

was gone."

He regarded her through the smoke from his pipe. Barbro Engdahl Cullen

was a big woman of thirty or so (Rolandic years, he reminded himself,

ninety-five percent of Terrestrial, not the same as Beowulfan years),

broad-shouldered, long-legged, full-breasted, supple of stride; her face was

wide, straight nose, straightforward hazel eyes, heavy but mobile mouth;

her hair was reddish-brown, cropped below the ears, her voice husky, her

garment a plain street robe. To still the writhing of her fingers, he asked

skeptically, "Do you now believe in the Outlings?"

"No. I'm just not so sure as I was." She swung about with half a glare for

him. "And we have found traces."

"Bits of fossils," he nodded. "A few artifacts of a neolithic sort. But

apparently ancient, as if the makers died ages ago. Intensive search has

failed to turn up any real evidence for their survival."

"How intensive can search be, in a summer-stormy, wintergloomy

wilderness around the North Pole?" she demanded. "When we are, how

many, a million people on an entire planet, half of us crowded into this

one city?"

"And the rest crowding this one habitable continent," he pointed out.

"Arctica covers five million square kilometers," she flung back. "The

Arctic Zone proper covers a fourth of it. We haven't the industrial base

to establish satellite monitor stations, build aircraft

we can trust in those parts, drive roads through the damned darklands and

establish permanent bases and get to know them and tame them. Good

Christ, generations of lonely outwaymen told stories about Graymantle,

and the beast was never seen by a I proper scientist till last year!"

"Still, you continue to doubt the reality of the Outlings?"             -

"Well, what about a secret cult among humans, born of isolation and

ignorance, lairing in the wilderness, stealing children when they can for-"

She swallowed. Her head dropped. "But you're supposed to be the expert."

"From what you told me over the visiphone, the Portolondon

constabulary questions the accuracy of the report your group ` made,

thinks the lot of you were hysterical, claims you must have omitted a due

precaution, and the child toddled away and was lost beyond your finding."

His dry words pried the horror out of her. Flushing, she snapped, "Like

any settler's kid? No. I didn't simply yell. I consulted Data Retrieval. A

few too many such cases are recorded for accident to be a very plausible

explanation. And shall we totally ignore the frightened stories about

reappearances? But when I t went back to the constabulary with my facts,

they brushed me off. _ I suspect that was not entirely because they're

undermanned. I think they're afraid too. They're recruited from country

boys, and .. Portolondon lies near the edge of the unknown."

Her energy faded. "Roland hasn't got any central police force," she

finished drably. "You're my last hope."

The man puffed smoke into twilight, with which it blent, before he said in

a kindlier voice than hitherto: "Please don't make it a high hope, Mrs.

Cullen. I'm the solitary private investigator on this world, having no

resources beyond myself, and a newcomer to boot."

"How long have you been here?"

"Twelve years. Barely time to get a little familiarity with the relatively

civilized coastlands. You settlers of a century or more- ' what do you,

even, know about Arctica's interior?"

Sherrinford sighed. "I'll take the case, charging no more than I must,

mainly for the sake of the experience," he said. "But only if you'll be

my guide and assistant, however painful it will be for you."

"Of course! I dreaded waiting idle. Why me, though?"

"hiring someone else as well qualified would be prohibitively

expensive, on a pioneer planet where every hand has a thousand

urgent tasks to do. Besides, you have a motive. And I'll need that. 1,

who was born on another world altogether strange to this one, itself

altogether strange to Mother Earth, I am too dauntingly aware of how

handicapped we are."

Night gathered upon Christmas Landing. The air stayed mild, but

glimmer-lit tendrils of fog, sneaking through the streets, had a cold

look, and colder yet was the aurora where it shuddered between the

moons. The woman drew closer to the man in this darkening room,

surely not aware that she did, until he switched on a Auoropanel. The

same knowledge of Roland's aloneness was in both of them.

One light-year is not much as galactic distances go. You could walk it

in about 270 million years, beginning at the middle of the Permian

Era, when dinosaurs belonged to the remote future, and continuing to

the present day when spaceships cross even greater reaches. But stars

in our neighborhood average some nine lightyears apart, and barely

one percent of them have planets which are man-habitable, and speeds

are limited to less than that of radiation. Scant help is given by

relativistic time contraction and suspended animation en route.' These

make the journeys seem short, but history meanwhile does not stop at

home.

Thus voyages from sun to sun will always be few. Colonists will be

those who have extremely special reasons for going. They will take

along germ plasm for exogenetic cultivation of domestic plants and

animals-and of human infants, in order that population can grow fast

enough to escape death through genetic drift. After all, they cannot

rely on further immigration. Two or three

times a century, a ship may call from some other colony. (Not from

Earth. Earth has long ago sunk into alien concerns.) Its place of origin

will be an old settlement. The young ones are in no position to build

and man interstellar vessels.

Their very survival, let alone their eventual modernization, is in

doubt. The founding fathers have had to take what they could get in a

universe not especially designed for man.

Consider, for example, Roland. It is among the rare happy finds, a

world where humans can live, breathe, eat the food, drink the water,

walk unclad if they choose, sow their crops, pasture their beasts, dig

their mines, erect their homes, raise their children and grandchildren.

It is worth crossing three-quarters of a light-century to preserve

certain dear values and strike new roots into the soil of Roland.

But the star Charlemagne is of type F9, forty percent brighter than

Sol, brighter still in the treacherous ultraviolet and wilder still in the

wind of charged particles that seethes from it. The planet has an

eccentric orbit. In the middle of the short but furious northern

summer, which includes periastron, total insolation is more than

double what Earth gets; in the depth of the long northern winter, it is

barely less than Terrestrial average.

Native life is abundant everywhere. But lacking elaborate machinery,

not yet economically possible to construct for more than a few

specialists, man can only endure the high latitudes. A tendegree axial

tilt, together with the orbit, means that the northern part of the

Arctican continent spends half its year in unbroken sunlessness.

Around the South Pole lies an empty ocean.

Other differences from Earth might superficially seem more

important. Roland has two moons, small but close, to evoke clashing

tides. It rotates once in thirty-two hours, which is endlessly, subtly

disturbing to organisms evolved through gigayears of a quicker

rhythm. The weather patterns are altogether unterrestrial. The globe

is a mere 9500 kilometers in diameter; its surface gravity is 0.42 X

980 cm/sect; the sea level air pressure is slightly above one Earth

atmosphere. (For actually Earth is the freak, and

man exists because a cosmic accident blew away most of the gas that a

body its size ought to have kept, as Venus has done.)

However, Homo can truly be called sapiens when he practices his

specialty of being unspecialized. His repeated attempts to freeze

himself into an all-answering pattern or culture or ideology, or

whatever he has named it, have repeatedly brought ruin. Give him the

pragmatic business of making his living, and he will usually do rather

well. fie adapts, within broad limits.

These limits are set by such factors as his need for sunlight and his

being, necessarily and forever, a part of the life that surrounds him and

a creature of the spirit within.

Portolondon thrust docks, boats, machinery, warehouses into the Gulf

of Polaris. Behind them huddled the dwellings of its five thousand

permanent inhabitants: concrete walls, storm shutters, high-peaked tile

roofs. The gaiety of their paint looked forlorn amidst lamps; this town

lay past the Arctic Circle.

Nevertheless Sherrinford remarked, "Cheerful place, eh? The kind of

thing I came to Roland looking for."

Barbro made no reply. The days in Christmas Landing, while he made

his preparations, had drained her. Gazing out the dome of the taxi that

was whirring them downtown from the hydrofoil that brought them,

she supposed he meant the lushness of forest and meadows along the

road, brilliant hues and phosphorescence of flowers in gardens, clamor

of wings overhead. Unlike Terrestrial flora in cold climates, Arctican

vegetation spends every, daylit hour in frantic growth and energy

storage. Not till summer's fever gives place to gentle winter does it

bloom and fruit; and estivating animals rise from their dens and

migratory birds come home.

The view was lovely, she had to admit: beyond the trees, a spaciousness

climbing toward remote heights, silvery-gray under a moon, an aurora,

the diffuse radiance from a sun just below the horizon.

Beautiful as a hunting satan, she thought, and as terrible. That

wilderness had stolen Jimmy. She wondered it she would at least

be given to find his little bones and take them to his father.

Abruptly she realized that she and Sherrinford were at their hotel and

that he had been speaking of the town. Since it was next in size after

the capital, he must have visited here often before. The streets were

crowded and noisy; signs flickered, music blared from shops, taverns,

restaurants, sports centers, dance halls; vehicles were jammed down to

molasses speed; the several-storieshigh office buildings stood aglow.

Portolondon linked an enormous hinterland to the outside world. Down

the Gloria River came timber rafts, ores, harvest of farms whose

owners were slowly making Rolandic life serve them, meat and ivory

and furs gathered by rangers in the mountains beyond Troll Scarp. In

from the sea came coastwise freighters, the fishing fleet, produce of

the Sunward Islands, plunder of whole continents further south where

bold men adventured. It clanged in Portolondon, laughed, blustered,

swaggered, connived, robbed, preached, guzzled, swilled, toiled,

dreamed, lusted, built, destroyed, died, was born, was happy, angry,

sorrowful, greedy, vulgar, loving, ambitious, human. Neither the sun's

blaze elsewhere nor the half year's twilight here-wholly night around

midwinter-was going to stay man's hand.

Or so everybody said.

Everybody except those who had settled in the darklands. Barbro used

to take for granted that they were evolving curious customs, legends

and superstitions, which would die when the Outway had been

completely mapped and controlled. Of late, she had wondered. Perhaps

Sherrinford's hints, about a change in his own attitude brought about by

his preliminary research; were responsible.

Or perhaps she just needed something to think about besides how

Jimmy, the day before he went, when she asked him whether he wanted

rye or French bread for a sandwich, answered in great solemnity-he was

becoming interested in the alphabet "I'll have a slice of what we people

call the F bread."

She scarcely noticed getting out of the taxi, registering, being

conducted to a primitively furnished room. But after she unpacked, she

remembered Sherrinford had suggested a confidential conference. She

went down the hall and knocked on his door. Her knuckles sounded less

loud than her heart.

He opened the door, finger on lips, and gestured her toward a corner.

Her temper bristled until she saw the image of Chief Constable Dawson

in the visiphone. Sherrinford must have chimed him up and must have

a reason to keep her out of scanner range. She found a chair and

watched, nails digging into knees.

The detective's lean length refolded itself. "Pardon the interruption,"

he said. "A man mistook the number. Drunk, by the indications."

Dawson chuckled. "We get plenty of those." Barbro recalled his

fondness for gabbing. He tugged the beard which he affected, as if he

were an outwayer instead of a townsman. "No harm in them as a rule.

They only have a lot of voltage to discharge, after weeks or months in

the backlands.".

"I've gathered that that environment-foreign in a million major and

minor ways to the one that created man-I've gathered that it does do

odd things to the personality." Sherrinford tamped his pipe. "Of

course, you know my practice has been confined to urban and suburban

areas. Isolated garths seldom need private investigators. Now that

situation appears to have changed. I called to ask you for advice."

"Glad to help," Dawson said. "I've not forgotten what you did for us in

the de Tahoe murder case." Cautiously: "Better explain your problem

first."

Sherrinford struck fire. The smoke that followed cut through the green

odors-even here, a paved pair of kilometers from the nearest woods-

that drifted past traffic rumble through a crepuscular window. "This is

more a scientific mission than a search for an absconding debtor or an

industrial spy," he drawled. "I'm looking into two possibilities: that an

organization, criminal or religious or whatever, has long been active

and steals infants; or that the Outlings of folklore are real."

"Huh?" On Dawson's face Barbro read as much dismay as surprise.

"You can't be serious!"

"Can't I?" Sherrinford smiled. "Several generations' worth of reports

shouldn't be dismissed out of hand. Especially not when they become

more frequent and consistent in the course of time, not less. Nor can

we ignore the documented loss of babies and small children, amounting

by now to over a hundred, and never a trace found afterward. Nor the

finds which demonstrate that an intelligent species once inhabited

Arctica and may still haunt the interior."

Dawson leaned forward as if to climb out of the screen. "Who engaged

you?" he demanded. "That Cullen woman? We were sorry for her,

naturally, but she wasn't making sense, and when she got downright

abusive-"

"Didn't her companions, reputable scientists, confirm her story?"

"No story to confirm. Look, they had the place ringed with detectors

and alarms, and they kept mastiffs. Standard procedure in country

where a hungry sauroid or whatever might happen by Nothing could've

entered unbeknownst."

"On the ground. flow about a flyer landing in the middle of camp?"

"A man in a copter rig would've roused everybody."

"A winged being might be quieter."

"A living flyer that could lift a three-year-old boy? Doesn't exist."

"Isn't in the scientific literature, you mean, Constable. Remember

Graymantle; remember how little we know about Roland, a planet, an

entire world. Such birds do exist on Beowulf-and on Rustum, I've read. I

made a calculation from the local ratio of air density to gravity, and,

yes, it's marginally possible here too. The child could have been carried

off for a short distance before wing muscles were exhausted and the

creature must descend."

Dawson snorted. "First it landed and walked into the tent where

mother and boy were asleep. Then it walked away, toting

him, after it couldn't fly further. Does that sound like a bird of prey?

And the victim didn't cry out, the dogs didn't bark!"

"As a matter of fact," Sherrinford said, "those inconsistencies are the

most interesting and convincing features of the whole account. You're

right, it's hard to see how a human kidnapper could get in undetected,

and an eagle type of creature wouldn't operate in that fashion. But none

of this applies to a winged intelligent being. The boy could have been

drugged. Certainly the dogs showed signs of having been."

"The dogs showed signs of having overslept. Nothing had disturbed

them. The kid wandering by wouldn't do so. We don't need to assume

one damn thing except, first, that he got restless and, second, that the

alarms were a bit sloppily rigged-seeing as how no danger was expected

from inside camp-and let him pass out. And, third, I hate to speak this

way, but we must assume the poor tyke starved or was killed."

Dawson paused before adding: "If we had more staff, we could have given

the affair more time. And would have, of course. We did make an aerial

sweep, which risked the lives of the pilots, using instruments which

would've sported the kid anywhere in a fiftykilometer radius, unless he

was dead. You know how sensitive thermal analyzers are. We drew a

complete blank. We have more important jobs than to hunt for the

scattered pieces of a corpse."

He finished brusquely. "If Mrs. Cullen's hired you, my advice is you find

an excuse to quit. Better for her, too. She's got to come to terms with

reality."

Barbro checked a shout by biting her tongue.

"Oh, this is merely the latest disappearance of the series," Sherrinford

said. She didn't understand how he could maintain his easy tone when

Jimmy. was lost. "More thoroughly recorded than any before, thus more

suggestive. Usually an outwayer family has given a tearful but undetailed

account of their child who vanished and must have been stolen by the

Old Folk. Sometimes, years later, they'd tell about glimpses of what they

swore must have been the grown child, not really human any longer,

flitting past in

murk or peering through, a window or working mischief upon them. As

you say, neither the authorities nor the scientists have had personnel or

resources to mount a proper investigation. But as I say, the matter

appears to be worth investigating. Maybe a private party like myself can

contribute."

"Listen, most of us constables grew up in the outway. We don't just ride

patrol and answer emergency calls; we go back there for holidays and

reunions. If any gang of . . . of human sacrificers was around, we'd

know."

"I realize that. I also realize that the people you came from have a

widespread and deep-seated belief in nonhuman beings with supernatural

powers. Many actually go through rites and make offerings to propitiate

them."

"I know what you're leading up to," Dawson fleered. "I've heard it

before, from a hundred sensationalists. The aborigines are the Outlings. I

thought better of you. Surely you've visited a museum° or three, surely

you've read literature from planets which do have natives-or damn and

blast, haven't you ever applied that logic of yours?"

He wagged a finger. "Think," he said. "What have we in fact discovered?

A few pieces of worked stone; a few megaliths that might be artificial;

scratchings on rock that seem to show plants and animals, though not

the way any human culture would ever have shown them; traces of fires

and broken bones; other fragments of bone that seem as if they might've

belonged to thinking creatures, as if they might've been inside fingers or

around big brains. If so, however, the owners looked nothing like men.

Or angels, for that matter. Nothing! The most anthropoid

reconstruction I've seen shows a kind of two-legged crocagator.

"Wait, let me finish. The stories about the Outlings-oh, I've heard them

too, plenty of them. I believed them when I was a kid -the stories tell

how there're different kinds, some winged, some not, some half human,

some completely human except maybe for being too handsome-It's

fairyland from ancient Earth all over again. Isn't it? I got interested

once and dug into the Heritage

Library microfiles, and be damned if I didn't find almost the identical

yarns, told by peasants centuries before spaceflight.

"None of it squares with the scanty relics we have, if they are relics, or

with the fact that no area the size of Arctica could spawn a dozen

different intelligent species, or . . . hellfire, man, with the way your

common sense tells you aborigines would behave when humans arrived!"

Sherrinford nodded. "Yes, yes," he said. "I'm less sure than you that the

common sense of nonhuman beings is precisely like our own. I've seen

so much variation within mankind. But, granted, your arguments are

strong. Roland's too few scientists have more pressing tasks than

tracking down the origins of what is, as you put it, a revived medieval

superstition."

He cradled his pipe bowl in both hands and peered into the tiny hearth of

it. "Perhaps what interests me most," he said softly, "is why-across that

gap of centuries, across a barrier of machine civilization and its utterly

antagonistic world view-no continuity of tradition whatsoever-why have

hardheaded, technologically organized, reasonably well-educated

colonists here brought back from its grave a belief in the Old Folk'"

"I suppose eventually, if the University ever does develop the

psychology department they keep talking about, I suppose eventually

somebody will get a thesis out of your question." Dawson spoke in a

jagged voice, and he gulped when Sherrinford replied:

"I propose to begin now. In Commissioner Hauch Land, since that's

where the latest incident occurred. Where can I rent a vehicle?"

"Uh, might be hard to do-"

"Come, come. Tenderfoot or not, I know better. In an economy of

scarcity, few people own heavy equipment. But since it's needed, it can

always be rented. I want a camper bus with a ground-effect drive suitable

for every kind of terrain. And I want certain equipment installed which

I've brought along, and the top canopy section replaced by a gun turret

controllable from the driver's seat. But I'll supply the weapons. Besides

rifles and pistols

of my own, I've arranged to borrow some artillery from Christmas

Landing's police arsenal."

"Hoy? Are you genuinely intending to make ready for . . . a war . . .

against a myth?"

"Let's say I'm taking out insurance, which isn't terribly expensive,

against a remote possibility. Now, besides the bus, what about a light

aircraft carried piggyback for use in surveys?"

"No." Dawson sounded more positive than hitherto. "That's asking for

disaster. We can have you flown to a base camp in a large plane when

the weather report's exactly right. But the pilot will have to fly back at

once, before the weather turns wrong again. Meteorology's

underdeveloped on Roland; the air's especially treacherous this time of

year, and we're not tooled up to produce aircraft that can outlive every

surprise." He drew breath. "Have you no idea of how fast a whirly-whirly

can hit, or what size hailstones might strike from a clear sky, or-P Once

you're there, man, you stick to the ground." He hesitated. "That's an

important reason our information is so scanty about the outway and its

settlers are so isolated."

Sherrinford laughed ruefully. "Well, I suppose if details are what I'm

after, I must creep along anyway."

"You'll waste a lot of time," Dawson said. "Not to mention your client's

money. Listen, I can't forbid you to chase shadows, but-"

.

The discussion went on for almost an hour. When the screen finally

blanked, Sherrinford rose, stretched and walked toward Barbro. She

noticed anew his peculiar gait. He had come from a planet with a fourth

again of Earth's gravitational drag, to one where weight was less than

half Terrestrial. She wondered if he had flying dreams.

"I apologize for shuffling you off like that," he said. "I didn't expect

to reach him at once. He was quite truthful about how busy he is. But

having made contact, I didn't want to remind him overmuch of you. He

can dismiss my project as a futile fantasy which I'll soon give- up. But he

might have frozen completely, might even have put up obstacles before

us, if he'd realized

through you how determined we are."

"Why should he care?" she asked in her bitterness.

"Fear of consequences, the worse because it is unadmitted fear of

consequences, the more terrifying because they are unguessable."

Sherrinford's gaze went to the screen, and thence out the window to

the aurora pulsing in glacial blue and white immensely far overhead. "I

suppose you saw I was talking to a frightened man. Down underneath

his conventionality and scoffing, he. believes in the Outlings-oh, yes,

he believes."

The feet of Mistherd flew over yerba and outpaced windblown

driftweed. Beside him, black and misshapen, hulked Nagrim the nicor,

whose earthquake weight left a swath of crushed plants. Behind,

luminous blossoms of a firethorn shone through the twining, trailing

outlines of Morgarel the wraith.

Here Cloudmoor rose in a surf of hills and thickets. The air lay quiet,

now and then carrying the distance-muted howl of a beast. It was

darker than usual at winterbirth, the moons being down and aurora a

wan flicker above the mountains on the northern world edge. But this

made the stars keen, and their numbers crowded heaven, and Ghost

Road shone among them as if it, like the leafage beneath, were paved

with dew.

"Yonder!" bawled Nagrim. All four of his arms pointed. The party had

topped a ridge. Far off glimmered a spark. "Noah, hoah! Ull we right

off stamp dem flat, or pluck derv apart slow?"

We shall do nothing of the sort, bonebrain, Morgarel's answer slid

through their heads. Not unless they attack us, and they will not unless

we make them aware of us, and her command is that we spy out their

purposes.

"Gr-r-rum-m-m. I know deir aim. Cut down trees, stick plows in land,

sow deir cursed seed in de clods and in deir shes. 'Less we drive dem

into de bitterwater, and soon, soon, dey'll wax too strong for us."

"Not too strong for the Queen!" Mistherd protested, shocked.

Yet they do have new powers, it seems, Morgarel reminded

him. Carefully must we probe them.

"Den carefully can we step on dem?" asked Nagrim.

The question woke a grin out of Mistherd's own uneasiness. He slapped

the scaly back. "Don't talk, you," he said. "It hurts my ears. Nor

think; that hurts your head. Come, run!"

Ease yourself, Morgarel scolded. You have too much life in you,

human-born.

Mistherd made a face at the wraith, but obeyed to the extent of

slowing down and picking his way through what cover the country

afforded. For he traveled on behalf of the Fairest, to learn what had

brought a pair of mortals questing hither.

Did they seek that boy whom Ayoch stole? (He continued to weep for

his mother, though less and less often as the marvels of Carheddin

entered him.) Perhaps. A birdcraft had left them and their car at the

now-abandoned campsite, from which they had followed an outward

spiral. But when no trace of the cub had appeared inside a reasonable

distance, they did not call to be flown home. And this wasn't because

weather forbade the farspeaker waves to travel, as was frequently the

case. No, instead the couple set off toward the mountains of

Moonhorn. Their course would take them past a few outlying invader

steadings and on into realms untrodden by their race.

So this was no ordinary survey. Then what was it?

Mistherd understood now why she who reigned had made her adopted

mortal children learn, or retain, the clumsy language of their

forebears. He had hated that drill, wholly foreign to Dweller ways. Of

course, you obeyed her, and in time you saw how wise she had been ....

-

Presently he left Nagrim behind a rock-the nicor would only be useful

in a fight-and crawled from bush to bush until he lay within man-

lengths of the humans. A rainplant drooped over him, leaves soft on

his bare skin, and clothed him in darkness. Morgarel floated to the

crown of a shiverleaf, whose unrest would better conceal his flimsy

shape. He'd not be much help either. And that was the most

troublous, the almost appalling thing here. Wraiths

were among those who could not just sense and send thoughts, but cast

illusions. Morgarel had reported that this time his power seemed to

rebound off an invisible cold wall around the car.

Otherwise the male and female had set up no guardian engines and

kept no dogs. Belike they supposed none would be needed, since they

slept in the long vehicle which bore them. But such contempt of the

Queen's strength could not be tolerated, could it?

Metal sheened faintly by the light of their campfire. They sat on

either side, wrapped in coats against a coolness that Mistherd, naked,

found mild. The male drank smoke. The female stared past him into a

dusk which her flame-dazzled eyes must see as thick gloom. The

dancing glow brought her vividly forth. Yes, to judge from Ayoch's

tale, she was the dam of the new cub.

Ayoch had wanted to come too, but the Wonderful One forbade.

Pooks couldn't hold still long enough for such a mission.

The man sucked on his pipe. His cheeks thus pulled into shadow while

the light flickered across nose and brow, he looked disquietingly like a

shearbill about to stoop on prey.

'-No, I tell you again, Barbro, I have no theories," he was saying.

"When facts are insufficient, theorizing is ridiculous at best, misleading

at worst."

"Still, you must have some idea of what you're doing," she said. It was

plain that they had threshed this out often before. No Dweller could be

as persistent as she or as patient as he. "That gear you packed-that

generator you keep running-"

"I have a working hypothesis or two, which suggested what equipment

I ought to take."

"Why won't you tell me what the hypotheses are?"

"They themselves indicate that that might be inadvisable at the

present time. I'm still feeling my way into the labyrinth. And I haven't

had a chance yet to hook everything up. In fact, we're really only

protected against so-called telepathic influence-"

"What?" She started. "Do you mean . . . those legends about how they

can read minds too . . ." Her words trailed off and her gaze sought the

darkness beyond his shoulders.

He leaned forward. His tone lost its clipped rapidity, grew earnest and

soft. "Barbro, you're racking yourself to pieces. Which is no help to

Jimmy if he's alive, the more so when you may well be badly needed

later on. We've a long trek before us, and you'd better settle into it."

She nodded jerkily and caught her lip between her teeth for a moment

before she answered, -'I'm trying."

He smiled around his pipe. "I expect you'll succeed. You don't strike

me as a quitter or a whiner or an enjoyer of misery."

She dropped a hand to the pistol at her belt. Her voice changed; it

came out of her throat like knife from sheath. "When we find them,

they'll know what I am. What humans are."

"Put anger aside also," the man urged. "We can't afford emotions. If

the Outlings are real, as I told you I'm provisionally assuming, they're

fighting for their homes." After a short stillness he added: "I like to

think that if the first explorers had found live natives, men would not

have colonized Roland. But too late now. We can't go back if we

wanted to. It's a bitter-end struggle, against an enemy so crafty that

he's even hidden from us the fact that he is waging war."

"Is he? I mean, skulking, kidnapping an occasional child-"

"That's part of my hypothesis. I suspect those aren't harassments,

they're tactics employed in a chillingly subtle strategy."

The fire sputtered and sparked. The man smoked awhile, brooding,

until he went on:

"I didn't want to raise your hopes or excite you unduly while you had

to wait on me, first in Christmas Landing, then in Portolondon.

Afterward we were busy satisfying ourselves that Jimmy had been

taken further from camp than he could have wandered before

collapsing. So I'm only now telling you how thoroughly I studied

available material on the . . . Old Folk. Besides, at first I did it on the

principle of eliminating every imaginable possibility, however absurd. I

expected no result other than final disproof. But I went through

everything, relics, analyses, histories, journalistic accounts,

monographs; I talked to outwayers who happened to be

in town and to what scientists we have who've taken any interest in

the matter. I'm a quick study. I Hatter myself I became as expert as

anyone-though God knows there's little to be expert on. Furthermore,

I, a comparative stranger to Roland, maybe looked on the problem

with fresh eyes. And a pattern emerged for me.

"If the aborigines had become extinct, why hadn't they left more

remnants? Arctica isn't enormous, and it's fertile for Rolandic life. It

ought to have supported a population whose artifacts ought to have

accumulated over millennia. I've read that on Earth, literally tens of

thousands of paleolithic hand axes were found, more by chance than

archaeology.

"Very well. Suppose the relics and fossils were deliberately removed,

between the time the last survey party left and the first colonizing

ships arrived. I did find some support for that idea in the diaries of the

original explorers. They were too preoccupied with checking the

habitability of the planet to make catalogues of primitive monuments.

However, the remarks they wrote down indicate they saw much more

than later arrivals did. Suppose what we have found is just what the

removers overlooked or didn't get around to.

"That argues a sophisticated mentality, thinking in long-range terms,

doesn't it? Which in turn argues that the Old Folk were not mere

hunters or neolithic farmers."

"But nobody ever saw buildings or machines or any such thing," Barbro

objected.

"No. Most likely the natives didn't go through our kind of metallurgic-

industrial evolution. I can conceive of other paths to take. Their full-

Hedged civilization might have begun, rather than ended, in biological

science and technology. It might have developed potentialities of the

nervous system, which might be greater in their species than in man.

We have those abilities to some degree ourselves, you realize. A

dowser, for instance, actually senses variations in the local magnetic

field caused by a water table. However, in us, these talents are

maddeningly rare and tricky. So we took our business elsewhere. Who

needs to be a

telepath, say, when he has a visiphone? The Old Folk may have seen it

the other way around. The artifacts of their civilization may have

been, may still be unrecognizable to men."

"They could have identified themselves to the men, though," Barbro

said. "Why didn't they?"

"I can imagine any number of reasons. As, they could have had a bad

experience with interstellar visitors earlier in their history. Ours is

scarcely the sole race that has spaceships. However, I told you I don't

theorize in advance of the facts. Let's say no more than that the Old

Folk, if they exist, are alien to us."

"For a rigorous thinker, you're spinning a mighty thin thread."

"I've admitted this is entirely provisional." He squinted at her through

a roil of campfire smoke. "You came to me, Barbro, insisting in the

teeth of officialdom that your boy had been stolen, but your own talk

about cultist kidnappers was ridiculous. Why are you reluctant to admit

the reality of nonhumans?"

"In spite of the fact that Jimmy's being alive probably depends on it,"

she sighed. "I know." A shudder. "Maybe I don't dare admit it."

"I've said nothing thus far that hasn't been speculated about in print,"

he told her. "A disreputable speculation, true. In a hundred years,

nobody has found valid evidence for the Outlings being more than a

superstition. Still, a few people have declared it's at least possible that

intelligent natives are at large in the wilderness."

"I know," she repeated. "I'm not sure, though, what has made you,

overnight, take those arguments seriously."

"Well, once you got me started thinking, it occurred to me that

Roland's outwayers are not utterly isolated medieval crofters. They

have books, telecommunications, power tools, motor vehicles; above

all, they have a modern science-oriented education. Why should they

turn superstitious? Something must be causing it." He stopped. "I'd

better not continue. My ideas go further than this; but if they're

correct, it's dangerous to speak them aloud."

Mistherd's belly muscles tensed. There was danger for fair, in

that shearbill head. The Garland Bearer must be warned. For a minute he

wondered about summoning Nagrim to kill these two. If the nicor jumped

them fast, their firearms might avail them naught. But no. They might

have left word at home, or- He came back to his ears. The talk had

changed course. Barbro was murmuring, "-why you stayed on Roland."

The man smiled his gaunt smile. "Well, life on Beowulf held no challenge

for me. Heorot is-or was; this was decades past, remember-Heorot was

densely populated, smoothly organized, boringly uniform. That was partly

due to the lowland frontier, a safety valve that bled off the dissatisfied.

But I lack the carbon dioxide tolerance necessary to live healthily down

there. An expedition was being readied to make a swing around a number

of colony worlds, especially those which didn't have the equipment to

keep in laser contact. You'll recall its announced purpose, to seek out new

ideas in science, arts, sociology, philosophy, whatever might prove

valuable. I'm afraid they found little on Roland relevant to Beowulf. But I,

who had wangled a berth, I saw opportunities for myself and decided to

make my home here."

"Were you a detective back there, too?"

"Yes, in the official police. We had a tradition of such work in our family.

Some of that may have come from the Cherokee side of it, if the name

means anything to you. However, we also claimed collateral descent from

one of the first private inquiry agents on record, back on Earth before

spaceflight. Regardless of how true that may be, I found him a useful

model. You see, an archetype-"

The man broke off. Unease crossed his features. "Best we go to sleep," he

said. "We've a long distance to cover in the morning."

She looked outward. "Here is no morning."

They retired. Mistherd rose and cautiously flexed limberness back into his

muscles. Before returning to the Sister of Lyrth, he risked a glance

through a pane in the car. Bunks were made up, side by side, and the

humans lay in them. Yet the man had not touched her, though hers was a

bonny body, and nothing that had

passed between them suggested he meant to do so.

Eldritch, humans. Cold and claylike. And they would overrun the.beautiful

wild world? Mistherd spat in disgust. It must not happen. It would not

happen. She who reigned had vowed that. .

The lands of William Irons were immense. But this was because a barony

was required to support him, his kin and cattle, on native crops whose

cultivation was still poorly understood. He raised some Terrestrial plants

as well, by summerlight and in conservatories. However, these were a

luxury. The true conquest of northern  Arctica lay in yerba hay, in

bathyrhiza wood, in pericoup and  glycophyllon, and eventually, when the

market had expanded with population and industry, in chalcanthemum for

city florists  and pelts of cage-bred rover for city furriers.

That was in a tomorrow Irons did not expect that he would live -l to see.

Sherrinford wondered if the man really expected anyone ever would.

The room was warm and bright. Cheerfulness crackled in the fireplace.

Light from fluoropanels gleamed off hand-carven chests t and chairs and

tables, off colorful draperies and shelved dishes. The outwayer sat solid in

his high seat, stoutly clad, beard flowing  down his chest. His wife and

daughters brought coffee, whose fragrance joined the remnant odors of a

hearty supper, to him, his :s guests and his sons.

But outside, wind hooted, lightning flared, thunder bawled, rain crashed on

roof and walls and roared down to swirl among the courtyard cobblestones.

Sheds and barns crouched against hugeness beyond. Trees groaned, and did

a wicked undertone of laughter run beneath the lowing of a frightened

cow? A burst of hailstones hit the tiles like knocking knuckles.

            You could feel how distant your neighbors were, Sherrinford

thought. And nonetheless they were the people whom you saw

oftenest, did daily business with by visiphone (when a solar storm

didn't make gibberish of their voices and chaos of their faces)

or in the flesh, partied with, gossiped and intrigued with, inter-

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married with; in the end, they were the people who would bury you.

The lights of the coastal towns were monstrously further away.

William Irons was a strong man. Yet when now he spoke, fear was in

his tone. "You'd truly go over Troll Scarp?"

"Do you mean Hanstein Palisades?" Sherrinford responded, more

challenge than question.

"No outwayer calls it anything but Troll Scarp," Barbro said.

And how had a name like that been reborn, light-years and centuries

from Earth's Dark Ages?

"Hunters, trappers, prospectors-rangers, you call themtravel in those

mountains," Sherrinford declared.

"In certain parts," Irons said. "That's allowed, by a pact once made

'tween a man and the Queen after he'd done well by a jack-o'-the-hill

that a satan had hurt. Wherever the plumablanca grows, men may fare,

if they leave man-goods on the altar boulders in payment for what

they take out of the land. Elsewhere" -one fist clenched on a chair arm

and went slack again-" 's not wise to go."

"It's been done, hasn't it?"

"Oh, yes. And some came back all right, or so they claimed, though

I've heard they were never lucky afterward. And some didn't; they

vanished. And some who returned babbled of wonders and horrors, and

stayed witlings the rest of their lives. Not for a long time has anybody

been rash enough to break the pact and overtread the bounds." Irons

looked at Barbro almost entreatingly. His woman and children stared

likewise, grown still. Wind hooted beyond the walls and rattled the

storm shutters. "Don't you."

"I've reason to believe my son is there," she answered.

"Yes, yes, you've told and I'm sorry. Maybe something can be done. I

don't know what, but I'd be glad to, oh, lay a double offering on

Unvar's Barrow this midwinter, and a prayer drawn in the turf by a

flint knife. Maybe they'll return him." Irons sighed. "They've not done

such a thing in man's memory, though. And he

could have a worse lot. I've glimpsed them myself, speeding madcap

through twilight. They seem happier than we are. Might be no

kindness, sending your boy home again."

"Like in the Arvid song," said his wife.

Irons nodded. "M-hm. Or others, come to think of it."

"What's this?" Sherrinford asked. More sharply than before, he felt

himself a stranger. He was a child of cities and technics, above all a

child of the skeptical intelligence. This family believed. It was

disquieting to see more than a touch of .their acceptance in Barbro's

slow nod.

"We have the same ballad in Olga Ivanoff Land," she told him, her

voice less calm than the words. "It's one of the traditional ones -

nobody knows who composed them-that are sung to set the measure of

a ring dance in a meadow."

"I noticed a multilyre in your baggage, Mrs. (sullen," said the wife of

Irons. She was obviously eager to get off the explosive topic of a

venture in defiance of the Old Folk. A songfest could help. "Would

you like to entertain us?"

Barbro shook her head, white around the nostrils. The oldest boy said

quickly, rather importantly, "Well, sure, I can, if our guests would like

to hear."

"I'd enjoy that, thank you." Sherrinford leaned back in his seat and

stoked his pipe. If this had not happened spontaneously. he would

have guided the conversation toward a similar outcome.

In the past he had had no incentive to study the folklore of the

outway, and not much chance to read the scanty references on it since

Barbro brought him her trouble. Yet more and more he was becoming

convinced that he must get an understanding-not an anthropological

study, but a feel from the inside out-of the relationship between

Roland's frontiersmen and those beings which haunted them.

A bustling followed, rearrangement, settling down to listen, coffee cups

refilled and brandy offered on the side. The boy explained, "The last

line is the chorus. Everybody join in, right?" Clearly he too hoped thus

to bleed off some of the tension. Cathar-

sis through music? Sherrinford wondered, and added to himself:

No; exorcism.

A girl strummed a guitar. The boy sang, to a melody which beat across

the storm noise:

"It was the ranger Arvid rode homeward through the hills among the

shadowy shiverleafs, along the chiming rills.

The dance weaves under the firethorn.

"The night wind whispered around him . with scent of brok and rue.

Both moons rose high above him and hills aflash with dew.

The dance weaves under the firethorn.

"And dreaming of that woman who waited in the sun, he stopped,

amazed by starlight, and so he was undone.

The dance weaves under the firethorn.

"For there beneath a barrow that bulked athwart a moon, the Outling

folk were dancing in glass and golden shoon.

The dance weaver under the firethorn.

"The Outling folk were dancing like water, wind and fire to frosty-

ringing harpstrings, and never did they tire.

The dance weaves under the firethorn.

"To Arvid came she striding from where she watched the dance, the

Queen of Air and Darkness, with starlight in her glance.

The dance weaves under the firethorn.

"With starlight, love and terror in her immortal eye, the Queen of Air

and Darkness-"

"No!" Barbro leaped from her chair. Her fists were clenched and tears

flogged her cheekbones. "You can't-pretend that-about the things that

stole Jimmy!"

She fled from the chamber, upstairs to her guest bedroom.

But she finished the song herself. That was about seventy hours later,

camped in the steeps where rangers dared not fare.

She and Sherrinford had not said much to the Irons family, after

refusing repeated pleas to leave the forbidden country alone. Nor had

they exchanged many remarks at first as they drove north. Slowly,

however, he began to draw her out about her own life. After a while

she almost forgot to mourn, in her remembering of home and old

neighbors. Somehow this led to discoveries=that he, beneath his

professional manner, was a gourmet and a lover of opera and

appreciated her femaleness; that she could still laugh and find beauty in

the wild land around her-and she realized, half guiltily, that life held

more hopes than even the recovery of the son Tim gave her.

"I've convinced myself he's alive," the detective said. He scowled.

"Frankly, it makes me regret having taken you along. I expected this

would be only a fact-gathering trip, but it's turning out to be more. If

we're dealing with real creatures who stole him, they can do real harm.

I ought to turn back to the nearest garth and call for a plane to fetch

you." '

"Like bottommost hell you will, mister," she said. "You need

somebody who knows outway conditions, and I'm a better shot than

average."

"M-m-m . . . it would involve considerable delay too, wouldn't it?

Besides the added distance, I can't put a signal through to any airport

before this current burst of solar interference has calmed down."

Next "night" he broke out his remaining equipment and set it up. She

recognized some of it, such as the thermal detector. Other items were

strange to her, copied to his order from the advanced apparatus of his

birthworld. fie would tell her little about them. "I've explained my

suspicion that the ones we're after have telepathic capabilities," he

said in apology.

Her eyes widened. "You mean it could be true, the Queen and her

people can read minds?"

"That's part of the dread which surrounds their legend, isn't it?

Actually there's nothing spooky about the phenomenon. It was

studied and fairly well defined centuries ago, on Earth. I daresay the

facts are available in the scientific microfiles at Christmas Landing.

You Rolanders have simply had no occasion to seek them out, any

more than you've yet had occasion to look up how to build power

beamcasters or spacecraft."

"Well, how does telepathy work, then?"

Sherrinford recognized that her query asked for comfort as much as it

did for facts and he spoke with deliberate dryness: "The organism

generates extremely long-wave radiation which can, in principle, be

modulated by the nervous system. In practice, the feebleness of the

signals and their low rate of information transmission make them

elusive, hard to detect and measure. Our prehuman ancestors went in

for more reliable senses, like vision and hearing. What telepathic

transceiving we do is marginal at best. But explorers have found

extraterrestrial species that got an evolutionary advantage from

developing the system further, in their particular environments. I

imagine such species could include one which gets comparatively little

direct sunlight-in fact, appears to hide from broad day. It could even

become so able in this regard that, at short range, it can pick up man's

weak emissions and.make man's primitive sensitivities resonate to its

own strong sendings."

"That would account for a lot, wouldn't it?" Barbro said faintly.

"I've now screened our car by a jamming field," Sherrinford told her,

"but it reaches only a few meters past the chassis. Beyond, a

scout of theirs might get a warning from your thoughts, if you knew

precisely what I'm trying to do. I have a well-trained subconscious

which sees to it that I think about this in French when I'm outside.

Communication has to be structured to be intelligible, you see, and

that's a different enough structure from English. But English is the

only human language on Roland, and surely the Old Folk have learned

it."

She nodded. Ile had told her his general plan, which was too obvious to

conceal. The problem was to make contact with the aliens, if they

existed. Hitherto, they had only revealed themselves, at rare

intervals, to one or a few backwoodsmen at a time. An ability to

generate hallucinations would help them in that. They would stay

clear of any large, perhaps unmanageable expedition which might pass

through their territory. But two people, braving all prohibitions,

shouldn't look too formidable to approach. And . . . this would be the

first human team which not only worked on the assumption that the

Outlings were real but possessed the resources of modern, off-planet

police technology.

Nothing happened at that camp. Sherrinford said he hadn't expected it

would. The Old Folk seemed cautious this near to any settlement. In

their own lands they must be bolder.

And by the following "night," the vehicle had gone well into yonder

country. When Sherrinford stopped the engine in a meadow and the

car settled down, silence rolled in like a wave.

They stepped out. She cooked a meal on the glower while he gathered

wood, that they might later cheer themselves with a campfire.

Frequently he glanced at his wrist. It bore no watchinstead, a radio-

controlled dial, to tell what the instruments in the bus might register.

Who needed a watch here? Slow constellations wheeled beyond

glimmering aurora. The moon Alde stood above a snowpeak, turning

it argent, though this place lay at a goodly height. The rest of the

mountains were hidden by the forest that crowded around. Its trees

were mostly shiverleaf and feathery white plumablanca,

ghostly amidst their shadows. A few firethorns glowed, clustered dim

lanterns, and the underbrush was heavy and smelled sweet. You could see

surprisingly far through the blue dusk. Somewhere nearby, a brook sang

and a bird fluted.

"Lovely here," Sherrinford said. They had risen from their supper and

not yet sat down again or kindled their fire.

"But strange," Barbro answered as low. "I wonder if it's really meant for

us. If we can really hope to possess it."

His pipestem gestured at the stars. "Man's gone to stranger places than

this."

"Has he? I . . . oh, I suppose it's just something left over from my outway

childhood, but do you know, when I'm under them I can't think of the.

stars as balls of gas, whose energies have been measured, whose planets

have been walked on by prosaic feet. No, they're small and cold and

magical; our lives are bound to them; after we die, they whisper to us in

our graves." Barbro glanced downward. "I realize that's nonsense."

She could see in the twilight how his face grew tight. "Not at all," he

said.

"Emotionally, physics may be a worse nonsense. And in the end, you

know, after a sufficient number of generations, thought follows feeling.

Man is not at heart rational. He could stop believing the stories of science

if those no longer felt right."

He paused. "That ballad which didn't get finished in the house," he said,

not looking at her. "Why did it affect you so?"

"I couldn't stand hearing them, well, praised. Or that's how it seemed.

Sorry for the fuss."

"I gather the ballad is typical of a large class."

"Well, I never thought to add them up. Cultural anthropology is

something we don't have time for on Roland, or more likely it hasn't

occurred to us, with everything else there is to do. Butnow you mention

it, yes, I'm surprised at how many songs and stories have the Arvid motif

in them."

"Could you bear to recite it?"

She mustered the will to laugh. "Why, I can do better than that if you

want. Let me get my multilyre and I'll perform."

She omitted the hypnotic chorus line, though, when the notes rang out,

except at the end. He watched her where she stood . against moon and

aurora.

`-the Queen of Air and Darkness cried softly under sky:

"'Light down, you ranger Arvid, and join the Outling folk. You need no

more be human, which is a heavy yoke.'

"lie dared to give her answer: I may do naught but run. A maiden waits

me, dreaming in lands beneath the sun.

"'And likewise wait me comrades and tasks I would not shirk, for what is

ranger Arvid if he lays down his work?

"'So wreak your spells, you Outling, and east your wrath on me. Though

maybe you can slay me, you'll not make me unfree.'

"The Queen of Air and Darkness stood wrapped about with fear and

northlight flares and beauty he dared not look too near.

"Until she laughed like harpsong                        `

and said to him in scorn:

'I do not need a magic

to make you always mourn.

"'I send you home with nothing except your memory of moonlight,

Outling music, night breezes, dew and me.

"'And that will run behind you, a shadow on the sun, and that will lie

beside you when every clay is done.

"'In work and play and friendship your grief will strike you dumb for

thinking what you are-and-what you might have become.

"'Your dull and foolish woman treat kindly as you can. Go home now,

ranger Arvid, set free to be a man!'

"In flickering and laughter

'           the Outling folk were gone.

He stood alone by moonlight

and wept until the dawn.

The dance weaves under the firethorn."

She laid the lyre aside. A wind rustled leaves. After a long quietness

Sherrinford said, "And tales of this kind are part of everyone's life in

the outway?"

"Well, you could put it thus," Barbro replied. "Though they're not all

full of supernatural doings. Some are about love or heroism.

Traditional themes."

"I don't think your particular tradition has arisen of itself." His tone

was bleak. "In fact, I think many of your songs and stories were not

composed by human beings."

He snapped his lips shut and would say no more on the subject. They

went early to bed.

Hours later, an alarm roused them.

The buzzing was soft, but it brought them instantly alert. They slept

in gripsuits, to be prepared for emergencies. Sky-glow lit them through

the canopy. Sherrinford swung out of his bunk, slipped shoes on feet

and clipped gun holster to belt. "Stay inside," he commanded.

"What's here?" Her pulse thuttered.

He squinted at the dials of his instruments and checked them against

the luminous telltale on his wrist. "Three animals," he counted. "Not

wild ones happening by. A large one, homeothermic, to judge from the

infrared, holding still a short ways off. Another . . . hm, low

temperature, diffuse and unstable emission, as if it were more like a . . .

a swarm of cells coordinated somehow . . . pheromonally?. . .

hovering, also at a distance. But the third's practically next to us,

moving around in the brush; and that pattern looks human."

She saw him quiver with eagerness, no longer seeming a professor. "I'm

going to try to make a capture," he said. "When we have a subject for

interrogation-Stand ready to let me back in again fast. But don't risk

yourself, whatever happens. And keep this cocked." He handed her a

loaded big-game rifle.

His tall frame poised by the door, opened it a crack. Air blew in, cool,

damp, full of fragrances and murmurings. The moon Oliver was now

also aloft, the radiance of both unreally brilliant, and the aurora

seethed in whiteness and ice-blue.

Sherrinford peered afresh at his telltale. It must indicate the directions

of the watchers, among those dappled leaves. Abruptly he sprang out.

He sprinted past the ashes of the campfire and vanished under trees.

Barbro's hand strained on the butt of her weapon.

Racket exploded. Two in combat burst onto the meadow. Sherrinford

had clapped a grip on a smaller human figure. She could make out by

streaming silver and rainbow flicker that the other was nude, male,

long-haired, lithe and young. He fought demoniacally, seeking to use

teeth and feet and raking nails, and meanwhile he ululated like a satan.

The identification shot through her: A changeling, stolen in babyhood

and raised by the Old Folk. This creature was what they would make

Jimmy into.

"Ha!" Sherrinford forced his opponent around and drove stiffened

fingers into the solar plexus. The boy gasped and sagged. Sherrinford

manhandled him toward the car.

Out from the woods came a giant. It might itself have been a tree,

black and rugose, bearing four great gnarly boughs; but earth

quivered and boomed beneath its leg-roots, and its hoarse bellowing

filled sky and skulls.

Barbro shrieked. Sherrinford whirled. He yanked out his pistol,

fired and fired, flat whipcracks through the half light. His free arm

kept a lock on the youth. The troll shape lurched under those

blows. It recovered and came on, more slowly, more carefully,

circling around to cut him off from the bus. He couldn't move fast

enough to evade it unless he released his prisoner-who was his sole

possible guide to Jimmy

Barbro leaped forth. "Don't!" Sherrinford shouted. "For God's sake,

stay inside!" The monster rumbled and made snatching motions at

her. She pulled the trigger. Recoil slammed her in the shoulder. The

colossus rocked and fell. Somehow it got its feet back and lumbered

toward her. She retreated. Again she shot, and again. The creature

snarled. Blood began to drip from it and gleam oilily amidst

dewdrops. It turned and went off, breaking branches, into the

darkness that laired beneath the woods.

"Get to shelter!" Sherrinford yelled. "You're out of the jammer

field!"

A mistiness drifted by overhead. She barely glimpsed it before she

saw the new shape at the meadow edge. "Jimmy!" tore from her.

"Mother."  He held out his arms. Moonlight coursed in his tears.

She dropped her weapon and ran to him.

Sherrinford plunged in pursuit. Jimmy flitted away into the brush.

Barbro crashed after, through clawing twigs. Then she was seized

and borne away.

Standing over his captive, Sherrinford strengthened the fluoro

output until vision of the wilderness was blocked off from within

the bus. The boy squirmed beneath that colorless glare.

"You are going to talk," the man said. Despite the haggardness in his

features, he spoke quietly.

The boy glared through tangled locks. A bruise was purpling on his

jaw. He'd almost recovered ability to flee while Sherrinford chased

and lost the woman. Returning, the detective had barely caught him.

Time was lacking to be gentle, when Outling reinforcements might

arrive at any moment. Sherrinford had knocked him out and dragged

him inside. He sat lashed into a swivel seat.

He spat. "Talk to you, man-clod?" But sweat stood on his skin, and

his eyes flickered unceasingly around the metal which caged him.

"Give me a name to call you by."

"And have you work a spell on me?"

"Mine's Eric. If you don't give me another choice, I'll have to call

you . . . m-m-m . . . Wuddikins."

"What?" However eldritch, the bound one remained a human

adolescent. "Mistherd, then." The lilting accent of his English

somehow emphasized its sullenness. "That's not the sound, only

what it means. Anyway, it's my spoken name, naught else."

"Ah, you keep a secret name you consider to be real?"

"She does. I don't know myself what it is. She knows the real names

of everybody."

Sherrinford raised his brows. "She?"

"Who reigns. May she forgive me, I can't make the reverent sign

when my arms are tied. Some invaders call her the Queen of Air and

Darkness."

"So." Sherrinford got pipe and tobacco. He let silence wax while he

started the fire. At length he said:

"I'll confess the Old Folk took me by surprise. I didn't expect so

formidable a member of your gang. Everything I could learn had

seemed to show they work on my race-and yours, lad-by stealth,

trickery and illusion."

Mistherd jerked a truculent nod. "She created the first nicors not

long ago. Don't think she has naught but dazzlements at her beck."

"I don't. However, a steel jacketed bullet works pretty well too,

doesn't it?"

Sherrinford talked on, softly, mostly to himself: "I do still believe the,

ah,

nicors-all your half-humanlike breeds-are intended in the main to be seen,

not used. The power of projecting mirages must surely be quite limited in

range and scope as well as in the number of individuals who possess it.

Otherwise she wouldn't have needed to work as slowly and craftily as she

has. Even outside our mind-shield, Barbro-my companion-could have

resisted, could have remained aware that whatever she saw was unreal . . .

if

she'd been less shaken, less frantic, less driven by need."

Sherrinford wreathed his head in smoke. "Never mind what I experienced,"

he said. "It couldn't have been the same as for her. I think the command

was simply given us, 'You will see what you most desire in the world,

running away from you into the forest.' Of course, she didn't travel many

meters before the nicor waylaid her. I'd no hope of trailing them; I'm no

Arctican woodsman, and besides, it'd have been too easy to ambush me. I

came back to you." Grimly: "You're my link to your overlady."

"You think I'll guide you to Starhaven or Carheddin? Try making me, clod-

man."

"I want to bargain."

"I s'pect you intend more'n that." Mistherd's answer held surprising

shrewdness. "What'll you tell after you come home?"

"Yes, that does pose a problem, doesn't it? Barbro Cullen and I are not

terrified outwayers. We're of the city. We brought recording instruments.

We'd be the first of our kind to report an encounter with the Old Folk, and

that report would be detailed and plausible. It would produce action."

"So you see I'm not afraid to die," Mistherd declared, though his lips

trembled a bit. "If I let you come in and do your man-things to my people,

I'd have naught left worth living for."

"Have no immediate fears," Sherrinford said. "You're merely bait." He sat

down and regarded the boy through a visor of calm. (Within, it wept in him:

Barbro, Barbro!) "Consider. Your Queen can't very well let me go back,

bringing my prisoner and telling about hers. She has to stop that somehow. I

could try fighting my

way through-this car is better armed than you know-but that wouldn't free

anybody. Instead, I'm staying put. New forces of hers will get here as

fast as they can. I assume they won't blindly throw themselves against a

machine gun, a howitzer, a fulgurator. They'll parley first, whether their

intentions are honest or not. Thus I make the contact I'm after."

"What d' you plan?" The mumble held anguish.

"First, this, as a sort of invitation." Sherrinford reached out to flick a

switch. "There. I've lowered my shield against mind-reading and shape-

casting. I daresay the leaders, at least, will be able to sense that it's

gone.

That should give them confidence."

"And next?"

"Next we wait. Would you like something to eat or drink'?"

During the time which followed, Sherrinford tried to jolly Mistherd along,

find out something of his life. What answers he got were curt. He dimmed

the interior lights and settled down to peer outward. That was a long few

hours.

They ended at a shout of gladness, half a sob, from the boy. Out

of the woods came a band of the Old Folk.,

Some of them stood forth more clearly than moons and stars and

northlights should have caused. He in the van rode a white crownbuck whose

horns were garlanded. His form was manlike but unearthly beautiful, silver-

blond hair falling from beneath the antlered helmet, around the proud cold

face. The cloak fluttered off his back like living wings. His frost-colored

mail rang as he fared.

Behind him, to right and left, rode two who bore swords whereon small

flames gleamed and flickered. Above, a flying flock laughed and trilled and

tumbled in the breezes. Near then drifted a half-transparent mistiness.

Those others who passed among trees after their chieftain were harder to

make out. But thev moved in quicksilver grace and as it were to a sound of

harps and trumpets.

"Lord Luighaid." Glory overflowed in Mistherd's tone. "Her master Knower-

himself."

Sherrinford had never done a harder thing than to sit at the

main control panel, finger near the button of the shield generator, and not

touch it. He rolled down a section of canopy to let voices travel. A gust of

wind struck him in the face, bearing odors of the roses'in his mother's

garden. At his back, in the main body of the vehicle, Mistherd strained

against his bonds till he could see the oncoming troop. ,

"Call to them," Sherrinford said. "Ask if they will talk with me."

Unknown, flutingly sweet words flew back and forth. "Yes," the boy

interpreted. "fie will, the Lord Luighaid. But I can tell you, you'll never

be

let go. Don't fight them. Yield. Come away. You don't know what 'tis to be

alive till you've dwelt in Carheddin under the mountain."

The Outlings drew nigh.

Jimmy glimmered and was gone. Barbro lay in strong arms, against a broad

breast, and felt the horse move beneath her. It had to be a horse, though

only a few were kept any longer on the steadings and they only for special

uses or love. She could feel the rippling beneath its hide, hear a rush of

parted leafage and the thud when a hoof struck stone; warmth and living

scent welled up around her through the darkness.

He who carried her said mildly, "Don't be afraid, darling. It was a vision.

But he's waiting for us and we're bound for him."

She was aware in a vague way that she ought to feel terror or despair or

something. But her memories lay behind her-she wasn't sure just how she

had come to be here-she was borne along in a knowledge of being loved. At

peace, at peace; rest in the calm expectation of joy . . .

After a while the forest opened. They crossed a lea where boulders stood

gray-white under the moons, their shadows shifting in the dim hues which

the aurora threw across them. Flitteries danced, tiny comets, above the

flowers between. Ahead gleamed a peak whose top was crowned in clouds.

Barbro's eyes happened to be turned forward. She saw the horse's head and

thought, with quiet surprise: Why, this is Sambo,

who was mine when I was a girl. She looked upward at the man. He wore a

black tunic and a cowled cape, which made his face hard to see. She could

not cry aloud, here. "Tim," she whispered.

"Yes, Barbro."

"I buried you-"

His smile was endlessly tender. "Did you think we're no more than what's

laid back into the ground? Poor torn sweetheart. She who's called us is the

All Healer. Now rest and dream."

---                    "Dream," she said, and for a space she struggled to rouse herself.

But the effort was weak. Why should she believe ashen tales about

. . . atoms and energies, nothing else to fill a gape of emptiness

. . . tales she could not bring to mind . . . when Tim and the horse

her father gave her carried her on to Jimmy? Had the other thing

not been the evil dream, and this her first drowsy awakening from

it?

As if he heard her thoughts, he murmured, "They have a song in Outling

lands. The Song of the Men:

"The world sails to an unseen wind. Light swirls by the bows. The wake is

night.

But the Dwellers have no such sadness."

"I don't understand," she said.

He nodded. "There's much you'll have to understand, darling, and I can't see

you again until you've learned those truths. But meanwhile you'll be with

our son."

She tried to lift her head and kiss him. He held her down. "Not yet," he

said. "You've not been received among the Queen's people. I shouldn't have

come for you, except that she was too merciful to forbid. Lie back, lie

back."

Time blew past. The horse galloped tireless, never stumbling, up the

mountain. Once she glimpsed a troop riding down it and thought they

were bound for a last weird battle in the west against . . . who? . . . one

who

lay cased in iron and sorrow. Later she would

ask herself the name of him who had brought her into the land of the

Old Truth.

Finally spires lifted splendid among the stars, which are small and

magical and whose whisperings comfort us after we are dead. They

rode into a courtyard where candles burned unwavering, fountains

splashed and birds sang. The air bore fragrance of brok and pericoup,

of rue and roses, for not everything that man brought was horrible.

The Dwellers waited in beauty to welcome her. Beyond their

stateliness, pooks cavorted through the gloaming; among the trees

darted children; merriment caroled across music more solemn.

"We have come-" Tim's voice was suddenly, inexplicably a croak.

Barbro was not sure how he dismounted, bearing her. She stood before

him and saw him sway on his feet.

Fear caught her. "Are you well?" She seized both his hands. They felt

cold and rough. Where had Sambo gone? Her eyes searched beneath

the cowl. In this brighter illumination, she ought to have seen her

man's face clearly. But it was blurred, it kept changing. "What's wrong,

oh, what's happened?"

He smiled. Was that the smile she had cherished? She couldn't

completely remember. "I-I must go," he stammered, so low she could

scarcely hear. "Our time is not ready." Ile drew free of her grasp and

leaned on a robed form which had appeared at his side. A haziness

swirled over both their heads. "Don't watch me go . . . back into the

earth," he pleaded. "That's death for you. Till our time returns- There,

our son!"

She had to fling her gaze around. Kneeling, she spread wide her arms.

Jimmy struck her like a warm, solid cannonball. She rumpled his hair;

she kissed the hollow of his neck; she laughed and wept and babbled

foolishness; and this was no ghost, no memory that had stolen off

when she wasn't looking. Now and again, as she turned her attention to

yet another hurt which might have come upon him-hunger, sickness,

fear-and found none, she would glimpse their surroundings. The

gardens were gone. It didn't matter.

"I missed you so, Mother. Stay?"

"I'll take you home, dearest."

"Stay. Here's fun. I'll show. But you stay."

A sighing went through the twilight. Barbro rose. Jimmy clung to her

hand. They confronted the Queen.

Very tall she was in her robes woven of northlights, and her starry

crown and her garlands of kiss-me-never. Her countenance recalled

Aphrodite of Milos, whose picture Barbro had often seen in the realms

of men, save that the Queen's was more fair and more majesty dwelt

upon it and in the night-blue eyes. Around her the gardens woke to

new reality, the court of the Dwellers and the heaven-climbing spires.

"Be welcome," she spoke, her speaking a song, "forever."

Against the awe of her, Barbro said, "Moonmother, let us go home."

"That may not be."

"To our world, little and beloved," Barbro dreamed she begged, "which

we build for ourselves and cherish for our children."

"To prison days, angry nights, works that crumble in the fingers, loves

that turn to rot or stone or driftweed, loss, grief, and the only sureness

that of the final nothingness. No. You too, Wanderfoot who is to be,

will jubilate when the banners of the Outworld come flying into the

last of the cities and man is made wholly alive. Now go with those who

will teach you."

The Queen of Air and Darkness lifted an arm in summons. It halted,

and none came to answer.

For over the fountains and melodies lifted a gruesome growling. Fires

leaped, thunders crashed. Her hosts scattered screaming before the

steel thing which boomed up the mountainside. The pooks were gone

in a whirl of frightened wings. The nicors flung their bodies against the

unalive invader and were consumed, until their Mother cried to them

to retreat.

Barbro cast Jimmy down and herself over him. Towers wavered and

smoked away. The mountain stood bare under icy moons, save for

rocks, crags,. and farther off a glacier in whose depths the

auroral light pulsed blue. A cave mouth darkened a cliff. Thither folk

streamed, seeking refuge underground. Some were human of blood, some

grotesques like the pooks and nicors and wraiths; but most were lean, scaly,

long-tailed, long-beaked, not remotely men or Outlings.

For an instant, even as Jimmy wailed at her breast-perhaps as much because

the enchantment had been wrecked as because he was afraid-Barbro pitied

the Queen who stood alone in her nakedness. Then that one also had fled,

and Barbro's world shiver ered apart.

The guns fell silent; the vehicle whirred to a halt. From it sprang a boy

who called wildly, "Shadow-of-a-Dream, where are you? It's me, Mistherd.

Oh, come, come!"-before he remembered that the language they had been

raised in was not man's. He shouted in that until a girl crept out of a

thicket where she had hidden. They stared at each other through dust,

smoke and moonglow. She ran to him.

A new voice barked from the car, "Barbro, hurry!"

Christmas Landing knew day: short at this time of year, but sunlight, blue

skies, white clouds, glittering water, salt breezes in busy streets, and the

sane disorder of Eric Sherrinford's living room.

He crossed and uncrossed his legs where he sat, puffed on his pipe as if to

make a veil, and said, "Are you certain you're recovered? You mustn't risk

overstrain."

"I'm fine," Barbro Cullen replied, though her tone was flat. "Still tired,

yes,

and showing it, no doubt. One doesn't go through such an experience and

bounce back in a week. But I'm up and about. And to be frank, I must know

what's happened, what's going on, before I can settle down to regain my

full strength. Not a word of news anywhere."

"Have you spoken to others about the matter?"

"No. I've simply told visitors I was too exhausted to talk. Not much of a

lie. I assumed there's a reason for censorship."

Sherrinford looked relieved. "Good girl. It's at my urging. You can imagine

the sensation when this is made public. The authorities agreed they need

time to study the facts, think and debate in a calm atmosphere, have a

decent policy ready to offer voters who're bound to become rather

hvsterical at first." His mouth quirked slightly upward. "Furthermore, your

nerves and Jimmy's get their chance to heal before the journalistic storm

breaks over you. How is he?"

-                       "Quite well. He continues pestering me for leave to go play with

his friends in the Wonderful Place. But at his age, he'll recover-

he'll forget."

"He may meet them later anyhow."

"What? We didn't-" Barbro shifted in her chair. "I've forgotten too. I

hardly recall a thing from our last hours. Did you bring back any kidnapped

humans?"

"No. The shock was savage as it was, without throwing them straight into

an . . . an institution. Mistherd, who's basically a sensible young fellow,

assured me they'd get along, at any rate as regards survival necessities,

till

arrangements can be made." Sherrinford hesitated. "I'm not sure what the

arrangements will be. Nobody is, at our present stage. But obviously they

include those people-or many of them, especially those who aren't full-

grown -rejoining the human race. Though they may never feel at home in

civilization. Perhaps in a way that's best, since we will need some kind of

mutually acceptable liaison with the Dwellers."

His impersonality soothed them both. Barbro became able to say, "Was I

too big a fool? I do remember how I yowled and beat my head on the

floor."

"Why, no." He considered the big woman and her pride for a few seconds

before he rose, walked over and laid a hand on her shoulder. "You'd been

lured and trapped by a skillful play on your deepest instincts, at a moment

of sheer nightmare. Afterward, as that wounded monster carried you off,

evidently another type of being came along, one that could saturate you

with close-range neuropsychic forces. On top of this, my arrival, the

sudden brutal

abolishment of every hallucination, must have been shattering. No

wonder if you cried out in pain. Before you did, you competently

got Jimmy and yourself into the bus, and you never interfered

with me."

"What did you do?"

            "Why, I drove off as fast as possible. After several hours, the

atmospherics let up sufficiently for me to call Portolondon and

insist on an emergency airlift. Not that that was vital. What chance

had the enemy to stop us? They didn't even try-But quick trans-_

portation was certainly helpful."

            "I figured that's what must have gone on." Barbro caught his

glance. "No, what I meant was, how did you find us in the back-

lands?"

            Sherrinford moved a little off from her. "My prisoner was my

guide. I don't think I actually killed any of the Dwellers who'd

come to deal with me. I hope not. The car simply broke through

them, after a couple of warning shots, and afterward outpaced

them. Steel and fuel against flesh wasn't really fair. At the cave

entrance, I did have to shoot down a few of those troll creatures.

I'm not proud of it."

            He stood silent. Presently: "But you were a captive," he said. "I

couldn't be sure what they might do to you, who had first claim

on me." After another pause: "I don't look for any more violence."

            "How did you make . . . the boy . . . cooperate?" ,

            Sherrinford paced from her, to the window, where he stood

staring out at the Boreal Ocean. "I turned off the mind-shield,"

he said. "I let their band get close, in full splendor of illusion.

Then I turned the shield back on, and we both saw them in

their true shapes. As we went northward, I explained to Mist-

herd how he and his kind had been hoodwinked, used, made

to live in a world that was never really there. I asked him if he

wanted himself and whomever he cared about to go on till

they died as domestic animals-yes, running in limited freedom

on solid hills, but always called back to the dream-kennel." His

pipe fumed furiously. "May I never see such bitterness again.

He had been taught to believe he was free."

            Quiet returned, above the hectic traffic. Charlemagne drew

nearer to setting; already the east darkened.

            Finally Barbro asked, "Do you know why?"

            "Why children were taken and raised like that? Partly because

it was in the pattern the Dwellers were creating; partly in order

to study and experiment on members of our species-minds, that

is, not bodies; partly because humans have special strengths which

are helpful, like being able to endure full daylight."

            "But what was the final purpose of it all?"

            Sherrinford paced the floor. "Well," he said, "of course the ulti-

mate motives of the aborigines are obscure. We can't do more than

guess at how they think, let alone how they feel. But our ideas do

seem to fit the data.

            "Why did they hide from man? I suspect they, or rather their

ancestors-for they aren't glittering elves, you know; they're mor-

tal and fallible too-I suspect the natives were only being cautious

at first, more cautious than human primitives, though certain of

those on Earth were also slow to reveal themselves to strangers

Spying, mentally eavesdropping, Roland's Dwellers must have

picked up enough language to get some idea of how different man

was from them, and how powerful; and they gathered that more

ships would be arriving, bringing settlers. It didn't occur to them

that they might be conceded the right to keep their lands. Perhaps

they're still more fiercely territorial than we. They determined to

fight, in their own way. I daresay, once we begin to get insight into

that mentality, our psychological science will go through its

Copernican revolution."

            Enthusiasm kindled in him. "That's not the sole thing we'll

learn, either," he went on. "They must have science of their own,

a nonhuman science born on a -planet that isn't Earth. Because

they did observe us as profoundly as we've ever observed our-

selves; they did mount a plan against us, one that would have

taken another century or more to complete. Well, what else do

they know? How do they support their civilization without visible

agriculture or aboveground buildings or mines or anything? How can

they breed whole new intelligent species to order? A million questions,

ten million answers!"

"Can we learn from them?" Barbro asked softly. "Or can we only

overrun them as you say they fear?"

Sherrinford halted, leaned elbow on mantel, hugged his pipe and

replied, "I hope we'll show more charity than that to a defeated

enemy. It's what they are. They tried to conquer us, and failed, and

now in a sense we are bound to conquer them since they'll have to

make their peace with the civilization of the machine rather than see

it rust away as they strove for. Still, they never did us any harm as

atrocious as what we've inflicted on our fellow men in the past. And, I

repeat, they could teach us marvelous things; and we could teach them,

too, once they've learned to be less intolerant of a different way of

life."

"I suppose we can give them a reservation," she said, and didn't know

why he grimaced and answered so roughly:

"Let's leave them the honor they've earned! They fought to save the

world they'd always known from that"-he made a chopping gesture at

the city-"and just possibly we'd be better off ourselves with less of it."

He sagged a trifle and sighed, "However, I suppose if Elfland had won,

man on Roland would at last-peacefully, even happily -have died away.

We live with our archetypes, but can we live in them?"

Barbro shook her head. "Sorry, I don't understand."

"What'?" He looked at her in a surprise that drove out melancholy.

After a laugh: "Stupid of me. I've explained this to so many politicians

and scientists and commissioners and Lord knows what, these past

days, I forgot I'd never explained to you. It was a rather vague idea of

mine, most of the time we were traveling, and I don't like to discuss

ideas prematurely. Now that we've met the Outlings and watched how

they work, I do feel sure."

He tamped down his tobacco. "In limited measure," he said, "I've used

an archetype throughout my own working life. The

rational detective. It hasn't been a conscious pose-much-it's simply

been an image which fitted my personality and professional style. But

it draws an appropriate response from most people, whether or not

they've ever heard of the original. The phenomenon is not

uncommon. We meet persons who, in varying degrees, suggest Christ

or Buddha or the Earth Mother, or, say, on a less exalted plane,

Hamlet or d'Artagnan. Historical, fictional and mythical, such figures

crystallize basic aspects of the human psyche, and when we meet them

in our real experience, our reaction goes deeper than consciousness."

He grew grave again. "Man also creates archetypes that are not

individuals. The Anima, the Shadow-and, it seems, the Outworld. The

world of magic, of glamour-which originally meant enchantment-of

half-human beings, some like Ariel and some like Caliban, but each

free of mortal frailties and sorrows-therefore, perhaps, a little

carelessly cruel, more than a little tricksy; dwellers, in dusk and

moonlight, not truly gods but obedient to rulers who are enigmatic and

powerful enough to be- Yes, our Queen of Air and Darkness knew well

what sights to let lonely people see, what illusions to spin around them

from time to time, what songs and legends to set going among them. I

wonder how much she and her underlings gleaned from human fairy

tales, how much they made up themselves, and how much men created

all over again, all unwittingly, as the sense of living on the edge of the

world entered them."

Shadows stole across the room. It grew cooler and the traffic noises

dwindled. Barbro asked mutedly, "But what could this do?"

"In many ways," Sherrinford answered, "the outwayer is back in the

Dark Ages. He has few neighbors, hears scanty news from beyond his

horizon, toils to survive in a land he only partly understands, that may

any night raise unforeseeable disasters against him and is bounded by

enormous wildernesses. The machine civilization which brought his

ancestors here is frail at best. He could lose it as the Dark Ages nations

had lost Greece and Rome, as the whole of Earth seems to have lost it.

Let him be worked on, long,

            strongly, cunningly, by the archetypical Outworld, until he has

            -come to believe in his bones that the magic of the Queen of Air

            and Darkness is greater than the energy of engines; and first his

            faith, finally his deeds will follow her. Oh, it wouldn't happen fast.

            Ideally, it would happen too slowly to be noticed, especially by

            self-satisfied city people. But when in the end a hinterland gone

            back to the ancient way turned from them, how could they keep

            alive?"

                        Barbro breathed, "She said to me, when their banners flew in

            the last of our cities, we would rejoice."

                        "I think we would have, by then," Sherrinford admitted. "Nev-

            ertheless, I believe in choosing one's destiny."

                        He shook himself, as if casting off a burden. He knocked the

            dottle from his pipe and stretched, muscle by muscle. "Well," he

            said, "it isn't going to happen."

                        She looked straight at him. "Thanks to you."

                        A flush went up his thin cheeks. "In time, I'm sure somebody

            else would have- What matters is what we do next, and that's too

            big a decision for one individual or one generation to make."

                        She rose. "Unless the decision is personal, Eric," she suggested,

            feeling heat in her own face.

                        It was curious to see him shy. "I was hoping we might meet

            again."

                        "We will."

                        Ayoch sat on Wolund's Barrow. Aurora shuddered so brilliant,

G         in such vast sheafs of light, as almost to hide the waning moons.

            Firethorn blooms had fallen; a few still glowed around the tree

            roots, amidst dry brok which crackled underfoot and smelled like

            woodsmoke. The air remained warm but no gleam was left on the

"-         sunset horizon.

                        "Farewell, fare lucky," the pook called. Mistherd and Shadow-

            of-a-Dream never looked back. It was as if they didn't dare. They

            trudged on out of sight, toward the human camp whose lights

            made a harsh new star in the south.

            Ayoch lingered. He felt he should also offer good-bye to her who

had lately joined him that slept in the dolmen. Likely none would -

s.--                   meet here again for loving or magic. But he could only think of `

            one old verse that might do. He stood and trilled:

•                       "Out of her breast

            a blossom ascended.

            The summer burned it.

            The song is ended."

-•,----..rhea he spread his wings for the long flight away.